Losing My Religion

Zach and Seth make good on their Christmas gift to Riley with a concert and a weekend at the dorms. Meanwhile, Max, Cam, and Eric continue their fun and games, but it doesn't of unnoticed.

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The first couple of weeks back at school flew by so fast, and they were great. Cam was settled in his new place and started school; he was loving it! For some reason he really clicked with Max and Eric and the three of them spent a lot of time together. I was happy he was making friends and ecstatic that we got to hang out so much.

We gave Riley concert tickets for Christmas and promised her a weekend with us in Milwaukee. This was the weekend, and the concert was on Saturday. I had no idea who the group was, they were a random local band that Riley and her friends loved. I downloaded some of their stuff to get ready for the concert… it sucked! They were like a boy band cover band. Four cute, teenaged guys that sounded like shit. Riley loved them! I took the weekend off from work so we could all hang out. We had a full weekend planned. Eric agreed to stay at Max’s, and Teddy was staying at Gina’s so the four of us could have the suite to ourselves. I didn’t have classes on Fridays and had just finished an eight-hour shift when Nathan and Kelly showed up at our suite around 6:30PM Friday with Riley and her friend Zoey. Zoey was a tougher version of Riley. Riley was outspoken and self-assured, whereas Zoey was louder and cockier. A little less polished, I guess.

Kelly had never been to the dorms before and was checking everything out. We had spent the previous couple of nights cleaning and hiding any contraband (porn, pot, beer, sex toys, all of it… most of it was Teddy’s). Kelly was inspecting the place closely… we passed. However, she was less than thrilled with our living arrangements. “So, THIS is a suite?” she asked as she gave herself a tour.

“Yup, Teddy and I share that room” Zach said pointing to his room as we stood in the lounge talking, “and Seth and Eric share that room” He said pointing to our room on the other side of the lounge. “And the four of us share the lounge and the bathroom.”

“Well, that’s convenient” she replied curtly. “So, the two of you have full access to each other anytime without supervision?” She looked over at us.

“Well, what did you think, Kell?” Nathan laughed as he addressed his wife. “Did you think they had an RA, or a professor sitting between them twenty-four seven?”

Kelly just kind of looked at him, with a blank look on her face. “I don’t know! I just assumed there was more supervision or something!”

Nathan just laughed at that statement “They’re adults” he said in our defense, then just changed the subject completely. “I thought we could go out for dinner before your mother, and I head back home” Nathan Hall said as he put an arm around his son. “Seth you’re coming too.” He said looking over at me.

“Where can we put our stuff” Riley asked excitedly, speaking for the first time since they arrived. I led her and Zoey to my room to unpack. They each had one huge bag and one small bag, they brought a hell of a lot of stuff for a two night visit, they were obviously excited for their big weekend away. The girls dropped their luggage, then we went back out to the lounge. Gina and Teddy walked in, and Zach introduced them to his parents. Gina instantly started talking to the girls, asking about the concert, telling them about the cute boys in the dorms, and then ushered them out for a quick tour of our dorm house. They were laughter and giggles echoed through the hallways.

Nathan was getting to know Teddy when Kelly asked if she could speak to us in private. We went into my room. I took a seat on the bed, and Zach sat on the chair by the desk. “Listen,” Kelly said as she stood in the middle of my room looking down at us. “I know you’re adults, and I know you told me you were suitemates, but the reality didn’t really hit me until I saw this place… you two are basically living together.”

Zach rolled his eyes a little “Mom, that’s not really new information.”

“I know, I know” she said, “It’s a little stupid and overprotective of me, but…” she hesitated and stammered a bit “I know you’re um… ‘sexually active’ and all, but I hope you’re being smart. And I just don’t want you… either of you… to get… well hurt or sick. Um…”

Zach cut her off (I think to her relief, she was very uncomfortable, but saying what she felt needed to be said) “are you giving us the sex talk mom?” he said with a little smirk.

