Trip To Memory Lane
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I woke up and found that Ethan was in my bed. I looked at my cute boy. Oh, he was sleeping naked on his stomach. It was so hot we were not using any blankets to cover in the night. So, there he was sleeping beside me with his bubbly butt just in front of my hard dick. Oh, last night was kind of hazy after Ethan had sucked me and after I had given him a rim job. I remembered his soft butt and how it felt to squeeze it. I looked at him sleeping and started thinking -
Two years ago, I was getting Ethan's laundry. The boy usually kept his things arranged as I taught him, but today even his bed was not made. He was out at Will's and has been out a lot lately. I collected his clothes and his underwear. I found something I was not expecting. A white cloth was hanging near his pillow below the mattress on the bed. I raised the mattress and took it out. It was the underwear; I had thought I lost. I took it out as it was still wet a little. I smelled it and I knew. He has been using it as a cum rag. I stood there near his bed. He has started jerking off and why does he have my underwear? I was very confused. I found a diary few more of my jock strips, briefs. He had a whole collection of my underwear and I could see stains of cum on all of them. Did he steal them from my room? He has been careful cause one of the underwear I had lost almost a year ago, one I lost near the pool, one in the gym, and the rest I don't even remember. He has been with me at most places and he has been taking them. What is going on with him? I was mad at him and just gathered all my underwear and the diary put it on the bed and sat in front of it. I just sat staring at it for a while then I started reading his diary and was shocked to read it.
"Hey, diary. I am not going to give you a name cause I do not want to miss you if I lose you someday or something happens to you. Today I turned sixteen. I am really happy and Dad is too. I think he will take me camping again. He has been taking me since I was four. Will said he would teach me some stuff. I don't know where he learns things but he knows a lot about everything. He is really smart and handsome. He is the best and I like him a lot. He is the second person after Dad I like the most.
You know I have a few questions I have to ask him on this trip. I see Adam's mom kissing his forehead and saying bye to him when he leaves and Will's too although she kisses my forehead too sometimes but she is Will's mom. I want to know about my mum. Dad does not talk about her. All he had told me was that she died and nothing else. I tried to ask him before but he dodged the question but today is my birthday he won't deny me today. He will tell me. I don't know what happened but she must have loved me right I don't have even a picture of her. Dad didn't keep her any pictures I don't think he loved her. I know Dad loves me and has been taking care of me my whole life but I want to know about her too. She was my mum and why did Dad just tell me the truth if she hurt him or he hurt her or I don't know what happened between them. But at least he will show me her picture. I didn't say it to Dad but I always feel sad when I see my friend's mum and how she loves them. I want my mother to do that for me too. Why did you leave me mum? Why did you take her God? At least you could have let me see her. Please just ask Dad to tell me about her...."
I closed the diary and my eyes were filled with tears. My Ethan was hurting and keeping this from me. I knew I had to tell him someday but he was not ready yet. He just turned 18 and I can't tell him about Eva the women who didn't even look at her son. How can I tell my sweet boy that his mum didn't want him? He will be destroyed. I have to cancel the trip and just spend the time here. I have to avoid him for a few days and then maybe he will drop his request. I cancelled the trip and he was so sad and disappointed he didn't talk to me for days. I was hurting to see him hurt and when I couldn't hear his voice for days. At first, I felt like every bone and muscle in my body was being stung by needles and it hurt me. I felt pain and then it was like my heart had stopped beating. I tried everything to make him talk to me but nothing worked. I asked his friend Will to help me and I don't know what he did but he came out of his room after 2 days and hugged me. I was so relieved and happy to hold him in my embrace. I held him for a few minutes and then we pulled away.
"I am sorry Dad. I know you were busy and couldn't take me to camp in the woods and I acted like a child. I am really sorry." He said to me.
"Oh baby, I am the one who should be sorry. I ruined your birthday and I am really sorry son. I wish I could have taken but I couldn't." I replied although it was a lie but not completely. I could not take him to camp and it was true because I cannot have him his heart broken by truth. I knew he would be angry and would probably hate me for some time but he would come around and he did.
"I love you, Dad," he said and I looked at him. He looked happy. I know he loves his friend Will. I don't know what I said but he got me back my son and I will always be thankful for that.
"I love you too son," I said and I hugged him again. I saw Will standing behind him. I mouthed " Thank You" and he smiled at me.
I had dodged a bullet that day and I continued to read his diary every day after that. I know it's a privacy violation but he was keeping things from me and hurting and I needed to know about it. During the time he didn't talk to me, I had forgotten about the diary but after I made up I remembered and I started reading again after he was gone to school.
"Well, Will taught me something today and it was amazing. He taught me how to jerk off. And I felt great. Touching my dick and stroking it felt really good. And when my duck oozes out white liquid, cum as Will says it. Oh, it felt so good and I was so relaxed. I cummed twice today and Will was just beside me. We have seen naked each other but today was different. We sat there stroking our dick and all I could think was that I want to touch his dick. I think I am falling in love with him. I have heard guys at school talk about life and how it feels. I don't know about it but when I looked at him today he looked somehow more handsome and beautiful. I wanted to kiss his lips and touch his dick but I couldn't. What if he didn't like me back or thought that this was weird? I cannot lose him, diary. You will have to keep it a secret. I cannot talk to anyone about this. I will ask Dad about our trip plan after the birthday party. He must have prepared for it as we always leave in the morning."
