Seth’s Perspective
It was Monday morning and we were back in the chaos, vacation was over. All three kids were still on a sugar high from Easter and a natural high from vacation. Ali was uncharacteristically the worst one of the three… oh my freaking god! “No!” That was the word of the day. “No!” I asked if he wanted breakfast, “NO.” I tried to dress him “No.” Everything was no, and he was being a little pain in the ass… dammit, he’s usually my good one. Meanwhile, Izzy was happy to go back to daycare and see her “fwend” Mrs. Mavis (someone new to show off her rainbow, glitter nails before they peeled off). Freddy was ready to go back to school armed with a souvenir rock he found in the desert (yeah, he was excited over a plain old rock) and ready to tell the story of his 4-wheeling adventure to anyone who would listen. All three kids had a fun a’cation, and a great Easter but now it was back to life. Back to reality. Breakfast, carpool, school, daycare, work.
After a fairly quiet breakfast (except for the occasional “no” from Ali), Zach helped me buckle the kids in the Atlas and we were off. We picked up Teddy and things got loud as the two boys relived their a’cation (again) and talked about who got to tell Sammy what, etc. I barely got a ‘goodbye’ from them when we got to school, those two bolted out of the car and into the building excited to see their friends again after a long vacation. Izzy was just as excited to return to daycare, Ali on the other hand was clingy and whiny as he wrapped his arms tight around my neck; he didn’t want vacation to end. It took some work, but Gina, Mrs. Mavis, and me got him distracted playing with DJ enough for me to sneak out and go to work. The ten minutes in the car by myself on the way to the office were SO nice! I cranked my tunes and just stopped thinking about everything… like a tiny post vacation, vacation. I parked the Atlas and stopped into Marilee’s for coffee. Ricky was there so I talked to him for a few minutes before heading to the office with coffee for Rodney and BA; I couldn’t help but admire the Ricky, his talent of managing people to their strengths and making them feel part of a team was a huge part of our success at The Village.
I was the first one in the office and took the opportunity to catch up on emails, snail mail, and messages. I had seen BA, Rodney, and some of the Villagers at the Easter Eggstravaganza, so, I was pretty much caught up on the other chaos. The morning was just a normal first day back in the office.
My highlight of the day was my noon session with Che. When Che and River first showed up at The Village, I was convinced that Che would be gone in a day and was worried about River. River craved our help and Che didn’t trust anyone, didn’t need anyone’s help, and was fine just running away… I was afraid that River would eventually get lost in Che’s resistance. But so far, my instincts had been off (or maybe we just got lucky) and they stayed. Then, during my session, the thug of a guy who was too tough to need anybody’s help dropped the bomb that he wanted to be a cop.
“I’m thinkin’ well, I think I wanna be a cop” he said. I’m sure the look on my face gave away my surprise, but I couldn’t help but smile at the same time. If he could wrangle his temper, I could totally see him being an awesome cop.
“I think that’s awesome, but I’m kinda surprised, I mean, last I heard… and I quote. ‘all dem fuckin’ pigs are assholes’ I said doing my best Che impression. He laughed, then told me that the police he met here were so different from back home, and they inspired him. That was a huge leap forward, I was proud of him for seeing through his prejudice, and his own shitty experiences to what he could do to make things better. I encouraged him to pursue it and talk to Officer Booth about riding along with him. That was probably the best session Che and I had had to-date; we were making progress.
I walked Che out just as Kelly and Mom Nicholls entered the lobby. Kelly was showing Mom around town and they came to see Harrington House, the BroMax candle factory, and take me to lunch. “This is such a cute city, Seth” Mom N said.
“I showed her around downtown this morning, later this week I’m going to take her down by the beaches” Kelly said. The two were killing time while their husbands were holed up in a conference room at Zach’s firm working on Karen’s case.
“I’m so happy you’re here” I told Mom N while I hugged her.
“Ahem” Kelly said,
“You too Mom” I conceded to my mother in-law and gave her a hug too.
“That’s better” Kelly said. “Can you break away for lunch? You too BA.” BA was sitting at her desk eating lunch (like she did most days).
“Nah, I got my lunch. I’ll hold down the fort. Y’all go on and have fun, and I’ll see you ladies on Grannies Night” BA said as she continued unbagged the lunch she had brought form home.
“Grannies Night?” I asked.
“Yup, The three of us are getting together with Max’s Mom and Grandma on Thursday for a night on the town” Kelly said proudly.
“Dear lord. What y’all gonna do, shop for sensible shoes, have liver and onions at the Cracker Barrel at 4:00, then play BINGO?” I chuckled.
“You know I can throw down with the best of ‘em, boy. Don’t make me challenge you to a drinkin’ contest ya’ lightweight.” BA said with a scowl. “We’re gonna hit some of my favorite local haunts.” I couldn’t help but laugh that the grandmothers had basically started their own village.
