“I’m in love with you too.” I smiled at Darren in that moment, the heat from his throbbing cock still inside me, still hard, still claiming me. “I know I am. This is fucking perfect.” I looked at his face, feeling the shape of his head in my hand. “YOU are fucking perfect.”
He chuckled a little, letting out a big sigh and inhaled into my neck. “I know it sounds crazy, but I can’t stop thinking about you, and I couldn’t wait to see you again…and be inside you again….” He dug both his hands under my shoulders and pressed our bodies together, his cock moving inside me as if it was reawakening. “But I know that this isn’t the way I normally feel about anybody.” He hid his face into my neck again, his nose at my ear. “I fuckin’ love you man. I knew it that first time on the beach.”
I smiled, feeling my eyes well up. It had been a long time since I had felt this way for anyone, since anyone felt this way for me. Ten years since I confessed it to another man. I turned my head sideways and kissed his forehead, tasting the salty sweat on his brow, and stroked his hair. I was still underneath him in the back of his SUV. This big 200 plus pound beast on me was confessing his love in the sweetest way, hiding his face from me like a little boy. I hugged him tight, wrapping my arms around him under his shirt to feel his big frame pressing down on me. His cock slid out of me at that point, causing me to shudder a bit and Darren to groan into my ear loudly in disapproval.
He sat up backwards, banging his head on the ceiling of the SUV, and looked at his cock, then the seat to make sure all was clean. He gently took my leg off his shoulder and moved it beside him and sat down on the seat as I slid up to sit beside him. He took my hand in his at that moment, and held it, staring at me.
“Sorry if I sound like a big baby.” He said softly, pressing his lips together shyly. “I just don’t want to lose this.” He took my hand and brought it up to his lips, kissing the back of it. “I guess I’m just feeling like a pretty lucky guy. You know, having the family and all, but having this too, to just…I don’t know, let it out? Does that make sense?”
He was sitting with his jeans at his calves now, bare ass on the seat, his long sleeve shirt a little up over his abs, his cock still a bit hard and to the side. He looked disheveled, half dressed, but didn’t seem to care as if this was the most normal thing in the world. And he still looked fucking sexy as hell. His face looked like it belonged in a modelling agency, and he was sitting confessing to ME how much he wanted me.
“I do know what you mean.” I said softly. I scooted over closer to him, to be beside him more. Our bare legs touched, and my other hand went to the inside of his thigh. It felt big, hard, solid. “And if we can make this work, keeping our families safe and all that, then I will do whatever for you. I want this to be it for me. I mean it…, you are it for me. I am not interested in anyone else.”
He inhaled deep and then put his arm around me and pulled me tighter into him. “Then this sounds perfect.”
I couldn’t agree more, staring into the dark morning, not a car in sight. “I don’t want to hurt anyone.” I heard myself mumbling.
Darren looked down at me and leaned over to kiss me. “Me either.”
I pulled back, suddenly aware I was pretty much naked, and we were in a parking lot. “Let’s put our clothes on before we get caught!” I giggled, grabbing my underwear.
Darren hiked up his jeans, sticking his hips forward, his big cock soft but still a monster, flopping to the side. “Yeah, I guess! Next time we get a room so we can properly do this!!” He winked at me as he did up his fly and leaned over again to kiss me.
I could kiss him all day long, I thought to myself.
We sat for a while back in the front seat working out details, figuring out our schedules once the holidays were over and we were back at work. We were both early risers and headed out around 6 or 6:30 in the morning. Darren took the train, and I drove by the one station on the way to my work, so we figured we could meet up in the morning. Plus, we had our cell numbers, and we agreed we would talk or text as much as we could. It was exciting already. I had never had a buddy like this, someone I could be ME with, someone I could relax beside and not have to “hide” anything anymore.
We then planned a get together with our families, to reunite them now that we were back home in the winter weather again in a few weeks. Both of us were looking forward to that idea. I just wondered if we would be able to continue to be discreet like we were all together in the Dominican.
As our vacation time ended, and it was return to work time, I had spent the remainder of the week secretly texting Darren. It was casual, sometimes flirty without it being too obvious, and definitely easy. Texting him was spontaneous and free, never having to worry about what I was sending. It all felt very natural. And keeping it “normal” so that even if we did get caught, it was just us guys texting.
We also chatted a couple of times over the phone in the mornings when we were both either heading to or from the gym. He’d call me either before his workout on his way to the gym, or else immediately after depending on our timing.
