Losing My Religion

It's Spring Break in Arizona, and the friends let it ALL hang out as Seth brings his friends home to meet the village. Max, Eric, and Cam do their best to keep their throupling a secret, but they're not as subtle and clever as they think they are.

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It was a long cold winter, but Spring was finally upon us and that meant Spring Break!!! We were all going to Arizona for the week… ALL OF US! Gina, Teddy, Eric Max, Cam, Zach, and of course me. It was still cold in Milwaukee, and we shivered as we boarded the plane. Zach learned from his last trip to dress a little warmer on the plane, however, Teddy was more than happy to dress like a tourist. The seven of us had a great time on the flight down. The flight attendant, Terrance, was flaming, fun, and all over our group. He shamelessly flirted with Teddy… mostly because Teddy was embarrassed by it. I’m pretty sure Terrance knew he was straight; I mean c’mon, Teddy kissed Gina every time Terrance came anywhere near us just to make his point.

When we got to Arizona my brother Eli and Cam’s brother Dane were there to greet us. They yelled to us obnoxiously as we descended the escalator towards the baggage claim area. “Holy crap, there’s two of you” Gina muttered under her breath as she saw my brother for the first time. I laughed, elbowed her, and said “there’s two more at home just like us.” She laughed.

Eli saw his old buddy Zach and yelled “The Zach Attack is back!” God, he could be so annoying. But Zach ate it up, the two of them had bonded at Thanksgiving, they were bros now. When we got to the ground Eli hugged me first, almost lifting me off the ground, then put me down and wrapped Zach in a one-armed bro-hug.

Dane gingerly embraced his little brother and said “Damn, you look so good, you look completely healed!” His voice was cracking as he choked up. Cam’s attack had been hard on Dane, he felt like he had failed his baby brother… of course he hadn’t! The attack had nothing to do with him and he couldn’t have stopped it if he tried. But he felt guilty none the less and was happy his brother was moving past it and seemed happy again.

“I’m still sore, but a hell of a lot better” Cam said. He still had a small limp, but other than that, the physical evidence of his attack was almost undetectable. However, it would stick with him emotionally for a long time.

We gathered our luggage off the conveyer belt and headed to the parking structure, joking, and laughing the whole way there. Dane and Eli were parked side by side. Eric and Max were staying at Cam’s, so they loaded up their bags and bodies into Dane’s car, the rest of us were staying at my house so we piled into Eli’s Bronco. There was no doubt about it, Cam, Eric, and Max were definitely fucking (it had been over two months now) although they still hadn’t told us about it, and no one seemed to notice but me and Zach. Cam had stopped talking about Adam for the most part. They still spoke on the phone, but he didn’t seem to be daydreaming about a future with him anymore. Maybe he was, but just not sharing it with me. He was closed-lipped about his personal life at the time claiming he didn’t have one. That was pure bull shit! I knew his dirty little secret.

Once the cars were loaded, we drove through Phoenix to our neighborhood and headed home, Eli led the way with Dane following close behind. Dane pulled into his driveway and Eli pulled into ours. We all piled out and went into our respective accommodations. I inhaled deeply, I loved the smell of the desert and it felt good to be home. We all grabbed our bags and walked into the house. It was early in the afternoon, and no one was there yet, Brad and Scotty were still at work. But the pool was clean, and the refrigerator was full, we had everything we needed to start our Spring Break. “So, who’s sleeping with who?” Eli asked. He looked at me and Zach and said, well you guys know where you’re sleeping. Then he looked at Gina and Teddy and said, “One room or two?”

Gina blushed and Teddy responded “One should work” Eli led them to the guest room, then came into the kitchen to help me with lunch. By the time the others got settled Eli, and I had put out a big spread for lunch. We all ate lunch then hung out by the pool, Cam, Max, and Eric came over to join us. After a little while my brother Brian and his girlfriend Olivia showed up and before long it was a party. The music was blasting, and we were all in the pool playing volleyball. We were having a great time when Scotty and Brad both got home from work. They barely said hello before running to their room and changing into their swimsuits) out of respect for Gina and Olivia). They came back out and cannonballed into the middle of our game. They hugged me, Zach, and Cam in the water, then met and greeted the rest of our friends. “Hey!” Scotty yelled to everyone “We got about an hour or so, then we got to get out of the water and head over to my brothers for a cookout.” We lasted about another twenty minutes in the water before we all got out and laid in the sun to dry off. Olivia and Gina hit it off great and the others were all instantly comfortable there. Our home had the effect on people.

