“When you play it hard, and I try to follow you, there. It’s not about control, but I turn back when I see where you go. Are you going to age with grace? Are you going to leave a path to trace? When Oblivion is calling out your name. You always take it further than I ever can.”- Bastille (Oblivion)
November 2026
The ambulance pulled into MGH, sirens blaring. Heavy rain was still falling from the dark skies above. The paramedics quickly removed the stretcher from the ambulance, and a team of doctors took over. They rushed Noah into the trauma bay.
Noah was going in and out of consciousness. He could barely hear what was being said around him. Someone cut his shirt and pants open. Straight ahead of him, standing in the background, was his father smiling at him. Noah wanted to speak, but his father silenced him by placing a finger on his lips. Noah watched in wander, and then the muffled noise around him became clear. He could suddenly hear everything.
“Let’s get a head CT and chest x-ray, and let’s hang a unit of O neg,” the trauma surgeon called out.
“Looks like we may have a broken leg and arm. A possible pelvis fracture,” A female doctor said.
A doctor stood over Noah and moved his fingers back and forth. Noah understood that he was supposed to follow the fingers, but for some reason, he couldn’t. Suddenly, the ability to breathe became difficult.
The doctor standing over him said, “His airway is blocked. Let’s get a chest tube in him now and alert the OR that we’re coming in hot.”
Every nerve in Noah’s body came alive as the chest tube was inserted into him. He could feel all the pain from his injuries. It felt like the weight of the world was on him, and it was crushing him. In his mind, he spoke to himself.
“It’s too much. Just let go and float away. This is too much for you, Noah. It’s okay to leave,” he thought to himself.
His eyes began to flutter, and then the sound of the patient monitor went off, indicating that he was flatlining. He drifted off to a happy place, somewhere in his memories, where he felt safe.
March 2010
Noah was in the shower singing his heart out to Mariah Carey’s “Fantasy.” He was on vacation with Matthew. It's more like Matthew was on spring break, and they were spending it in Mexico like most college kids did.
Matthew barged into the restroom. He could see Noah through the shower glass and smiled at the view. The way the water was cascading down his backside was intoxicating. Matthew felt he was watching a vision of beauty. Noah turned and saw Matthew staring at him.
“How long have you been standing there,” Noah asked with a smile.
“Not long,” Matthew said as he pulled his shorts down and sat on the toilet.
Shocked, Noah asked, “What are you doing?”
“I don’t think authentic Mexican food sits well on my stomach,” he answered.
“Matthew Colby, don’t you dare unclench your ass cheeks while I’m in here,” Noah shouted.
Matthew laughed, “What? It’s not like you ain’t ever had your tongue in my ass before. You know I smell good.”
“Matthew, I’m gonna kick your ass,” Noah said as he tried to quickly rinse off.
“Noah, say hello to my little friends,” he said with a hard giggle.
***
Noah lay in the sand on the beach. The sun felt amazing on his skin. All he wanted was to spend the day relaxing near the water with the man who had stolen his heart. They had found a small beach and were the only ones there. They were able to relax and be free in their skimpy little swim briefs that did nothing to hide their incredible goods.
“Babe, come get in the water with me,” Matthew called out..
“I’m not in the mood to get my hair wet,” Noah said.
Matthew wasn’t taking no for an answer. He ran over, picked Noah up, and threw him over his shoulder. He started running for the water.
Noah screamed, “Matthew, put me down.”
Matthew ignored him. As he ran toward the cool waters, Noah slapped him on his ass, making it bounce. Matthew was unbothered.. He stood in the water with Noah still over his shoulders.
“Still want me to put you down,” he asked.
“Stop playing. You play entirely too much,” Noah yelled.
“Do I,” Matthew asked as he dropped Noah in the water.
“Mat,” he screamed as he splashed in the ocean.
The water was cold. Noah was soaking wet, and Matthew was laughing his ass off. The look on Noah’s face said he was pissed. Matthew quickly stopped laughing. He didn’t want Noah to be upset. He just wanted to have a little fun.
