“Lay where you’re laying. Don’t make a sound. I know they’re watching. They’re watching. All the commotion. The kiddie-like play. Has people talking. They’re talking. You. Your sex is on fire.”-Kings of Leon (Sex on Fire).
October 2026
MJ stopped in his tracks. The last thing he had expected to see coming home from school was Ishmael sitting on the front steps. Ishmael sat there spaced out—his sadness and depression showed on his face.
“Ishmael,” MJ called out.
Ishmael smiled at MJ. The boy reminded him so much of Greg/Matthew. It was like looking back in time and seeing Matthew before he became Greg.
“Hey, MJ. How are you,” he asked.
“I’m good. If you’re looking for my father, he’s out of the country. He’s writing another book,” MJ said with a bit of annoyance.
“I actually just wanted to drop off some of Greg’s things. He won’t return any of my calls. I figured he was here,” Ishmael said as he looked around. He was still hurting from the breakup.
“He’s been staying here, but they aren’t together. My father is dating Blair.”
“You don’t sound happy about it.”
MJ slowly shook his head, “I just want him to be happy, and I wish he were at home. It’s always just been the three of us: Dad, Lola, and me. Now it’s just me. I’m scared he’ll get happy, and then he’ll remember I’m not really his son, and then he won’t love me anymore.”
Ishmael’s heart broke for MJ. He pulled him into a big hug. MJ quickly hugged him back. It was the first time he had ever verbally expressed his fears to anyone. They both exhaled.
“Noah isn’t my favorite person, but I know for a fact that you and Lola are, without a doubt, his entire world. Greg nor Blair could ever take that away. You are his son. He made that clear to everyone.” Ishmael kissed the top of MJ’s head.
“I wish he’d make that clear to me,” MJ mumbled.
“No parent is perfect. They make mistakes. Tell him and see what happens, MJ. Now, how about you help me get these boxes in?”
MJ smiled and flashed his big puppy dog eyes at Ishmael. MJ was such a mature, intelligent, and charming young man.
“Hey, I almost forgot to congratulate you on your high school graduation and acceptance into Columbia. How do you like college so far?”
“It’s going pretty good. Thank you. I’m excited about school, dating, and exploring a little bit more,” MJ said bashfully.
Ishmael was stunned briefly, “Exploring?”
MJ nodded his head as he smiled. Although he had only two girlfriends in high school, he always had crushes on boys. Now that he was in college, he was looking forward to experimenting and seeing what dating guys looked like for him in the future.
“MJ, you are just full of surprises, young man,” Ishmael said with a charming smile.
Matthew stared into the eyes of Giovanni Dever. They were the darkest and most intriguing eyes he had ever seen. He’d be lying if he didn’t admit just how beautiful Giovanni was. In a different life, Matt could see himself pursuing the doctor.
“Are you ready to go back in time,” Giovanni asked.
Matthew nervously gripped the arm of the sofa, “I’m ready.”
“I want you to close your eyes and relax your body. Clear your mind and let yourself go. When you’re ready, take me to the moment when you knew that Noah was never going to leave your side. The moment you knew the two of you were destined to be together forever.”
Matthew exhaled, and his entire body relaxed. His mind shut off for the first time since getting his memories back. He felt himself sink into the dark abyss and land in the place where time and space meet. There, he found himself surrounded by a canvas of memories from his life with Noah. Each memory warmed his heart and made him smile.
It was like the parting of the Red Sea. The canvases of memories all parted. There before him in the distance was one memory in particular. He moved toward it. With each step he took, his body began to relieve the senses from that memory. He could feel Noah’s touch and smell his fragrance. He could feel the heat inside of him again.
February 2009
It had been a month since Noah and Matthew had resumed their relationship, and it was their first Valentine’s Day as a couple. In all the years they had known each other, they had somehow managed to never be a couple when V-Day rolled around. That was all changing, and they couldn’t have been happier to share the day together.
