I drove to the coffee shop he was talking about as I had been there plenty of times in school. I parked and waited. I was nervous. I was starting to sweat a little and this was the first time I’ve actually gone on a date. Lewis in high school, that didn’t count. This is my actual first date. And it’s with this sexy as hell cop that saved my life. “I need to write all this down it’ll make a good story one day ;)” I chuckle.
“Here goes nothing.” I get out of my truck and walk into the coffee shop. I look around and spot him sitting in a corner booth. He spots me and waves me over. Fuck he looks so delicious. He’s wearing shorts like me that shows off his sexy and well defined toned legs and that ass. His shirt is clinging to life on all of his upper body.
I walked over to the table and sit down across from him. I take a deep breath.
“Hi Kyle.”
— Kyle —
“I just can’t get you outta my head…”
“Why am I so nervous about this? I’ve asked people out before….” I asked myself. It’s just something about Flynn that draws me to him. Ever since that night that I saved him I can’t help it. I’m drawn to him like a moth to a flame.
I’m no saint myself by any means. I have my own demons as we all do but damn we was mighty cute that first day in the hospital. That surfer boy blonde hair, those beautiful eyes and that body….tanned and in shape. Just what I like physically. But “why would someone who seems to have it all…do such a thing?” I guess it’s the cop in me that asks all the questions. I can’t stop thinking about that cute smile of his when he thanked me and when we touched…I felt sparks like I never had before. There’s something more to him and I intended to find out. He seems like a genuinely nice guy, hot and seems to be having some troubles. Maybe I could help. I have no idea what those troubles may be but I can see a mile away he’s struggling with something, otherwise why would he have been there that night? You see…and I don’t advertise this much…but I too had stepped foot on that bridge before just like Flynn…I too was at the end of my rope and wanted to end it all, but something inside me stopped me from going through with it. And that night out on patrol when I saw him standing there…. I just knew I needed to try and stop him. Save him from making the same mistake I almost did. When I called out for him to stop and don’t do it. He looked right at me and the amount of fear and pain in those beautiful hazel eyes took my breath away. But at that moment he did what I couldn’t do and let go. I immediately sprang into action I called for backup and an ambulance then made my way down to the water and swam to him. He was knocked unconscious from the impact and luckily he hadn’t gone too far and wasn’t under for long. I swam holding onto him, and I know this sounds a bit creepy but I couldn’t help but notice the body of his. I dragged him up onto the bank and realized he wasn’t breathing. I gave him CPR and after what seemed like forever I was able to get him back to breathing. Just then the ambulance arrived and they got him loaded up and sped away to the hospital. “Who are you, you beautiful stranger and why did you let go?” I asked myself. I had to know something about this man drew me in and I can’t explain why. I dried off and went home to sleep and kept thinking about everything that happened.
I woke up the next morning and went for a run to clear my head. I ran and ran and about 6 miles later I found myself in front of the hospital. How I don’t know I just ran here and now found myself thinking about Flynn. I walked in and went up to see if I could see him. Luckily the nurses there know me and knew I saved him last night. So I was able to get in and see how my little buddy was doing.
After visiting him I needed to get to work. I worked that day shift and I couldn’t focus on anything else but Flynn. “Why did he do that? Why and how? Did he feel that spark when our hands touched? I sure as hell did. And I scared me and excited me all at the same time.” After my shift ended I went home and changed into more comfy clothes and grabbed my keys and took a little drive. I pulled up outside the rec center and walked in. I walked in to that familiar room with many others like me, that were there to help me make it day by day, and the past two days, I needed this. I sat down and everything started. I was one of the first ones.
I stood up and turned to face the others. “Hi my name is Kyle and I’m an alcoholic. I’ve been sober now for 10 years.” Everyone clapped for me. “I like everyone here have my good days and bad days. But the past two days l, I don’t know how I would describe them. As most of you know I am a cop for a living. The other day, I saved a man’s and for the first time in years I was scared.” I went on for another 5 minutes about what happened in vague details without saying anything I couldn’t say. “Thank you everyone.” They all clapped as I sat back down. I left feeling much better. I went home and went to bed.
That next day I kept thinking about Flynn and here we are. Me taking a leap and hoping I don’t make a fool of myself and I called him. I got his number, well I’m a cop need I say more? It rang and rang. No answer. “Well shit…voicemail” and I all of a sudden got super nervous while leaving him the voicemail. “Well great Kyle…big strong dude like you just sounded like an idiot on the message. I doubt he will answer…”
Ding! My text tone went off.
It was Flynn! And he said yes! “Oh great now I’m even more nervous now that he agreed..”
I got to the coffee shop about 10 minutes until 10am. I wanted to make sure I went and didn’t chicken out. I sat in the back corner booth facing the door and all entrances. Cop thing ask anyone. You want to see all the exits at all times. Anyway I had just looked at my phone and saw what time it was and took a deep breath and looked up and at that moment. I saw him walk in looking nervous and looking for me. When he spotted me and started heading my way. my heart fluttered and I swear skipped a beat.
He walked up to me as I stood to greet him. I felt my heart flutter a bit.
“Hi Kyle” Flynn said.
“Hi Flynn, how are you doing?” I replied as we shooks hands…and damn if that spark didn’t happen again. We both kind of took a breath and then sat down across from one another. “Oh he’s just as nervous as I am about this…ok ok Kyle don’t scare him off now.” I told myself.
“So..” we both started and chuckled. “You first..” Flynn replied.