“Well, yeah, I guess I am. Seeing this place made me realize how much freedom you two really have. I just hope you’re being smart and safe.” She said.

I was going to let Zach handle it, but I figured it was my turn. “Kelly, When I came out to my brothers, they sat me down and we had an uncomfortable talk. They told me all about safe sex, love, respect, everything that goes with it.” I said. Her eyes were locked to mine as she gave me her full attention. “Zach and I went to the campus health center together and got tested before we did anything, we’re both on PrEP, and we are exclusive with each other. We’re being smart.”

She gave me an odd look and asked, “What’s PrEP?” she asked.

Zach jumped in looking at me “See!!! I’m not the only one who didn’t know what it was.” When Zach and I first got together I made him see a Dr. and got him on PrEP, he was extremely naïve about so much, but damn he’s a fast learner. “It’s an HIV preventative, mom. There’s a lot about it on the web. I looked it up after Seth told me about it. We’re being smart, mom. I promise.” She nodded in understanding, then took a pen and paper out of her purse and wrote the word ‘PrEP’ on it so she could research it later.

“Kelly, I love Zach and wouldn’t do anything to harm him” I said in a sincere tone.

She mustered a smile and said “I know honey. You’re a good guy. You’re both good guys, I just worry.” She let out a sigh. “Seeing your living space just made it very real for me, I guess. I know I’m being silly; I trust you both.” It was a weird conversation in a lot of ways. I mean Zach and I had been together for a whole semester, living in the same suite the whole time, and Kelly obviously knew we slept together after out visit to their house at Christmas. But, being on our turf made it real for her, the truth of the matter was that it was very sweet. She was worried about her son and brave enough to bring it up and ask questions instead of just stewing on it and letting it bother her. She was a good mom.

“You feel better about it, mom?” Zach asked. Kelly donned a smile and nodded. It hit me at that moment how new all this was to the Halls. They treated me great and were very cool about Zach and I being together, but this was all still so new. I wished Brad and Scotty were there to talk to her like they talked to Cam’s parents when he came out.

Kelly hugged Zach, then me. “Okay, let’s find the rest of the family and go to dinner.” We went back into the lounge, by this time Gina was back with the girls, and Eric, Max, and Cam had entered the crowded lounge. Zach introduced the other members of our crew to his parents. Kelly knew all about Cam and his struggles, Zach obviously kept her informed. She gave him a big, gentle hug being careful not to hurt him and told him how happy she was that he was healing so well. When Zach introduced Max as Eric’s boyfriend, Kelly blurted out “Are ANY of your suitemates straight?” Then she turned bright red at the realization of what she had just said.

We all laughed, and Teddy proudly jumped up, held out his hand to shake hers and said, “Teddy, token straight suitemate at your service ma’am.” Nathan and Kelly laughed out loud at that. The discomfort seemed to disappear as we joked about our differences.

Then Zach jumped in “Eric’s not gay, he’s pan.” Kelly and Nathan, both gave him a blank stare… to Zach’s delight they had no clue what that meant. “SEE!” Zach yelled “I’m not the only one who didn’t know what that meant.” We laughed again as Eric sheepishly explained his proclivity to them.

“Why don’t you all join us for dinner?” Nathan asked, then added “My treat.” He had made reservations at an expensive place downtown and was about to call to see if he could add five more to it when I suggested a buffet a few miles away telling him it would be way cheaper with a crowd that big. “Saving me a few bucks? I knew I liked you, Seth.” Nathan joked.

There were too many of us to fit in one car. Teddy and Gina rode with Zach’s family, and Max, Eric, and Cam jumped in the back seat of the GTI, Cam sat in the middle. As we were driving Zach checked the rearview mirror, then shot me an odd “WTF” look, I just looked back at him confused, I had no idea what he was trying to tell me. When we got to the restaurant the guys jumped out of the back, before I could get out, Zach grabbed my thigh holding me back. “Did you fucking see that?” He asked as soon as the back doors slammed shut and the guys started walking towards the restaurant.

