Confusion!
This is a chapter where I wanted to explore something I've never done before, It's not something that I am usually into but wanted to give it a go hear. I hope that you enjoy it and if not, just let me know what you think. It's just a small part in a story before a HUGE next chapter which is also my 100th post here.
The next few weeks have been super busy with plenty of work shifts and going onto the next stage of working; I haven’t had a good chance to talk to Ollie other than random messages here and there because we are just so busy and our schedules haven’t really matched up which we both understand as much as it’s disappointing.
Getting in from working a shift at the stadium, I’m super tired as I scroll through Instagram, and my eyes get drawn straight to a post.
“After 3 years at Virgin Atlantic… all good things come to an end but onto a new adventure very soon and 🏠”
I read the post, not believing my eyes, as I have to read it multiple times to take it in. I lay there stunned as I read the post repeatedly, surprised that Ollie is quitting Virgin Atlantic, an airline he loves working for, and I know he loves London.
After reading the post a fourth time, I know his schedule by heart because he tells me every time he gets a new one, so I ring him immediately.
Ollie: “Hey you…”
Me: “When the fuck were you going to tell me?”
Ollie laughs as I say that, as he knows what I’m referring to as I wait for an answer.
Ollie: “Guess you saw my insta post then”
Me: “Well yeah… when were you gonna tell me… and like why”
Ollie: “You know, I thought after 3 years in London and it was time for a change especially after I met someone special on a flight not that long ago who I just connected with and spend more time with him because he’s amazing and taught me so many things and just perfect”
My heart drops a lot as I feel like I’ve just been dumped into the friend zone that he has already met someone that he wants to date this person he met because they bring so much out of him. I know that Ollie and I will still be friends like we are now.
Me: “That’s cool, I mean you’re getting happy again and this guy sounds really good for you”
Ollie: “He absolutely is and probably doesn’t know it”
Me: “Well from the time we had together, I know you’ll make sure he knows”
Ollie senses something in my voice, and I can hear him going from laughing right now to a lot more serious with his concerned voice at me.
Ollie: “Are you ok Corey?”
Me: “Yeah… just tired after work”
Ollie: “Come on Cor… talk to me”
Me: “Nothing honestly….”
Ollie: “So then you know who I was referring to?”
Me: “How would I? I mean you don’t tell me much about the flights other than where you’re going”
I ask, confused because he was talking about a guy he met on a flight, but it would have to be someone that he met while working on one of his many flights as I am so confused as to who he could be referring to because if it was me, then we didn’t meet on the plane.
Ollie laughs as he hears me struggling to comprehend the idea he just raised and who he could have meant as he says that because he doesn’t think it should be so hard given how many hints he gave.
Ollie: “I’ll give you the benefit of the doubt because it’s late there but you know that I’ve been flying around the world repeatedly”
Me: “It’s only 11… so not that late”
Ollie: “Well fine there’s no excuse”
Me: “So I need to answer the cryptic clue of meeting someone on a flight that you take about what 8 a week…
Ollie: “Nah… think a bit closer to home… it can’t be hard to figure it out”
Me: “Well it is… give me a few minutes to get changed”
I put my air pods in as I’m standing there naked talking to Ollie as I change
Ollie: “Damn, am I missing you naked?”
Very quickly, I put on some sleep shorts I ordered that are probably a size too small, so they are tight and show a bit off, which Ollie would love the fact that I did that.
Me: “Not anymore… let me show you”
I put the call onto video mode and show off the shorts and my body, which hasn’t had a decent gym session in a long time and feels a bit beefier than when Ollie saw it, but I don’t think he cares.
Ollie: “HOLY FUCK… I could rip those shorts off for those thighs alone”
Hearing Ollie talk like that makes me feel good, even if I’m not exactly happy that he has his eye on someone else right now, as I know I will always enjoy what we had in London.
Me: “Mmm I wish you could right now”
Ollie: “How are things at home?”