“So how are you doing? Pretty rough couple of days huh?” Internal face palm Kyle…what the fuck. “I’m doing ok actually. I never got to properly thank you for saving my life the other night. So thank you. Thank you for saving me and giving me another chance to live..” Kyle looked at Flynn’s face and could tell there was a lot of hurt behind those beautiful eyes staring back at him. He wanted to know more about this beautiful creature and why he did what he did. “Kyle? Can I ask you a question and you don’t have to answer. But why were you there at that bridge at that exact time that I well you know…” Flynn asked. I was taken back I wasn’t expecting that question but I knew for some reason I was drawn to this man and I want to be an open book and see where this goes. “I was on patrol, night shift, and well I actually stop at that bridge quite a lot late at night when nothing is going on. It’s peaceful…well most nights…” I chuckled. “Most nights well you know no one is up there doing what you did.” I took a deep breath I figured now would be the best time to just tell him and be honest. I want to know him so bad. “A few years ago I actually…” Flynn’s eyes got big and he was staring directly at me like a light bulb went off inside that beautiful head of his. “Oh…you…” he whispered. “Yeah…but I didn’t go through with it unlike yourself…” I sighed. “Flynn I don’t know what made me go there that night but I’m glad I did. I myself have had some things in my life go wrong and I too was at the end of my rope. When I saw you up there I had that same rush of feelings come back and I know I didn’t like it and I wanted to save you from ending it. I know kind of a buzzkill on a first date kind of thing but…Flynn I like you and want to completely up front with you. Sounds like we’ve both been through some shit in our lives and can use someone else that understands.” I finished and let out a huge breath and looked at Flynn and saw his eyes watering. “Oh man I didn’t mean to make you upset Flynn…” He smiled that perfect smile at me and wiped the tears away. “No it’s ok. I wasn’t in the right head space that night and I really am glad you were there and saved me…” I smiled back and reached across the table for his hand and he reached for mine. And there it was again… that spark and they both seemed to feel it again. “Kyle I don’t know how or why either but I feel this could be something as well. Everytime we’ve touched I get that feeling course through me and it’s exciting and scary all in one and I think you get that feeling too.” I shook my head and responded. “Yeah I got that feeling the moment I pulled you out of the water. And then when we touched in the hospital I was shocked and scared but I felt it. And well I just felt it again now.”
The rest of our coffee date went fairly well. He asked me how long I had been a cop and I told him for about 8 years. He mentioned that he used to be a really excellent tennis player in high school but his life took a drastic turn. I didn’t want to pry but I thought that might have been his turning point to what led him to that bridge that night. That was for us to discuss another day.
“Well this was nice.” Flynn said. “Yeah it was. I’m glad you said yes. I was totally nervous asking and hoping you wouldn’t say no…” Flynn smiled. “No no I was nervous as hell but it was nice and I wanted to see you again too. Outside of a hospital.” He chuckled. “Well thanks again and we should do this again, soon.” I replied. “Yes I would love that.” He said putting his hands in his pockets fidgeting in place. We both looked up and I went to give him and hug and he hugged me back. The smell of his hair, “oh my god I could get used to it…” and for a second I felt what seemed like Flynn inhaling my neck and chest. He seemed to relax with my touch and I could feel the tension in this poor man’s body relax. I relaxed also and sighed. We hadn’t know eachother that long but this just felt so right. He finally looked up into my eyes and smiled. I slowly grabbed the sides of his face and leaned down and gave him a tender kiss on the lips. Flynn melted like butter in my hands and kissed me back. Oh this was amazing. We broke apart and smiled. And he grabbed me tight again in a big hug. “I could get used to this.” I spoke. Flynn chuckled “me too..” we finally let go after about ten minutes. I would have kept holding on to him but I had to get home to change and go on shift. “Can I call you later? I have to get going. Need to get home and change before shift starts.” I smiled. “Yes you can. I understand. Be safe Kyle.” We pulled each other into another kiss this time more passionate than the first and I swear I saw stars. Oh boy I’m falling already.
“Bye Flynn. Talk to you soon!” I waved as we walked in opposite directions. I think I had the biggest smile on my face ever.
“Boy did I have it bad!”
— Flynn —
“Holy shit! He kissed me. That perfect specimen of a man kissed me and held me and ahhh!” I shook my head after I had got back into my truck to go home. He’s so perfect but he has a past like we all do. I was nervous before but now, I could walk on air. Kyle was the perfect gentleman and it helped we were both nervous as hell to see one another.
I got home and went to my room. I laid down on the bed and stared at the ceiling. “Ugh he smelt so good. A combination of woodsy musk and his natural scent. I could get used to that…” I thought. At that moment someone else had a mind of his own thinking about Kyle and was standing at full attention in my pants. I slid my hands down and pulled my shorts and my underwear down to my ankles and shook them off. I pulled my shirt off and laid down rubbing my hands all over my body. Feeling my chest and and that were still there but in some desperate need of attention from a trip to the gym. I reached my cock and balls and fondled them in my hands. I spit in my hand and slowly began to stroke my 6.5” cock. I was already leaking precum all over the place. I thought of how Kyle smelled and how he tasted on my lips. I can’t wait to tast more of that sexy cop! By then I was stroking my hard cock furiously. I had my other hand slowly slide down to my ass and finger by finger started to finger fuck myself while I was jerking my hard cock. The thoughts of that sexy man on top of me and his body and scent… “Ugh oh fuckkkk meeee…” I slammed my finger in my ass and gripped my cock hard as my load went flying through the air and landed all over my chest, neck, face and even in my hair. I laid there exhausted and starting to fall asleep.
“If that’s how it felt just thinking about Kyle..I can’t wait to have the real deal. Man do I have it bad for him.”
Looks like I have another addiction…and his name is Kyle.