The Second-Last Word: Sam
So another year of classes went by and June had arrived again. I could hardly fuckin' believe it. So much had happened since last year and it all felt really good. When Goran moved in at the end of the first term it felt...amazing. This other guy I totally loved was now right there, every morning. I had two guys I totally loved and they were both right fucking there. Every day.
Over the Christmas holidays Goran asked me if I ever missed sex with women. Interesting question. I told him it wasn't like I missed it, but if the universe had been different, if I hadn't met Mark, if he hadn't sucked my cock and woke me up, if I hadn't met Goran, then yeah, maybe I would be with a woman. But in this universe I was with the two best guys in the world and that was all I wanted.
We really settled into life together over the winter and sure, we had days when one of us was crabby, or we got into a stupid argument over what fucking dishwashing liquid to use and one of us would sleep on the couch. But I was thinking about living spaces and where and when all that shit.
So one morning in January when we were all chilling in bed, I said, “Hey, guys. I've been thinking...if I get into an MA here, why don't I buy us a house. I mean, it's not like I can't afford it and we would have some much needed room and Goran could have a piano...what do you think?”
I remember there was silence from the two of them for a minute. I could hear the fucking wheels turning in their heads. Mark said, “What if you don't?”
“Good point. Well, if I get into Toronto...I could buy a place there and...I don't know...Mark could commute or he could transfer...”
Goran said, “And I hope to start doing competitions and maybe even touring by the fall...at least my teacher thinks I'm ready...so yeah, that could work.”
We didn't talk more about it, but it got me thinking.
So fast forward to June. Here we are. I got into the Toronto MA and K MA programs, but we decided we wanted the big city, so Mark transferred for his last year. And Goran is going to some competitions and I know he'll win some because I spoke to his teacher at a cocktail party after a recital at the music school and got the scoop. Goran is uber-talented. That's fucking cool and it made me want to fuck him right there with all the matrons with big chequebooks watching.
I bought us a house in the Annex in Toronto Know it? It's a pretty bougie little neighbourhood near the university with some sweet architecture. Us. I bought us a house. That feels awesome to say, right? Sure, I'm the guy with all the cash, but at this point, it feels like ours. I know Owen can't figure out what we're doing and it makes him nervous. But it's my fucking money and my fucking relationship, so he should shut up.
In any case, to celebrate us moving to our new place, we went to this awesome island in the Toronto harbour that has a nude beach. I mean, really. It's not like we could resist, right.
We brought food and some wine, and towels and books so we could make a day of it. And the thought of hanging around with a bunch of nude guys on a beach well...how cool is that?
We got to the beach and settled into a nice spot near some little trees and dunes with a good view of the water. It was really sweet. We shucked our clothes and settled in. I slicked up my boys with sunscreen and I had to keep from starting something which was really hard. I had to hide my dick until it calmed down. We lay for a while, but I began to notice that guys would disappear behind us and then come back and I swear they looked happier. So I got an idea.
I poked Mark in the ribs and said, “Hey. Have you noticed...?”
“Yeah, Sam. There's guys going back there.”
And Goran said, “Why don't we go find a quiet spot and have some fun.”
Now that is what I was talking about. We grabbed our wallets and got up and went exploring. There were some nice dunes and bushes and there were guys doing various things which was cool to see. It all felt very chill. We found this little spot that was pretty secluded and put our towels down.
I got on my knees and took hold of the two cocks I live with and started stroking. It was really awesome to be totally nude in the outdoors, getting nice and horny and, more importantly to me, with the good chance people will watch. That really got me going. My cock was practically glowing.
I sucked Mark's beautiful dick and licked his balls, sucking them and rolling my tongue over them, and jacking him off, then switched to Goran who got a little energetic and fucked my face before I went back to Mark. I was stroking myself really slowly the whole time and I was getting off on the aroma of their bodies, And the taste of the precum that flowed into my mouth. Mark almost choked me with his length and his balls slapped me in the chin as he fucked my face.