I loved talking to him. The sound of his voice on the phone made me hard instantly. And when he ended our first conversation on the phone a few days after our backseat romp with “I love you man” I was hooked completely.
My first day back to work was a hectic one, and Darren and I couldn’t arrange the right time to see each other in the morning as he had to get in very early to deal with something. But he called me as I drove to work, and we chatted for a solid twenty minutes as he drove to the train and I tackled traffic. I loved hearing his voice, so deep and sexy. It altered between casual talk about things, to sensual stuff about how much he wanted me. I found myself smiling all day long just thinking about talking with him.
His texts throughout the day kept me hard and my heart pounding. Little notes of “how’s it going” to random thoughts about his day to hints of wanting me, all made me lightheaded and giddy like a girl the entire day. When his last text came at 5 o’clock, telling me to meet him at the station cause he “needed to see me” and that I was to text my wife to tell her I needed to stay late at work since it was the first day back, I did. Then I made sure that I would be there to see his face in person. After four days with only just hearing his voice, I was dying to see him again.
My cell rang at 5:45 as I drove to the train station to meet Darren. His deep voice came through crystal clear on the other end. “Where are you?” he teased. “My cock is out and I’m jerking.”
I laughed, not sure if he was joking or not. “Better be careful, you might scare a few people with that monster in your hand.”
He giggled, causing me to smile wider. “Doesn’t scare you. One look and you’re all over it.” He sounded sexy, elated, happy. I responded in the same tone.
“I’m almost there big guy. Keep it in your pants for me.”
“I need to see you.” He said suddenly. “I miss you already.”
“It’s only been a few days since I saw you.” I missed him too, truth be told. Which is why I was racing to the parking lot of the train station at this very moment. “And it’s always good to hear your voice.”
“It’s even better to see you and kiss you.” He moaned into the phone. I could tell he was smiling, the way his voice sounded. I felt like I had known him for years, when in truth it had only been a few weeks.
We talked the rest of my drive to the parking lot, finding his SUV parked at the end of the lot away from the others. As I pulled up beside him, we were both still talking to one another and his face lit up even more as he watched my car edge in beside his.
“Oh, gotta go. Some hot little guy just pulled up beside me.” He smiled at me through his window.
I hung up and got out of my car, hurrying over to the passenger side of his running vehicle. He leaned one arm forward on his steering wheel and watched me get in, his eyes running up and down me as I sat in the warm seat. We both looked out the windshield, scanning for people before we leaned over to one another and met in the middle for a quick, yet tongue searching kiss.
Darren moaned. “Mmmm. I’ve been thinking about kissing you all day.” His voice was low, dripping with lust.
I took his big meaty hand in mine and held it as he used the other one to reach over and put his SUV in gear. I looked at him suddenly. “Where are we going?”
He grinned that sexy smile at me. “Your car locked?”
I fumbled for my key and locked it as he pulled out of the parking spot and headed right down the street.
“What time do you have to be home?” He raised an eyebrow as he drove, glancing over at me. I still marveled at his size next to me. He was big, brawny, built. Even though I was sculpted myself, I had nothing on Darren and his meaty size. He was all man. I was muscular and ripped, but more lean and cut than Darren. He was solid, thick, and massive in a way that was powerful and commanding. Just standing there he got attention from everyone. I watched his head moving as he drove, scanning the street. His smile on his face was like an excited kid.
“I gave myself some time, not till around 8. I told Allie I had a meeting at 7 and that I was grabbing something to eat beforehand.” I reached over and grabbed at his crotch, which was concealing a rock hard cock. “Shit you are already hard.”
He laughed and squeezed my hand tight. “I’ve been hard all day. For you.” He added, looking at me.
I looked around the area, realizing we were heading down a main street now. “So where are you taking me mister?”
He held our hands up and pointed a finger to the right, at a motel.
My heart stopped. “Seriously?!”
He nodded. “I told you, we needed a room.” His sexy grin widened, and he brought my hand up to his lips and kissed it. He let his tongue snake out to lick a spot on it and then he laughed.
I was nervous as he turned into the parking lot and drove past the entrance to a spot around the side in front of the far back door. He put his SUV in park and shut the engine off, taking out a key from his coat pocket. I could see 208 written on it.
“You already have a room?” I asked, still clutching his hand.
