Celebrating Ethan’s Birthday with cums
After thinking about everything that happened today, my head started spinning. I got up and went to my bed and fell on my bed. I did not realize when I fell asleep. When I woke up it was already dark out there. There was a knock at my door. I looked at my phone and saw it was five already. I had slept through the afternoon. There was another knock. I knew it was Ethan, so said,
“Come in son. It’s open.”
He came in. He was dressed up. He was wearing skin-tight jeans and a T-shirt that I got him for his birthday today. He looked very hot. Every cut and muscle was visible through his clothes.
“Oh shit, I forgot about the lunch.” I suddenly remembered.
“Sorry son, I slept through the afternoon. I did not take you to lunch today.” I was very mad at myself right now. He came near my bed and sat on the edge near me and said,
“Don’t worry about it, Dad, it’s okay. We can go tomorrow.” I looked at his face. He was looking at me with his sincere green eyes. His eyes were sparkling. He looked very happy.
“Why didn’t you wake me up?” I asked him. He replied with a smile,
“Well, I came into your room but you are sleeping like a baby. I did not want to disturb you.”
“Are you ready to go to the party?” I asked him.
“Yeah, I am ready. Will has been calling for an hour to come quickly.” He replied standing up.
“Let me freshen up a bit then I can drive you there,” I told him trying to stand up.
“Don’t worry Dad, Adam is picking me up. He will be arriving any minute. Someone will drive me back or if you want, I can give you a call.” He said quickly. I said,
“Sure son, call me when you are ready to leave. I’ll come and pick you up.” And then we heard the horn just outside. I went to see him off. A blond kid, the same age as Ethan was sitting in the driving seat and blowing horn. He was on Ethan’s football team. We had met a few times. He shouted from the car,
"Come on, Ethan, hurry up and get in the car. Everyone is already there, and we're late", I saw him smiling and checking me out. Well, a lot of kids of his age would check me out when I would go to Ethan's school or his practice. Whether they just admired my perfect body or lusted over me, it would make me proud. I did not think of it much. I saw him waving at me, so I waved back.
Ethan hugged me and said,
“Bye Dad, I will call you around 8 PM.” Then, he sat in the car and then went away. I stood there for a few minutes and then came inside. I realized I was only in my brief and almost naked. I was sporting a boner in my underwear. There was a huge tent there. There was nothing left to imagine as the outline of my 9 inches dick was visible. Anyone could make out the shape and size of my dick with just a glance at me.
“So, that is why Adam was smiling.” I thought to myself and realized Ethan had also seen me like this. “Shit, he saw me hard in my underwear. He must have seen me hard in the afternoon when he came to wake me up and did not want to embarrass me so did not wake me up or say anything. We have been around each other naked and saw each other a few times naked from behind as we walked on each other changing clothes or walking out of the shower. But I don’t think he saw me hard before. I have tried to keep my sexual life away from him. I felt so ashamed of myself and decided I would try to have clothes on around my boy. I was ashamed and at the same time getting harder. I took my dick out of the brief and sat on the sofa and started stroking it. I closed my eyes and remembered Ethan in my room ready to go to party. I realized there was a pretty big tent in his jeans too. I did not notice then because I was kind of sleepy but now, I remember clearly. He had adjusted his dick a few times when he was looking at me and talking.
“So, he gets hard to see my hard-on?” I asked myself. Then again, I was remembering his dick and his face when he was masturbating in his room. I started stroking faster and was now moaning loudly too. I had no control neither on my thoughts nor my hands. I started going at it faster and faster.
“Fuck, I really need to cum.” I thought to myself and started visualizing my son with his hot blond jock buddy Adam fooling around in the locker room. Both jock in their jockstraps touching each other’s body while stroking their dicks on their jock. I was rock hard and thinking about my son and his friend, brought me to the edge. And after just a few more strokes I was cumming all over myself. I stayed like that for a while catching my breaths then stood up, took a towel, cleaned myself, and went for a shower.