Goran pulled me down to the towels and we made out for a bit, sucking each other's tongues, grinding our cocks together while Mark stuck his face in my ass. He pulled his mouth up and said, “You're lubed and ready. We might as well use it.”
“Fuck yeah,” was all I could say. I got up and slid my hole onto Goran's cock and turned to Mark. “I'm ready. For both of you.”
Mark's eyebrows went up. “Really? You're ready?”
“I want you both to fuck the hell out of me.”
Goran gripped my thighs and jammed his cock deeper and said, “I can't wait.”
Mark got behind me and started to work his dick into me on top of Goran. I had been practising and I was pretty sure I could take them, and that I could send all three of us into fucking space. Mark managed to slide all the way in. I felt myself stretch and it was amazing. I wanted to fucking sing. This is what extra large dildos are for, right? I was like a high performance athlete who was ready for his fucking biggest race.
I turned to Mark and said, “Go for it. Fuck me as hard as you want.”
Mark took a tentative push and Goran slowly started along with him. I felt myself stretch in nice ways, and said, “Don't be shy boys.”
Mark pushed a little harder and Goran followed suit and they both began to work in tandem, then alternating one in and one going out. It seemed to work any fucking way because it felt amazing.
Mark took hold of my hips and drove in a bit more. I shut my eyes and it felt intense but not too much, not painful or at least not too painful. I opened my eyes again and I saw this really cute guy watching us. He gave me a smile and that fucking turned me on. I said, “Get over here.”
The guy moved closer. He was young and his cock was big, his balls were big and I reached out and took it in my hand and pulled him closer so that lovely tool slid into my mouth. Now this what what I was talking about. He started to fuck my face, gripping my head real tight and I slid my fingers in his ass which I could tell he liked. It was a little hard to concentrate because my body was full of cock, but I think I managed.
I noticed two other guys appear and they came closer, jacking their dicks and kissing a bit, then watched us. I like it when guys watch me. It feels so...right. So fucking hot and right. One of the new guys came over and got down and fed his cock to Goran for a bit. The guy fucking my face was really going and he pulled my face into his groin and I was almost choking on his pubes but then was actually choking on his cum, which filled my throat.
I coughed and spat his dick out, but I managed to swallow that sweet cum. And I wanted more. Soon another guy came and soon I was sucking another cock. I could hear that Mark was as well. Everyone seemed to want to be sucked off while we fucked. But Mark kept fucking me with Goran. The two of them stretched me as they drove their cocks in. Mark put his arms around my chest to get more leverage and he fucked even faster. I realized Goran had stopped thrusting and let Mark go hard for a minute.
But with all the spectators, I didn't want this to end so soon, so I pushed Mark gently back and rose off Goran. My hole felt like it was gaping and I soon felt Mark's tongue in me, exploring.
But I was feeling like the top all of a sudden, so I hiked Goran's legs apart and slid my cock deep in him. He gasped and grabbed my ass and pulled me in further. I looked into his beautiful eyes and smiled and said, “I fuckin' love you, Goran.”
He smiled back and pulled me down to kiss me and I heard him say, “I love you even more, Sam.”
That was sweet. I mean totally awesome. It's so nice to just say the thing, right? Just say it. Say it whenever you feel it. What's the big deal?
I suddenly felt Mark's lips on my ear and he said, “I love both of you the most.”
I liked this little contest and I liked it even more when I felt Mark's cock go back into me while I fucked Goran. The three of us had a whole fuckin' repertoire of combinations of the three of us fucking and it seemed like we never got tired of any of them. This one was our favourite – or at least next to the new one where they both fuck me at the same time. I liked to fuck Goran and kiss him and I loved it when Mark took me from behind.
His smooth Mark-length dug deep in my ass and I dug deep into Goran and we could keep that rhythm up for a while. Our audience had settled down to jacking off watching us. But there was this totally gorgeous young guy who showed up and I took notice. I wanted him to be part of this little party. I indicated with my head that he come over. He was a taller than Goran and slim and his dick was a thick and really long. I tried to imagine being fucked by it and that is what I wanted.
