Losing My Religion

The guys spend the day four-wheeling with Cam in the desert, and make plans to visit The Resort. Zach is getting more and more comfortable in Seth's word. So comfortable, in fact, that he decides to give himself fully to Seth.

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Seth’s story

Cam screamed as I pushed the pedal to the floor and the Jeep bounced off the hard, rocky desert floor. I looked in the rearview mirror and Saw Zach tighten his seatbelt as he reached up and held on to the rollbar for dear life. It was a cool day in the desert and there was a rare, light breeze. The smell of the desert, the sight of the giant saguaro cacti, and the sounds of my two best friends screaming filled our senses as we trekked across the desert landscape. We were having a great time until I got cocky and followed an old, narrowing goat path that wound around a hill. The further up we went the narrower it got until I realized that if we went any further, we would topple off the path. We had no choice but to follow the path down… in reverse!

Zach jumped out the back of the dust covered Jeep and tried to direct me down, I was so flipping nervous. Kev had always trusted me, but he would KILL me if I ruined his Jeep. That is of course, if I didn’t kill myself first by flipping it over! My heart was pounding in my chest as I kept my eyes on the rearview mirror and Zach, listening to his directions and moving very slowly back down the hill. Cam constantly surveyed the right side of the Jeep for any jagged rocks that might scrape or gouge the paint and would stop me so he could try to remove any hazards along the way. It only took me about five minutes to get us up the hill, but it took the three of us working as a team about forty-five minutes to back down the winding path. But we finally made it. When we got to the bottom, we surveyed the vehicle; everything looked fine.

“DAMN! That was scary as fuck” Zach said as The three of us stood buy the Jeep and looked up at the path.

Cam yelled out “WOOOOOOO!” as he pulled of his ballcap and looked up at the treacherous path. “What the fuck were we thinking?!”

“I had no idea it got so narrow” I said as I lifted my cap and wiped my brow with my forearm. “I can’t believe we made it back down.”

“Scary as fuck, but FUN!” Zach said as he let out a loud squeal that echoed through the empty desert. “Let’s keep going. This time I’m driving.” We all jumped back in with Zach behind the wheel and spent another half hour plowing through the remote, desert terrane. Then got back on a tiny road and drove towards the little town of Gerome and found a place for lunch. We were all dusty and pumped up with adrenaline from our little adventure. The waitress shot us a look as we almost yelled over each other with excitement recounting our expedition. I was having the time of my life with my best friend and my boyfriend. They got along awesomely, just like I knew they would.

“Hey Cam, guess where we’re going tomorrow” I said with a devilish smile. Cam looked at me blankly. “I talked Scotty into getting us day passes to The Resort” I blurted before he could venture a guess.

“No fucking way!!! He finally gave in?!” Cam said as he leaned over the table and pushed out the words. “I wanna come!” He said with a furled brow of disappointment.

“I tried; Scotty said no dice. Your mom would kill him.” I responded.

“Yup. She would” Cam said, but I could see the wheels turning in his head as he thought through it. “Buuuuuut, I AM 18. AAAAAND, Scotty isn’t there on Saturdays. Sooooo. There’s really nothing stopping me from going on my own and accidentally bumping into you guys” he said with an evil grin.

Zach spoke up “Won’t that be a little weird guys? The three of us together, naked with all those other guys around?” He looked at Cam “You’re an awesome guy, and I like you, but… you’re technically still my boyfriend’s ex... and naked? Together?”

Cam just laughed “I promise not to touch either of you or tell anyone anything. What happens at The Resort stays there. I just wanna see what goes on.” I loved seeing Cam so happy and animated. Would it be a little weird? Probably. But it would be fun… besides I’ve seen them both naked (and hard) so, it wasn’t that big of a stretch for me. Cam had no modesty; he’s been hanging out at our house for a couple of years, so it was no big deal for him. But Zach… this was all so new to him. Just stepping foot into that place the other night was a huge deal. But I know he wouldn’t regret it. It would take some convincing, but I was getting used to pushing his limits a little at a time.

“I think it would be fun with the three of us, but we need ground rules” I said.

“Like what?” Zach asked. That was a good sign, he was focused on the details and not saying no yet.

“Like Cam doesn’t touch either one of us” I said, knowing that he saw Cam as my ex, not just a friend.

“I’m good with that. I wanna look at the other meat! Maybe more” Cam replied with an evil smirk. I knew that smirk. The first time I saw that smirk was about a minute before I got my first hand-job.

“Another rule is that we have each other’s backs” I said. “When Scotty gave us a tour the other night some of those guys looked at us like they were ready to pounce.”