I went into the kitchen for more drinks, Brad followed me in. “You look great little brother. I’m so happy you’re home”

“I’m happy to be here!” I said back excitedly. I was in my happy place. “I’m excited to see Randy, Kev, and the boys tonight too.”

Brad laughed “and everyone else too. They invited everyone.” I got a huge smile on my face, then he added “including Cam’s family.”

“That’ll be fun, but shit… that’s like what? Over twenty people?!” I asked.

“Yeah, something like that” Brad agreed. “But you know Kev, he’s always up for throwing a party.” He laughed, then ended with “God, it’s so good to have you home” and hugged me tight. Damn, I was lucky to have him for a brother. “So… which one of those two guys is Cam dating?”

I snickered and shot him a smirk “I think both.”

His eyes grew wide, and he got a shit eating grin on his face “What??! Little quiet Cam? Are you serious? Do they know about each other?”

I nodded my head furiously “Seriously! I think it’s more of a throuple thing than him dating two different guys! He hasn’t told us, but Zach and I are pretty sure the three of them have had something going on since Cam moved to town” I said looking at my brother. “Hey, he seems happier than ever, let him have his fun.”

Brad laughed “no shit? They don’t seem like the throuple-types, but hey It’s always the quiet ones.” Brad was in awe and disbelief. I told him what I knew and what Zach and I suspected, he was laughing in amusement “his parents would shit a fucking brick” he said making me laugh out loud and nod in agreement. Just then Scotty came into the kitchen, Brad immediately filled him in.

His eyes were wide, and he had a look of total shock on his face. The only thing he could bring himself to say was “Little, innocent Cam?! Damn.” The three of us talked a bit longer and then went back out to the pool keeping our conversation between us. I noticed Brad and Scotty keeping an eye on Cam, Max, and Eric looking for any signs of intimacy and shooting each other grins when they saw anything suspicious, just like Zach and I had been doing for months.

Soon it was time head to Kev and Randy’s house, we all split up and piled into different cars. Teddy and Gina went with Brian and Olivia. Me, Zach, Eli, Scotty, and Brad rode together in the VW, Cam and the others went back to his place and rode with his parents. We all met up at Kev and Randy’s. They loved to entertain, and their house was the hub of our little village. When we arrived, the place was jumping! The eighties and nineties music was blaring, the drinks were flowing, there was food everywhere, and everyone was there to welcome us having a great time. These people truly loved each other. God, it was good to be home. As my friends filed into the house, they were welcomed with opened arms and loud voices. They welcomed us with hugs, kisses, pats on the back, you name it. They were all so happy to see us, but no one was happier to see us than Matty and Baby Scotty. Matty came running across the room and jumped into my arms yelling my name. I carried him into the kitchen where Kevin and Randy were cooking with a bunch of their friends, and Baby Scotty was sitting in his highchair squealing at the sight of us and reaching for Zach who lifted him out and held him as we both walked through the house and onto the patio greeting everyone. ‘God, it’s so good to be home!!!!’ I kept thinking to myself.

All my friends melded into the fold instantly. My village away from my village was meeting my original village and everyone was having an incredible time. I was still holding Matty, and Gina was fawning all over us, she wouldn’t shut the fuck up about how lucky I was to grow up surrounded by so many great people and hot men. She wasn’t wrong. As we were talking Kev interrupted “Hey you guys wanna take the Jeep out Four wheeling again while your here? Randy got it ready for you again just in case.”

“Oh my god yes! Can we, Seth?” Gina squealed, making Matty Squeal.

“Of course,” I said. “I know Cam won’t go because he’s still a little sore, but we’ll see who’s up for it. And we can go tomorrow.”

“Drive it home tonight and keep it for the week. You guys are gonna need a couple of cars while you’re here, you all won’t fit into the TT, that’s for damn sure. Anyone with a valid license is insured, so have fun, just be careful… you know the drill” Kev said. I handed Matty over to Gina, they were both delighted with the change, I went into the kitchen and worked side-by-side with Kev. We talked and caught up; we had always been close and I missed our regular talks. After that it was out to the pool to hang with everyone. It was so amazing to see my friends and my family all in one place getting along and having a great time.

At the end of the night Randy started a bonfire in the backyard. We all sat there in the middle of the desert hills just laughing, talking, and listening to eighties and nineties music. The babies were in bed and most of the guests had left, the last to go were Max, Eric, and Cam’s family leaving just me, my brothers, Kev, Randy, Teddy, and Gina. We were just sitting by the fire relaxing as the music played in the background. Eli broke the silence and said, “So is Cam doing both of those guys or what?” The entire group started laughing, Zach almost spit beer out of his nose.