Kelly stayed and chatted with BA while I showed Mom around the village and Harrington House. Kelly had seen everything a million times and knew the lay of the land but it was all new to Mom N. As we toured, she asked a lot of questions about how the boys found us, how we helped them, what our funding looked like, etc. She was extremely interested in the work we were doing. “I spent some time talking to that young couple yesterday, Ugh, I’m bad with names, but they both started with C” Mom N said.
“Craig and Colton?” I asked.
She nodded. “They told me about how they met, and how you all had helped them. The one boy said Zach even helped him get guardianship of his sister… and now she’s going to college! Mom said astounded. “They said they were both homeless just a couple of years ago and now they’re moving in across form you and Zach?” She asked.
“Yup. Craig got his horticulture degree and has a great job with Max, and Colton is finishing up culinary school” I responded, “They’ve both worked their asses off.”
“You did that, Seth. You helped those kids; you’ve helped all these kids” She said shaking her head in disbelief.
I laughed a little, “you seemed shocked, it’s the same thing you and Pop did. You helped Brad and Scotty so they could help me, Brian, and Eli.” She looked at me like I was crazy, like she never thought about it that way before.
“Well, that’s just what family does.”
“Exactly. And the guys we help have no family” I replied. “They either had no one to begin with, or their shitty parents dumped them because they’re gay.” Mom N. gasped audibly when I said that. She could never imagine doing anything other than supporting her children. I went on to tell her some of the guys stories as we walked through the building, she listened so intently and kept shaking her head in disbelief.
“I knew you were helping young men get a better start in life, but I never imagined all this… I’m trying not to get pissed off at every one of their damn parents” she said. “This is pretty damn impressive, Seth.”
“Well, your son and my brother were two huge inspirations… so were you and Pop. None of you ever hesitated to help someone in need” I said as we finished pour tour and walked into the lobby where Kelly and BA were still chatting.
Mom N smiled, “I am honored that you see us that way honey” then she hugged me. It was nice to spend a little one-on-one with my pseudo mother, it had been a long time.
“Let’s go to the candle factory, then grab some lunch” Kelly chirped ending the moment. “You sure you don’t wanna come BA?” BA just shook her head and waved us on. We walked across the street and down the block to the candle factory and entered through the retail shop.
Mason greeted us, and River yelled a hello from the corner where he was working on a display of new summer scents. The two women looked around the shop, and both spent a freaking fortune, then we walked through the old church where the guys were pouring The Resort candles, the distinctive signature scent wafted through the converted church. “Oh my god, this place is amazing” Mom N. said as she took it all in. The guys were working, shaking their little asses to the music, and genuinely having fun while they worked (again, that was all Ricky’s influence). I introduced the moms’ to everyone as we walked towards the front where Ricky and Timmy were working on something. The two of them had taken on a lot of extra responsibility since Max was spending more time at home with the girls. “Now are you two boys Villagers too?” Mom N asked them.
“Honorary Villagers” I said with a chuckle.
“Token straight boys” Ricky added. Mom N and Kelly asked the two several questions about their jobs, how they got involved with BroMax, etc.
Ricky answered honestly, “Well, I’m not proud of it, but we met Max because we um… spraypainted ‘F you Fags’ on the front of the barn at BroMax Farm. The two women gasped in shock as Ricky told the story that had become part of BroMax history. “Instead of pressing charges, Max gave me a job and paid for me to get my Project Management Certification. We hired Timmy on when we started to grow.”
“BroMax Candles gives a lot of the local villagers their first job, Ricky and Timmy teach them skills they take on to other jobs” I added. “They’ve come a long way from the two little punks who tagged Max and Brody’s barn.
“I don’t think I ever heard that story” Kelly said. “You boys were lucky!”
“Yes, ma’am” Ricky responded. “Meeting Max was the best thing that ever happened to me. I never in my life thought I’d be part of something like this. I love my job; I love being part of The Village.”
“It was a rocky start, but both these guys have helped these kids in ways we couldn’t” I said. “And you wouldn’t believe how many of the guys have had crushes on Ricky” I laughed.
“Hey! They crush on me too, I’m hot!” Timmy joked.
Che was filling candles at a nearby table and gave his two cents, “Meh’ you aint all dat.” The guys all laughed and joked. Then Ricky gave the moms’ a tour, before we said out goodbyes and went to lunch.
“Wow! I am so impressed” Mom N said as we looked over the menu at a cute little place a few blocks away. “All those boys seem so… well, well-adjusted I guess considering what they’ve been through. I’m so proud of you Seth” she swooned making me smile. Listen, I admired a lot of people, but Mom and Pop Nicholls were at the top of that list. “Huh,I wish Scotty would do something like that instead of working at that naked resort.”
