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Back to Us (ch. 36)

20 Mar 2025 comments

Jamie begins to question their perfect lives in the suburbs. Dean weaponises his panic. A dear friend departs. Lee finally admits who he is. Drew hears the words he should have heard years ago. What could he possibly do with them now?

9.4 (6) 130 Reads 38 Min

Back to Us (ch. 35)

27 Feb 2025 comments

Jamie and Dean make their big move out of the city. Not before someone from the past attempts to challenge Jamie’s true understanding of his husband. Lee’s betrayal costs him.

9.7 (11) 196 Reads 44 Min

Back to Us (ch. 34)

7 Feb 2025 comments

Lee’s curiosity gets the better of him. Even new love interests can’t keep Lee and Drew apart for long.

9.8 (9) 191 Reads 24 Min

Back to Us (ch. 33)

24 Jan 2025 comments

Dean and Jamie celebrate three years of marriage with the acquisition of German metal. Harry realises a career dream. Lee diverts the true feelings behind the mention of a name with a well timed fall out.

9.2 (10) 180 Reads 33 Min

Back to Us (ch. 32)

14 Jan 2025 comments

Lee and Drew continue with their quiet arrangement but a profound declaration shakes Lee to his core. Jamie says goodbye to someone and prepares for a last goodbye.

9.9 (11) 179 Reads 33 Min

Back to Us (ch. 31)

3 Jan 2025 comments

Dean and Jamie make plans in Italy while on honeymoon. Dean pulls out all the automotive stops for Jamie to enjoy the Amalfi coast. Back in London, Lee starts to feel.

9.5 (11) 269 Reads 32 Min

Back to Us (ch. 30)

21 Dec 2024 comments

The wedding in Oxford continued. Earl shares an incredible gesture of kindness with Jamie. Lee questions everything.

9.9 (12) 221 Reads 20 Min

Back to Us (ch. 29)

9 Dec 2024 comments

Jamie has a realisation as to where ‘I do’ should take place. Their day arrives. Jamie shuns expectation for powerful statements. Dean holds it together, just.

9.9 (8) 249 Reads 27 Min

Back to Us (ch. 28)

26 Nov 2024 comments

Dean’s time has come. All his efforts were to be realised on a terrace in Manhattan. Will his question be answered? Jamie makes a call, seeking approval and correcting misconceptions. An old connection gives a blessing.

9.9 (12) 210 Reads 31 Min

Back to Us (ch. 27)

18 Nov 2024 comments

Jamie’s had word that what’s happened to him isn’t all it seems. He isn’t a generic victim. This is revenge apparently. Jamie needs answers but no one can give them.

9.7 (10) 248 Reads 5 Min

Back to Us (ch. 26)

17 Nov 2024 comments

Dreams become questions to be asked in 2014. Old acquaintances are given opportunities in London. Jamie assures Dean his eyes are only for him.

9.8 (10) 192 Reads 33 Min

Back to Us (ch. 25)

7 Nov 2024 comments

A race against time for Dean. Jamie can’t help but reminisce about their relationship. A decision is made. Who knew the purchasing of a slice of cake could be an act of diplomacy?

9.7 (12) 202 Reads 22 Min

Back to Us (ch. 24)

1 Nov 2024 comments

The aftermath of war. Dean continues his pursuit for calm with Adam. Something is missing though. A chance encounter with a fallen angel makes him question everything again. Was he right all those years ago? Normal is fucking boring anyway?

9.7 (14) 198 Reads 22 Min

Back to Us (ch. 23)

29 Oct 2024 comments

Dean’s decision comes to fruition. Friends rally. To quote Lars. “Two relationships died in London this summer.” Hits land and drinks fly.

9.8 (12) 302 Reads 24 Min

Back to Us (ch. 22)

25 Oct 2024 comments

Part 2: 2013. Jamie and Dean finally take that trip to the summer house. Jamie’s appetite for new experiences with Dean might just blow his fucking mind.

9.6 (10) 336 Reads 14 Min

Back to Us (ch. 21)

19 Oct 2024 comments

End Of Part One: Valentine’s Day 2011 and work commitments give Dean more to worry about. Jamie steers him back on course.

9.9 (11) 218 Reads 30 Min

Back to Us (ch. 20)

15 Oct 2024 comments

Jamie and Dean take New York. Deep conversations in Central Park, emotions run high in front of landmarks, an unlikely friendship is forged and a promise is made.

9.6 (12) 331 Reads 27 Min

Back to Us (ch. 19)

8 Oct 2024 comments

New Year’s Eve at Archer Abbey (Highcroft Hall- Dean was joking). Jamie forms an alliance with Emily. Happy news is revealed.

9.8 (11) 217 Reads 14 Min

Back to Us (ch. 18)

4 Oct 2024 comments

Dean turns 30. He questions his self worth, Jamie and Hugo plays on his mind. Despite the labels and gestures, a simple pen to paper is the most valuable gift of all.

9.9 (9) 331 Reads 19 Min

Back to Us (ch. 17)

29 Sep 2024 comments

Christmas week has arrived. Dean and Jamie make the decision to break with family traditions and make their own. Dean has a naughty surprise in store that tortures Jamie all day.

9.7 (9) 299 Reads 14 Min

Back to Us (ch. 16)

20 Sep 2024 comments

Jamie joins Dean at his Christmas party. Jamie makes quite the impression on everyone in attendance. One person in particular.

9.9 (10) 418 Reads 17 Min

Back to Us (ch. 15)

13 Sep 2024 comments

Jamie reminisces about those early months a little more. We may get a peek at what happened in the weeks leading up to where he is now.

9.7 (8) 400 Reads 5 Min

Back to Us (ch. 14)

11 Sep 2024 comments

Dean admired the change in Jamie following his attack. He noticed it in Jamie physically too. His wild boy was becoming a man. Tables turned.

9.8 (9) 559 Reads 15 Min

Back to Us (ch. 13)

4 Sep 2024 comments

Dean is forced to reveal a part of him he’s tried to hide. Will Jamie be able to handle what he learns?

9.8 (12) 398 Reads 24 Min

Back to Us (ch. 12)

29 Aug 2024 comments

Jamie processes officially leaving Primrose Hill. Dean makes sure to mark the occasion. Fancy dress and crazy nights on the town are swapped for pyjamas and evenings under a blanket. A new housemate makes an appearance too.

9.7 (9) 355 Reads 16 Min

Back to Us (ch. 11)

26 Aug 2024 comments

It’s the black shirt. Every time. Dean and Jamie attend Harry’s gathering. A night of revelations that strengthen them further. In the taxi home, Jamie becomes quite the erotic story teller.

9.9 (10) 367 Reads 16 Min

Back to Us (ch. 10)

19 Aug 2024 comments

Jamie takes convincing to be himself in Notting Hill. Dean returns frustrated from a rugby game and Jamie knows just what to do.

8.6 (12) 664 Reads 9 Min

Back to Us (ch. 9)

14 Aug 2024 comments

Jamie moves in. Dean seeks approval from the Ardens. Can they trust him?

9.9 (14) 462 Reads 11 Min

Back to Us (ch. 8)

10 Aug 2024 comments

What happens after you say ‘I love you’ in Paris?

9.9 (9) 676 Reads 15 Min

Back to Us (ch. 7)

8 Aug 2024 comments

Paris. Two declarations.

9.8 (9) 468 Reads 11 Min