Me: “Yeah, they are ok which is the same, my mother has come to terms with Jake though the pressure for grandkids has fallen into my lap a lot though and pressure for a girlfriend”
Ollie: “Oh… yeah that’s the sign that you know that there is a slight doubt about Jake”
Me: “They have said that they weren’t against it either so…”
Ollie: “Well that is a positive but who knows when it comes to things like that… I’m not having kids… uncle yeah, kids no”
Me: “That’s a big warning for the next Mr Ollie”
Ollie: “All this time and you don’t even know my surname”
Me: “Oops… but then I bet you don’t know what my surname is either do you?”
Ollie: “Actually I do know your surname young Mr Renwick”
Me: “Have you been stalking me?”
Ollie: “It’s literally in your profile”
Me: “Oh… yeah”
I laugh, but I still don’t know what Ollie’s surname is as nothing on his profile can ever tell me what his last name is, and probably getting this close to him means that I should have known what it is by now. The two of us talk a bit more as he circles back to the first point about the guy he met on the flight who changed his life so much that he wants to quit his dream job to be with him.
Ollie: “Do you know who I was referring to about the guy I met on the flight yet”
Me: “I still have no idea who it could be, like I don’t know the ins and out of who you meet on the flight”
Ollie lets out a little sigh, I don’t know whether he’s frustrated at what I said or not, but his clue hasn’t been that strong for me to work out who he could mean because he did say he had some Music star on the flight but I don’t know.
Me: “Sorry… I’ve just had a long day and probably being really dumb tonight… I don’t know who to think you met while you were working on a flight”
After what I thought was a frustrated sigh, Ollie lets out a laugh and insightful ahh comment, which makes me wonder if he’s hit the reason that I thought he couldn’t think of who and why he was coming home.
Ollie: “You’re making a big mistake then… because I never said that I met the guy on a flight I was working now did I?”
Me: “Well where else would you met a guy on a flight? Maybe one that stopped you know in Singapore…”
I sit there for a minute as the penny finally drops, and I’m glad that we went off video chat because I feel so embarrassed right now about who he was referring to this whole damn time, and I am in shock because why would it be me.
Ollie: “So now do you know who I was referring to? The guy off the plane”
Me: “There is no way that you could’ve been talking about me”
Ollie: “Why? Everything I said was about you? Meeting you was the perfect thing that I needed in my life after all the dramas”
I lay on my bed, totally shocked right now about what Ollie has to say about me, which takes me by pure surprise because I didn’t think that I would have had that effect on him even though I know he had a huge effect on me.
Ollie: “Are you still there Corey? Hello?”
Me: “Yeah… yeah… just surprised”
Ollie: “Well it is you… anyways sorry to run but I’ve gotta head off to pick Rosie up from the Dentist”
Me: “Yeah ok no worries… talk to you soon”
I get off the call with Ollie totally stunned that for the most part, he is quitting the job at Virgin Atlantic, which he can’t ever talk highly enough about and he says it is the greatest thing in his life, and he said just a few weeks ago he could see himself there in 10 years and beyond to quitting and moving back to Australia. The fact that he then says that I’m a big part of the reason why he wants to come back to Australia makes me special, but then at the same time I know that our relationship isn’t a romantic one even though the feelings I have for him are more than friends, but I don’t know whether there is any romance between us long term.
The thought of being with Ollie like that scares me because if he comes back to be with me then what happens if things don’t work out the way that they are meant to and what if he came back for romance but at the same time, I don’t want that, and it makes the reason why he comes back not work out and it all goes pear-shaped.
Laying on my bed, I know that Ollie told me not to overthink things but how can I not because as much as I didn’t want to leave him at all in London, being back in Australia is going to make it harder because this is where we are both from so people will know us and maybe figure something out.