He smiled slowly. “Yes. I left work early and came over. Paid cash.” When I didn’t move, he frowned at me. “You okay?”
I suddenly snapped out of it. “Yes!” I let out a big sigh. “YES! I am just…surprised you did this!”
I got out and followed him over to the door, opening it up with his key and holding it open for me to enter. “Second floor to the left.” He winked, following me inside.
He stepped in front of me and led the way, moving up the stairs with me and then stepping to the left and finding Room number 208. My heart was pounding as he unlocked the door and I followed him inside.
“There’s water and a couple of protein bars for after.” He shrugged innocently. “We may need some replenishing.” He dropped the key to the table and pulled me into his body.
I was engulfed in him, big arms swooping around me, his hard chest pressed against me, and his mouth found mine in a deep kiss. It was romantic, passionate, and sensual. We didn’t make any sounds, other than small moans as our tongues met. I sucked back his saliva, felt his hands moving up and down my back as we stood in the middle of the room making out.
He squatted down in a big groan, and then stood up, lifting me up in the air with him and moved me over to the bed, gently placing me down on it. “We haven’t been alone in a bed since the hotel room in the Dominican.” He lifted up my shirt and started kissing my flat abs. “But this time, I’m not worried about anyone catching us.” He fumbled at my pants, loosening my belt and undoing the button.
I helped, undoing my pants and shoving them down as he grabbed at my hard cock in my underwear.
“Looks like someone is happy to see me.” He muttered, pulling my underwear down over my cock and letting it flop out. He grabbed it and shoved it into his warm mouth, causing me to grip the covers of the bed and moan loudly. I hadn’t cum in four days, and the sensation of his hot man on my dick was sending me over the edge already. He felt so good.
I looked down at the top of his hair as he started bobbing up and down on my 8 cut inches. I felt thicker than ever and seeing him enjoying it with a smile on his face was pure heaven.
I pushed him off and sat up on the bed, diving for his crotch and unbuckling his belt. He grunted and flipped open the button on his pants and pulled his cock out for me. “Here you go buddy.”
Holding it for me, I opened my mouth and dove on it, taking it all in. I could taste the day on him, making me moan loudly at his scent and wanting him even more. He gently took my head in his hands and started to fuck my face slowly. The sounds of him above me told me he was enjoying every moment as my hands roamed over his stomach, feeling upwards to his pecs under his shirt. I loved the feel of his body.
I heard his pants fall all the way down to his ankles, and my eyes opened to see those muscular legs as I sucked on his cock. My hands moved up and down them, feeling every hard curve of his solid legs. I pulled my mouth off his dick and yanked my shirt up over my head as he kicked off his shoes, pulled his socks off and stepped out of his pants. I told him to lay down as he unbuttoned his shirt and peeled it off his body, exposing that marbled upper torso of his. My God he was built.
He sat on the bed as I hopped off, pushing him down on his back to engulf that big 9 inches of meat of his again. He laid back moaning loud as he spread his legs for me. I was kneeling in between him, my hands on his thighs as I took care of my man, expertly sucking his cock to hear him moan louder and louder.
I let his cock flop onto his stomach with a loud THWAP and began climbing up his body, straddling his waist as my tongue moved up to his pecs. His big paws grabbed my waist as I began my ascent, and his eyes were on me as our naked bodies connected. My mouth found his and we kissed hard, his arms moving up my back sending shivers all over me. He pulled me down a bit, tight to him as we made out, and I could feel his cock pressing up against my ass. I started moving my ass over his hard cock, as he started to gyrate up into me.
“My God I want to fuck you.” He moaned at me, turning onto his side to flip me over.
Before I knew it, I was on my back and Darren was over me, his big body crushing me. He moved his legs between mine, and kicked me open with his knees, pushing his waist up into me as he kissed me again, my legs pushing forward and bending me in half. He wasn’t waiting.
I could feel that big helmet head of his pushing into my ass as he continued to kiss me deep, both of us grunting in anticipation. I grabbed at the back of my knees and held my legs open as he pressed that cock at my hole.
“Fuck me.” I heard myself saying. “Now!”
Darren grabbed my ankles and pushed me back, and spit into my ass. “Hell yeah.” He grunted and lowered me down again to his cock. It was at my hole, like a missile ready to insert into me. Our eyes locked and he held my legs open, still at the ankles as he moved his hips forward to try to slide his cock into me.