The apartment Matthew shared with Crispin and Mark was quiet. All the rooms were dark except the living room, which was lit with candles all around. Matthew sat on the sofa shirtless, moaning softly as Noah kissed his neck and ran his smooth hands over his chest.
Their lips met, and they began to kiss each other with a deep hunger and passion. Noah ran his hand up the length of Matthew’s shorts. He wrapped his fingers around Matthew’s erection. It throbbed like an angry beast. Matthew ripped off Noah’s shirt.
Matthew’s strong hands flowed down Noah’s back. He moved his hands, which were able to slide into Noah’s pants and grip hold of his round chocolate mounds. His finger grazed Noah’s puckered hole. They both let out a moan.
“You love the way I touch you,” Matthew asked.
Noah quickly replied, “Yes.”
Noah pulled Matthew’s shorts down. They dropped at his ankles, and his massive erection sprung free. Noah kissed his thighs and his pelvis. He sucked the skin on Matthew’s body and savored the taste of his flesh. He moved lower and took Matthew’s balls into his mouth.
He licked and sucked on them as he stroked Matthew’s cock. The pleasure was divine and intense. Matthew’s body squirmed the entire time Noah serviced him.
“Oh, that feels so good,” Matthew moaned.
Noah extended his tongue and rolled it up the shaft of Matthew’s penis. Just as he reached the head, he took it into his mouth. That was a sensitive area for Matthew. He let out a loud moan as his body shivered. Noah took the rest of the penis into his mouth and began to move up and down on it.
Noah stroked Matthew as he sucked his cock. His head moved up and down the length. His lips provided the perfect suction as his tongue bathed the swollen cock. Matthew's moans grew louder, and he ran his hands over Noah’s body.
Matthew stood up and made Noah take a seat. He pulled Noah’s pants and underwear off. He spread his legs and gazed upon his pretty little hole. He marveled at how something so tiny could bring his cock so much joy. Being inside of Noah was one of his favorite places to be.
Matthew rolled his tongue across Noah’s sensitive hole. He kissed the ring, and then he began to eat him. Noah’s face lit up with a smile. Matthew buried his face deep inside of Noah’s cheeks. Matthew was deep in his cheeks.
He spat on his hole and shoved his tongue inside of him. Each time his tongue entered the anus, it would twirl and brush along the walls. He sucked on his hole, pulling him inside his mouth. Noah balled his fist as he squealed in delight from the pleasure.
“Oh my God. Put it in me, Mateo,” Noah begged. “Please.”
Matthew couldn’t deny Noah even if he wanted to. He was happy to grant Noah his request. Matthew took his heavy cock and slapped Noah’s hole. He lined his dick up perfectly and then pushed it inside of him. The warmth of Noah’s ass quickly engulfed Matthew’s cock.
“Fuck,” Matthew groaned.
Noah’s cock twitched as Mathew fed him every inch of his cock. He began to move in and out of Noah’s tight little hole. Noah wrapped his legs tightly around Matthew’s waist. He didn’t want to ever let him go. Matthew began to pound Noah harder. The sounds of their sex filled the room. They were really starting to get into it.
The front door opened. Mark and Crispin walked in with their respective dates. Matthew quickly jumped and grabbed some pillows to cover him and Noah.
“Seriously,” Crispin said with an attitude as he eyed Noah.
“I thought you guys were going to be out all night,” Matthew shouted.
Mark chimed in, “That Friday the 13th remake was shitty. We left halfway through. Figured we’d see if you wanted to hang. Looks like we’re late to the party.”
“Yeah, well, I told you Crispin only wanted to see the movie for Jared Padalecki,” Matthew said with a hint of agitation.
“So, you guys wanna party with us. We can have a really good time. It’s not like Noah isn’t used to spreading it,” Mark said as he glared at Noah. There was still hostility between them two years later.
“Fall back. Don’t respect him or me, Mark.” Matthew felt himself becoming angry.
Noah placed a hand on Matthew’s shoulder, “It’s okay. I should get dressed and head out. I can get a hotel room tonight, and you can hang out with your friends.”