All I can think about in bed is rather than having Ollie in my arms cuddled up to me, what the situation would be had we had a fight because we didn’t want the same thing and were breaking up. I can’t sleep, panicking and sweating about all the bad stuff that could happen because I know he says he doesn’t have any expectations for anything with us, and our friendship helps him.
I sit up in bed and close my eyes, just telling myself to breathe and stop focusing on the bad and then control my breathing as I think about it and remind myself, “I just have to control what I can and not worry about what I can’t”
Calming myself down, I fall asleep and think about that first night where Ollie and I had sex, which was nothing I expected to happen, let alone bottom, but it was amazing. The connection we had was nothing like I had ever had before, and the way he gets me is perfect. The two of us just get each other, and I guess that is why Ollie has made the decision he has to come back to Australia because we’ve just learnt so much from each other in the past few months.
The thought of him coming back is still playing havoc on my mind because I never expected to see him this soon again and I thought that it would be after I started to get things in my mind settled about everything, but given that it’s only going to be a short time before he’s back I’m really not going to get focused.
I fall asleep for a while and try to remind myself that there are no obligations for me to do anything with Ollie and that he understands where I’m coming from and he said, in particular, that he doesn’t think about a full-on relationship at the moment as I still don’t know what happened.
Getting up, I still can’t believe that Ollie is coming back to Australia permanently because the fact that we just met each other and he is seemingly my closest friend these days and that I talk to him a lot more than most of my friends and it is getting harder to keep the fact that I’ve got a friend in the UK that I talk to all the time and that my feelings for someone are getting romantic.
Trying to comprehend the feelings, I decide that I need to get some advice so I text my brother to see if he can catch up with me so that I can get his advice about the situation on life without hopefully giving away too much about my life and the situation I’m in.
Me: “Hey bro… you wanna catch up today, need your advice”
Jake: “Sure bro, Tyler is heading out this afternoon so meet me at the gym about 11”
Me: “👍”
I get out of bed properly, this time before taking a shower and walking out to the dining room, as my parents are awake and already up and at it, given that it’s about 9:00 already and they are up and doing.
“Morning Corey”, Mum says as she’s sitting on her laptop chatting away with my aunty on Messenger, who lives in Canada. “Corey, are you home today or working?” she asks as I don’t know if this is a loaded question or not because I never know whether my mother is going to ask me a question just out of curiosity or that something is behind it.
I stand for a minute “I’m heading to Jake’s for a while this afternoon because I wanted to catch up with him a bit more because he wants to catch up like we used to hang out on the weekend” I stand there a bit nervously but Mum looks at me.
“Ok no worries, just wanted to know if you’d be home for dinner because I’m going to the show tonight with the girls from school remember and Dad’s working,” she says which is good because I thought that she’d get annoyed that I’m getting to see Jake’s new apartment which she and Dad still haven’t seen the apartment yet and that they don’t think that I have either.
I get in the shower and let the water come down my body before trimming my body a bit, which probably doesn’t need it because I am definitely not getting any action anytime soon, but at the same time, I much prefer to be smoother and cleaner.
Getting out of the shower, I get dressed, putting on one of the T-shirts I bought in London and some jeans and tell Mum I’m heading out and I don’t know whether I’ll be home before she leaves, so I tell her to have a good time.
The train station isn’t exactly close, but I don’t really want to drive my car, so I just listen to music and walk to the station before heading to my brother’s, meeting him outside the gym as he walks out in a loose singlet top still sweating and showing off his improving body.
“Sup bro”, he says as he wants to pull me in for a hug, but I tell him not to worry about it with how sweaty he is, and he laughs before we start walking up to his apartment. “It should just be the two of us this arvo. Tyler is going to do some nonsense thing. I don’t know what it was, and he did tell me not to bother coming because he knew it was going to be boring.
We walk up to the apartment “Did Mum know you were coming here?” I nod my head as my brother looks surprised that Mum didn’t invite herself or get annoyed, which I mean after our conversation the other day. I think Mum took a lot of what we had to say to heart and doesn’t want to helicopter over our lives.
