I see the white light and started to wake up. I hear beeping and voices but have no idea where I am. I open my eyes to find the most handsome man with green eyes and light brown hair cut so nice staring back at me. He’s wearing workout clothes that clings to every muscle on his very impressive body and he’s holding my hand.
“Where am I? And who are you?” I asked the beautiful stranger.
“I’m officer Kyle Roberts and I’m the one that saved you…”
“I’m alive? Well fuck…”
“Yes you are…is that a bad thing?” He says.
“It is when you get to know me…” and I drifted back off to sleep from the pain and tiredness.
This is all just a dream…yeah it’s a dream and I’m not hallucinating.
Or am I?
I must have slept for an entire day straight because when I woke up my body was entirely sore from laying in that hospital bed. I finally started to wake up and once again realized I was in the hospital after my failed attempt to well you know…
I started looking around and I saw my brother Bryan asleep on that small uncomfortable hospital chair. I looked around at the mess I found myself in. Never had my drinking and everything else gotten this bad. I looked up at the ceiling and stared blankly. “What the hell were you thinking Flynn…what were you thinking trying to end it all like that…” I started to cry and let all of my pent up bottled emotions out for the first time in I can’t remember how long. I was in the hospital and couldn’t mask my pain with drugs or alcohol here. So I was forced to deal with my pain sober for the first time in a long time.
Just as I was laying there crying my eyes out in walks that beautiful man again. My guardian angel I guess you could say. Damn he really was gorgeous and he was in uniform right now and “fuck why did he have to walk in just this moment while I look like crap crying…” I said to myself.
“Hey..” he said being quiet as my brother Bryan was still asleep in the chair. “Are you ok? You’re crying…” he smiled and fuck did he have the most gorgeous white pearly smile and his 5 o’clock shadow I actually felt my cock stiffen some, luckily I’m under this blanket so he couldn’t see. “Yeah I’m ok…I never got to thank you for um saving me the other night…um what was it again?” He smiled and walked a little closer to my bedside. “Kyle…Kyle Roberts” he shook my hand and I felt those tingly electric sparks shoot through my body by just shaking his hand. I swear I caught a quick glance of him feeling it to but wasn’t too sure. “Well Kyle…thank you for saving me. I was not in a good place at all that night and I don’t know what I was thinking. If I was even thinking at all…” “It’s ok I’m just glad I was there at the right place at the right time is all.” He smiled at me again. Right then I could hear Bryan starting to wake up. He sat up straight stretched and looked around the room to find me awake and Kyle standing there next to me. “Oh you’re awake. Oh thank god Flynn!” Bryan got up and hugged me. “Little bro I don’t know that I’d do without you! Don’t ever fucking do anything like that again!” I smiled. I missed this Bryan and I know it’s been my fault he’s been “gone” due to my drinking and such. “I promise big bro. I won’t do it again.” I wasn’t too sure of that statement myself at the moment but I knew it was what he wanted to hear. “Oh and thank you so much…officer…?” Bryan asked. “Roberts. Kyle Roberts but you can call me Kyle. It was no problem at all. Right place at the right time as I was telling your little brother over here.” He winked in my direction and I smiled. “Well thank you again. We are all each other has and I don’t know what I’d do if..” “Bryan it’s ok. I’m ok. I won’t do that again…I promise.” Bryan shook his head. “Well I better get going. About to be on shift. Just wanted to stop by and see how Rapunzel was doing over here after being a damsel in distress…” he chuckled and so did Bryan. I just sat there “thanks I guess” I shook my head. The Rapunzel jokes got old very quickly. Everyone growing up always wanted to tease me about my name being Flynn because everyone would tell me I was a blonde more tanned version of Flynn Rider from the movie Tangled. That shit got old really quick… “See you around…Flynn..” Kyle winked and smiled as he left the room.