I shot him another confused look “See what?”

“Those guys!” he said in a loud whisper with his eyes wide open and a shit-eating grin on his face as he pointed his thumb towards the now empty backseat. “They were fucking feeling each other up… all three of them!!’

“NO WAY!” I said in disbelief.

“I saw it in the rearview mirror! I swear!” Zach said in a combination of excitement and disbelief. “Max and Eric both hand their hands on Cam’s crotch, and he had a hand on each of their thighs!”

“Are you fucking serious?!” I asked with my eyes wide open as Zach nodded with vigor. “Are you sure?!”

“Abso-fucking-lutely! Something’s going on there” Zach said. “C’mon, we better catch up with them.” We jumped out of the car, caught with the others, and went in, The other group was approached the door at the same time we did. When we all got inside, we waited a few minutes while the hostess pulled a couple of tables together for us and we all sat down. Again, Cam sat between Max and Eric. Hmmm, was something really going on with those three? I did my best not to stare.

“So, I hear little Matty was unimpressed with my son’s driving skills” Kelly said out of the blue to start the conversation. I laughed out loud at that and then told her the story of us passing Kev and Randy on the freeway at Christmas. They all laughed, Kelly seemed to know all about our holiday at Mom and Pop’s, Zach obviously told his parents all about it (she didn’t ask about the hotel, I’m assuming he left that part out). Ever since our visit to Phoenix at Thanksgiving, Zach had made a huge effort to be closer to his family, I was proud of him.

On the other end of the table Gina, Riley and Zoey were laughing and talking. The three of them decided to go for Mani’s and Pedi’s in the morning. Zach and Teddy were sitting across from them and doing something goofy with their spoons, While Cam, Eric and Max sat suspiciously close to each other not saying much. At one point Nathan pulled out his phone and showed us a couple of videos of Zach and Riley just doing stupid shit, then he showed one of Zach’s graduation, and another of Riley getting ready for some school dance. He was so proud of his kids. I noticed Nathan reach over and hold Kelly’s hand as they sat their enjoying their family with big smiles. They were loving every minute of it. I suddenly got this strange feeling; It was like an emptiness. Out of nowhere it hit me that I had no real relationship with my parents. I suddenly felt cheated. Don’t get me wrong, I loved my brothers and my village and considered myself honored to have them, but at that moment I felt like something was missing. My father never took a video of us kids just being goofy, hell, we were too scared of him to even invite him to my graduation, much less let him stand there and take a video. When I was younger, I had a close relationship with my mother, and I did my best to please my Father. Of course, it was never enough. Father always expected more, and then thanks to him it all just ended one day. In a flash I was in foster care, then moved in with Brad and Scotty. It all happened so fast and unexpectedly. Life with Brad and Scotty was great, but I don’t think I ever truly delt with the loss of my parents. I know, I know, they weren’t dead, but seriously they might as well have been. We had no relationship. Maybe that was on me. Three years had passed, and I really hadn’t done much to reach out and change things, in fact I had done my best to avoid them for the most part. ‘Maybe it was time’ I thought.

Here I was surrounded by friends and this wonderful family, everyone was having an awesome time and I was completely lost inside my own head. Kelly yanked me out of my head asking more questions about the holiday. We talked for a bit until I excused myself to use the restroom. I finished up in the restroom and was walking down the hallway back to the dining room when Kelly passed me headed towards the lady’s room.

She touched me on the shoulder, “You seemed a little zoned out back there, is everything alright?” She asked.

I smiled at her “Yeah, great. I’m just a little wiped out.

“Promise?” She asked. “I hope my questions earlier didn’t upset you.”

I laughed a little “Are you kidding? I think it’s awesome that you care so much and have the guts to talk about the stuff that’s bothering you” I replied in all sincerity. She seemed relieved and smiled at me. Then we chit-chatted a little before she went into the bathroom and I went back to the table, she had her hand on my shoulder the entire time. She was a very caring person; I was appreciating her more and more.