Jake gives me the code to get into the apartment anytime which he has only given to me and to Tyler’s twin brother Charlie for us to both crash at because we work late and often need space away from our parents. The two of us head into the apartment, and I walk in first, straight on Tyler’s naked butt bending over as he dries himself off.
“Well, that’s a view,” my brother says as Tyler turns around with the towel covering his front as I laugh and smirk as the towel seems to be hanging off his hung cock. “Oh… shit… oh, it’s you, Corey,” he says, not really fussed that I’ve seen his hot muscled ass right now as I check it out more these days as his body is so firm, muscled and smoother than it used to be.
I laugh “Hey Ty”, I say as he grabs a pair of Silver steel Calvin Klein briefs that enhance a huge bulge and I can imagine why my brother loves to get fucked and is in love with Tyler with that body; Although, his warm and kind personality is also amazing which I have seen many times when he has helped me out.
I’m trying so hard not to check out my brother’s boyfriend as all I can think about is what it would be like to have Tyler kissing me and pinning me down as I’ve gone into a totally different world right now as my brother says to me that he needs to shower and change.
Tyler is still standing there in his briefs as my heart rate is absolutely racing as I look at his Asian muscled body. Tyler’s Mum was born in the Philippines, and his Dad was born in New Zealand, so he has taken a lot of his genetics from his Mum about the way he looks, but the Pacific island background of his Dad gives him a lot of the colouring and body structure.
I have to look out the window as he talks to me because I’m getting so turned on by the muscled body as he keeps walking around in that pair of briefs as he talks to me from the adjoining kitchen “Coffee Corey?” he says as I nod my head because Tyler used to be a barista so makes an amazing coffee.
Walking over to the kitchen, I see Tyler standing there still, just in the briefs, not making any other effort to put anything on “What are the stats these days?”
Tyler always loves talking about him “Just cracked 100kgs this week which is about what I want to peak at”, he says as when I first met him all those years ago he was nowhere that big which has turned him even hotter. Looking at Tyler, I take the coffee and sit down on the couch wondering if my brother and Tyler have had sex on this couch as I have to tell myself to settle down and not let this happen.
I put the coffee down, and Tyler talks to me about Soccer for a bit and, trying to tell me why Arsenal is a better team but with him this close to me, my mind is racing, but I quickly snap back to reality or at least I think I do when I see Tyler still standing in his briefs but now starting to straddle me as I feel his soft lips kiss mine.
“Fuck you’ve always been so damn hot too… wonder if you’re as hung as your brother”, he says to me as I feel my heart racing right now, sweating in fear that my brother’s boyfriend is coming onto me right in the very apartment that he is going to live with my brother forever.
I sit there as I feel Tyler’s soft lips pressing mine apart as he pushes his tongue into my mouth and any consternation is gone as I feel his tongue against mine and I start to moan, making out with Tyler as he keeps kissing me and my hands start to explore his firm body.
Running my hand over his big muscled pecs, I hear him moan, and I don’t care if my brother discovers us right now as I keep running my hand, and Tyler pushes his hand down my shorts and cups my full balls right now. The size of Tyler’s muscled, hard body overshadows me as I slide down out of my shorts and just have my boxer briefs on as he pushes me down onto the couch and climbs on top of me.
I know that I should be saying that this is wrong, but right now, I’m so in heat and horniness that I can’t waste this opportunity as Tyler kisses me and works his tongue down my body. The way he goes down my body is like he knows instantly where to get me turned on, but I think he is just using everything that he does to Jake.
Laying there, I’m now completely naked as my cock jumps and Tyler smiles at me “Fuck you are as hung as your brother”, he says as I smirk and feel his big hand wrapped around it and make it jerk as it is already leaking pre-cum and I don’t want him to let me blow yet.