I felt again guilty about not taking him for camping and hiking. And was smiling that he likes his friend Will. “So, he is gay I think. Or maybe bi.” And I started reading again it was the next entry.
"I hate him, he just canceled the trip. I asked you to make him tell me and you made him do this. You hate me too God. I won't ask anything from you ever again. I hate you, dad. Why can't you just tell me what I want? I don't know how but u must have known I was going to ask something. U r not a good dad...."
I stopped reading. Did he hate me that much? Am I not a good father? Oh god, I felt like someone just stabbed me in my heart. My boy hated me and probably still hates me. Should I tell him? But he is only sixteen he can't handle the truth. I was struggling with my thoughts. I read ahead and a few entries were all filled with only one thing. He wrote everything that he wanted to say to me but didn't. Every way that he could think of expressing his hatred of me. I couldn't read anymore and put it back where it was.
I paced around in my living room thinking about what I read. I cannot confront him about this. I just violated his privacy and even if he gets past that then there is the question about his mother. I won't lie to him again if he asks. What do I do? I tried talking to Neil he was busy and I just spent my day walking and lying.
In the evening, he came home. He got hurt during practice. I quickly cleaned his wounds, applied some medicine, and started taking care of him. He wasn't that badly hurt but needed a few days rest so I stayed by him taking care of him. Totally forgot about the diary and stuff and our lives continued.
And again after Adam had sucked both of us, I was gathering his laundry when I remembered about the day I found his diary and my underwear. I hadn't talked about my underwear to him. I thought a little and I don't know why I took out his diary and started reading. It was a new one. He had started a few months back. There were few entries there.
"Hey, diary it's been months since I have written. You know that I love Will and I try to show it to him and hope that he will notice it. I tried to talk to him but I couldn't say it to him. Sometimes he looks at me and I feel like he knows my feelings but next he acts like he is just my friend. He had been dating a few guys and has stopped sharing his date stories with me. All he tells me is that he didn't continue with anyone. I guess he likes a new guy every few days. He was not like this at all. He was sweet loving and caring. We talk but there is no depth there. I don't know if I did something or said something. He acts like a friend but I don't know why he is doing this. And I am so stupid that I love him even after that.
And you know about him, my dad. I have been stealing his underwear without knowing him. I have seen him naked and jerking off, even fucking some girls and guys. He tries to avoid bringing someone home but I know he needs to have sex too. He is just a man. And man, I hate every one of his dates. Why can't he see me? Am I not good-looking or hot? I have been in love with him since before I know what love is. I know it's confusing. He is my father and I have feelings for Will. But I cannot control it. I love them both. I know I can't have something real and steady with Dad but I just can't get him out of my head. He is just so damn hot. I learned a few things and I know that he loves a big butt man. I have been watching his dates, he tries to be discreet and bring his date home when I am not home or go to the hotel. I have been tailing him. I know it's wrong and stalking my own dad. It's bad and I am a bad person but I see now. On every date, he has had an ass like a watermelon. So, he wants a big butt I will give him that.
I have started exercise for my butt and I am trying everything to make it look big. Two months later and now I can see the results. My butts have started showing. My birthday is next month and I will rock his world. He won't know what hit him. ...
So, it worked. I just wore a really short jockstrap and showed him my ass. I know he was staring at me. I know he cannot resist me now. He will be coming to my room soon. And I will put on a show for him. I will show him that I am all grown up. He will have to notice me. Oh, I will tell you later he will be coming soon. I saw him get hard. He hid it behind the counter but he will come to watch.....
Oh, I am so happy, he came and saw me naked jerking off, and the porn I put on for him. He will think now that I am into older guys. I saw cum on my doorstep. He must have cum there. Oh, it's working….
I asked Adam to come home. I know he has been drooling at my dad and asking me to let him suck dad. I thought I should complete his wish. Oh, it worked like a charm. He did not resist Adam. He sucked dad and then both of us as I caught them. Adam was in heaven and got loads from both of us. So now he has started to see the man I am now. I am going to be eighteen and I am in love with two men I want them to fuck me but not a single one of them wants to even see me for who I am. He was looking at me the entire time. I have a two-inch smaller dick but I will pass him soon. Dad, you will fuck me and it will be soon. I know you want to fuck my ass and you will get what you wish."