“Babe, I’m sorry. I just wanted to have a little fun,” he said.
“You’re lucky I love you,” Noah said as he pulled Matthew into a deep kiss.
Noah kissed his neck and then dragged his tongue across his chest and nipples. Matthew’s breathing started to become intense. Noah always knew just how to turn him on. He ran his fingers across the front of Matthew’s briefs.
Matthew’s cock was already swollen and ready for attention. Next, he pulled the briefs down, and Matthew stepped out of them. His colossal cock dangled in Noah’s face. Noah kissed the shaft and then the tip of Matthew’s dick.
“Oh, fuck yes,” Matthew moaned.
Noah jumped up, shoved Matthew into the water, and ran for the beach with his briefs in hand. He figured all was fair since Matthew decided to drop him in the ocean.
“Noah, you’re gonna pay for that,” Matthew shouted.
“I just wanted to have a little fun,” Noah said mockingly.
Matthew ran after him along the shore of the beach. They both were laughing. Matthew caught up with him and they fell in the sand and rolled around until Matthew was straddling Noah’s lap. Something changed as Matthew was staring at Noah. The last year and a half had been perfect. He wanted to celebrate how he felt in his heart with the entire world. Everyone needed to know that he belonged to Noah and Noah to him.
“Why are you staring at me like that, Mateo,” Noah asked.
“I love you. I want to spend the rest of my life loving you. Will you marry me,” he asked with such deep sincerity and passion.
“Boy, I know you did not just ask me to marry you without a ring,” Noah said with a degree of sass that only he could deliver.
Matthew couldn’t help but laugh. He knew Noah was serious, and he loved him for it. He took it as a yes and vowed to repeat the question once he found the perfect ring.
May 2010
Noah stood outside of the arena with Vivian, Rosa, Ashlyn, Cliff, and Uncle Bobby. So many people were wandering about in their cap and gowns. In the distance, Noah spotted Matthew walking toward them. He looked so astute in his cap and gown. Noah had never been more proud of him.
Noah shouted, “Here comes the graduate.”
The whole gang started to clap and cheer. Matthew was officially done at Emory University. Matthew’s heart was full of joy. The best part was that he was able to share the monument with Noah. As he approached them, he toyed with the ring box in his pocket.
The only thing that could make the day better was to ask Noah to marry him. Everyone went down the line, hugging him. Rosa was a proud mother. Finally, when he got to Noah, he looked him in the eyes, and he felt nothing but peace and joy.
“Well, how does it feel,” Noah asked.
“Feels great. Now we just have to get you to finish your last year, and we can set sail anywhere we want,” he said with a bright smile.
Noah laughed, “Is that right?”
Matthew nodded his head, “Yes. Tell me a secret, Monty.”
Noah whispered, “I know you have a ring in your pocket. You better not pull it and ask me to marry you. Today is all about you.”
***
Matthew's graduation party was a hit. Rosa insisted on something upscale and elegant. She rented out a huge venue and hired a live band. It was definitely an old-money vibes type of party. Noah found Matthew sulking at a table by himself.
“Why are you sitting here looking sad? Do I need to fuck someone up,” Noah asked out of concern.
“Yeah, you do. You need to fuck yourself up,” Matthew uttered.
Noah was stunned, “Me? Did I do something wrong?”
“I keep trying to marry you, and you keep fucking over me,” he said with a raised tone of voice.
Noah looked around nervously, “Don’t make a scene. I’m begging you.”
“I’m going home,” he said as he jumped up from the table and walked away.
Noah waited to make sure no one was watching them. He quickly followed behind him. Once they were out of eyesight, Noah quickly grabbed Matthew’s arm and pulled into the coat closet.
“Seriously, Noah, what do you want from me,” he asked on the verge of tears.
“I want you, Mateo. Always,” Noah said as he tried to touch him.
Matthew pulled away from him. He was upset and felt rejected at the highest level.
“Then why are you doing this to me,” Matthew asked.