“You guys got a tour?!!” Cam almost yelled. We told him all about running into Mauricio and his friends, and the hot daddies, and the guy masturbating. Zach’s eyes lit up with excitement as he told the story, it was as if he wasn’t really convinced it had happened. Damn he was so cute. I knew this was totally out of his comfort zone, but I could tell he wanted to go. And Cam? He and I have been begging Scotty and Brad to let us go since we turned 18. By the time we finished lunch, curiosity had gotten the best of us. We were all on board and excited for our trip to The Resort. On the way home we set some rules of engagement that we were all comfortable with and agreed to meet at The Resort on Saturday afternoon.

When we got home Brad and Scotty were just about to leave. “Where are you guys off to?” I asked.

“It’s anniversary night!” Brad said excitedly. Brad and Scotty had their first date three year ago over Thanksgiving weekend. So, every year they spent the Friday night after Thanksgiving at The Resort.

“OH MY GOD! I TOTALLY FORGOT!” I screamed out of embarrassment. “HAPPY ANNIVERSARY you guys!”

“Thank you” Scotty said “We’re going to The Resort tonight for dinner and then spending the night. Brian went back to his place and Eli went with him and is spending the night, they’re going to some party. He said he texted you the info in case you guys wanted to join them.”

“Otherwise, you’re on your own for the night” Brad added as they headed out the door. “We’ll see you guys tomorrow”. I checked my phone and saw a couple of earlier texts from Brian about the party.

After the guys left, we went out to the driveway and washed Kevin’s Jeep. It was covered in dust and mud. As we washed, we talked and weighed our options for the evening deciding to stay in. We had packed a lot into the last couple of days and really hadn’t had a lot of alone time, so we ordered a pizza, parked ourselves on the couch in the family room, and found a stupid movie to veg out to. After we ate, Zach sat to one side and I laid down with my head in his lap. I turned down the volume on the TV and we started to talk abut our trip. Zach was having a great time and loved my family.

“I felt so nervous at first and totally out of place, but now… I love it here!” He talked about our four-wheeling expedition and our tour of The Resort, but mostly he talked about the people he met. He gushed about my family and friends. “I have never been around people who loved being together so much! When my family gets together it feels, I dunno, kind of forced. Everyone seems like they’d rather be somewhere else, even when my parents throw parties with their friends it’s like that. But yesterday was awesome!” He said referring to our Thanksgiving celebration. “Everyone genuinely was having fun and happy to be there, Like they had been looking forward to it all year! And they made me feel like they really wanted ME there too. Like I fit in.” He talked for a good ten minutes or so then added “I want to lose my virginity here… well what’s left of it” he grinned.

It was so out of the blue and seemed to have nothing to do with our conversation, but there it was… out on the table for discussion. “Here?” I asked, “Where did that come from?”

“I feel comfortable here, and this place is part of you, so it seems like the perfect place” he said as he looked down into my eyes, my head still resting on his lap. “Plus… we’re alone tonight, so…” I looked up into his beautiful face with that sweet, dopey grin on his face.

I felt this sudden sense of responsibility again. When Zach came out to me, I felt like he had entrusted me with his deepest secret and it was mine to guard, and I did. Now he was trusting me with his virginity. He made my first time an awesome experience and I needed to do the same for him. “Are you sure? There are no takebacks” I said with a big smile. I wanted this as much as he did.

“Yup” he said, “Buuuutttttt….” He added before hesitating “you did all that prep and stuff, um. I don’t have anything, and… um… I’m not sure what to do.”

I was ready because frankly, I had hoped he’d do me again on this trip. “I got what you need in my bag and can tell you what to do.”

He looked down at me and laugh “What? Were you planning on getting fucked this weekend?” He said with a smile.

“yup” I said with a shit-eating grin.

“You little ho!” He snickered as he stroked my hair with one hand and squeezed my package with the other.

I laughed at his comment then asked, “Are you really sure about this?”

He squeezed me again and said, “I’m definite.”

“Alright, then let’s do it. I’ll text Brian that we’re staying in” I said. Brian responded to my text with the address of the party in case we changed our minds, then he texted ‘Eli says don’t get knocked-up and besmirch our family name’ I sent back a laughing emoji, then texted ‘Zach has a fantasy about doing two brothers, tell Eli to come home.’ There was no response for a minute or so, then Brian texted back about a dozen laugh emojis along with ‘That shut him up!’ Then he texted ‘BTW I really like Zach’ with a smiley emoji. After my text exchange with Brian, I jumped off the couch and pulled Zach into my bedroom. I gave him what he needed to clean out and told him what to do, then he went into the bathroom to get ready.