The rest of dinner was uneventful, but very loud and fun. I doubt if the other people in the restaurant would agree with that statement. After dinner we headed back to the dorms, again Cam sat between Eric and Max in the back of the GTI. This time I was glancing back looking for clues. Sure as hell! Those three were groping each other. I shot Zach a look and he gave me a grin and an ‘I told you so’ look. We tried not to let on that we saw what was going on. Hell, if the three of them were cool with it, then more power to ‘em! It had been a long time since I saw Cam that happy, I know I’ve said this a few times, but he had been glowing since he got here. First around Adam, now around these two (I wondered what Adam would think about the three amigos in the back seat). I wished Cam would have told me what was going on!!! He usually told me everything, but if he needed a little dirty secret to make him happy, that was his decision.

We all returned to the dorms, Kelly and Nathan made sure the girls were settled in and then headed home. Gina was loving every second of having Zoey and Riley there, it was like she had a couple of little sisters. She popped popcorn and rallied all her suitemates and a bunch of other girls on her floor to put on their PJ’s, have a slumber party in the common lounge, and watch chick-flicks. Riley and Zoey were in the center of it all and loving every minute of it, they were also the first ones to fall asleep. Once they were passed out Cam decided to head home, Eric and Max went to Max’s room, and Zach and I snuck up to his room for a little alone time. We hadn’t slept together all week.

“God, can you believe those three?!” Zach said. “What the hell do you think is going on?”

“I don’t know” I responded. “All I know is that I haven’t seen Cam smile like that in almost a year. Whatever’s going on is making the guy happy… he deserves a little happy.” I sincerely believed that. “But DAMN, I so wanna know what’s going on!!!”

Zach laughed at that “do you think the three of them are doing it?” he said as he went over and shut the blinds. “SHIT, Seth! Check it out” he yelled as he looked out the window. “Come here!”

I walked quickly over to the window and looked out. There was Cam walking home With Max on one side and Eric on the other, they had their arms around each other. I laughed out loud “Oh my god, something is seriously going on.” ‘good for Cam’ I thought to myself.

“Man, I am so intrigued, I mean could you ever get into something like that? You know, a threesome?” Zach asked.

I thought for a minute before I spoke “yeah, the idea of it is hot. I mean, I’ve watched threesome porn and it was hot as hell. I guess if you’re just out for sex the more the merrier, but I get to have sex with you.” I said.

“What the hell does that mean?”

“Exactly that. I get to have sex with you. So, I don’t see a threesome as ‘the more the merrier,’ because if we there was another guy there, I’d have to share you… so technically it would be less” I meant that. I mean, the idea of a threesome seemed hot, but Zach was the hottest guy in the world to me. Seriously, I couldn’t name a hotter guy if I tried. Zach was mine and there was no way in hell I was going to share him. Why sacrifice quality for quantity?

Zach shot me a cocky grin “So… you’re saying you want more of me”

I smirked at him and said, “I can never get enough.” We came together and kissed, then I pushed him back onto his bed with a loud creak, sat on his lap and started kissing him with tender passion. Sex was all fine and good, and I was glad that whatever was going on with our friends seemed to be making Cam feel good about himself again, but what we had, and what I wanted was so much more than that. It was passion, it was intimate heat, it was love in its rawest form. Sex was the cherry on top, not the main attraction.

As we kissed, I moved my hands up and down Zach’s still clothed back, he was wearing a nice, blue cotton button down. I undid two buttons, then leaned back on his lap, grabbed his shirt with both hand and ripped it open, the buttons popped off and flew around the room. Zach snickered “what the fuck, Seth? That’s my good shirt”

“It was” I said with a smirk and leaned back in for another passionate kiss. I move to his nipples as I tried to push the remains of his shirt off his shoulders. He was wriggling out of it as my mouth suckled his right nipple and my fingers pinched his left. He was moaning into my mouth as I gyrated my hips, rubbing my hard cock against his through our pants. Zach was shirtless, otherwise we were still dressed and dry humping each other. I was grinding as Zach pushed his hips up to meet my lust. I pulled back from our kiss, then pulled my polo shirt over my head. I stood up and we both fumbled with our pants, quickly removing them. Then our underwear and socks. In less than a minute, we were both standing there buck naked. Zach pulled me into a tight embrace, his strong right arm around my waist pulling me tight against him while his left hand was on the back of my head smashing our daces together. We kissed hard. I mean hard! Our faces were pushed together, and our tongues were exploring each other’s mouths.