“I’m still here. I haven’t gone anywhere. You graduated today, so the only focus should be on you. Tomorrow, everything shifts to me getting back into Columbia and us moving to New York. I mean, for Christ's sake, we can only get married in a few states. We’d have to figure all of that out. I just want to be present right now with you and only you.”
Matthew wiped his eyes dry, “You still love me and only want to be with me?”
“Only you for all the days of my life. I swear. It’s you and me forever. You’re my Mateo.”
Matthew kissed him, and Noah quickly kissed him back. Their hands found each other’s man parts, and they began to stroke each other through their clothing. Matthew turned Noah around and pushed him face-first against the wall.
They quickly pulled their pants down, and Matthew pushed his dick inside of Noah’s ass. There was no need for lube or anything. Noah’s body was used to Matthew’s long dick. His ass opened up, and he took it with ease. They kept their moans low, but their breathing was heavy.
“You belong to me forever,” Matthew declared.
Noah panted, “Always.”
Matthew slammed his dick in and out of Noah’s tight wet hole. He never got tired nor used to the warmth and tightness of Noah’s anus. They fucked almost daily. Their bodies responded to each other in ways no one else could make them.
Matthew always found himself in awe of Noah’s ass. He watched as Noah’s cakes bounced as he pounded him. The sight never got old. In fact, it was the reason for his high sex drive.
September 2010
The bed bounced, and the mattress squeaked. Matthew lay on his back, and Noah was bouncing up and down on his fat dick. The sun shone through the bedroom window, exposing the New York skyline. They were deep into their morning fuck.
Matthew’s balls had drawn up, indicating they had been going at it for a while now. Noah was kissing him and jerking his cock. Matthew was fucking up into him deep and had both his hands on Noah’s fat ass cheeks.
“Fuck me! Fuck me harder, baby,” Noah moaned.
He was helping him bounce up and down on his long dick. That dick had Noah’s ass wet and dripping all over Matthew’s cock. Their tongues danced in each other’s mouths. Matthew flipped Noah on his back and hammered his sweet ass.
“I want you to cum while I fuck you, babe,” Matthew demanded.
Noah stroked his cock harder and faster. His balls drew up, and then he ejaculated all over his stomach. Matthew fucked him a little harder. His dick spread him over and over till, finally, he flooded Noah’s ass with his hot cum.
Matthew roared, “FUCK!”
“How was that for some birthday sex,” Noah asked.
“Can that be my gift every year? You wake me on my birthday with some morning head, and then we fuck,” Matthew asked.
“Anything you want,” Noah said.
“Anything? So, if I ask you to marry me,” he asked excitedly.
“I have to get ready for class,” Noah said as he climbed out of bed.
Matthew watched him walk away. Noah was so sexy to him. He loved the way his ass bounced as he walked and as he fucked him. He didn’t want anyone else to have him. The idea of Noah being with someone else gave him heartache.
December 2010
Noah entered the dark house carrying bags of gifts. It was a little last-minute Christmas shopping. He walked towards the living room. He dropped the bags when he saw what Matthew had prepared.
He had set up a massage table in front of the Christmas tree. The white lights around the tree lit up the room. Matthew was lying face down on the massage table, completely naked. Some kind of way, he had cool whip covering the split of his ass.
“Wow, Christmas came early,” Noah said as he stepped out of his shoes.
Matthew said, “I figured we’d celebrate our two-year anniversary tonight since we will have both our families here the next few days.”
“I love you,” Noah said as he stripped out of his clothing.
“I love you. Now come eat this ass,” he said as he made his incredible ass wiggle.
Noah didn’t have to be told twice. He happily made his way over to Matthew with a big smile and lustful eyes.
Noah ran his tongue up Matthew’s leg, causing him to moan. He kissed each one of his round ass cheeks. He firmly gripped them and massaged them in his hands. Matthew’s breathing got a little heavy.
Noah licked his cheeks and then ran his tongue across the cool whip. Matthew pushed his ass up. Noah smiled and sucked on each cheek. He dragged his lips across Matthew’s ass over and over again.