“THANK YOU!” yelled Teddy as he jumped up and high-fived my brother. “I’ve been telling Gina that for two months and she keeps telling me to shut up.”

Gina elbowed him “Well… it’s none of our business.”

Teddy looked over at me “C’mon, those guys tell you everything, Seth. You know what’s going on, don’t you?”

With a smirk on my face, I just said “They haven’t said shit to me about it.” Then Teddy and Gina babbled on about all the little signs and hints they had observed over the months, including walking in on the three of them in our lounge one day. They were on the couch together and all jumped up and moved away from each other, but Teddy swears they were in the middle of a three-way kiss. Zach and I didn’t say much, we just listened and smirked. The evidence was heavy, and there was little doubt in my mind what was going on. But the three of them had yet to admit anything to us. Maybe they were embarrassed, or maybe they just wanted to keep their relationship between them. Like I keep saying, Cam had never been happier, and the other two seemed happy too. I was of the mindset of live and let live, but damn I really wanted to know!

About 1 AM the party broke up and we headed back to Brad and Scotty’s. Teddy, Gina, and Zach rode with me in Kevin’s Jeep. Our plan was to go four-wheeling out in the desert the next day. Eli, Brian, and Olivia were going to join us in Eli’s Bronco, but Cam, Max and Eric bowed out. Cam was afraid he’d get hurt and the other two were going to hang out at the pool with him. It had been a long first day of Spring Break and we were all pretty wiped out. We passed out as soon as we got home. The next morning, we all met Cam and his two men at Jordy’s for breakfast before driving out to the desert. We tried to talk them into joining us, but no dice. After breakfast it was out to the desert for another adventure.

We had an incredible time. We all took turns driving and were changing seats between the two vehicles to get the full affect. Gina and Olivia bonded big time, and Teddy fit in perfectly with my brothers, although Zach was obviously still Eli’s favorite. We were out there for about four hours, then we went to lunch at the same little diner in Gerome, just as we had done at Thanksgiving. Everyone decided they wanted to go out to Sedona and see the red rocks. Well… everyone but me and Zach. We wanted a little alone time. Besides, I had talked Scotty into getting us passes to The Resort again (of course I didn’t tell the others that part). Zach and I got into the Jeep and headed back to Phoenix while the other five piled into the dusty bronco and headed towards the beautiful red rocks of Sedona.

Since they had showers at The Resort, and we didn’t really need clothes, we didn’t even bother to go home and change. When we pulled into the parking lot, I noticed a familiar little white and red Fiat. Cam’s car. I pointed it out to Zach, “Oh my god, do you think they’re in there?!” he said laughing.

“Well duh!” I shot back “You think he just drove his car over here and parked it for fun? OF COURSE they’re in there.” We talked for a few minutes about whether we should go in or not. I’m sure the three of them figured we were out in the desert so it was safe to come, and maybe we should just leave and let them have their fun. Fuck it. We went in.

We checked in with Jeff at the desk, walked through the beautiful atrium and into the guest locker room. The place was busy with a much younger clientele than last time. There were lot of guys in their twenties, it was probably due to Spring Break. We got a lot of looks as we stripped off our dusty clothes and walked naked towards the showers taking shower heads next to each other and letting the warm water wash the desert off us. We soaped up each other’s backs, then each other’s fronts. We kissed tenderly under the cascading water as our soaping turned into groping. It was nothing heavy, but we were having fun and drawing a little attention from the other wet bodies in the shower room. We’d been together for about 6 months, and I knew every inch of his perfect body, but it still amazed me, and I reveled in exploring it. After about five minutes under the shower heads, we dried each other off and headed out to explore the rest of The Resort.

We wondered down the hall and came upon the steam room. The steam bellowed around us, and the potent smell of sweat and man musk singed our nostrils as we opened the door and entered. There was a loud hiss in the air as the generator continued to fill the room with moisture. The air was thick, and the light was dim as we felt our way through the winding room with all its crevices and alcoves. Sounds of moaning and groaning became louder as we moved through the steamy gay playground. We came upon an alcove, and there they were. The three amigos in all their glory! Cam was stretched out on a big tile platform lying flat on his back with Max and Eric on either side crouched over him. All three of them were hard as concrete. Well, I assumed Cam was hard, I couldn’t see his cock as it was buried down Eric’s throat and his face was engaged in a lusty lip-lock with Max. They were lost in their own euphoria and oblivious to their surroundings.