While taking the shower I realized that now I was lusting over my son and his friend. What is going on with me? I have been horny before but never like this. I can’t seem to get my son out of my mind. I took a long shower, came out of it, and put on a pair of jeans. I watched the time and it was almost 8 PM now. I sat there on my bed and thought about everything that had been going on. Suddenly my phone rang and I saw my buddy Neil’s number flash on my screen. I answered the call,
“Hey Harry, how are you? And where is the birthday boy? I have been trying his cell but he is not answering.” Neil talked from the other side.
“Hey Neil, I am good. How are you guys? And how is Eric? He is sixteen now, right?” I paused and then continued, “Ethan has gone to his friend’s house for his birthday party. His friend Will is hosting it in his house.” I told him.
“Whaattt?” He was shocked. He did not believe what I said. “So, he is celebrating with his friends this year. What are you doing? Sitting alone.” He asked me with a surprised voice.
“He has never asked me for much. And he seemed very excited so I let him go. He said he would try to come back early and spend some time with me. So, I was just sitting on the sofa thinking about something.” I told him the truth and left some details.
“You were jerking off, weren’t you? I know you, buddy. You jerk off whenever you are too excited or sad. Heck, we have jerked off side by side a few times.” I could feel him grinning at me from the other side. He knew me very well. We had fooled around a lot. We would jerk off and spit roast some girl or occasionally a guy together sometimes. He knew I was bi and even sucked me a few times. I had even fucked him once or twice. I had a threesome with him and his wife. I fucked both of them that night in the same bed. Thinking about those times made me horny again. I felt my dick getting hard in my jeans. I was going commando now as I had forgotten to put on underwear. It was nothing new for me. I liked not wearing underwear sometimes.
“Who were you thinking about while jerking off?” He asked again. I have always shared everything with him. He knew about my personal and sex life. I hesitated for a second but then decided to tell him everything about today,
“Well, today was weird and batshit crazy man. I saw Ethan in a jockstrap and it is nothing new watching him in his underwear. But, today he had a jockstrap on which was really short and was barely holding his dick in it as he was rock hard, it made my dick hard too. I had never thought about him sexually before. You know how good-looking and muscular he has become. He looked so damn hot. I usually do not lust over teenagers and am not much into it but seeing him was too much. If he had stayed there any longer I would have erupted without touching myself.
Anyway, I am going to hell for what happened today but I saw him jerking off while watching porn. He had left his door open and I saw him stroke his dick really fast and cum all around him. He even licked some of it. I got hard just watching him and I jerked off in the shower thinking about it later. We had breakfast afterward and I went to my room and slept through the afternoon. I was supposed to take him out for lunch but I did not wake until 5 in the evening. I woke up he came in he was ready and his friend was picking him up so I went outside to see him off. Then I came back and realized I was only wearing a tiny brief which was barely containing my hard dick. I was hard the entire time. I did not realize it then but Ethan saw me like this and so did his friend. His friend was smiling and I did not realize why then, but he must have seen me hard and almost naked. And Ethan got hard too when he saw me hard in my room. I saw him adjust his bulge but did not realize it until after he had left. I sat on the couch thinking about it all and jerked off. I even thought about Ethan and his friend Adam stroking each other in the locker room. Shit man, I am a really shitty father for thinking about my son this way. I feel so horrible.” I finally stopped talking. There was a silence for a few seconds. I thought I should not have told him about this. He must be thinking that I am some crazy psycho. Then he started speaking,
“Nah man, you are not the shitty father. You are a great father who has been looking after his son for eighteen years and never stopped to take care of himself. Man, you are just horny and need to get laid. It happens man, more often than you realize. I had a few jerk-off sessions with my father when I was around Ethan's age. It's okay to develop these feelings. It is pretty common for father and son to develop feelings for each other. Every boy wants to be like his father and sometimes it leads to crushing and lusting over his father. Every man goes with it.” He assured me with his words and then he asked,
“Well, how big was his dick then?”
“What are you asking man, this is crazy.” I did not answer directly trying to avoid answering.