“Well someone sure made an impression on officer Kyle didn’t you?” Bryan laughed. “Yeah I guess I did huh?” I laughed also. “Flynn…I…I’m sorry I kicked you out the other night and I’m sorry you almost…” my hardly ever emotional big brother, was now fighting back tears. Which in turn…made me start crying again. “I know Bryan. I know. I am so sorry about everything. I’ve screwed up big time this time and I’m sorry…” “It’s ok Flynn. I just need you to promise me that you’re going to actually take care of yourself this time. I’ve already lost mom and dad and I can’t lose you too…” I reached for my brother’s hand and pulled him into a big hug, I didn’t even know I needed until just then. “I promise this is an eye opener for me. If it wasn’t for Kyle I wouldn’t be here…I will try my best to sober up and get back to the Flynn I used to be or some form of him.” “Thanks little bro that’s all I ask.” Bryan gave me a hug.
I was released from the hospital the next morning. I was sort of expecting Kyle to swing by but he didn’t. Maybe it was wishful thinking. Who knows. Bryan took me home. My truck was going to be towed from the bar but Bryan was able to get it back to the house. How I didn’t want to ask. If it had anything to do with Adam I didn’t want to fucking know. I hated how he acted from what I can remember. I laid on my bed looking around my room what once was a clean pristine room full of accomplishments was a room that still had all that but the reminders of the idiot I had become. Liquor bottles hidden away. Box full of drugs “my stash”. I grabbed the box and opened it. Bryan walked in right at that moment. “Flynn…what are you doing…” I turned and handed him the box. “Please get rid of this. I can’t and I know you can and….” My hands were shaking looking at that box. That bitch anxiety was rearing her ugly head again. I had been able to control that most of my life being active and at one point that was my only medication I took. Then came Lewis. I really hated that guy now. Now that I’m sobered up from being in the hospital, I’ve had a chance to think and it all makes sense now. He never really loved me loved me like that. He loved how hot I was how I had “the perfect ass for my cock” he would always say. Now I know everytime we fucked it was more about getting off for him than being in love like I thought it was. “Flynn! Are you ok?” Bryan asked and snapped me back into reality for a second. “Umm yeah I’m ok. Just thinking. Thinking a lot about how I went wrong after mom and dad died. How Lewis mistreated me and used me as a piece of meat. I didn’t tell you the reason I drank again did I? Well we haven’t had that chance to talk…with you kicking me out and all..” I grinned at my brother. He just shook his head. “Flynn..” by this time we were sitting in the edge of my bed and talking like we used to growing up, I never really knew how much I missed my brother until now, I maybe 21 now and he’s 25 but he’s still my big bro and I love him to death. I laid my head on his shoulder and sighed. “Bryan I’m so sorry I’ve fucked everything up for you. For us….” Bryan just caressed my face for a second like he used to do when we were little and I was having a panic attack. “Look I’ve seen more remorse and more change in you in the past 2 days after your dumbass stunt than I have since we laid mom and dad to rest 3 years ago. Now I still am upset with how many times you stole money from my wallet to buy booze and drugs. Or how many times I had to go pick up my once promising tennis star brother wasted at some hole in the wall almost losing my job having to come get your ass!” I sighed and covered my face. “I am so sorry Bryan I really truly am. I can’t state enough how much I have needed you since they passed, but you’re right I need to get my head back on straight (I laughed at that) and find a job and get back to school. And here I am being the selfish one and not letting you properly grieve mom and dad because you had to take care of me and my constant fuck ups.” I sighed. “I missed this Bryan.” “I missed it too Flynn. You’re my little brother and I’ll always love you. No matter what. But please promise me that you are really going to clean up this time. I can’t do this again…” I looked at my big brother and gave him a big hug. “I pwomise big brudder” like I used to say growing up. He chuckled and hugged me back. “Thanks. I’m going to go shower and rest before I have to go to work. You going to be ok?” “Yeah I think so and hey Bryan…thanks. I mean it.” He smiled. “I know Flynn. I know.” And he walked to his room to shower and get ready for work.