Tyler still has his briefs on as he presses right up against me and I can tell how hung his cock is as it is rock hard and pressing right up against me as he moves down and his firm grip on my cock is only met by the feeling of his tongue running down the shaft and swirling around the head.
“HOLY FUCK”, I say as Tyler tells me to keep it quiet so my brother doesn’t find out, but it’s hard to keep quiet because Tyler hits all the right points with his tongue. It’s so slow and sensual as he goes down further and easily deepthroats my cock as he goes all the way down and his nose hits my skin.
Closing my eyes, I hear Tyler slurping as my hand goes over his freshly cut short hair and push it down not that it needs much help as my body is shuddering every time he sucks my cock, and then I start to feel my load coming, and I can’t say pull off before I send load after load down Tyler’s eager throat that he just swallows without doing anything else but sucking and swallowing.
I don’t know how long this has been going on as my brother walks out of the bathroom in just his towel standing there. “WHAT THE FUCK? TYLER… COREY…” he says, looking at the two of us as I feel panicked and can’t speak right now as I should owe my brother an explanation.
Laying there, I have zero control right now, and I can’t even get half a sentence out as I worry about what my brother is about to do until I get the shock of my life and he drops his town. I know I’ve seen my brother naked, but his body has turned into one just as amazing as Tyler’s, as he has beefed up a lot, and his cock is huge as he stands there.
“When was I getting an invite into this party,” he says as he stands there, and I watch his naked body now standing there, pulling Tyler towards him and sliding off his briefs as my cum is on and in his mouth still, and they kiss while I’m laying there.
Looking up at my brother and Tyler kissing, the sexual energy and passion they have for one another as my cock is rock hard, and I’m jerking it watching them before I feel a hand pull me up so the three of us are together and I don’t know who I’m kissing right now but it feels good as the body heat of the two muscled guys is radiating onto me.
The three of us feel so connected together because I sense the love that Jake and Tyler have for each other then the connection between the three of us knowing each other for so long radiates as I moan into what I establish is Jake’s mouth and I know this is so wrong but I can’t stop myself from doing it right now.
I’m the shortest of the three of us but can feel the cocks all pressing together as I reach down and grab them, jerking them and rubbing them all together; the boys moan loudly as I get down on my knees, ready to serve them both.
On my knees, I have both cocks in front of my face and I have them together in front of me as I lick both the heads and press them against each other, jerking them together before opening my mouth and getting both heads into my mouth as I look up and see Jake and Tyler kissing each other making out. The moans as they kiss and me swapping between their cocks is amazing right now, and I’m so turned on that I’m jerking my cock as I suck on each cock, trying to take it further, still being an amateur though a natural I’m quickly able to go down and take more of it down my throat.
I suck on the cocks and make the two boys moan loudly right now so that I can make sure they are in ideal pleasure before I get pulled up and Jake takes his turn on his knees. The feeling going through my body right now is so weird because the windows are open and the views of the city and Harbour so the whole of the city is going about its normal Saturday right now but I can feel the heat of the sun going through the window on our bodies which are now even hotter than before I realise that Tyler is completely hairless.
The two of us make out as my brother continues to swap between the cocks. “Fuck you are so hot Tyler”, I say as I don’t know what it is about the fact that I’m getting it on with my brother’s boyfriend right now as he is essentially cucked by being on his knees sucking cock while I make out with his boyfriend.
Tyler pulls away from the kiss and looks at me with a smirk. “You’ve always wanted to fuck me, haven’t you, Corey?” he says as right now my sexual urges are just taking sole control of me, and I can’t believe that I’m in this situation, but I nod my head and wonder what is coming next.
I watch as Tyler pulls my brother off the floor and kisses him right now as they continue to make out and I rub my hands over their body as they pull me in and continue to moan loudly as we just know what is turning each other on like we have done this so many times. Tyler stands there as I look at his firm muscled body, completely naked, the sweat running down the perfectly formed chiselled body like it was made from marble and Tyler is a god out of a movie.