“No,” Matthew quickly said as he looked back over his shoulder. “This is our weekend. We can spend tonight in my room.”
Matthew jumped up and dropped the pillow. His cock was still fully erect. The two guys, with Mark and Crispin, gasped. They were impressed by Matthew’s size. Matthew picked Noah up and tossed him over his shoulder.
“What are you doing?” Noah asked with giggles of delight.
“Taking you to my room, baby. We’re not done celebrating,” Matthew said as he carried him away.
Noah laughed, and then he smacked Matthew’s ass cheeks as he carried him down the hall. Once they were in Matthew’s bedroom, they found themselves staring into each other's eyes.
“Are you okay?” Matthew asked.
“I am. I know I did a horrible thing by sleeping with Mark. I don’t expect to be forgiven anytime soon. I just don’t want to come between you and your friends. You’ve worked hard to build a life here. I don’t wanna be the thing or person that ruins that for you.” Noah meant every word of what he was saying.
Matthew rested his forehead against Noah’s forehead. Their noses touched, and they rubbed them together in the most affectionate way. It was simple, but it was also beautiful. The simple things usually are the most beautiful things.
“Thank you for saying that. I want you to hear me, Monty. You don’t ruin my life. You make it challenging, but you never ruin it. You make it better somehow. You make me better.”
“Whatever you want to do, Mateo. I’ll do it. I love you,” Noah said as he kissed him.
Matthew couldn’t help but notice that Noah was so different from who he once was. He had handled things at Christmas with Luka differently than Matthew had expected. Now, here he was once again, handling things differently. It was like there was a new version of him that had a perfect balance of being submissive and dominant all at the same time.
“What happened to you, Monty,” Matthew asked
Noah instantly tensed up, “What do you mean?”
“You’re the same yet different. I know we said that we wouldn’t ask questions about the two years apart, but I see a difference in you. Tell me a secret, Monty. Something no one else knows.”
Without missing a beat, he replied,” I’m horny.” Noah pulled Matthew into a hot kiss, and they rolled around on the bed, and Matthew fucked Noah that night.
The next day was Valentine's Day. The two men spent the day having the best time ever. From holding hands and walking through the Georgia Aquarium to sampling all the different flavors of Coke at the World of Coca-Cola, it was perfect.
The day was only made better by playing games like two young kids at Dave & Busters. Another layer of Noah was revealed to Mathew. He discovered that Noah had a very competitive side of him. Matthew found absolute pleasure in watching Noah challenge himself to win more tickets than anyone. It was crazy, wild, and fun.
That evening, they found themselves at a party on campus. They were slow dancing on the dance floor when Terrick spotted them. A bitter rivalry between Terrick and Matthew had formed in the last two years.
The second Terrick saw Noah; he saw the chance to once again drive a wedge between the two. For him, it wasn’t personal. It was just part of the game he and Matthew had been playing with one another. It fueled their rivalry.
“You finally managed to get New York back,” Terrick said with a stupid smirk on his face.
“Terrick, still don’t know where you’re not wanted.” Matthew faced him with a daring glance.
“Oh, if memory serves me right, you wanted me. Maybe this time, I’ll take Noah for a spin. I hear he got that good shit. That’s what Mark said when we got high the other day,” Terrick laughed.
“Walk away, Terrick,” Matthew said.
The two sized each other up momentarily, and there was a knowing look between them. Then, it was like the puzzle pieces finally connected or clicked for Terrick. Noah watched the exchange between them. He held his tongue, waiting to see how things would play out between Terrick and Matthew.
“Oh, shit. He doesn’t know, does he,” Terrick asked.
“Fuck outta here, dude,” anger reared in Matthew’s voice.