“You’re teasing me,” Matthew said.
Noah buried his face in Matthew’s crack. He sucked the cool whip out of his ass. As he was doing that, Matthew took Noah’s growing cock in his hand and began to stroke it. Noah finally got to the center of Matthew’s ass, and he sucked his anus. Something metal went into his mouth. Noah pulled away, and an engagement ring fell from his mouth. Matthew had placed it in his ass.
“Are you serious? You put the ring in your ass?” Noah was stunned.
Matthew rolled over with his hard cock sticking straight up. He laughed, “What, you like eating my ass. Give me points for ingenuity.”
Noah rolled his eyes, “No to both.” He put the ring on the table and walked away.
“Seriously, Noah? What the fuck?” Matthew jumped off the table. “I’m tired of you saying no to me.”
Noah turned around, “Then stop asking. You’re acting like a kid who can’t fathom the idea of not having his way. So, you’re throwing tantrums in hopes that I will give in to your demands. I’m not one of those people, Matthew. You know badass kids like that make me mad.”
“I’m so stupid. You don’t want to marry me because I don’t want kids,” Matthew said as he slapped his forehead.
“Newsflash, you have a kid. Just because you refuse to acknowledge him doesn’t change the fact that he’s out there. Also, if that were the case, I would have left you the night Luka barged in and announced she was having your child,” he shouted.
“Then what is your problem? Just fuckin’ tell me! I can’t read your mind, and it's scaring me to think you don’t want to spend the rest of your life with me. All my heart knows is you! It won’t let me know anyone else, Noah. You’re my Monty. Tell me your secret, babe. Please.”
“I’m scared,” Noah yelled the confession, as he wiped the tears from his eyes. “We have had good highs and bad lows, and the last two years have been the best. I’m afraid that if we change anything, we could fall back into the bad, and that scares me. Because you can say you only love me, but whenever we break up, you always move on, and I stay stuck in love with you. I can’t live my life without you, so I’m afraid to change anything. I would love to marry you, but I’m scared, Matthew.”
“We made a promise. We were never breaking up again. I respect your fears, but if we never change, then we aren’t really living, and I want us to live life to the fullest. I will give you the time you need to feel more secure in our relationship so you know I’m in it till death do us part. Just tell me what I need to do to help you get there, Monty.”
“I don’t know what you can do.”
Matthew pulled him into a hug. He meant every word when he said he wasn’t going anywhere. They were stuck with each other till death.
January 2011
Of all things, Noah had chicken pox and had been running a fever all night. He was trying his hardest to make himself feel better, but nothing he did worked. He found himself stretched out on the sofa watching old episodes of Grey’s Anatomy with oven mitts taped around his hands to control his scratching. The door opened, and in walked Matthew. Noah was shocked that he was there. He had kicked him out of the house yesterday when he learned he was sick.
“What are you doing here,” he asked, slightly agitated.
“Well, according to Mama Vivian, you need to drink Buffalo Rock, take an oatmeal bath, and I need to rub you down with Calamine Lotion.”
Noah laughed, “Black people in the South swear by that damn Buffalo Rock method.”
“That’s just us Alabamians, period,” Matthew laughed. “So, I’m gonna run you a bath.
“Matthew, leave before you catch this plague against mankind.”
“Not a chance. You’re stuck with me for life, Monty.”
Matthew prepared an oatmeal bath for Noah. He washed him and rubbed his body down with the lotion. That evening, they lounged on the sofa together and watched old episodes of Greys. They were watching the ferry boat accident episode. Matthew had his head in Noah’s chest. The beating of Noah’s heart was soothing and enchanting almost.
“I thought you stopped watching after Shonda killed George,” Matthew asked.
Noah replied, “I needed to cry. Seasons 2-6 always bring out the waterworks.”
“Make This Go On Forever” began playing, and Meredith Grey was knocked into the harbor.