I turned and said to Mark, “Can he fuck me? Is that cool?”
Mark laughed and said, “That will be fucking hot to watch, Sam. Go for it.”
I looked at Goran and didn't have to ask. “Yeah, Sam. I want to see this. And I want to join you.”
The young guy was listening and said, “You three...are together?”
Goran said, “Yes, we are. So consider yourself lucky.”
I laughed and got on my back. The young guy shrugged and got between my legs and started to rub the head of that big piece around my hole which was already stretched and ready. I grabbed his butt cheeks and pushed and he slid in and bottomed out. He looked surprised, but then he just started to fuck and it was the 'take no prisoners' kind of fuck. He shut his eyes and really went for it.
Mark was sitting beside me and he fed me his cock almost idly, because he was fascinated by this stud. But Goran I knew had plans. He got behind the kid and gripped his hips, stopping him. He leaned in and I could hear him say, “If you fuck my partner, you get to be fucked by me. Understand?”
The kid, to give him all the credit, just smiled and said, “Go for it.”
So Goran went for it. He slid his cock into the boy's beautiful ass and when he was fully in, he wrapped his arms tightly around the kid's chest and I could see him biting his shoulder. The kid went back to fucking me and being fucked by Goran and he seemed almost surprised. Goran was keeping up a string of things to say into the kid's ear most of which had to do with how much cum he was going to give him and how he wanted him to clean my ass out after he had dropped his load.
But I was feeling amazing. Between Mark's dick in my throat and the kids mega-dick in my ass, I was in heaven. I think the kid was more than primed because he started making 'I'm about to jizz' sounds and his fucks got faster until he threw his head back and fucking came I could feel his cock pulsing in me and he froze which gave Goran the opportunity to fuck a little harder but then he slid out of the boy and threw himself on the towel. The boy, true to his word, pulled out of me and got down and stuck his face in my hole, slurping out some of his own cum.
He sat back, looking happy and got up. He gave us a little wave and disappeared. I looked at my boys and they seemed ready, so I got back onto Goran and impaled myself on him. Mark understood and they started to double-fuck me again, only lubed really well by the boy's cum. I knew Goran must be close and sure enough he fucked up into me a few more times and then I felt his cum sliding out of my ass.
Mark fucked me even harder and then fucked up three or four times really hard and deep and I knew – and then could feel – him pouring Mark quantities of cum into me that started to run out. One of the guys watching said, “Holy fuck. Look how much cum there is?”
I laughed and said, “I know, right?” My Mark is a phenomenon.
Mark pulled out of me and I felt cum dripping out of my ass. I looked down at my own drooling dick and stroked it. Mark leaned down and jacked me with his hand and his mouth and in no time I spewed into his mouth and I almost fell over it was so intense. The end of my cock could have been seen from space. I pulled Mark up and we shared my cum, and Goran joined us in our best three-way kiss.
But I was spent and lay down to give my body a fest and Goran joined me, kissing me all over my neck and face. I threw a leg over his and closed my eyes. I heard Mark say “Ok, guys. I think the show is over.”
He lay down beside me and the three of us just dozed for a while in the quiet little clearing. I could hear the waves from the lake and the sound of soft voices from nearby. It felt so safe and comfy. I never wanted it to end.
Finally, we made our way back to the beach and had a swim, washing away the cum and sweat. I got the impression we were kind of famous, because a few guys said hi to us and one guy said, “That was awesome. Thanks for the show.”
I grinned and said, “Thanks. Maybe there will be a second act once we've had a rest.”
Mark laughed and swatted me on the butt. “Maybe...”
We dozed in the sun, read our books and had some lunch. Guys came and went and a few of them asked us to join in whatever fun they were about to have, but we decided to just hang and enjoy the peace and quiet.
We talked about the future and what it might look like now that we were in Toronto. I was happy that we were close to Owen and James and if things went well, I could stay here and do my Doctorate. The house I bought could be an awesome home base for the three of us. It all felt really nice. Really fuckin' nice.
