Seth’s story
The next several weeks were awesome as Zach and I got much closer and felt free to be ourselves in the dorm and around our friends. Brad and Scotty were hounding me regularly for updates and trying to get me to bring him to Arizona with me at Thanksgiving, I hadn’t asked him yet.
Teddy got used to us being together and after a couple of weeks it was no big deal anymore. He was finally able to convince Gina to go out with him. Thanks to a crash course from his gay wingmen on how to be a romantic gentleman he impressed the hell out of her on the first date and they were dating regularly. The six of us hung out a lot. Well, more like the five of us… it was soccer season and Zach was busy as hell with practice and an average of two games a week, half of them out of town. I hung out with the others when Zach was gone, but we found time to be together. I would go to all his home games and cheer him on, I just loved watching him play. Damn the way he moved with grace, confidence and purpose just did something to me.
As far as sex went, we hadn’t done “it” yet. Hell, we had tried everything else (over and over), but I just didn’t like the idea of losing my virginity in a dorm bed. I told him I wanted a romantic night, something to remember. Zach agreed and we promised to make it happen before the end of the semester, but it would probably have to wait until after soccer season. I could wait. I had Zach; sex was just the cherry on top. Or in this case, my bottom cherry.
Zach was essentially leading a double life, but didn’t talk much about it to me. He was free to be himself at home and around our friends, but when he was around his teammates, he was straight Zach the soccer star and I was just his suitemate. We had talked about that upfront and I was good with it, but it was hard on him having to switch it on and off. But it was a state school and there were a lot of connections to home; kids on the team from his hometown, old high school classmates, etc. His biggest fear was that someone would out him to his parents before he could tell them.
It was his last home game of the season, and I was sitting alone in the stands bundled up in layers with my black and gold team sweatshirt on top, holding my Venti mocha latte with both hands to keep me warm when a guy sat down next to me. He was a good-looking jock type, and I had seen him around before. He said ‘hello’ and introduced himself as Sean.
“Seth” I said and greeted him back.
“You’re Zach Hall’s boyfriend, right?” He said in a straightforward, factual tone. My heart stopped. No one knew I was with Zach except our close friends. I didn’t know this dude. How did he know? Maybe he was just fishing for info. I wasn’t sure how to respond.
I gave him a confused look and said “Boyfriend? Zach’s straight. I’m his suitemate.” I broke my own rule about lying for Zach, but this was different. I didn’t know this guy, I didn’t trust him, and I was hoping that would shut it down, but he kept casually pushing.
“But you’re gay, right?” he asked trying to sound nonchalant, like we were just buddies having a conversation.
I wasn’t sure if I should keep talking to this guy. I mean, what the hell? I had no idea who he was, and he was asking me extremely personal questions and presuming to know all the answers already. “I’m sorry… Sean, is it? How do you know Zach exactly?”
“Oh” he said with a sinister smile “We’re old friends. We’re from the same hometown and went to high school together. So how long have you been dating?”
That fucker. He was trying to out Zach. There was no way in hell I was going to let that happen “Dude, we’re just suitemates.” Just then the last goal of the game was scored, and our team won. The team walked off the field. I tried to get up and walk away when Sean put a heavy hand on my shoulder trying to push me back down in my seat.
“C’mon, dude, we all know. I just want to hear you say it.” Sean said with a cocky grin as he held me down with his hand. He was trying to intimidate me.
I grabbed his wrist firmly and pulled it from my shoulder “Listen asshole, I don’t know who the fuck you are, or what you’re trying to prove, but if you EVER fucking touch me again, I will beat the living shit out of you.” I wasn’t big, but I was strong and confident, and I knew how to defend myself. I was not into being intimidated by assholes like this guy. Sean’s face dropped and his demeanor changed.
“Calm down, buddy” he chuckled at me. “We were just having a friendly conversation” he said patting my back as I stood up and started to walk away. He just stood there and watched me leave.
I headed back to my room; I was pretty shaken up. Who the fuck was this guy and why the fuck did he care about me and Zach? When I got to my suite everyone, but Zach was hanging in the lounge as usual. “Hey how was the game? I heard we won” Teddy said. I just grunted back as I walked into our room and shut the door leaving the others to wonder what was up. I turned on my desk lamp, stripped down and put on my sweats, then just sat there in the dimly lit room replaying in my head what had happened. I needed to talk to someone, so I tried to call Cam, still no response, so I sent another text for him to call me.