Zach and I looked at each other with wide eyes and disbelief on our faces. Our suspicions had been officially confirmed! I didn’t want to look, I mean c’mon, this was an intimate moment between three of my closest friends… but DAMN! I couldn’t look away. All three of them had big cocks, but in all fairness, it wasn’t the size that had my attention, it was the hardness. All three of them were so hard that it seemed like their cocks were trying to break out of the skin, they were obviously excited as fuck. Max was uncut and still his foreskin was stretched taut over his seven plus inches. Zach had the same reaction as I did, we both stood there with our towels over one shoulder and our rock-hard members in one hand as we slowly stroked ourselves. We exchanged mischievous grins as we each dropped our own dicks and grabbed each other’s instead. There we were standing in the hot, wet steam room taking in the sight of our friends lost in their three-way lust as we shamelessly stroked each other. Zach leaned in and we kissed passionately. I couldn’t fucking believe what we were seeing, even more so, how we were reacting to it. We were both turned on as fuck watching our friends.

The two of us pulled away from our kiss, covered our hard junk with the generous-sized resort towels and exited the steam room. Our three friends were so distracted with each other’s bodies that they never even saw us come or go.

We moved wordlessly to the pool area and found a couple of open lounge chairs in a little alcove directly across from the pool entrance. We pulled five loungers together and ordered five cokes from the cabana boy. Once we had staked our claim, we dropped our towels on two of the chairs and jumped loudly into the pool. The water was warm but felt cool against our hot skin and quickly washed away the heat of the steam room. We didn’t stay in the water long, just a quick dip to refresh ourselves. With our erections gone we pulled ourselves out of the water and dripped our way over to the lounge chairs where the cabana boy was just setting our drinks on a small table in the middle. All eyes were on us we dried our young bodies. I took the opportunity to look around the place and scope out the talent. It was definitely a younger crowd than last time. There were still several hot daddies, but they were dispersed among the younger crowd of twinks, twunks, and jocks assumably enjoying their Spring Break. Zach and I both laid down, buck naked, on our lounge chairs waiting for our three unsuspecting pals to join us.

We had been mostly silent since we left the steam room, but Zach couldn’t take it anymore. He laughed out loud and said “Holy fuck. Can you believe that?!”

I exhaled a small, guttural laugh and said, “we knew it was going on, but seeing it was... well… um…” I was at a loss for words.

Zach looked at me as he laid there wearing nothing but his sunglasses and said “surprisingly hot? Shocking? Unexpected?” he laughed out his next words “oh my god, I did NOT see THAT coming. I couldn’t look away.” I was looking at my boyfriend trying to see his beautiful hazel eyes through the dark glasses and shook my head in disbelief.

“I can’t believe we stood there and watched” I said a little disgusted with myself.

“I’m sorry, but how the fuck could we not?” Zach asked. We pretty much ended the conversation with that, and I grabbed for my coke and took a sip of it through the straw as I sat propped up in the lounger facing forward. Just then our three buddies walked into the pool area. They looked around in search of a place to sit down. When they finally looked forward and spotted the two of us. We made sure of it! We each had a hand in the air waving so they couldn’t pretend to miss us. Zach yelled cross the crowded pool area “Hey fella’s we saved you some chairs!” and we both continued to wave and bring attention to ourselves. The entire place was looking at the five of us as the buck-naked threesome walked reluctantly towards us; they had no choice. When they got to our little circle of chairs Zach and I each patted the open spot next to us with huge, knowing grins on our faces and invited them to sit with us. “Did’ja enjoy your steam?” Zach asked.

“We got you some drinks to cool you down” I added.

The three of them had sheepish expressions on their faces as they exchanged glances knowing they had been caught red-handed, or red-dicked as it were. I could tell they didn’t know what their next move should be. I couldn’t help but stare at Max. His fair, ginger skin had been exposed to sun, steam, and now he was blushing in embarrassment; I have never seen a shade of red that bright. Even his uncut manhood was crimson. The three of them reluctantly sat down as they tried to evaluate the situation and strategize their next move.

Cam suddenly donned a huge smile to cover his guilt-ridden face “Thanks!” He said as he took the seat closest to me. “How was four wheeling?” He asked doing his damnedest to change the subject. Cam was sitting on my left, Max sat to Zach’s right and Eric sat on the other side of the circle directly across from us.

Zach and I smiled at each other knowing what Cam was trying to do; we purposefully took the bait. We told them about our trip and how the others went on to Sedona, etc. The three of them started to relax, thinking they may have gotten away with it.

