Kyle
I sat there in shock, rubbing my face where Carla had slapped me. Colby was wide eyed as he watched her storm out of the room.
I asked, “what now?”
He stood and took my hand, “come on, let’s just give her some time.”
I sighed as we walked out the door and walked next door to my parents’ house.
Dad saw the look on our faces as we walked in, he asked, “what happened?”
I said, “Carla slapped me and told me I couldn’t have Colby, he belonged to Gavin.”
Mom said, “I’ll go talk to her.”
Colby said, “please Donna, give her a few minutes, I’ll go talk to her when she has had a chance to calm down.”
Mom said, “but I need to see how she’s doing, she’s, my sister.”
Colby nodded, “I know, but she needs some time to process this. She is just missing Gavin.”
Dad said, “he’s right Donna.”
Mom shook her head, “this is all too much, for all of us. Damn it Kyle, why did you let this happen?”
I suddenly saw red, “why did I let this happen? Jesus Christ mom, I didn’t let this happen. I can’t help the way I feel about Colby. I can’t explain it, but I love him, and I want to be with him. I hate that Gavin is gone, I wish he was still here and I sure as hell would have never pursued this if he was still alive. I know Colby would have never given me that time of day if Gavin were still here. Carla has no say in how Colby or I live our lives, she has no right to be pissed at either of us.”
Mom looked at me in shock, I had never spoken to her or dad like this. She turned and left the room, I heard the bedroom door slam shut.
Dad said, “Kyle…”
I threw my hands up, “what do you want to me to do dad, just pretend none of this happened? Well, I can’t do that, am I just supposed to go back to Colorado alone and just forget about Colby?”
Dad shook his head, “no Kyle, look, you just laid a lot on everybody this weekend. I am sorry it didn’t go better. You are certainly entitled to your feelings, but so are your Aunt Carla and your mother.”
Colby took my hand, “he’s right Kyle. I think we need to give both of them a little time. I’m sure they will come around. I think I can talk to Carla.”
Dad said, “and I will talk to your mom, maybe you should go for a walk or a drive. I think everybody needs to calm down.”
I looked into Colby’s eyes, he gave me a slight nod and said, “I’ll call you in few minutes, after I have talked to Carla.”
I took a deep breath and returned his nod, I gave him a hug and left. I got in my truck and started to drive, I had no idea where I was going to go. My truck automatically pulled into the store, I grabbed my RCs and M&Ms and I was soon standing at Gavin’s grave.
Tears ran down my cheeks, I said, “I really screwed things up cuz. I’m sorry, but I really do want to be with Colby. You have to know that I would never have tried to be with him if you were still here. I’m sorry that I wasn’t happy for you when you were together, and I know he loved you, hell, he still loves you. I’m not trying to replace you, but I know you would want him to be happy, you would want me to be happy. I don’t have to tell you how special he is, God, I never knew I could feel this way about anyone. Look who I’m telling this to, I know you felt the same way. I hope you understand and that you aren’t mad at me. Six months ago, I would have told you that you were nuts if you said that I would be doing any of this. God, I miss you, and maybe me and Colby being together is the only good thing to come out of you dying. Please tell me you understand, and we have your blessing.”
I drank the last of my RC and the grey sky didn’t suddenly open to bright sunshine with angels singing. I guess deep down, I knew it wouldn’t. I turned and went back to my truck, I put my head on the steering wheel. I’m not sure how long I sat that way, but I was startled by the sound of my phone.
Colby
I watched the exchange between Kyle and his parents, and for the second time today I heard him say that he loved me. He had never told me that when we were alone, did he really mean it? I was glad that Cal stepped in to calm everyone down. I knew he was right, he needed to talk to Donna and I needed to talk to Carla. He was also right that Kyle should take a few minutes to cool off.
Once he left, Cal sighed, “I’ll go talk to mine, do you want to see if Carla will talk to you?”
I smiled, “yeah, I’ll try.”
He patted my shoulder as I walked toward the door, “good luck.”
I chuckled, “you too.”
I walked in to find Carla sitting on the couch, still crying.
I put my hand on her shoulder, “can I sit and talk with you?”
She wiped her tears with a tissue as she nodded.
I sat next to her and took her hand, I said, “I’m sorry Carla, we didn’t mean to hurt you, but we…”
She interrupted, “I know Colby, I’m sorry, it was just a surprise.”
I said, “you had to know that at some point I was going to find someone else.”
She nodded, “yes, but it still doesn’t make it any easier. You are all I have left of Gavin, I don’t think I am ready to give you up too.”
I felt a tear run down my cheek, “you aren’t giving me up, I still want to be part of your life. I always will.”
Her tears were flowing again, “God Colby, I miss him so much.”