I was still in my room in the dark for a while when I heard Zach enter the lounge as everyone cheered and congratulated him on the win. Then it went quiet and the door to my room opened. There was Zach, backlit by the lights of the lounge behind him. He was in his black and gold letterman jacket with his hair still wet from the shower. He looked sexy as fuck. “What’s up hot stuff? Did you see my game?” Zach asked
“Yeah, I was there. You were awesome!” I said in a quiet, but excited voice. I was proud of him.
“Why the fuck are you just sitting around in the dark by yourself?” He asked as he came and sat next to me on my bed and gave me a hello kiss on the cheek. He was on a high from his win and I hesitated about whether I should bring up what happened or not. But I really wanted to know what the hell was going on and I also wanted to make sure Zach knew someone was trying to out him. I was still thinking through what to do when he touched my face and asked, “What’s wrong, Seth?”
I stayed silent and thought for a little bit, weighing my options. I decided it was best to tell him. “I was in the stands watching the game when this guy Sean sat next to me and said ‘So, you’re Zach Hall’s boyfriend?’ and then started asking me how long we were together, and other personal shit.”
Zach was very calm and seemed unaffected by it all “So what did you tell him?”
“I told him you were straight, and we were just suitemates” I said quietly, then continued “He kept pushing, telling me he knew you were gay, but wanted to hear me say it, then when I got up to leave, he held my shoulder down.”
Zach’s eyes were wide as he listened to my story. “That asshole. What happened?”
“I took his hand off me, called him an asshole and told him if he ever touched me again, I’d beat the shit out of him” I said with a scowl on my face as I thought about my encounter with Sean.
Zach let out a ‘Ha’ and smiled, “Did the prick back off?” he asked.
“He just told me to calm down and I walked away” I said trying to gage Zach’s reaction. He was smiling, almost laughing. “Who is that prick?” I asked.
Zach didn’t seem all that concerned and answered “My high school rival. We played sports together all through grade school and high school and I was always just a little bit better than him. All the girls he wanted, wanted me. He tried out for the soccer team here and didn’t make it… I made it and got a partial scholarship. He’s been trying to take me down forever, and honestly, I don’t even give a shit about the guy. I know that sounds harsh, but I always just wanted to be his friend and he always just wanted to beat me. Hell, we were on all the same teams and had the same friends, it would have been fun to hang out, but he just saw me as the guy that beat him out for everything and treated me like shit.” Zach spoke very casually; he didn’t seem upset by any of it.
“Sean knows your gay and he’s trying to out you.” I said.
“Good. I’m ready” He said confidently.
He caught me off guard “Really?”
“The soccer season is almost over, and I’m just tired of this double-life bullshit.” He said, totally surprising me. “The rumors about me are out there, so it’s no surprise that prick picked up on it. If I come out first, he’s got no power over me. He loses again. My last game is on Saturday, not far from home, and my parents are coming to watch. I think I’m ready to come out to them. Once they know, nothing else really matters. I just want them to hear it from me. They’re the biggest step.” He looked at me with a very resolved smile and waited for a reaction.
“You sure about this?” I asked. He nodded. “What do you need from me?”
“Just keep being here for me” He said as he hugged me. I was proud of him, but skeptical. It sounded like his parents had their own issues, and I had no clue how they would react. But if this is what he wanted, I was behind him 100%.
Saturday morning came quickly, and I kissed Zach goodbye as he walked out of our suite in his gear to meet the team bus. The game was just over an hour away and the team was coming back that night, he promised to keep me posted. None of our friends knew his plan to come out, so I didn’t have anyone to talk to… except of course Cam and my brothers. I left the suite shortly after Zach to go into work. I decided to work all day Saturday to keep my mind off Zach. On the way to Starbucks, I put my EarPods in, called Cam, still no answer. I texted him ‘CALL ME’ in all Caps, he still didn’t respond. Next, I called Brad and told him what was going on. He put Scotty on speaker and they both talked me off the ledge telling me things would work out. Their voices calmed me, and their words gave me confidence that things would be okay.
I got to work and tried to concentrate, but kept checking my phone every two seconds for a text from Cam or Zach… nothing. The workday went very slow, and about mid-afternoon the news spread that we won the game, and everyone was talking about Zach. He scored the winning goal and apparently was the MVP of the game. My shift ended at 6:00 and I started to walk home when I got a text from Zach. It just said ‘I’m out to my parents’ with thumbs-up and a smiley face emoji’s. I texted back ‘really?!’
He responded ‘yup. On the bus now. Things went well with the rents. Will see you soon and tell you everything. Love you’ then added a heart emoji.