I was shocked to read this. I had forgotten about reading his diary and now he wants me to fuck him. He is in love with me but how can I? I cannot, I cannot fuck him, no I cannot I have to stop this. I cannot fuck him he is my boy. I cried reading this. He has been planning everything for a while, showing his naked body. Now that I think, it was his idea to stay at home in only briefs or underwear, shirtless. Damn, that kid is smart and devious. I was proud and angry at him at the same time. I wanted to confront him about this but I didn't want to hurt his feelings. He was my boy and he had fallen in love with his dad. I thought about talking to Neil but I don't know where the man was busy. I couldn't get hold of him. You have read what happened next. I tried so damn hard to resist him. But I was attracted to him as much as he was to me. The morning, he had fucked my ass, I lost my will to fight about my desires. I knew soon I will fuck him and he asked me to fuck him several times now. Oh, and I want to, I want to fuck my son. What is wrong with me? I fucked Dean and all I was thinking about was Ethan. I fucked him hard thinking I was fucking Ethan. I have been avoiding him and when he asked why I don't want to fuck him I thought about telling him but couldn't muster the strength. But now I had to tell him and that is what this trip has been about. Ethan knew he would get his way with me when we were alone. He was devious and assumed he would show off himself and I wouldn't be able to resist him and he was right. The first thing we did was to let him suck me and I rimmed his ass. And now he was sleeping in my bed naked on his stomach ready to be fucked but I have to tell him everything before I fuck him, even about his mother.
I slipped out of bed quietly and went to the bathroom. After I had taken a shower, I came out and he was not there on his bed. I assumed he would be in his room. I got ready for the hike and prepared some breakfast. I yelled his name to come for breakfast he didn't reply or come out. I went to check his room and to my surprise, he was not there. I checked the bathroom and then the entire cabin. I checked near the cabin and went towards the lake. It was early morning and no one should have been here this early. I walked towards the lake and I was frozen seeing what was happening.
Ethan was on his knees, two 30-year-old men, almost with the same physique as me stood in front of him. They both had their shorts on the ground naked from the waist down. I saw Ethan take turns sucking their dicks. He was wearing his tank top and his little shorts which were almost like underwear. I could see he was hard but had his dick inside still. He didn't have his hand free to stroke it. The two men looked very similar like they were brothers. They had a skin-tight T-shirt on which was almost transparent, soaked with their sweat. They must have been running and Ethan found them. I don't know what could have happened that led to this. At first, I thought maybe they were forcing my boy to suck their big hard dicks. They were big like Ethan, a little girthier though. But then I saw Ethan's expression he was enjoying it. The boy was acting like a slit taking turns on both their dicks. And both hung men moaned in pleasure praising him. I couldn't move and stood there watching them. Sweats were dripping from their body as it was hot even in this early morning. Soon I saw one of the men grab Ethan's head and start thrusting more vigorously and soon he shot his load and then it was the next guy's turn. He came in quickly too. They both high-fived and put back their shorts on. They looked at the hot young man in front of them kneeling and swallowing their cum. They smiled and said,
"We will see you soon Ethan. Maybe you could come to visit our camping site or invite us to your cabin."
Ethan just nodded and they both walked away. I couldn't stop now and walked up to him. He was now standing and took out his dick and was stroking softly. He spat some of the hot men's cum on his dick and used it as lube. I reached him and he saw me but didn't react and continued.
"Ethan, you know you cannot be giving head to everyone you meet. What if they were bad guys?"
I said looking at him, a bit of anger and disappointment was on my face which I could not hide.
"I am sorry Dad. I was horny and you were in the shower. I came out to run and hoped it would go down. But it didn't so I took it out and was stroking when the two guys came from behind. They startled me and we got to talking and one of them asked if I would be down to suck him. I was horny so I obliged and I sucked both of them. They were pretty gentle and did not try anything."
"Okay, but next time think before engaging a stranger. Finish up so we can have breakfast it is getting cold." I said and waited for him to finish his jerk-off. He stroked faster now but he was nowhere near done.
"Dad, I don't think my hand will do the trick. Can you help me?"
He looked at me with his green eyes and I saw hunger in them. He wanted to suck his dick out in the open. I didn't oppose and got on my knees. He grabbed his dick and started teasing my mouth. He touched his dickhead on my lips and forced it inside making me open my mouth. It slid in and I started sucking it. Well, it was not the first time but doing this out in the open was new and kind of exotic. I started sucking on his dickhead and then moved to his balls. I licked it with my tongue which was almost out of my mouth. I even took it in my mouth and sucked on them. He continued making sounds of moan and pleasure.
“Oh, yaaahhh…daddddyyyy….keeepp….doing..thatttt”
He was enjoying it and I moved back to his dick again which was begging to go back in my mouth. I took it in and he grabbed my head and pushed it all the way into my throat. His pubic hair was in my nose and he kept me like this. Then slowly he started moving ahead and back. And he continued to face fucking me picking up his speed little by little. And after just a few minutes later, he was slamming his cock into my mouth, going in and out of my mouth. He fucked his dick in my mouth as hard as he could. He was not my little boy but a horny grown man. He fucked my mouth and I let him. And just after a few more minutes, he was blowing his load in my mouth. His warm cum started filling my throat and it went directly into my gut. He kept fucking me even after he was done, then after a few more thrusts and he slipped out my mouth. He held me by my shoulders, stood me up, and kissed me on the lips. He did not go in just kissed me passionately. We broke our kiss and he held my hand and started walking towards the cabin. He grabbed his shorts and walked with me still naked.
To be continued......