“Hey, don’t knock The Resort, they doa LOT to The Village and have helped countless kids” I defended.
The Kelly piped in, “I can’t imagine who would go to a place like that. I’m sure you and Zach would never go to such a place.”
It was pure hell not to snicker, but I kept a straight face as the two moms went off on a tangent, and my mind wandered to my first trip to The Resort with Seth and Cam, I remembered every detail like it was yesterday.
I had been curious about The Resort from the day I first heard of it. Cam and I would beg Scotty and Brad to take us once we turned 18 but there was no way in hell that was ever gonna happen. When I brought Zach home for the first time over Thanksgiving, the two of us made plans meet Cam there. I remembered Kev and Randy having a talk with us about what went on at The Resort, and letting other people into our relationship. It was like gay parents giving the gay sex talk to their gay sons, I was so damn lucky to have people around me who weren’t afraid to talk openly with me… they treated me like an adult and taught me responsibility. They told us to talk about fucking everything. Set limits, talk about what you’re comfortable with, make rules, agree to stop if one of you gets uncomfortable. Zach was so impressed (and a little envious) that they cared enough about us to be honest with us. We promised them we’d be smart; that left us a lot of wiggle room.
Before we met Cam at The Resort, the two of us promised to let each other know if we were out of our comfort zone. When we got there, we were all just in awe of the plac; it just exuded sexual energy. This was pre “BroMax scent” and the place smelled like chlorine and man sex. The three of us went into the guest locker room and undressed. It had been a couple of years since I had seen Cam naked and he had bulked up a bit, it looked awesome on him. He was a little too skinny when we were in high school and the extra weight served him well. He and Zach had just met and had ever seen each other naked before. They were doing their best to be sly about it, but their curiosity got the best of them, and their glances were obvious. They both looked over at me before we wrapped all ourselves in towels, I was semi-hard… so were they.
“Well, are you guys ready?” I asked with a nervous smile on my face. The other two donned nervous smiles too and nodded and we walked out of the locker room, through the big metal doors into the pool area. I remember seeing hot naked guys everywhere. We took three lounge chairs in an alcove off to the side of the pool, I looked at Zach and Cam and said, “well here it goes” then dropped my towel and sat in the middle lounger, propped up so I could watch the action. I surprised myself by being the first one to get naked, the other two dropped their towels and sat down on either side of me. For the first several minutes we all just scanned the area, we realized we were the center of attention, the twink, the twunk, and the young beefcake… all barely legal in a spa full of hot, naked, horny guys.
Our eyes were wide as we looked around and took it all in. I was so afraid we’d run into some of my brothers’ friends, they all had memberships. But I had a feeling word got out that we were going to be there and they were giving us our space. My eyes were drawn to a younger couple sitting on the edge of the hot tub. They were in their early twenties, one had very curly blonde hair and a very toned body covered with a perfectly trimmed dusting of hair. His companion had a slightly darker complexation, with a similar build and light brown hair. What got my attention was that they were stroking each other’s hard, girthy dicks and looking right at the three of us as they did.
I had been curious about that place for almost three years and waited over a year after I turned legal to go in, but once I was there, I was nervous and intimidated. I started to think it was a mistake to bring my hot boyfriend there… I mean shit, he was chum. The sharks were all swimming around him. I felt Zach’s hand on my cock and looked over at him, there was this mischievous grin on his face, as his warm hand held my cock. I grinned back at him and reached for his manhood.
“Ahem” Cam cleared his throat. I looked to my other side and saw him stroking his cock and staring at our hands on each other. He was bigger than I had remembered, really thick. He looked up at me then started to reach over to join his hand with Zach’s on my manhood. I shook my head no. That was against the ground rules, and I knew if the three of us did something together it would be a disaster. Cam pulled his hand back as his face turned red, he knew he was about to cross a line. Zach didn’t see the attempt, and it was soon forgotten. Cam took off to “use the bathroom.” That’s when I realized that all eyes were on us and a lot of the guys were stroking themselves… because of us! We had started a chain reaction around the pool.
“We have an audience” I said.
“Maybe we should put on a better show” Zach said with the devil in his eyes.
“What are you thinking?” I said with a tilted head and knowing grin. Zach’s grin grew wider as he took his hand off my cock, got off his lounge chair and moved in front of me. He pushed my legs to either side of the lounger and sat at the foot of the chair. Looking me in the eyes he went down and took my cock in his hand, then he bent down and licked it, starting at my balls, and going up to my piss slit with one long lick. Then he took me down his throat in one huge gulp. I was self-conscious with all the eyes on us, and nervous that Cam would come back, I was also a little shocked (and impressed) that my recently closeted boyfriend was being so bold. Oh how times have changed).