Love you?! LOVE YOU?! Did he just text that? We hadn’t said it out loud yet. I mean, I told him I loved him the night he came out to me, but that was more as a friend. Things were different now. I loved him too, but we hadn’t it yet. I just texted back a heart. I continued walking to the dorms, with a million thoughts going through my head. He loved me, damn. ME! I hoped that things had really gone well with his parents, and he wasn’t just saying that so I wouldn’t freak out. I was proud of him for winning the game. I wanted to ask him to come home with me at Thanksgiving. But my biggest thought… I love this guy and want to give myself to him.
I took out my phone, opened my bank app to check my account balance. I had been watching my pennies and putting my paychecks away. I already bought my ticket home for Thanksgiving, so I had a little extra spending cash. I opened another app and set things up. The plan was in motion, and I had to move fast. I started running back to my dorm room. The suite was empty when I got there, I moved swiftly and packed my backpack for the night. I ran into Zach’s room and packed his stuff too. I wrote a note and put it on his bed, then I grabbed our toothbrushes from the bathroom, a bottle of cheap champagne from the mini fridge (I think it was Teddy’s. I’d have to pay him back) and put it all in my backpack with the rest of our stuff, then ran down to the street to catch the next bus downtown.
When I got off the bus, I made one quick stop at the drug store before I hit my final destination. I got to the hotel around 8:00. I figured I had about an hour to prep. The place was nice, especially considering it was the only hotel in Milwaukee that allowed 18+ check-in (I was too young to stay anywhere else), and I got a cheap, last-minute deal from the app. “Hi” I said cheerfully to the desk clerk “Reservation for Seth Westin.” He tickled his keyboard and pulled it up.
“Here it is, welcome. I see you’re staying with us for just a night. I need a driver’s license and a credit card for essentials. Would you like one key or two?” Asked the clerk.
I handed him my license and credit card “One please, however, I’d like to leave another for a friend. Zach Hall.” I said.
The cute clerk smiled at me knowingly “I’ll send Mr. Hall up when he arrives.” If you need anything, just call, I’m Terry and I’ll be here until midnight. I thanked him and headed up to my room. I had a lot to do in an hour. I unpacked my stuff. I went down the hall and got ice for the champagne and left it to chill in the plastic bucket. I lit the candles I bought at the drugstore and strategically placed them around the room, and finally I put a bottle of lube in the nightstand. After everything was perfect, I went into the bathroom to clean myself out with the enemas I picked up. Tonight was the night I would give myself to Zach and everything had to be perfect. I’d been reading up on how to prep myself for my first time and was confident that I knew enough to do it right.
I texted Zach before I went into the bathroom ‘I left a note on your bed. Read it and follow it’ He texted back a question mark. I didn’t respond, the note told him all he needed to know. After I was fresh as a daisy inside and out, I put on one of the fluffy robes that was in the closet, put some mood music on, and sat in the middle of the big bed and waited. The note I left simply said ‘I love you too! Meet me here’ and then I gave him the address to the hotel and told him to text me when he arrived. After sitting on the giant, luxurious bed for about 20 minutes (and almost dozing off) I got a text ‘I’m here’ is all it said. I texted back, ‘Go to the front desk and ask for Terry.”
I put the phone down and jumped back onto the bed. I sat in the middle of the huge mattress, propped myself up against the headboard in my robe and waited in the candlelit room. I waited for what seemed like a lifetime, my heart beating and my dick hard in anticipation, then I heard the key card in the door lock. The door opened, then closed, and I heard Zach’s shoes shuffling on the carpet as he made his way through the entry way, past the closet and the bathroom and into the room where I sat on the bed waiting.
His smile lit up the room “What the fuck is all this?” He asked as he stood there his Hazel eyes glowing in the dim candlelight.
“Well, you had a hell of a day. So, I thought it would be nice to go somewhere private where we could talk… and… do other stuff” I said in as sultry a voice as I could muster. “get comfortable” I said pointing to the other robe I had laid out on the chair in the corner. Zach stripped down to his underwear “Keep going. I’m naked under here” I said with a smirk. Zach complied and my eyes were glued to his perfect ass as he put on the robe. He found his way over to the bed, I moved over, and we sat side-by-side. “Tell me everything.” I said as I turned to look at him. He kissed me.
“I scored the winning goal, then I told my parents I was gay. That’s my day in a nutshell.” He said with a smirk. I snickered in response.
“I heard about the goal, everyone’s talking about it. I’m so proud of you” I said. “I’m also extremely proud that you had the balls to come out to your parents. TELL ME ABOUT IT” I almost yelled as I punched his shoulder.