“Don’t try to be smart with me man. I know you have been thinking about his dick since you saw it.” He scolded me. He knew me very well. I had to tell him,
“Okay, okay, I will tell you. Well, he is almost as big as me, 7 inches already, and nearly as thick as me. He is a pretty huge man.” I told him with shyness in my voice.
“Wow, have you had sex talk with him yet? Is he still a virgin or has he had sex before?” He asked me genuinely.
“I don’t know man, before today I did not think of him as a young man. He is my little boy man. But, he has grown into a man now and I don’t know anything about him. I don’t know when he started jerking off or if he is a virgin or not.” I confessed my confusion.
“You need to have 'the talk' with him as soon as possible before he makes any mistakes.” He sounded serious and then spoke again remembering something,
“You said you visualize him with his friend fooling around. Why did you think that? Do you know that he is gay?”
“Well, I kind of saw his porn playing, he was watching an old guy fucking a teenager. And his friend is hot. I have seen him naked a few times when I walked into the locker room and a few times when I went there to talk to Ethan. He has a very large dick too and a very bubbly ass. So, I kind of fantasized about it.” I confessed my sexual desire for my son’s teenage friend.
“Wow man, you are really into it today. You are horny again, aren’t you?” He asked teasing me. Though he was not wrong I was getting hard. Before I reply anything, my phone flashed and I saw Ethan's number.
“Hey man, I will talk to you tomorrow. Ethan is calling now. I may have to go and pick him up.” I said quickly.
“Okay, don’t forget to wish him happy birthday from me and remind me to call tomorrow, okay bye.” He disconnected and I received Ethan’s call.
“Dad, come on pick me up, I think my friends mixed some beer in the cold drinks. Adam is drunk too, he cannot drive.” He sounded a bit drunk. He has never drunk anything before. I got worried and stood up and said to him,
“Don’t worry son, I am coming to get you. Just stay there, okay.”
“Okay Dad, come fast,” He said and disconnected the call.
I took my keys and after 20 minutes I was at Will’s house. Everyone was still dancing in the house I could see their shape from outside. I got out of my car and headed towards the gate when I saw Ethan sitting on the stairs with his friend Adam. They both seemed drunk and almost asleep. I took both of them and placed them on the back sheet one by one. Went inside to find Will. I saw many teenagers dancing in the room and some drinking and talking to each other. Will was talking to a girl in the kitchen. He saw me and waved at me. I walked straight up to him. He was drunk too. I got near him,
“Hey Mr. Edward, how are you?” he greeted me. I said hello and told him I was taking both Ethan and Adam with me. And when I was about to turn around to go outside. He hugged me. I patted his back. He was reeking of beer. He let me go after a few seconds and I walked out. I saw in the back of my car, both of them were sleeping now. I drove quickly and when I reached home I took them to Ethan’s room. He has a king-size bed just like mine so I lay down both of them and took their shoes and clothes out as it was reeking. I knew Ethan slept in underwear so I stripped both of their clothes and left only underwear on them. I looked at them, they were both looking really hot even while sleeping. Both were sleeping unaware of anything in the world. I covered them with a sheet, turned off the light, and went to bed. I was tired now. And had not had dinner yet but now I was not hungry for food. I needed to jack off after seeing both of those hot jock almost naked. I took out my clothes got completely naked and then started jerking off. It did not take much longer and I was cumming again for the third time today. It has been a long day today. I went to bed and fell asleep naked.
When I woke up, it was early morning and I fell famished as I did not have dinner last night. I saw myself I was still naked and cum stain on my dick and my body. I did not wipe my cum last night. I was still hard but I did not indulge in a morning jerk of session as two boys were sleeping next door. I took a quick shower and put on shorts only. It was morning but was a pretty hot day so I did not put anything else. I started making breakfast shirtless. I made some waffles to go with syrup. It did not take long to get breakfast ready. When I looked up I saw Adam still in his underwear with a tent and looking at me smiling.
“Good morning Mr. Edward” He greeted me with a smile.
“Good morning Adam, Did you sleep well? You guys were pretty drunk last night.” I replied.