I dozed for a while and it must have been longer than I thought, because when I opened my eyes, the beach was getting empty and there weren't many people left. I pulled myself up and my boys were napping as well. I decided to give Mark some attention, so I got between his legs and got to work on that cock of his, sliding my face on it, tasting his precum and feeling his cock get big. He ran his hands through my hair and pushed my face down.
I noticed some movement beside us and looked and that cute young guy who fucked the hell out of me was back and I pulled my face off Mark. I said, “Go for it.”
He didn't need an invitation. Goran laughed and said, “You know the rule, right?”
So the kid got on top of me and I felt this great tool slide in again and I got up on all fours to have better traction, then I turned and Goran stuffed his dick into the kid. The sun was casting long shadows over us and the combination of being fucked really intensely, the taste of Mark's cock, the sound of the waves, it all felt just amazing. The kid fucked for a while but then I wanted to more. That's my thing, right? I want more.
I pulled away from the kid and turned and took his fucking cock into my mouth. Mark joined me and while Goran fucked him like mad, the two of us took turns trying to bottom out on all that cock, but it was hard. It was the biggest cock I'd ever had and that was saying something, given Mark. Mark choked a few times and I didn't do much better. The boy laughed, and started to jack into my mouth. “You want me to fill you up?”
I looked up into his eyes and got off on the stupid dirty talk. He didn't wait for an answer and probably stimulated by Goran fucking him silly, he started to pour cum into my mouth, then he turned and gave some to Mark, then slid his cock in Mark's mouth with a gasp. Goran pulled out of the guy and moved over and just as his dick reached my face, he came in big sloppy loops and then Mark, joining the fun, got up and knelt beside him, jacking like crazy until – the climax – big ropes of cum poured onto my face and into my mouth, over and over, running down onto my chest.
The boy, standing watching us, leaned down and licked some off my face and I gave him a big cummy kiss. Then he stood up and smiled before walking away. I hoped we might see him again, that's for sure.
I had to get in the water and clean off the cum and the three of us paddled around and necked and floated until we got cold. But this time we were truly spent and we collected our stuff, put on our clothes and headed for the ferry.
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We spent the summer getting things organized in our house and doing some painting, moving a big fucking piano in that Goran had in storage that he inherited from his grandmother who was, apparently, a kick-ass pianist before the Commies moved in to Czechoslovakia.
We had a big bedroom on the third floor and an equally big bed so we could get up to all kinds of things as well as have plenty of room to sleep. But on the second floor, I got some beds for the other two bedrooms. Not just for guests, but for times when one or two of us just waned to sleep alone. Makes sense, right? Three people can't live in each other's pockets all the time. Or in each others asses.
We invited Owen and James over for a move-in feast which was nice. My brother seemed pleased that I was 'settling down' or some shit like that, but I was also glad because his opinion means a lot to me.
We had a nice dinner and lots of wine and I provided everyone with E which seemed like the right thing to do. Celebration, and all that.
We sat around listening to music and talking about nothing much, but gradually I started getting that starry-eyed thing I love and since I was squished in between Goran and Mark on the sofa, I started to massage the crotch of both of them. James and Owen were sitting in chairs and watching us and I realized Goran had never been part of one of these evening and that excited the fuck out of me.
I pulled Goran to me and we spent some time kissing and getting our mouths all messy together. Mark was busy pulling Goran's pants off and then sticking his face in his underwear. My head was spinning so I leaned back and slipped my jeans off and Mark started to alternate sucking us off. I pulled Goran's shirt off and I watched Owen walk over and tug Mark's pants down and stick his face in his ass, clearly tonguing his way deep. Goran pulled me in for another kiss and we really went at it, helped by all the amazing feelings that Mark was giving us.
I turned to watch Owen push James to the floor and stuff his cock in James' mouth, fucking his face on his knees. James was already naked – when had that happened? - and was fisting his dick as he sucked my brother. I liked watching my brother's lean body and his muscular ass at work. Very hot.