Zach was coming to the end of the story about our trip to the dessert and said, “and then we came here, showered, and caught our three friends going at it in the steam room” then he moved his sunglasses to the tip of his nose, took a sip of his soda through the straw, and looked directly at the three of them waiting for a response. I just sat there grinning stupidly.

The three of them exchanged glances again, not knowing what to say, or if they should even say anything.

“C’mon you guys. We’ve been watching this for over two months and haven’t said a word” I said. “Just tell us already” I said with amusement in my voice.

They exchanged glances until all eyes landed on Cam, silently electing him as the spokesperson for the trio. “Fine” he said with a heavy sigh, “we’ve been sleeping together since we met.” He unsuccessfully tried to hide his proud smile from us, as did Eric. Max on the other hand was turning almost purple with embarrassment. “We didn’t tell you because we didn’t want you guys to judge us” Cam added.

That almost pissed me off. I mean, I understood what they were thinking, but I have never judged my best friend. NEVER. “Listen Cameron” I said using his full name so he knew I was serious. “The ONLY thing I have EVER judged about you is the smile on your face. And it has been bigger than ever since you guys met.” Cam let out a sigh of relief as he smiled. The others followed his lead.


“If you guys are happy, we’re happy” Zach said doing his best to be supportive, but then he let out a laugh and said “But damn! A threesome?! Wow!” He wasn’t trying to be mean or judgmental, he was literally amazed by the entire situation. “That is so hot. I mean who does what? Is like one guy always the bottom or do you switch off? Do you guys only do it together or do you pair off sometimes? Do you bring more guys in? How do you all fit on the bed? Do you sleep together afterwards?” Zach was shooting out very personal questions in rapid fire succession.

I put my hand gently on Zach’s thigh and he turned to look at me. I tilted my head and gave him a sweet, calming look that said, ‘shut the fuck up already’.

 

Zach turned red as he realized what he was doing to our friends. “I’m sorry guys, I’m just so… so freaking intrigued by it. I think it’s hot.” That statement made all three of them grin and Max blush even more. The cat was out of the bag, their dirty little secret was out in the open, and they were realizing that we weren’t judging them. With that realization they became more open and forthcoming with information. In fact, they actually seemed excited to be able to discuss it.

Cam did most of the talking as the other two nodded in agreement and added details here and there. “This is more than sex” he started. “The three of us have a real connection” Eric and Max nodded in agreement.

“This is a relationship” Max said. They had our undivided attention as we listened intently.

“Like a throuple?” Zach asked in and excited tone. The three lovers snickered and nodded.

“Basically” Eric said. “I guess we’re all dating each other.” Then the three of them told us all about their situation. We listened with interest as they told us about dates they had gone on, conversations they have had, even a quick nod to the idea of moving in together next semester. As I listened, I realized that each of them was getting something different out of their relationship; Cam had two people watching over him and supporting him. After living through the semester from hell I’m sure it made him feel safe and protected. Max was a giver, their relationship gave him two people to take care of, two people that needed him. Eric? Eric was in it for the thrill of it. Yeah, he got more out of it than just sex, but he loved the sex. The dynamic of it all fascinated us. The more they told us the more impressed I became. I don’t know if I’d call it love at that point, but there was definitely a deeper connection, something between them that was… I don’t know… kind of sweet, I guess?

All I knew was that I was happy it was out in the open and we could all talk about it. I just hoped no one got hurt. In a long-term relationship hurt feelings are inevitable, they come with the territory, with three people involved it seemed like the opportunities for heartache were even higher. But… for now they were all happy.

“Can we just keep this between us?” Cam asked as all three of them looked at us with pleading eyes.

Zach let out a loud ‘Ha’ then said, “You guys, it’s not exactly a secret.”

The three of them looked horrified as Max asked, “who else knows?!”

“Eli and Teddy figured it out and were asking about it last night” I said.

Zach added, “and they’re both oblivious doofuses. So, I don’t think you’re really fooling anyone.”

“Does Dane know?” Cam asked with a look of worry on his face.

“If Eli knows, then you can pretty much bet Dane does too” I said. Cam sighed and nodded his head in agreement,

“Who else?” Cam asked. “Did you tell Brad and Scotty?”

I blushed a little in embarrassment “Um, they asked which one of these guys you were dating…” I paused and looked down. “I told them I thought both.” There was silence for a minute and then they all cracked up.

“I woulda’ said the same thing if I were you” Eric said.

We hung out naked for a couple of more hours and just talked, we were never more free or more comfortable with each other. It was like not just our bodies were naked, but our minds, and souls too. We had everything out in the open, and the more we talked the more comfortable we all became.

So far, my first Spring Break was awesome!


To be continued…

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