Matthew said, “I’d swim to the bottom of the ocean to find you. When you almost died back in high school, I went out of my mind. I couldn’t reach you. For days, I was sick. It felt like my world had been flipped. I’ll always find you in the dark or light. I’ll be there through sickness and in health. I love you, Monty.”
It occurred to Noah in that moment that Matthew had shown him every day for the last two years that he would always be there. He could have left each time he rejected his proposal, but he stayed. He stayed because he wanted to. Even with him being sick, he was there taking care of him. That made Noah smile.
“Mateo?”
“Yeah?”
Noah looked down at him, “Ask me again.”
Matthew smiled like a happy kid, “Noah Montgomery, you are the air in my lungs—the sun in my sky and the light to my moon and the stars of my galaxy. You give my life every emotion, and it makes me a better man. I want to spend the rest of my life giving you just as much love and joy as you give me. Will you please do me the honor of being my husband?”
Noah nodded and said, “Yes.”
Matthew kissed Noah and ran his hands all over his chest and stomach. He had no worries or cares about getting sick. All he cared about was being with the man he loved. Matthew stood up and stripped out of his clothing. Noah took hold of Mat’s throbbing penis and placed it in his mouth.
He sucked on the head of his cock and massaged his balls. He took Matthew deeper down his throat. Matthew slowly fucked Noah’s mouth. Matthew’s toes curled when Noah swirled his tongue around the shaft.
“Your mouth is so amazing,” he moaned.
Matthew pushed Noah back on the sofa and pulled his cock out. He spit on Noah’s cock and then took it in his mouth. Noah’s eyes rolled, and he let out a little moan. Matthew stroked him with his hand as he sucked on the head of his cock.
He moved his mouth further down the length of Noah’s cock. He took him deeper and moved faster up and down on his dick. He ran his tongue from the base to the head and then licked his balls.
Noah groaned, “Oh fuck, Mateo.”
Matthew stood up, and then he straddled Noah’s lap. He eased down on the long chocolate dick. It slowly spread his thick ass cheeks. Noah let out a loud moan. Matthew began to fuck himself on just the head. Little by little he took more until he was sitting entirely in Noah’s lap.
Once he had every inch inside, he began to bounce up and down. Noah placed his hands on Matthew’s round ass. Matthew worked his insides and made Noah’s dick feel affection. He moved up and down and round and round.
His ass bounced with ripples like a rock skipping the lake. Noah’s dick felt terrific, brushing against the walls of his ass. Matthew never wanted it to end.
“You should fuck me more often,” Matthew moaned.
“Whatever you want,” Noah said as he struggled to control the urge to pound him harder.
Their lips once again connected. Noah ran his hands up and down Matthew’s back, sending chills through his spine. Matthew’s anus started to become wet, and the juices from his ass leaked all over Noah’s cock.
Matthew grunted and said, “I want you to really pound me. I need it.”
He stood up and bent over the arm of the sofa. Noah fed his hungry hole his stiff meat. He pounded him hard and fast. Matthew’s ass began clapping and making loud sounds as Noah’s dick went in and out of him.
Matthew moaned louder. Noah gripped his waist and drove his dick inside of him. Each time he fucked him, his dick hit that sensitive spot in his ass. Matthew grabbed the arm of the sofa harder. He smiled a big smile as his hole got drilled over and over.
“Yes. Fuck me. Oh my God, yes, baby. Just like that. Fuck me, Matthew shouted.
“Mateo, I feel weak,” Noah mumbled.
He fell back on the sofa. His dick was still stiff as a brick. Matthew eased back down and started to bounce up and down on it again. He fucked himself harder and faster. Noah watched in amazement as Matthew transformed into a power bottom right before his eyes.
He slowed down, rolled his hip, and then bounced up and down again. The walls of his anus were soaking wet. Noah briefly fucked up into him. Matthew’s hole worked the dick gliding in and out of him.
His ass was screaming like a jelly-filled doughnut. His white cream was leaking everywhere. Noah’s dick was hitting all the right spots in his ass. He couldn’t help but moan and ride the dick. It was doing what a good dick does. It was fucking him like royalty.