I was moving my hands up and down his taut, naked body and getting lost in the feel of his hard muscles wrapped in his soft, flawless skin. He really was the hottest guy in the world (my world at least). My hands finally landed on his firm ass. I had one hand on each cheek, my fingers met in his deep ass ditch. I gripped and pulled them apart exposing his sweet, pink pucker to the open air. In response he squeezed me tighter and moaned into our kiss. FUCK it was so hot! I teased his hole with my fingers, I could feel it open and contract with each touch. It felt like it was alive, like his sphincter had a mind of its own. I got out from under his tight, comforting grip and turned him around. I was facing his back, his beautiful, muscled back. I reached out and pushed him over the bed, so his perfect ass was up in the air and ready to be devoured… and I was just the guy for the job.

I got on my knees and moved my face close to his ass crack. I took a whiff. It still made me giggle a little that smelling a guy’s ass turned me on, but it did. Zach’s scent pushed my lust into overdrive every time. I reached around and started stroking his cock as I licked up and down his crack. I used his precum as lube and was reveling in the heft and warmth of his incredible tool in my hand. I finally dove my tongue into his sweet, musky pink pucker. He yelped in pleasure as he reached back and pulled the back of my head deeper into him. “Oh, my god, Seth, that’s it, eat me” Zach said. He was lost in pleasure, and I was lost in giving it to him. “Fuck me” He said in a low, breathy tone that came from his diaphragm. “Fuck me now, Seth.”

I Spit on my raging hard cock and lubed it with my own saliva and precum. I inserted a wet finger into his hole to open it up for my impending invasion. His hole was already wet from my oral attack and it opened and contracted around my finger. He was so freaking tight. After a couple of minutes of fingering him I positioned my purple cockhead against his opening, ready to claim my prize. I leaned over his back and asked, “You ready, Zach?” He responded by reaching behind me, grabbing my ass, and pulling me into him as he pushed his butt against my cock. I slipped in and his tight passage gripped me so fucking tightly that it almost hurt. But it was a wonderful hurt! His passage went from gripping me to sucking me in. It pulled my cock deeper into his hole until my balls slapped against his perfect ass. He grunted as the hand on my ass gave me a hearty slap. “Now fuck me. Fuck me hard” Zach quietly wailed in a guttural tone I had never heard before. I obliged his request. I pulled out and slammed in, pulled out and slammed in, over and over. Each time he wailed deeper and louder begging for more.

My right hand was wrapped around his waist, reaching under him still stroking his cock. I drooled into his hole, then spit in my hand providing a little more lube to both his hole and his cock. Using our natural juices instead of lube meant there was more friction between us, more heat. At Zach’s urging I pumped harder and faster with both my hips and my hand. My sweat dripped onto his muscled back as our moans got louder and we both moved closer and closer toward climax. Zach gave into the euphoria first “Fuck Seth, I’m cumming, I’m fucking cumming” he warned breathlessly. His white hot cum exploded out of his cock, through my grip and onto the bed below. His sphincter responded by grabbing my cock like a tight vice. That was it. I shot my load deep into his guts. I felt my cock pulsate as spurt after spurt of my nectar shot into the hot jock I loved. My cock was now coated with my own juices and moved effortlessly in and out of his tight channel. I stayed uncharacteristically hard, and I kept pumping in and out of him for a good five minutes after I came. Zach was spent but kept urging me on and begging for more. I finally pulled out of him, and stood behind him dripping with sweat, trying to catch my breath. Zach stayed bent over the bed for a few more seconds and I looked at his gaping hole, dripping with my cum. Before he could move, I leaned down and ate my cum out of him, he wriggled his butt and pushed my cum out onto my tongue.