“Yeah, like a baby. Sorry for getting drunk. We don’t drink sir, one of our friends poured some beer into the cold drink so everyone got drunk. We did not realize that we were drinking beer until we were drunk.” He apologized to me and looked very sorry. He was afraid that I was going to be mad at him for being drunk. Well, I should have been, but did not have time to be mad about anything. I was busy lusting over them and jerking off thinking about their body.
“It's okay son, it happens. Don’t worry. Are you feeling okay now?” I asked him with concern.
“I am okay now Mr. Edward.” He hesitated and then asked, “Did you take our clothes out last night?” He asked. I felt a bit embarrassed but replied,
“Yeah, you guys were reeking so I took your clothes out. We usually sleep in our underwear so I figured You might feel comfortable in it too. And please call me Harry”
“Thank you, Mr. Edward…Harry” He said correcting himself and looked at me and smiled.
“What?? Is something on me?” I asked a bit puzzled.
“You look so hot, Harry.” It came out his mouth automatically, when He realized, he felt embarrassed and said looking down,
“Sorry Mr. Edward, I should not have said that.” I felt sorry for him and really proud that a young hot stud like him thought I was hot. I got near him, took his face up with my hand, and looked directly into his eyes and said,
“Don’t be sorry son. Thanks for the compliment though. We are only men here, don’t feel embarrassed. And you look damn hot yourself.” I said with a smirk. He looked at my eyes feeling a bit relieved and he stretched up and kissed me on the lips. This was unexpected and I did not have time to think anything. My mouth automatically welcomed it and reciprocated. He kissed me for a while then stood back and looked at me and said,
“I really like you, Harry. I have had a crush on you since I saw you the first time. I think I am gay and I really want to kiss you again.” He looked very vulnerable. He had just come out to me. I kissed him again, took his hand, and took him to my room. I took his face in my hand again and started kissing him again passionately. I felt his tongue sliding in my mouth and I did the same with him. We licked each other's mouths from inside and with our tongues. It felt amazing. He knew what he was doing. He was driving me insane. We kissed passionately for a few minutes then I felt his hand on my dick. Stroking it over my shorts. I was really hard. I stopped kissing him, looked him in his eyes, and asked,
“Do you want to suck my dick?” He nodded so I slid down my shorts with one hand and forced him down with another. When I slid down my shorts my dick came flying out of it and hit on my stomach with a tap sound. He sat near my dick, took a few moments to see it properly, and admire it. I saw pure lust on his face. He then grabbed it with one hand and leaned in and licked the cockhead. I was leaking precum so he tasted it and then he started licking my cockhead like an ice cream. He started licking it from all sides while stroking my shaft with his other hand. I closed my eyes with pleasure. I started enjoying him working on my dick. He was playing with my dick like a toy. He licked and stroked me for a while.
Suddenly, I felt wet on my dick when I looked down, I saw he had taken my cockhead in his small mouth. He had so tiny mouth, my dick was barely fit in his mouth. But, he was trying to get more of it in. It felt like he knew what he was doing. He then took a few more inches down his throat and kept in a while then took it all out and then took in again. Now he was sucking like a pro. I could not stop myself from moaning aloud. He started taking my dick in his mouth taking it out all the way out and then again taking it in. I was moaning and making all sorts of sex noises. My eyes were closed and I was enjoying the blowjob I was getting. It was amazing. I asked him,
“Have you done this before, son?”
“Yeah, a few times at least.” He replied casually and then went on sucking my dick. I was in another world. I was almost about to cum. His mouth felt really hot and I had not had a blowjob in a while. I was about to shoot my cum down his throat. I opened my eyes and was about to ask him if I could cum inside his mouth or not. And, suddenly, I heard a noise. I looked up and saw Ethan standing there. I forgot about cumming and my world started spinning. I had lost myself completely and I had forgotten that my 18-year-old boy was sleeping in just the next room. We stared at each other. I was completely out of it. Trying to think what to say to him and how ashamed I was feeling right now.