“It’s so fucking good,” Matthew proclaimed as he bounced harder than before.
His dick was slapping Noah in the stomach and chest. Every slap left a mark of precum on Noah. Noah didn’t care. He was in paradise. That’s what Matthew’s ass felt like. It had his dick twitching inside of him. He knew he was on the verge of exploding.
“I’m gonna nut,” Noah groaned.
“Together,” Matthew said.
He started to stroke his cock as he rode Noah faster. Noah could feel it coming. His balls were churning double time. Matthew rode him harder and faster. His cock swelled in his hands.
Matthew grunted, “I’m bout to cum. Cum with me.”
Noah nodded his head in agreement. Matthew clenched his ass muscles and rocked back and forth. Noah let out a growl, and his dick fired off inside Matthew’s tunnel. Matthew’s cock throbbed once, and then he released three ropes of cum across Noah’s chest. They were exhausted, but most importantly, they were engaged.
November 2026
Ishmael lay naked on the bed. He looked up at Matthew with loving eyes. Matthew climbed into the bed and crawled between his legs. He leaned down and kissed Ishmael and then pushed his hard dick inside of him. He started to pound his hole with a horny need to cum.
Ishmael wrapped his arms around Matthew’s waist, and then his hands moved down his backside, and he grabbed hold of his ass and squeezed it.
Down the hall, MJ was in his room watching “The Vampire Diaries,” and Klaus had just killed Carol Lockwood. The song “Oblivion” by Bastille was playing on the show. For some reason, it made MJ think of Noah.
He picked up his phone and thought about calling him. He put the phone down, but then it rang. It was Vivian calling. He quickly answered, knowing she was sick with cancer and didn’t want to miss a single call from her.
“Hey, grandma,” he said cheerfully.
It was not the call he had expected. She delivered the news that Blair had given her all of fifteen minutes ago. His mouth dropped as she told him what happened. He dropped the phone and ran out of his room, screaming for Matthew.
Matthew was deep inside Ishmael when he heard his son's cries. He pulled out and quickly slipped a pair of pants on, as did Ishmael. He ran and opened the bedroom door. MJ broke down in his arms.
“My dad,” he cried.
***
As much as Matthew wanted to speed to the hospital, he knew he couldn’t. The rain was still coming down heavy with no end in sight. The elevator ride was probably the most painful. When they reached the ICU ward, Blair was the first person they saw standing there. His eyes were red. He had clearly been crying for a while.
“Where is he,” Matthew asked.
“I’m not family. They won’t let me see him,” he said.
“MJ,” Lola screamed and hugged her big brother.
Matthew walked to the nurse’s station, “I’m Matthew Colby. I need to see my husband, Noah Montgomery-Colby, right now.”
Matthew and MJ followed the nurse. They stopped just outside of the room. He was in a glass-like cubicle. There was a tube in his mouth. His arm and leg were in a cast. His face was bandaged up.
“Oh my God,” MJ gasped. “Is he going to be okay?”
Before the nurse could say anything, the room alarm went off. The PA announced code blue, and a team of doctors and nurses rushed into the room.
“What is happening,” MJ shouted. “Dad!”
“Left pupil is blown. He has a possible brain bleed. Let’s get back to the OR. Someone call and let them know we’re coming up,” the doctor said.
They rushed Noah out and back up to surgery. Something about seeing Noah in the hospital like that triggered Matthew. He felt himself going back in time to the night of his accident. There were so many questions about what had happened to him that he hadn’t bothered to think about. Now, he was being forced to relieve it.
In the OR, the nurse had finished shaving Noah’s head when the surgeon walked in. The second nurse gloved him, and he stood behind Noah.
“Noah, I’m Dr. Greene. My wife is a big fan of your writing, and she is eagerly awaiting the release of your second book, so you do not get to die today, not on my operating table. Let’s save your life. Scalpel”
The nurse placed it in his hand, and he made the incision in Noah’s head.
TO BE CONTINUED...
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