I got busy cleaning my room for the first time in I can’t even remember. I threw all of the bottles and trash and anything else that reminded me of what I had become. I took all my clothes to the laundry room and just washed everything. Not having a clue when the last time I had done so. I vacuumed and dusted my room, cleaned every nook and cranny of it and put all my clothes back up correctly and remade the bed. I sat down on the floor against my bed and sighed a sigh of relief. This felt good. I had been “sober” before but not really. This time I was doing it for real. I crawled onto my bed and took a quick nap.
“Oh Kyle fuck me…oh fuck! I need that big dick inside of my hole baby give it to me.” His deep sexy voice replying. “Flynn you got it baby I want nothing more than to fuck this tight little ass and make it mine. Ugh…” with that fireworks and he blasted his love juices in me and caused me to blow hands free.” Ugh that was nice… then I woke up to cum all in my boxer briefs…fuck. I had a wet dream. “What was I 13 again!?” But fuck what a good one it was. I was startled out of my slumber by my cell phone ringing. A number I didn’t recognize was calling me. I almost didn’t answer it as I was hoping it wasn’t someone from the life I’m trying to leave behind. I let it go to voicemail.
“Hey Flynn it’s my officer Roberts. Uh um I mean Kyle. I’m sorry I didn’t check on you this morning when you got released but I had to go to work early. Why am I saying this it’s not like we are…uh I mean..” I chuckled it was so cute. Big sexy officer Kyle who excreted masculine energy and confidence was nervous leaving me a message. I wonder if he’s going to ask me out? “Ok what I’m trying to say and I hope I’m reading this correctly. If not let me know. But…would you like to meet me for some coffee tomorrow say 10am? There’s this place downtown that has the best coffee in town and yeah anyways…umm call me back or text or don’t. Yeah. Ugh bye Flynn.” And that was the end of the message. I laughed. “Wow big confident officer Kyle was nervous for little old me? Not that I’m little but I had lost about 15 pounds and my muscle tone wasn’t quite what it was 3 years ago.
“So I want to go? Yes I do. Should I go? No. I mean yes. Fuck make up your mind Flynn. This hot sexy cop who saved your life just asked you out…who would have seen that coming?” I asked myself. I took a deep breath and texted him back.
“Hi Kyle. Um yeah I’ll meet you. Coffee sounds great. See you there! :)”
Smiley face… (face palm) oh well it’s out there.
I heard my phone ding…
“Can’t wait! See you tomorrow. Rapunzel. :)”
I just shook my head and plugged my phone in and laid back down. I fell asleep in no time. And man did I need it.
I wake up to my alarm going off. It’s 8:45am. Ok time to shower and get cleaned up. “Im going on a date? When was the last time that happened?” I asked myself. I showered up and looked at my face. I need a haircut the blonde hair on my head was looking a little raggedy even for “surfer boy” hair that I’ve been told I rock. I styled it the best I could and decided not to shave. The stubble on my face helped me look a little bit older than my 21 years old. I brushed my teeth and found some shorts that still fit and showed off my best asset…my ass. And found me a green polo shirt and slipped it on. Slipped on my flip flops and headed downstairs. I ran into Bryan on my way out and I heard the wolf whistle. “Where are we going there sir?” He laughed. “I actually have a date….with officer Kyle…” Bryan smiled. “Well good for you. Don’t do anything I wouldn’t do…wait well I wouldn’t do what you do so yeah never mind. Just have fun Flynn.”
I drove to the coffee shop he was talking about as I had been there plenty of times in school. I parked and waited. I was nervous. I was starting to sweat a little and this was the first time I’ve actually gone on a date. Lewis in high school, that didn’t count. This is my actual first date. And it’s with this sexy as hell cop that saved my life. “I need to write all this down it’ll make a good story one day ;)” I chuckle.
“Here goes nothing.” I get out of my truck and walk into the coffee shop. I look around and spot him sitting in a corner booth. He spots me and waves me over. Fuck he looks so delicious. He’s wearing shorts like me that shows off his sexy and well defined toned legs and that ass. His shirt is clinging to life on all of his upper body.
I walked over to the table and sit down across from him. I take a deep breath.
“Hi Kyle.”