“Mat, I’d feel bad if I didn’t say anything. You know I fucked him again?” Terrick waited, but Noah was silent. “I figured you didn’t know. We kind of developed a game. He kept coming between me and the people I was trying to fuck. So, I came between him and the ass he was trying to get. Then he took Luka from me. I wanted her bad. You know we can do a threesome, and this time, Noah, I’ll give you some dick. Fuck both of you side by side. See who pussy better.” Terrick ended his sentence with a smile as bright as the sun and as cheesy as kraft cheese.
“No one loved you as a child,” Noah said as his brows furrowed. “People came in and out of your life, and they left you each time without a thought or care in the world. So, now you go through life fucking people and leaving them broken. You do it because you were fucked over. Inside, you are alone and desperate. You hope someone will pick you, and when they do, you don’t know how to accept it because it feels unnatural. You stay a broken, pathetic, ugly-ass child inside. It must be so sad to live like that. Here you are, a guy with a great body and a big dick with a half-decent face but nothing to show for it: no real friends, no real meaningful life, no purpose. You’re nothing but a blimp on the radar of my flight to happiness and success. I hope one day you find the courage to face your demons and heal yourself. Until then fuck off, Terrick!”
Terrick and Noah faced off for several minutes without either one of them saying a word. Finally, Terrick relented and walked away. The blow and damage to his ego had been done. Matthew found himself completely turned on while watching Noah go toe-to-toe with him.
“Listen, I want to explain what Terrick was saying.” Matthew wanted to explain.
Noah silenced him with a kiss, “I don’t care. Past is past. The present is present.”
Matthew smiled, “The future is us.”
“I want to show you something,” Noah said as he pulled Matthew out of the party by the hand.
They stepped off the elevator and were immediately inside a furnished two-story loft. The middle of the loft had a substantial floor-to-ceiling window. The moon was sitting high and shining bright in the dark sky. Matthew looked around the place in awe.
“Did you rent this out for tonight,” Matthew asked. “It’s pretty dope.”
“Actually, I bought it. I need somewhere to stay,” Noah said modestly.
“What do you mean,” Matthew asked.
“I don’t know what I want to do with my life. Nothing pulls at my heart—nothing but you. I don’t want to live in different cities. I want to move to Atlanta if you’re okay with me being here. This is my home, and you can sleep here anytime you want. I don’t want us to break again.”
“You’d give up New York for me,” he asked.
“I’d give up everything,”
“I have one year left in school. You take the year off to figure out what you want, and then you go back to Columbia and graduate, and I’ll move to New York if you really mean it about being here.”
“I do.”
“I love you, Monty.”
Before Noah could say he loved him back, Matthew pulled him into a deep kiss. They began to undress one another. Each kiss was more sensual than the last. The passion between them grew with each touch and kiss. Article after article of clothing came off until they were both naked and aroused. Matthew took a seat on the sofa. The scene reminded Noah of last night’s sexual encounter.
“No interruptions this time,” Noah said as he slid to his knees.
“None,” Matthew’s heart raced with anticipation.
Noah very slowly and sensually rolled his tongue around the head of Matthew’s cock. Matthew tried to raise himself off the sofa, but Noah pushed him back down. He slowly engulfed his cock. Carefully, he swallowed the entire shaft until he was deep-throating it. Noah didn’t move, he held the cock in his mouth, and Matthew lost his mind with pleasure.
“Baby,” Matthew screamed. “Oh my God, what are you doing?”
“It’s called pleasure,” Noah said seductively.
Noah slid his fingers between Matthew’s thighs and pressed his digits against his tight, moist hole. Matthew’s legs began to shake. Noah was making love to his cock. He removed the cock from his mouth and licked the shaft, and then he took it back into his mouth.
Matthew grabbed hold of Noah’s cheeks. He ran his finger down the slit and then pressed it against his rosebud. His finger slipped inside of Noah just as his cock slipped down Noah’s throat.
The moonlight captured their passion brilliantly. Noah was on his knees servicing Matthew with his round cheeks on full display. Matthew was lost in the valley of pleasure, but his fingers slid in and out of Noah’s hole.