Zach continued to give me an incredible blowjob, moving his mouth and hand up and down my engorged shaft. Oh my god it felt incredible, and the fact that there were several hot guys watching us and getting off on it just cranked up the hotness to the Nth degree. Zach’s blowjob started a chain reaction, there were at least three other couples having oral sex around the pool. The hot, younger couple sitting on the edge of the hot tub got up and started to walk over to us. I whispered to Zach “the guys from the hot tub are on their way over.” He took my cock out of his mouth for a moment and said “Bring ‘em on.” His words shocked me. What did he mean? Did he just want them to watch, or did he want to engage with them? Our relationship was still new and I couldn’t read him like I do now. I remember freaking out thinking ‘What if Zach thinks they’re better than me? Oh my god! I’m the one who had pushed this.’ Oh my god I didn’t think this through.’ I was starting to panic a little as Zach calmly gave me the blowjob of my young life.
He must’ve sensed my panic because he came off my dick, kissed me, then whispered in my ear “If you’re not okay with this, we can stop.”
I thought for a minute as I looked into his eyes, “I’m okay” I said. “Just a little overwhelmed. I’ve wanted to come here for so long, and now that I’m here I’m not really sure what to do.”
“How about you just enjoy being the center of attention while I pleasure you” Zach said in a seductive voice as he moved back between my legs and pushed them up so he could get access to my hole. I sat there in the middle of the spa area with my legs up in the air and stretched far apart, and my hole exposed. He started rimming me right there in front of everyone as he kept his eyes locked to mine. The couple from the hot tub came and sat down, one on either side of us, taking over the lounge chairs vacated by Zach and Cam. They were stroking their beautiful, uncut pricks as they intently watched Zach eat me out and work my cock with his right hand, stroking me up and down.
The man with the darker complexion reached over and tweaked my right nipple, startling me. His friend did the same to my other nipple. They both started moving their hands south. Zach took his hand off my cock and slapped their hands away “Sorry, guys. That’s all mine. But you’re welcome to watch.” he said with that amazing grin of his. The guys went back to watching as they tweaked my nipples and stroked their own cocks. Within a few minutes Zach had me ready to shoot.
“Oh fuck, I’m gonna cum, Zach” I moaned as I thrashed my head from side-to-side and pushed his face deeper into my ass crack. God, it felt amazing having his tongue in me, his hand working my shaft, these two hot strangers tweaking my nipple, and god knows how many others just watching and getting off on it. It was so erotic, so carnal, so dirty, so… so… not me. But lust was in control now and I shot my load. Zach scrambled to change positions and take it down his throat. I shoved his head down hard and lifted my hips shooting everything I had down the throat of the man I loved. He gladly swallowed every drop. Just as I was basking in the afterglow of my public orgasm, the two gentlemen by my sides started to groan in ecstasy warning everyone of their impending orgasm… and believe me, everyone heard them. Hot guys gathered around us jerking off, their loads landing on me. ON ME!!! It was disgustingly erotic and so hot.
Zach stood up and I leaned forward and took his cock in my mouth, I grabbed his ass cheeks pulling his full length deep into me, then I shoved a finger up his hole. That did it. I was rewarded with a load of Zach’s Jism. I swallowed every drop and licked his cock dry as he moaned in pleasure. He smiled down on me when he finished, and the spa area was filled with applause and whistled. We both turned bright red, but dammit it was hot.
The crowd soon dispersed, we both stood, and Zach kissed me on the lips “So, was that hot enough for you?” he asked.
I just snickered and let out a “damn” under my breath.
Cam had been off on his own adventure the entire time… but that’s a memory for another day.
“… Right Seth?” Mom N said snapping me back to reality and bringing me back from memory lane (shit, I had a hardon… PMG, those two women would’ve been shocked if they could read my mind).
“Um, uh, what? Sorry I was zoning out thinking about work for a minute” I said trying to recover.
“I said if The Village keeps growing like it has been maybe you can find a real job for Scotty and get him away from that sex resort” Mom repeated.
I just laughed, “Hell no. we need him there, growing the business, and keeping the donations flowing… besides, he loves it there” She did not like my answer, rolled her eyes at me, and playfully punched my shoulder… then she switched the subject.
It was so nice hanging out with these two amazing mothers, and just for a moment I wished I had grown up with a mother like that. But you know what they say, ‘wish in one hand, shit in the other and see which fills up first.’ My life was as it was supposed to be… and it was pretty awesome.
To be continued…
Author’s note: If your curious about Cam’s adventure, you can relive it in Chapter 13 of Losing My Religion. What the hell… as long as you’re going back, why not start at Chapter 1 of Exploring My True Self and reread everything (it’s barely 350 chapters).