"Oh God, what have I become, getting a blowjob from my son's friend who is still a little kid just like my son." I thought to myself and when I realized what I was doing I tried to get my dick out of Adam’s mouth and cover it. He sensed what I was doing and came into the room, held my hand, and stopped me from taking my dick out of his friend's mouth. I was so frightened and wishing I could just vanish. But the entire time my dick was still hard. He looked me in the eyes and said,
“Go on Dad, don’t stop now. It's okay Dad. I know you are bi and you like guys too. I know you have been checking out Adam for a while now and he wanted to suck you too. Don’t feel shy or embarrassed. We will talk after you are done, for now, you just continue.” I was shocked to hear him say that. I was embarrassed and felt ashamed but I was really horny and around the edge so I let Adam suck me. hearing him say me to continue getting blowjob was confusing but I don't know why I was getting even more horny now. My dick started to get harder. I had never felt so hard in my entire life. I got so hard that it started to hurt. The entire time, we continued looking into each other's eyes. Before I could come out of this shock, Adam took my dick out of his mouth and asked Ethan,
“Would you like me to suck you too?” I heard Adam ask. Ethan nodded and Adam went near him and slid his underwear down. Now I realized Ethan was also rock-hard and was only wearing a small brief. Adam started sucking him right in front of me. He did the same to his dick as he was doing to mine just a few minutes ago.
As fucked up this situation was, I kind of started enjoying it. He reached out towards me and grabbed my dick and pulled me near Ethan. Now both of our dicks were side by side and Adam took turns sucking them. It was so damn hot getting sucked by a hot jock side by side with my 18-year-old son. He continued to impress me with his oral skills. He kept getting more of our dicks in his mouth and taking it out and doing it again. He now almost could fit 4 inches of our dick in his small mouth. I just could not hold it anymore. I grabbed the back of his head and started thrusting my dick in his mouth. I started fucking his mouth. I tried not to go too hard on the boy but I was getting near to cum. Now I kept fucking his mouth and making him take my more dick in. I choked him a few times. I saw him get out of breath. I realized I was letting myself go beyond the limit. I took out my dick and let him breathe.
I looked up and saw my son staring at us. He was surprised to see me get so horny and fucking his buddy's mouth. He was stroking his dick and looking down at his buddy's mouth dripping some of my precum and his saliva. He now looked into my eyes and I saw his eyes lit up and a smirk on his face like he was saying, "Good job Dad."
I got excited and put my dick in Adam's mouth again. But, this time I started to go gently. I started thrusting inside his mouth. I was not paying attention to Adam's mouth but watching my son stroking his dick and enjoying the show in front of him. Looking at him so interested in watching us brought me on edge. I fucked Adam's mouth for a few more minutes and shot my load in his throat, right in front of my son. I had my hand on the back of Adam's head the entire time. I kept his head still while my load filled his throat. He drank most of it but there was so much cum that some came out dripping out from both sides of my dick. I was still inside his mouth. As soon as I pulled my dick from his mouth he caught the dripping cum with his hand and licked all again.
Watching his friend eating his father’s cum must have driven Ethan over the edge and he came over Adam’s body just moments after me. I was still in shock but enjoying it too. Ethan leaned down and kissed Adam. I saw him lick some of my cum from Adam’s mouth. He tasted my cum and looked at me. He had a devilish grin on his face. He took his cum from Adam’s body and fed him with his fingers. I stood there watching my hot jock-naked son feeding his cum to his friend. I was so surprised to see my son taste my cum. After a few minutes, both left me standing there and went to Ethan’s room.
Before leaving Ethan had looked at me and tried to reassure me that everything was okay with his eyes. My head started spinning so I sat on the edge of the bed. After some time I stood up and went to the bathroom and had a cold shower. After the cold shower, I realized what had just happened. I let Ethan's friend suck me and Ethan caught us and joined to get his dick suck along with me. And we both shot very large amounts of loads. He even licked my cum from his friend's mouth. If it was not my son it had been one of my happiest and kinkiest sex. But now I was thinking about everything and was out of it for a while. I sat on the bed with only a towel wrapped around my waist.