I went to the other bathroom to shower. When I was done, I went into the hall closet to find a couple of candles and poured us each a drink to take the edge off. The liquor was always easily accessible because Brad and Scotty had no problem with us drinking if we didn’t leave the house. We also all had to swear that we would NEVER drink and drive. The funny thing is that since we could do it without getting in trouble, none of us really drank much.

I set the mood with candlelight and soft music then sat on my bed naked and waited for Zach. After a little while the door opened and there was Zach wrapped in just a towel, backlit by the hallway light. Okay, I need to add here that there have been several times where Zach entered a room and I swear he was backlit by a studio with his hair shimmering. I don’t know if he really looked that perfect at those times, or if my mind just enhanced his perfection. Either way, he was stunning, and he was mine. He locked the door behind him just in case.

He made his way to the bed and jumped on next to me. We were both leaning against the headboard as he kissed me gently. “Are you ready?” I asked.

He shot me a beautiful, but nervous smile, “I think so.”

“You need to know, because once you do this, that’s it” I said trying to be sensitive and caring while on the inside I was thinking ‘YES! YES you’re ready for me to fuck you, you hot little jock.’

“I know it” he said with a now confident grin as he touched my face and kissed me harder “I want you so bad right now.”

We kissed harder and more passionately, then I whispered, “roll onto your stomach.” I had put a bottle of lube and a bottle of lotion in the nightstand, I grabbed the bottle of lotion and squirted some into my hands and rubbed them together to warm it. Then I mounted him, sitting naked on the backs of his thighs, and started rubbing his shoulders. A moan escaped his lips.

“That feels soooo good” Zach whispered, his head resting on its side on top of his folded hands. After his shoulders I used the palms of my hands to make circles covering every inch of his back. He moaned in pleasure as I did. By the time I reached his incredible ass my hands were dry, instead of getting more lotion I reached down and parted his cheeks. Then I pushed myself further down his legs, leaned in and started licking up and down his crack. His ass was smooth, but his crack had the sexiest dusting of blonde hair. My tongue forged its way up and down his crack settling at his sweet, pink, virgin pucker. I licked and probed as his sphincter, but it was clenched tight and doing its best to keep me out.

“Push out” I whispered to him, “let my tongue in.” He pushed out with a moan and my tongue slipped into the tight sphincter, immediately it contracted around me, I flicked it in and out as I inhaled deeply trying to fill my nostrils with his scent. He was fresh from the shower, but his musk was still strong enough to drive me wild. I worked his hole with my tongue, getting him wet and trying to open him up. I know he just cleaned himself out, but he was still tight as fuck. I put a little of the lotion on my finger the circled his hole with it as I whispered in his ear “push out again for me.” He did and my finger slipped in as Zach gasped audibly as I twisted inside him trying to find his prostate. Suddenly, he let out a loud guttural moan. PAY DIRT!

“Be careful, Seth. I never had anything up there before.” I continued to stimulate the spot with my finger as he writhed, moaned, and squirmed. “Oh my god, Seth. That feels fucking amazing” he said into his forearm in a deep, sexy, lust-driven voice as I inserted a second finger. His moans continued as he begged for more.

“Are you ready?” I asked him as I fingered his tight hole.

“Wait! I want to look into your eyes and see your face” he whispered. I removed my fingers from his clean, tight, manhole. He rolled over and I instinctively laid on top of him, kissing him. Our kiss was passionate as my manhood grew hard as concrete. I pushed it against his, grinding our two engorged members together. His cock felt hot against mine. I started moving my hips forward and back, forward, and back. Then I pushed his legs up to his chest and positioned myself at his virgin entrance. I could feel the heat from his hole, and it sent a thrill of anticipation through me.

I put my hands on either side of him and pushed up, looking down into his eyes. “Are you ready?” I asked.

He looked up at me with lust, and maybe a little fear of the unknown in his eyes and said, “I want to feel you inside me, Seth.” I reached for the lube in the nightstand and sat on my knees as I stroked myself with the cool liquid. I was more than ready. Next, I put a well lubed finger in his hole and twisted, then two. I could feel his hole open, then contract around my finger.

I lined myself up with his hole and he pushed himself against me taking control, he was so ready for this. Zach’s eyes popped open, and he gasped in response as my cockhead entered him without resistance. “Oh my god” he said in a breathy voice, “wait, wait, wait.”

I stopped for fear of hurting him and just held still “Are you okay, Zach?”

“Oh my god, just hold still. Don’t move, oh my god” Zach panted. I was so afraid that I was hurting him, when he said, “I have never felt anything this fucking amazing in my life, just hold it there, oh my fucking god.” Then he wrapped his arms around my neck, pulled my face to his and engaged me in a wet, passionate kiss. “this feels so… so… so right! Put more in me, Seth, please!” He begged in a desperate, breathy voice. He was lost in our passion.