Mark got into my lap and sank down on my cock and Goran leaned over and sucked that big drippy dick of Mark's into his mouth. He managed to fuck into Goran's mouth because he was doing amazing calisthenics onto my cock, bobbing up and down.
I could tell Mark couldn't keep this up so I said, “Why don't we show the boys what we can do?”
Goran spat Mark's cock out and laughed. “Let's do it!”
Mark got up and I got into Goran's lap, giving him a series of nice kisses, then pushed myself down on his cock and Mark came in from behind and stretched me, sliding into my ass. It was getting easier and easier and I loved it. I fuckin' loved it. I wanted my boys to fill me up and they were.
I heard Owen say from behind, “Wow. You guys have been practising. Holy fuck.” He appeared beside us and he sat down beside Goran, stroking his dick, just taking in the scene of me being fucked by my two guys. That made me crazy and I started to jack myself off. Owen and I were staring at each other and I smiled. Owen got up and started to rub his dick over my face. I had had thought I wouldn't want anything with my brother again, but you know what? I was wrong.
I sucked his cock in and got off on the taste of him again, the taste that was also me. He took my head in his hands and fucked my mouth and I realized I was getting way overwhelmed. I pushed him back and took a breath, feeling the two amazing cocks I lived with, the two amazing guys who were mine fuck me to pieces. That was enough. Owen leaned in a gave me a kiss, which felt great.
Then I realized James was behind Owen – where had he come from? - and had clearly stuffed in cock in Owen's ass and started ploughing him hard. Owen shut his eyes and we were both being taken for a rid.
Mark was starting to go faster and Goran slowed down because when Mark starts to go, there isn't much room for anything else to happen. Mark gripped my shoulders tighter and bit my ear. His breathing was getting rough and he fucked and fucked and Goran must have benefited from all the friction, because he started to moan really low in his throat.
Owen leaned down while James fucked him and he started kissing Goran really wildly and Goran gave it right back to him. At this point my tanks were full and I started to jerk off really fast and before I knew it, came in a big slurpy mess all over Goran's chest and Mark came at the same time, thrusting really deep into me, that fucking pole of his digging really deep and I imagined all that cum of his filling me up, and covering Goran's cock.
Goran was right there and soon another load of cum went into me and also slid out of me. Owen pushed himself up and looking down at Goran's chest, began to lick up my cum, slurping it and running his lips all over Goran's chest. When he got it all, he pushed up farther and fed it all back to me in a big messy brother-kiss.
James, not to be left out, pulled out of Owen and started to jack off right by Owen's face and soon spurted a few sticky ropes of cum all over his tongue. When he finished he leaned down and kissed Goran, licking up some cum and said, “Welcome to the fucking family, Goran.” Goran laughed and laughed and kissed him back.
I was spent, so I lifted off the two cocks and wiped some cum off my ass and fed it to Goran. There was a lot of cum. So much that Mark finally got up and went to get some t-towels from the kitchen and he cleaned me and the sofa off. I like it when Mark plays mother.
We all collapsed on the sofa and stayed still, just breathing. I had my head in Goran's lap and Mark was wrapped around me. My brother and James stood up and James said, “Mind if we borrow a room for the night?”
Mark smiled, and said “Of course. You're always welcome.”
Later, the three of us dragged ourselves upstairs to our room and collapsed on our big bed. Our room! Our bed! I was still getting off on that one. We curled up together, a little sweaty, a little cummy, but really happy.
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Summer came and went and I started my MA, Mark started his final year and Goran, well, Goran went on the road a bit, going to a competition in Europe. He placed second. My Goran. What a star. He came back and he was pumped. We all were pumped, and we pumped a few loads of cum into him to celebrate.
Before he left for Europe, I went to visit him at the Toronto music school since he was there rehearsing with some hotshot violinist. The practice rooms were like little cells with a piano and I wondered how they managed. When I opened the door, Goran was in the middle of playing something loud and fast and it was awesome to watch him. I sat on the floor and just listened.