Noah’s hole was hot and tight. Matthew dug his fingers deep inside of him. He moved his fingers around, making sure to touch Noah’s spot. Each time he felt that magic place, Noah would suck a little bit of his soul out of his cock.
Noah moved and stood in front of the window. Matthew giggled a little inside. He liked this newness to Noah. Noah placed his hands against the window and presented Matthew with the best piece of ass on this side of heaven.
Matthew got on his knees and pushed his face in between his cheeks. He wanted a little taste. His tongue made out with Noah’s hole. He kissed and sucked on it and then inserted his tongue inside. The swirling of his tongue made Noah moan.
“I’m ready,” Noah whispered.
Matthew was ready as well. When it came to Noah, he was always ready. He stood up and pressed his large cock head against Noah’s tight little ring. Matthew slid his cock into Noah. His sweet hole opened like a flower blooming in the spring.
Matthew pulled his cock out and then licked Noah’s open hole. His tongue slid inside his anus again. He moved it around, making sure he tasted every bit of Noah. He moved back into position and fed that hungry hole his massive cock.
He slid every inch into Noah and began to fuck him. His thighs slammed into Noah’s thighs. His pelvis connected with Noah’s fat cheeks. The passion and heat radiated off their bodies. His dick moved through Noah’s hole with a purpose.
Each stroke caused them to moan. Noah clenched the muscles in his ass. He wanted the pleasure to be equally great for Matthew. Their bodies were in perfect harmony. The sex grew hotter. Their bodies began to drip with sweat. Matthew found himself sucking Noah’s neck without pause.
The taste of Noah’s skin was like a drug made from chocolate. Noah worked his ass on Matthew’s long cock. Each time he felt those round balls slap his taint, he would squeeze the head of Matthew’s cock.
Matthew backed up against the wall, and Noah began to bounce back on his cock. Matthew let Noah take over and fuck him. He watched in pure bliss as Noah showed him just how much magic and power he wielded in his ass.
“Oh, my God! Baby! You got pussy control,” Matthew moaned.
Noah moved his hips in a circular motion and flexed his walls on Matthew’s cock. He bounced on it but never let the length of it leave his body. All Matthew could see was Noah’s cheeks clapping. It felt like he was fucking ten different asses at the same time. It was intense and the best sex he had ever had.
Matthew’s eyes rolled, and his body began shaking. Noah was fucking him with his ass so good.
“Monty,” he called out. “Monty. Mon-TY! MONTY! MONTY! NOAH! OH MY GOD!” Matthew screamed.
With a loud pop sound, Matthew’s cock came out of Noah. His cock was covered in cream. Matthew was panting and breathing hard. Noah had this seductive look on his face. His eyes were full of wicked passion. It was a beautiful sight. A sight every top wishes they would see on the face of their bottom or every partner would see on their partner.
“Got damn! I love you,” Matthew exclaimed as he pulled Noah in for a kiss.
They moved back to the sofa. Matthew put Noah on his back. They shared more kisses as Matthew slid his heavy cock inside of Noah. He began to move in and out of Noah. He fucked him hard and deep. Each stroke made Noah’s wet pussy gush.
“Fuck me, Mateo,” Noah moaned. “Fuck me harder, bae.”
He pounded into him hard and fast. Noah stroked his fat cock to the beat of Matthew’s stroke. The walls of Noah’s anus throbbed as Matthew drilled him. The pressure in Noah’s ass became far too intense. Matthew’s cock hit his spot, and his cock erupted with cum.
“Fuck! I’m cumming,” Noah cried.
“You want my nut,” Matthew asked through his grunts of pleasure.
“Give it to me,” Noah groaned.
Matthew drove his hips faster and harder. He fucked Noah with a sense of pride and purpose. Their moans grew louder. Matthew felt it coming. He drove his cock as deep as possible inside of Noah. He let out a loud cry of happiness, and then he flooded Noah with his hot cum.
“Holy fuck. That was fucking amazing, Monty,” Matthew was exhausted.