He laughed “It was so fucking easy and uneventful” he said and started to tell his story. “They took me out for a burger after the game while the team all ate together, we sat down, ordered, our food came, and I just blurted it out.” He said with a sparkle in his eye.” Mom and dad, I’m gay I said. They both got quiet, then my dad spoke first and said ‘that took guts. I love you no matter what, and I’m proud of you’ My mom said pretty much the same thing. Then we talked about how some people won’t accept my sexuality so easily, and things might get rough for me… it was really a weird conversation. They were extremely supportive and were just worried that it might make things difficult for me. It was not at all like I expected. They didn’t seem upset or disappointed” Zach was beaming as he spoke. “Then I told them about you. They were happy I had someone, and mom asked for pictures… she thinks you’re cute.” He said and I laughed. “Here’s the really weird part” he said. “After dinner they walked me back to the bus, dad pulled me aside and said ‘I really am proud of you. You have more guts than I will ever have. Life’s too short, be yourself, Zach.’ Seth, it was almost like he was confirming the rumors, but he didn’t, and I didn’t have the balls to ask if they were true or not. I was truly shocked by their response.” Zach was surprised. But happy with the outcome of his day. “OH!!! And I forgot to tell you, I came out to a couple of guys on the bus ride home… no one seemed to care. So, it’s officially out there. Zach Hall is a full-fledge queer-o-sexual.” He said and we both laughed. He had a great sense of humor about it. “Sean can tell anyone he wants; it just doesn’t matter anymore. He can’t out me if I’m not in!” Zach said looking relieved, happy even. I remembered what it was like when I first came out, a huge burden off my shoulders.
I looked at him, touched his cheek and said “I am so fucking proud of you. Your dad’s right. You have guts. I’m glad it went well, but man, things could have gone really bad.” Then I kissed him on the lips, hesitated for a minute and said it; “I love you, Zach.” He went silent, his face blank. Oh shit. Did I misread the text? Did I move to fast? Did I just fuck everything up?
Then a huge, bright smile came across his face as he reached out and touched me cheek “I love you too, Seth. You’re the only reason I have guts. You make me feel invincible.” That was it. I was done for. I was his and there was no turning back. Zach was taking my virginity that night even if I had to force him to do it.
I pulled out the bottle of champagne and popped the cork “We have a lot to celebrate tonight.” I poured the bubbly into the two individually plastic cups that were sitting next to the ice bucket. Then we kissed more tenderly than ever before, there was a caring and a trust between us. We scooted down as we kissed so that we were laying on the bed side-by-side. I slid my hand into his robe and found his manhood, it was semi-erect and continued to grow in my hand. It felt incredible, and all I could think was ‘this is going to be inside me. Zach is going to be inside me’ I don’t know if Zach had figured out that I had planned to give myself to him that night, but he would know soon enough.
Zach reached into my robe and found my already hard cock, I moaned into our kiss at his touch. God, he felt so good. We stroked each other as our kiss became hotter and more inflamed. Lust was taking over, and I was hard as a rock, I wanted Zach, and I wanted him bad. He played with my cock, stroking me up and down with long, purposeful strokes. Soon, he moved to my balls, fondling each of them in his hand, then he repeated his move from the other night and started to tap on my hole with his index finger.
I moaned and whispered “you better keep tapping. You gotta open that up if you’re going to fit THIS in me tonight” I said, giving his cock a squeeze as I said ‘this’.
He smiled as his eyes opened wide “are you serious? Tonight?”
I smiled back at him “Yup. I love you and I want you to take me.” He kissed me so hard, and passionately as he fumbled to pull the robe off my shoulders, I helped him by wriggling my body out of it. Then I reached over and pulled him out of his. Within a minute we were lying on top of the beautiful white comforter completely naked, the candles highlighting Zach’s muscles and setting the perfect mood.
Once I was naked Zach worked his way down my body and settled between my legs. He took my throbbing cock into his mouth, goddammit it felt wonderful. This boy… no, this man… had changed my life and I was about to give him the one thing I had that no one else could give him. Me. He continued moving his lips and his hand up and down my cock, stimulating every nerve, I was almost ready to cum right then and there. Then he moved to my balls, just in time calm my orgasm. He took each of my enflamed testicles into his mouth one at a time as he moistened and warmed my smooth scrotum, then he made his big move. I was lying flat on my back, looking at the ceiling as he put his hands on the back of my thighs and pushed my knees to my chest. He lowered his mouth below my balls, down my taint, up my crack, past my pucker, up to the top of my buttocks and then back down to my pink, virgin pucker where his tongue went to work. He encircled my hole with his tongue making it contract, it opened for him, and he pushed the tip of his tongue into me, penetrating me. He kept pushing and his tongue got wider as he went deeper opening my sphincter more and more as he did. It felt fucking wonderful, he was licking my insides.