Not having too much experience sexually, I stand there as Jake tells me where to go and I watch Tyler lay down on the couch and I get first use on his tight ass hole as he spreads his legs open and his smooth pink hole which looks almost virgin right now and even though I know that he has been fucked it feels like I’m getting the pleasure to put my hard 7 inches into that tight hole.
My cock seems to grow as I push it in, and Tyler moans loudly. “FUCK… OH FUCK YOU’RE BIG”, he says as I push it in and start to see his face tense up. I’m quickly learning that my brother is more of the bottom between the two of them as Tyler tries to get used to having my cock in his ass.
I start slowly to push in as Jake is standing there watching and I feel his hand exploring my chest as he kisses me passionately and I think it’s the fact that we know that this is so wrong that is what is making it hotter than we could have ever imagined. The two of us know that this shouldn’t be happening, but we can’t help it as I’m having my first threesome, and in my head, the fact that I’m doing this with my brother and Tyler makes this feel even more right.
The pounding on Tyler’s hole continues to go harder as I’m trying to fuck him and put all the power in my thighs through Tyler’s body which is not that much compared to his but I can hear him moaning. “Fuck yeah Corey, fuck my tight hole,” I say as he continues to moan, and Jake climbs over his face and starts to feed him his hard 9-inch cock as Tyler sucks it and moans onto the cock as I keep fucking Tyler’s ass.
The groans turn me on even more, and even though I’m nowhere near as muscled and ripped as Tyler and Jake, I feel so pumped that I might as well have huge pecs and biceps like the boys right now as it’s just pure testosterone-filled fucking right now. Jake continues to fuck Tyler’s mouth as he takes all of the cock down his throat with ease, and my cock rips his hole apart as I think that right now I’ve grown at least an extra inch or two inside the pink, almost virgin Asian ass right now. Tyler moans and before he can say anything, I’ve started to fill him up with my cum as rivers of the hot white load start to pump through his hole and I keep blowing until all the energy is drained out of me and I fall back on the floor as my brother very swiftly moves in and starts to push his cock into Tyler’s ass.
I lay there trying to grasp my breath as the way my brother goes onto Tyler’s hole is almost animalistic, there is almost no sort of care or sensuality in the way he fucks his boyfriend’s hole, but it’s just pure pounding as sweat runs off his body and onto Tyler’s abs as he is about to blow his own load of hot cum.
Watching my brother fuck, is what I think is one of the hottest things ever as I can start to see him throw his head back and start blowing his load into the tight hole of Tyler which is now stretched out and filled with cum after being fucked by the two brothers and I see him blowing massive loads of cum. Tyler lets out so many high-pitched moans before Jake pulls out, and I’m lying on the floor as Tyler kisses me, and Jake climbs over the two of us to kiss as I look out the window thinking about what happened.
I look out the window for a while and hear my brother’s voice, “Corey… Corey… hello, you there”, it shakes me back to reality as I realise what just happened and that I’d just been imagining having a threesome with my brother. “Oh… uh… sorry was just thinking about something,” I say as I realise that my cock is rock hard after what I saw between Tyler and Jake.
Jake quickly puts on a pair of white shorts but stays shirtless as I look at Tyler, who is dressed now, and I’m so overwhelmed by the whole thing that I get up. “Shit… I mean, I need to go…” I say, almost rushing to the door as my heart is racing, and I’m panicked as my brother grabs my shoulder.
“What the fuck is wrong? Just sit down and talk it out,” he says, not even getting close to realising my issue as Tyler has his white shirt clinging to his muscled chest and tight Navy Blue pants, and he kisses Jake and hugs me to say goodbye.
I smile and feel nervous, feeling his muscles press against me, which isn’t the first time ever, but right now, it feels different as he leaves, and my brother pushes me back to the couch and sits down.
Jake sits down with his coffee and looks at me “What’s going on Corey?”