I put my arm around her shoulder, “I know, so do I, and so does Kyle. We all have to move on, we just have to remember all the good things. Gavin would want us all get on with our lives, no matter how hard it is.”
She lay her head on my shoulder, “I know you are right, but how do I do that?”
I said, “you may not want to hear this, but Kyle has helped me a lot. He cares about me, and he has been there for me this past month. We helped each other grieve, we cried and laughed as we talked about Gavin. I think Gavin will always be a part of our relationship.”
Carla asked, “do you love him?”
I paused, thinking about hearing Kyle say that he loved me to his parents. I nodded, “yes, I do. I wasn’t sure until today. But when he told Cal and Donna that he loved me, I could see that he meant it. I do love him too, I want to be with him, and I think Gavin would want us to follow our hearts.”
She gave me a sad smile, “you’re right, Gavin would want to see you happy.”
I returned her smile, “besides, as long as Kyle and I are together, I will be part of this crazy family.”
She laughed, “I guess you’re right about that too. I’m sorry, Colby, for the way I reacted. I guess I just lashed out in grief.”
I laughed, “yeah, I think that is something that is in your genes, Kyle, Donna and Gavin are the same way.”
We laughed again as we shared a long hug.
I said, “come on, let’s go to see Donna, I hope Cal was able to talk her out of the bedroom. Then we can call Kyle to see if he has calmed down.”
We walked next door and found Donna and Cal sitting at the table, Donna wiping the tears from her face. She stood and wrapped Carla in a hug.
Donna asked, “are you ok?”
Carla smiled, “yes, Colby and I had good talk. We need to move on, Gavin would want that. How about you?”
Donna said, “I don’t know what to think anymore. I was so worried about you, finding out my son is in a relationship with another man, and that man is my nephew’s boyfriend. It’s just a lot to take in.”
Carla nodded, “I know, but we all have each other, we are family, and we all love each other.”
They were both crying again, and, well, so was I.
Cal stood, “ok, I think we can work through this now, should we call Kyle so we can finish our talk?”
I said, “yeah, I’ll give him a call.”
I stepped into the other room to make the call, Kyle answered, “hey.”
I said, “are you ok?”
He chuckled, “I don’t know, does anyone in my family want to see me?”
I sighed, “yes Kyle, they do. I talked to Carla and your dad talked to your mom. They have calmed down and we all want to talk to you. Will you please come home?”
I could hear Kyle’s voice crack, “yes, and thank you. I love you.”
I fought back a tear, “I love you too. I’ll see you in a few minutes.”
I composed myself and walked back into the kitchen, I said, “he’s on his way.”
A few minutes later, Kyle walked in. Carla stood and gave him a big hug, she said, “I’m sorry Kyle.”
He wrapped his arms around her and said, “I’m sorry too, I just thought you should know about Colby and me.”
Carla nodded, “I know, Colby explained everything.”
Kyle went to his mom, they also exchanged a hug, he said, “I’m sorry mom, I should have never talked to you like that.”
She said, “I just have to process all of this, please give me some time. I love you and want you to be happy.”
Kyle smiled, “thank you mom, I love you too.”
Kyle took my hand as we leaned against the counter and the whole family continued the talk. An hour later, we were all laughing, things were worked out.
Cal stood and asked, “were you going home today, Kyle, it’s almost 5 o’clock.”
Kyle looked at his watch, “wow, I didn’t realize it was that late.”
I guess the family drama pretty much took the whole day.
Donna said, “it’s getting too late to drive home, you should stay here tonight. Just call Luke and tell him you are taking tomorrow off.”
Kyle laughed, “yeah, I think I will, but if you don’t mind, I think I will stay with Colby.”
She sighed, “sorry, I’m still getting used to this. You guys and Carla are staying for dinner though, I can make something up quick.”
Carla said, “I’ll help you.”
A half hour later, we were eating and an hour after that Kyle and I were on our way back to my house. Kyle and I both sighed as we fell on the couch.
I asked, “are you ok?”
He gave me a kiss, “yeah, I think so.”
“Where did you go this afternoon?”
He said, “I went to talk to Gavin.”
I smiled, “RC and M&Ms?”
He nodded, “yep.”
We sat in silence for few minutes, I said, “you kind of took me by surprise today when you told your parents that you love me.”
I could see Kyle search his memory, “yeah, I guess I did. Just so you know, I meant it.”
I laid my head on his shoulder, “I know, and when Carla asked me if I love you, I told her I did. I meant it too.”
Kyle sighed, “wow, I guess that was the first time we said that to each other.”
I nodded, “yep, and when we said it on the phone, it came naturally.”
He put his arms around me, “yes it did.”
Again, we sat in silence wrapped in each other’s arms. I said, “hey, were you going to call Luke?”