I was out of my fucking mind as I laid there holding my legs in the air to give him access to me passage. Everything felt so right I was moaning and begging for more. “Do you like that?” Seth asked in a whisper.
“Of course, I like it dumbass, I LOVE it” I said as I grabbed his head with my hand and pushed his face deeper into me. He laughed into my hole as he kept licking. We were both enjoying the hell out of it. Like I said, being together was the prize, sex was the cherry on top. Zach kept working my hole, opening me up wider, then he inserted a finger into my hole, slowly pushing it deeper, twisting it as he did. He kept that up for a while, driving me wild, then he inserted a second finger. Oh my god it was incredible, so intimate, so perfect. He was actually inside of me, hitting parts of me that had never been touched and making my squirm and moan with every movement.
He moved up and laid next to me and touched my face, “I want you to make love to me” I said in a whisper, my lips inches from his.
He smiled “Are you sure? Once we start there’s no turning back.”
“I’m definite” I said. “Let me suck you off first to get you hard” I said as I moved down and started sucking his cock. He didn’t need my help; he was already hard as a freaking steel pipe. I took his gorgeous manhood down my throat, I was just getting into it when he pulled me off him.
“Stop or I’m going to cum before we even start” Zach said pulling me up next to him. We were face-to-face again. He looked a little hesitant, then said “You know, I’m a virgin too. I’m not really sure of the best way to… you know.”
I laughed “all I know is that I want to look into your eyes.” He grinned and moved between my legs, getting on his knees and pushing my legs up to my chest. I reached into the nightstand and pulled out the bottle of lube and handed it to him. He looked relieved as he grabbed the bottle from me. He squeezed some onto his cock, then lubed up my hole with his finger. When we were both lubed up, he put the tip of his manhood against my entrance. Before he pushed, he leaned down and kissed me, then he said, “I really am in love with you Seth.” My heart skipped a beat.
“I love you too Zach” I said as he started to enter me. He breached my hole and stopped.
Our eyes were locked “Are you okay, Seth?” I nodded, smiling up at my lover. Fuck, ‘my lover’ I thought to myself. He really was my lover now. The truth was, I never felt better, more perfect. So… right!
Zach pushed himself deeper into me, steadily moving forward until his entire eight inches filled me. I expected pain, but it was one-hundred percent pure euphoric pleasure. I could not believe how wonderful it felt. How right it felt. I contracted my passage around his ample organ “Oh my god” he said as he looked into my soul “I never thought it would feel like this.” He pulled almost all the way out, then pushed back in, over and over he repeated his movement. For the second time that night he was hitting parts of me that had never been touched and it was sending jolts of ecstasy through me. He moved in and out faster and pushed harder each time. I held his gaze as long as I could, but eventually I gave into the euphoric pleasure and my eyes rolled into the back of my head.
I was moaning and groaning uncontrollably as Zach grunted. Suddenly it hit me, I felt my orgasm building, I wasn’t even touching my cock, neither was Zach “I’m gonna cum, Zach” I said with my eyes now looking into him.
“Fuck yeah, shoot baby” Zach said as he pounded me faster and harder hitting all the right spots over and over. Oh my god it was indescribable, and I had lost all control of my body.
“I’m cumming” I literally yelled as I shot my load, then Zach surprised me. He grabbed my spasming dick and pointed it at his mouth as he leaned in, trying to eat my load! The other times we’d been together he pulled off and let my load fly, like he was afraid of it. That night he wanted every drop of me.
My shooting cock, My screams and moans of pleasure, my hole spasming around his big cock were all too much for him. “I’m cumming” he screamed, “I’m fucking cumming!” He pushed into me as hard and deep as he could, and I felt him spasming in me as he filled me with his essence.
He collapsed on top of me panting, then rolled off me and once again we were laying side-by-side, and face-to-face. “Oh my god, That was amazing. YOU were amazing” I said.
Zach had the biggest dopiest smile on his face as he responded “I can’t believe that you saved that for me your entire life. Thanks for choosing me.”
I smiled at that. He actually thought I chose him… shit, I knew he was the one the second I saw him. I had no choice in the matter.
To be continued…