“And we still have the kitchen, bedroom, and bathroom to christen,” Noah said in a matter-of-fact tone.
“I’m gonna need a Red Bull,” Matthew said shockingly.
Noah stood and began to walk away. Then he stopped and looked back at Matthew.
“If you can’t handle it, just let me know, and I’ll call Terrick and take him up on his offer,” Noah said playfully.
“Oh really,” Matthew asked in a shocked but equally playful tone.
Matthew jumped off the sofa and ran towards Noah. Of course, Noah ran. He was feeling playful, and most importantly, he felt safe in his relationship with Matthew for the very first time.
They ran around the loft, laughing. Eventually, Matthew caught Noah and carried him up the stairs to the bedroom. They fell on the bed and looked into each other’s eyes.
“Happy Valentine’s Day, Monty.”
“Happy Valentine’s Day, my Mateo.”
Their lips drew near each other, and then they sealed their night with another kiss followed by more hot, passionate lovemaking.
The following afternoon, they returned to Matthew’s apartment. Matthew wanted to grab a few items to take to Noah’s loft. When they entered, Crispin and Mark were sitting in the living room. Their dislike of Noah instantly showed on their face.
“Well, I guess you two survived Valentine’s Day. Guess we’ll see what Easter Sunday looks like,” Crispin said in a snarky voice.
Mark smirked at the lame comment. Matthew was about to speak, but before he could, Noah said something.
“I get it. The big bad bitch Noah is back. I hurt Matthew, and I’ve apologized to him, and he’s forgiven me. Mark, I owe you an apology. I used you, and it wasn’t right. There’s no excuse for that. I don’t expect you to forgive me or like me. I do expect you to respect my man. He’s your friend, and he deserves it. I will earn your respect over time because I’m not going anywhere. Matthew is stuck with me, and I’m stuck with him. No one is going to push me away. I’m here to stay. So, Mark, I’m sorry for using you and fighting you. I apologize from the bottom of my heart. Lastly, I didn’t steal Matthew from Luka. He’s always been mine. Everyone else has been a filler, but the main prize and attraction has always been me, and I’m here to stay. Hate it or love it. The choice is yours. Either way, I’m not bothered.”
The room was silent for a moment. Noah had indeed left them all speechless. Then Crispin finally broke the silence and spoke.
“Girl, fuck all that. How was the sex? That’s what we really wanna know. You took all that dick,” Crispin asked in this over-the-top fashion.
“Like a fuckin pro,” Noah responded.
“Yes, bitch!” Crispin jumped up and twerked.
“So, you just gonna talk about my dick like that,” Matthew asked Noah.
“Absolutely, and I expect you to brag about my body parts,” Noah said as he kissed him.
“You already know what you do to me,” Matthew said. “Nobody got an ass like my baby.”
“We don’t know,” Mark said. “How was it?”
“It was….” Matthew pulled his phone out, and Kings of Leon's “Sex on Fire” began to play. Everyone broke out into laughter.
“Epic response, Matthew Colby,” Noah said as he planted a kiss on his lips.
“Damn right, Noah Montgomery,” Matthew said as he grabbed a handful of Noah’s round ass.
“You two hoes are so nasty. I love it,” Crispin said, all giddy.
Crispin started to dance, and Noah quickly joined him. Mark stood up and gave Matthew a bro hug, and the two of them joined in on the dancing. Matthew looked at Noah, and he couldn’t help but feel at peace and in love. His heart had stirred in the right direction.
Seeing Noah defend their love and stand up for himself like that was the moment Matthew knew what he had been feeling all along. Noah was his equal. They were perfect for one another, and Noah would never leave his side. For once, they were both on the same page and willing to fight for each other no matter what.
He couldn’t help but wonder what had genuinely happened during their two-year break. Whatever it was, it pushed Noah to be the man Matthew always needed him to be. Just as Luka had pushed Matthew to finally grow up, accept himself, and be the person that Noah needed him to be. Together, they were and always would be Monty & Mateo.
TO BE CONTINUED...
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