But the sound was getting me going and I got up on the bench and interrupted him, pulling him in for a kiss and I slid my hands in his track pants, gripping that cock of his. He laughed into my hair, but he turned and locked the door and pushed the piano bench out of way. He shucked his track pants and stuffed his cock in my mouth on the floor, mashing my head into the carpet with his groin, his balls hanging on my chin. He fucked my face for a while, then pulled out and it was Goran the big ol' top, because he hauled me up and pushed me against the wall and fired his dick deep in me. His fucks were smacking me against the wall and I wondered what the people in the other rooms thought was going on in here.
Then he stopped and turned me around and said, “Fuck me on the piano, Sam.”
He got up and lay down on the top with his back against the wall and his legs open. I clambered up on the piano and, careful not to wreck the keys, I pushed my cock deep into him. His face was a little wild and he put his hands on my ass and pulled me toward him so my cock went deep, then deeper and I took off. It was so turned on that I fucked him a little wildly and the piano was smacking the wall behind him every time I drove my cock home.
I thrust really fast and hard for a while until something ignited in my balls and my body just froze as my cock exploded in him and I pulled his face to me and we kissed and fuckin' kissed. Gasping I pulled out of him and dribbled on the keys below me. “Oops...”
Goran laughed and said, “No worries. They'll think someone was eating lunch or something. But let's go. Maybe Mark is home because I want to fuck him so badly.”
We put ourselves together and left the building, giggling like idiots and found our bicycles and rode home. I was hard the whole way even though I had just cum.
Mark was home from classes and was chilling on the sofa in his shorts. We came in and before he could even say 'hi', we picked him up and carried him upstairs and threw him on the bed. Goran was an animal and his ripped his track pants off and threw himself on Mark who went with it, kissing him with crazy passion and wrapping his legs around Goran's beautiful back as Goran jammed his cock deep into Mark's ass. I got behind Goran and fucked him. This was another favourite of ours. There were so many, right?
Goran was on fire and he fucked hard and fast and I had trouble holding steady with his crazy energy, but I managed to let my cock go deep in him, since he was doing all the work. I held on to Goran's torso and went along for the ride. He fucked and fucked and leaned down and tongued Mark's face, then sat up and turned to me and we tried to kiss at the crazy angle, and he managed to gasp, “I love you guys so fucking much...”
And with that I could tell he was creaming in Mark's ass and he kept up the rhythm, but gradually slowed down. He pushed me back and Mark got up and Goran and I waited for Mark's cum show. He was jacking himself really fast and then he spewed cum into Goran's mouth, then sprayed his face and then into mine, and the cum kept on coming, rope and rope and we managed to catch most of it, but we would have to wash the bedsheets after this one.
Finally, I nursed Mark's dick, sucking up the last few spurts and enjoying the feel of his amazing cock on my tongue, tripping on his smell, on the smell of his cum and his body.
The three of us sank down and rested for a while, lazily kissing and licking each other until we had a nice nap.
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So, I don't know what Owen will say, but I think our lives were looking pretty good. So was his. The three of us stayed in that house. I got a PhD. I got a job in Waterloo but commuted. Mark got a cool job at a publisher and became an editor. Goran has had an amazing career, a bunch of recordings and he plays concerts all over the world.
But no matter what we are all doing, we always come back to this house, to this bed, to each other. We have gone against expectations – especially my brother's – and have been together for twenty years and we still have awesome sex. Maybe less often, but still with lots of variety and with all of Mark's cum that seems to go on and on. And we just go on and on. Loving each other. It's pretty sweet. Life is amazing, right?
So I'm going to give Owen the last word. We got together a few weeks ago and fucked again. We have done that a few times since our housewarming party, and it seemed like the right thing to. But that was the last time. We both agreed. Goran and Mark are cool with it. They see it as a kind of redemption from the past, and I agree. But Owen will tell you his story and then that will be that.
I'm done writing this and I'm going up to bed with my boys and we're going fuck and love each other. Now that's what I'm talking about.