Finally, we both stood and kissed, snowballing my cum from my mouth to his, then back again. Dirty. Raunchy. Gross. Erotic. Hot. Call it whatever the hell you want but it was amazingly intimate and perfect because it was with Zach.

We changed the sheets, snuck to the bathroom for a quick shower, then fell asleep with me spooning Zach. By the time we woke up on Saturday morning Riley and Zoey were up and at it. They had already showered and dressed and were in our lounge with Gina braiding each other’s hair. I went into my room to grab some clothes, Oh. My. God. My room was covered in sparkly clothes, stuffed animals, and just general clutter. HOW MUCH SHIT DID THESE TWO GIRLS BRING WITH THEM?! It was obvious that they were enjoying their weekend away at college… so was Gina. We all walked over to Ma Fischer’s for breakfast, the girls giggling the entire way. After breakfast we went for Mani’s and Pedi’s; even Zach and me. It was worth the humiliation to see the smile on Zach’s face as watched his little sister having the time of her life.

That night we went to the concert; it was the most god-awful experience of my life. A stadium full of wall-to-wall teen and preteen girls dressed in sparky outfits, all wearing way too much glitter make-up as they screeched at the top of their lungs trying to get the attention of the cute, pubescent boys singing hideous pop-tunes in falsetto voices from the stage. I hated every second of it, but when we got to the car and Riley threw her arms around Zach and thanked him for the best weekend of her life, Zach beamed with pride. Suddenly it went from one of the worst experiences of my life to the one of the best.

Back at the dorms it was another slumber party in the main lounge, almost everyone from our dorm house was out there, well except Eric. This time it was me, Zach, and Teddy sitting on the floor, leaning against the couch, and getting our hair braided. Riley was stuck to her big brother like glue. Zoey braided my hair, and Gina braided Teddy’s while we watched Clueless, Troop Beverly Hills, and Legally Blonde. We ALL fell asleep on the floor of the big common lounge that night. We woke up in the morning, gathered our stuff and went up to our suite to get ready for church. We texted Max and Eric to meet us at the car and got no response… hmmmmm. We piled in the GTI and drove to church, when we walked in Eric, Max, and Cam were already seated in the back. We all sat next to them as they blathered out some lie about being up early and taking a walk. It was bullshit, we knew they were at Cam’s. But hey, if they weren’t ready to tell us, we would just play along. Zach whispered in my ear “They had a gay threesome, then went to church. I’m guessing they’ll be giving thanks for hot monkey sex” then he giggled.

“And praying for more” I whispered back making him giggle more.

After church we went down to fellowship. I talked to my new friend Mary as the other parishioners gathered around the girls, welcoming our young guests. After fellowship it was off to Ma Fischer’s, Mary came with us. The girls were telling her all about their big night. While the three ladies were distracted, I leaned over the big table and asked Eric in Max if they enjoyed their walk. Max’s pale ginger complexion turned red, and he looked down at his plate while Eric smiled and said “The scenery was awesome” then he looked at Cam and winked. Cam smiled back as he shoved some bacon in his mouth. Yup, these three were doing it, but they weren’t gonna tell us.

We went back to the dorms to clean up and get Riley and Zoey packed and ready to go back home. They met Gina in the lounge and hugged goodbye, thanked her for everything, and exchanged phone numbers. Then we went to the parking structure, loaded the GTI with all their shit and Zach and I drove them home. The ride there was loud and obnoxious with the girls blasting the music and singing horribly to the songs of their favorite boy band. We hung out with the Hall’s house or a while before heading back to school.

The ride home with Zach was quiet in comparison. He had a cute, contented smile on his face. I leaned over, kissed him, and said “you’re an awesome brother.” His face beamed with pride.


To be continued…

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