I had no idea how much time had passed. I sat on my bed thinking about everything. I had so many mixed feelings right now. This had been the hottest experience with any guy yet and instead of enjoying it, I was cautious in the fact that one of the guys was my own son. After a while, Ethan came into my room, looked at me still sitting on my bed, only a towel wrapped around my waist, and said,
“Hey, Dad look at me." He took his hand and held my chin up making me look into his eyes. He saw my eyes filled with tears and pain. As I looked at him tears started dropping. I fell on his shoulder and started sobbing and saying,
“I am so sorry son, you had to see that. I am a really pathetic man and a shitty father. Please forgive me.” I kept sobbing. He again separated me from his body and held my face in his hand. He wiped my tears and said,
"Dad, just look into my eyes. Do you see any embarrassment or resentment here?" I looked into his eyes and saw his greenish eye sparkling. He seemed so happy and it was radiating from his whole body. Looking at him so happy made me forget about everything and I calmed down a bit. He kept looking at me and continued saying,
"Dad, what happened between us, don’t overthink about it. and please don't feel ashamed. I am happy that everything happened the way it did and I wouldn't change anything for the world. Dad, I loved every moment of it. Please for now just know that you did not hurt me, okay? Just get dressed and we will have some breakfast then we will talk, okay.” He was now taking care of me instead of me taking care of him. I felt so proud of the man he had become. Everything he just said did not make much sense but calmed me down a bit but then the thought that he was taking care of me and not the other way around, made me feel so ashamed of myself. I was failing at being a father. I should be the one taking care of him. He should not have to worry about my feelings or try to stop me from crying. my tears continue dripping down. He looked at me crying and came near me and hugged me. He kept slowly patting my back trying to calm me down just like I used to calm him down when he used to cry. I was still crying and sobbing. He let me go and put his hands on my face like I was a child and said to me looking me in the eyes,
“Please Dad, do not feel embarrassed or ashamed. Today was the best day of my life. I loved it so much. I know we have a lot to talk about and we will. You don’t have to always keep me safe. I am 18 now and I can take care of myself. Please Dad, stop crying or I will start crying too” I looked at him he had that same glow in his green eyes. He looked really happy and was glowing. I did not want to take away his happiness. It shook me to my core when he said 'he would start crying if I didn't stop'. I could never see him cry. When he would cry, I would feel a pain in my chest like someone was stabbing it with knives. I would hide my pain and tears, calm him down with my smile and make him stop crying. Then I would come to my room and cry for hours. And the thought of him crying just shook me up.
I wiped my tears and hugged him one more time and then took my towels away and put a pair of shorts and a T-shirt on, right in front of him. He had seen me naked before and I had changed my clothes many times in front of him. Now he even had seen my dick too, I guess. I saw him he had the shorts and T-shirts on too. We looked very similar to each other. I realized he dresses just like me. I remembered what Neil had said and for the first time saw my son trying to impress me, trying to dress like me and act like me. Oh, I felt so proud of him. I just could not stop myself from hugging him and at that moment I had forgotten everything that just had happened in the last few days. He was my sweet baby boy who I have loved with everything I have. He saw me with confused eyes like he was asking "What?" I did not say anything just held him tight in my embrace. I was not ready to let him go. He did not resist just himself go and rested in my arms. I guess he was not ready to leave yet too.
When we finally both came out of the room and into the kitchen, I saw Adam sitting at the dining table, dressed in Ethan's clothes and waiting for us. We did not say anything to each other. We ate our breakfast silently and after breakfast Adam said bye to me and I nodded. Ethan went outside to say goodbye to his friend. I saw both of them leaving through the door and realized how fucked up this was. I just let an 18-year-old child suck me and then got sucked side by side with his son. I sat there thinking about what had happened since yesterday. I had no idea how this would affect my relationship with my son. I will always remember Ethan's eighteenth birthday. This has been quite the celebration, cumming side by side with my son. Celebrating his birthday with our cum. I also remembered Ethan's face when he told me that this had been the best day of his life. Remembering his smiling face filled with happiness and excitement made me smile for a moment and I forgot about all the fucked-up things that had happened in the last two days.
To be continued.........