I pushed into him deeper, he wrapped his legs around me in response. With his moans as encouragement, I kept pushing deeper and deeper at a slow, steady pace as we kissed. “How does it feel” I whispered with my face just inches from his”

“Fucking unbelievable! Perfect!” He whispered back. Then he squeezed his sphincter around my manhood. Oh. My. Fucking. God. That grip! That feeling! He was milking my cock! I slowly pulled back as Zach moaned at every little movement. As I pulled out, his legs wrapped tighter around me trying to pull me back in, and his sphincter encouraged me to stay as it gripped me tight. With a lot of effort, I removed my engorged cockhead with a ‘pop.’ “Put it back in, PLEASE, put it back in” Zach said in a desperate voice, begging me for more. “I love you so much, and this feels so perfect, please put it back in.” I was looking into his eyes; they were desperate for more. Desperate for more of me and I was not about to deprive him.

I positioned myself again and pushed. This time I didn’t stop I kept going until my balls were resting against his perfect ass. He whimpered as I entered, then grunted in pleasure as I hit bottom. I pulled almost all the way out, leaving just my bulbous head in his passage, then pushed all the way back in. I repeated this several times. The feeling of his body sheathing my manhood was so flipping amazing, there was no other feeling in the world like it. “I love you so much, Seth” Zach said looking into my eyes. I know the words were driven by his passion, but I also knew he meant them.

“I love you too” I said back without hesitation, meaning every word. I started pumping faster and harder.

“Yes. Yes. Yes” he whispered over and over as the euphoria ensconced him.

“I’m so close” I said and slowed down.

“No. don’t stop. Cum in me, I want it all” he said with his eyes wide open, “please!”

I was in no position to deny him after all he had given me. I quickened my pace again as I reached for his cock with my right hand, stroking him. “OH MY GOD!” he screamed. It only took about three strokes for him to erupt and empty his hot cum all over our bodies as I continued to piston in and out of him. The feeling of his passage grabbing and convulsing around my cock was A-fucking-mazing, and I couldn’t hold on any longer.

“I’m cumming, Zach. I’m cumming” I said into his mouth as I kissed him with total abandon.

“Give it all to me, Seth. Fill me” he begged. I did. I shot spurt after powerful spurt into him. This orgasm felt so different from any other I had ever had, so perfect, so… so… so right! Zach grabbed my ass tight and pulled me into him as far as he could. I finally collapsed on him, the remnants from his orgasm gluing our bodies together. My full weight was on his perfect body as we huffed, and panted, and smiled. Oh my god, did we smile. “I was right” he said. I looked at him with a confused expression, not sure what he was talking about. “This was the right time and place. Oh my god I can’t believe how amazing that felt.” He was right.

“I’m so happy it was good for you” I whispered back, still winded for the mind-blowing orgasm.

“Good? It wasn’t good. It was indescribably perfect!” Then he pulled my face to his and kissed me with his legs still wrapped around me and my manhood still deep inside him. When I finally softened, I pulled out and Zach whimpered “Is it weird that I miss your cock in my ass?” He asked with a smirk.

“Weird and wonderful” I replied as a gave him one more kiss before I rolled off his cum-covered body. We lie side-by-side for a few minutes then got up to clean ourselves off. Zach unlocked the door, then sheepishly looked around to make sure we were still alone. We were. Then we went to the bathroom and took a shower together, soaping each other up and exploring our bodies. As we were drying off, I said, “I have an idea, follow me” and I ran out of the bathroom, through the house, into the backyard exposing myself to the cold desert night, and cannonballed into the pool. I heard Zach giggle right before my head went under the water. I felt the splash as he jumped in and joined me, I couldn’t see him in the dark water, but I felt him as he swam up to me and gave me an underwater kiss. We both emerged from the water laughing.

“It is fucking cold!” Zach cried, “I thought it was supposed to be hot in the desert!”

‘Not in the middle of the night in November, dumbass” I said throwing my arms around him as we shivered together in the darkness. We didn’t last long in the cold night air, and soon we were back in my warm bed, shivering from our late-night dip in the pool.

“Thank you” he said as we laid on our sides stroking each other’s faces in the candlelit room. I just smiled back. “I can’t believe how much my life has changed since I met you, Seth. You have made my world so much better.” There was an undeniable sincerity in his voice. “This weekend has been so amazing. I could never have imagined a world like this.” I looked deep into his eyes, and I saw a hint of sadness. “For the very first time in my life…” he paused and stroked my face “I don’t feel different. I feel like I belong, and it's all because of you.”

We fell asleep holding each other. We were 18 and in love, I wanted to feel like this forever!


To be continued…

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