He sat up, “oh shit, I almost forgot.” He pulled out his phone, then paused, “umm, maybe I should have asked you if it was ok if I stayed here tonight, I shouldn’t have just assumed.”
I chuckled, “from now on, you never need to ask, you are welcome anytime.”
He smiled as he called Luke, he said, “hey Luke, do you think you can handle things tomorrow without me?”
He let Luke answer, then said, “thanks, I’m going to spend the night with my boyfriend, I’ll see you Tuesday morning.”
Kyle set his phone down and I crawled on his lap, and we began to kiss. Within minutes we were naked on my bed, still kissing. Kyle broke our kiss as he leaned on his elbow, he was staring at me with a silly grin, running his hand up my side and across my chest. I asked, “what are looking at?”
His grin got bigger, “just the sexiest man on the earth.”
I blushed, “yeah right, there are a lot of guys that are sexier than me.”
He shrugged, “maybe, but I don’t love them.”
I shook my head, “you are such a girl.”
He laughed as he came back in so we could resume our make out session. He left my lips and started to bite my neck, then nibbled on my ear, God he was driving me crazy. He ran his tongue along my shoulder and then down to my erect nipple, first the left, then the right. I shuddered as he licked his way down my chest and stomach, pausing to push his tongue into my belly button. I felt him wrap his hand around my rock-hard cock, giving it a gentle tug. A drop of precum worked its way out. Kyle quickly ran his tongue across the head of my dick, causing me to moan and leak even more precum. I looked down at him as he was grinning up at me and flicked his tongue back and forth over the sensitive gland. I panted, “just suck me already.” He gave me a wink as he opened wide, taking me to my nuts. I grabbed the back of his head as his tongue and lips worked over my member. Kyle began to roll my nuts in his free hand as he sucked, letting a finger rake across my taint. I spread my legs slightly, inviting him to explore further, he took the hint, and I soon felt him starting to probe my waiting hole. I knew if I let him continue, I was going to cum. I pushed him off my cock and pulled him up for another kiss. I pushed him onto his back, and I started to explore his hot body. Just like he had done to me, I started at his neck and ears, then on to his nipples, chest and stomach. When I reached my ultimate destination, I teased him with a couple licks, then sucked his cum-filled nuts into my mouth. Kyle twitched as I rolled them around, then let them fall so I could take his rod down my throat. He had his hands on the back of my head as I bobbed up and down, I also let a finger explore his nether region. I could tell he was getting close, so I released his pole and climbed on top of him for yet another sloppy kiss. While we were kissing, I was able to reach my nightstand and find a bottle of lube. I spread some on my hole and on Kyle’s rigid pole. I broke our kiss as I guided him into my aching love tunnel. I smiled at him as I felt Kyle’s cock hit my sweet spot, he smiled back as I started to bounce up and down. Kyle had his hands on my hips, and we had our eyes locked on each other. My cock was flopping up and down, hitting our stomachs with every thrust, my precum flying all over the place.
I continued to ride Kyle as I felt the cum start to churn, I wasn’t going to last much longer. By the sound of Kyle’s breathing, he was getting close too. I pushed down trying to get Kyle’s cock as deep as I could, I let out a deep breath as my love stick exploded, sending my seed flying. The first rope of cum landing on Kyle’s chin and across his chest. The rest settled on his abs. Kyle’s eyes rolled back in his head and I felt him flood my hole with his warm, creamy baby makers. I leaned down, licked my cum from his chin and fed it to him with a deep passionate kiss. His cock slipped from my well-fucked hole as we continued to make out, smearing my cum all over our stomachs and chest.
We finally came up for air, Kyle smiled, “wow, that was incredible.”
I nodded, “yeah, not too bad, I think you’re getting the hang of this sex thing.”
He chuckled, “shut up and kiss me.”
I said, “maybe we should shower before this cum dries and we have to peel our skin off.”
We, of course, resumed kissing as we showered. We dried off, then changed the sheets, I guess all of my cum didn’t land on Kyle. We climbed under the covers and Kyle wrapped his arms around me. He was so right, this did feel right. I woke up the next morning still in the small spoon position, and I loved it. I turned and gave Kyle a kiss, “good morning.”
He smiled, “good morning to you too.”
I asked, “would you like some breakfast before you head home.”
He nodded, “sure, but don’t go to much trouble.”
We pulled on our underwear and headed to the kitchen. I scrambled some eggs and cooked some sausage patties. Kyle made some toast and started the coffee.
I smiled as we sat down to eat, I said, “thanks for staying, and I’m glad we have things worked out with the family.”
He nodded, “yeah, me too.”
Kyle took a drink of his coffee, then said, “I have been thinking.”
I asked, “about what?”
He took a deep breath, “would you ever consider moving to Colorado?”
To be Continued…