I held his gaze as I felt his cock open me up. There was a slight expression that came over him as he felt it slide in, and then a wry smile came over him followed by a groan. “Oh fuck baby I have missed you.”
I put my hand on his stomach as the other moved to his upper thigh to slow him down as I felt the invasion fill me. I gritted my teeth a bit as he slowly moved into me, the feeling causing me to catch my breath as the girth of his dick stretched me to the limit. I let out a sudden gasp as he pushed in quickly, and then he stopped.
“You okay?” He asked, holding himself completely still. I felt his cock pulse, and then jerk up as he flexed it.
I opened my eyes and could see him looking down at me, my legs spread open and his handsome face watching me carefully. My ass was relaxing, and I could feel myself letting him completely in.
I nodded and moved my hand up to his nipple to give it a small squeeze. “So fucking good right now.” I purred, causing him to smile big and lean forward, letting my ankles go. I wrapped my legs around his waist as his face came to mine.
“You look so good right now attached to my dick.” He whispered as his mouth came to mine. I kissed him again, hard, grabbing the back of his neck to hold him.
He dug a shoulder under my one leg and let my leg rest on top of him as he started to move his hips in and out, the feeling of his cock fucking me taking over us both. I grunted in pleasure and found his ass with my free hand. When I squeezed it hard, he grunted in my ear.
“Yeah fucking grab my ass baby.”
I grabbed his other cheek with my hand and pulled him into me more, both hands now clamped on his flexing ass as he began drilling into me. We were a frenzy of flesh, the moans and groans now escaping us freely as he fucked me hard for a long time. I needed to pull him in me as deep as possible. I wanted him to penetrate me as far as he could. I wanted to literally crawl into his body as he fucked me.
In a ball of sweat, he suddenly leaned backwards, sitting up and back on his knees, his ass resting on his heels, and grabbed my waist to fuck me slowly above me. I could see his entire upper body as I laid on the bed, Darren’s big hands on me pulling me in to him. I pushed myself up, so I could get on him, sitting on his cock in his lap, wrapping myself around him as he knelt on the bed, me in his arms, bouncing me up and down now on his shaft as our faces met. I was clinging to him as he fucked up into me, before leaning backwards himself and letting his big legs unfold under him. I was now on top of him, and ready to ride that big dick like a cowgirl.
With my hands on his pecs, I started bouncing up and down on that big tool, my ass working it like a whore in heat. His big hands grabbed my ass and guided me on it, slamming up into me with a new sense of need. He bent his legs and brought his feet together behind me to really start to fuck me.
I got lost in the pleasure and lost track of time before he flipped me over on to my back once again. We were both sweating at this point, and our slick bodies were gyrating together easily. Both my legs were on his shoulders at this point, and he was fucking me so hard and deep that my ass was off the bed. Our eyes were locked on each other and in this position, my hands on the side of his face holding on, I could feel it starting to build. Darren really knew how to fuck the cum out of me, every time.
He saw it on my face.
“Are you…?” He asked. And when I nodded with my mouth hanging open, he let out a loud, “Jesus I LOVE making you cum like this!”
He slammed into me harder as he watched the pleasure come over me. I gripped his face tight, my eyes staring into his. When I felt it almost shoot out, I pulled him into me. “Yeah fuck it out of me big guy!” I yelled, kissing him hard, sucking his tongue down my throat in a loud groan, making him grunt in surprise and pound my ass even harder.
I shuddered in his arms as the first wave exploded out of me and all over my chest, followed by the second squirt as Darren let out a loud “Fuck yes!” He kept up the solid hard pummeling of my hole as the third and fourth and fifth volleys of cum erupted from me.
“Oh fuck here’s my load baby!” He yelled at me. He arched back, slamming his cock into me with a sudden force that rocked my entire body as my last few drops flew out of my own cock. He scrunched his face in a tight grimace and let out a loud guttural sound as he started to flood my ass. I clutched his shoulders, my own mouth hanging open more as I felt him unload in me. He thrust into me a couple more times, letting it all out inside my tunnel before clamping his mouth on mine in a deep, wet kiss.
I grabbed onto his big body tightly, holding on as he breathed hard on top of me, letting his weight collapse a bit on me, smothering me with his massive frame. I loved every pound of him resting on me. He felt enormous, but I loved the crushing weight of my man on me. His mouth moved from my lips to my neck to my ear and then back to my lips as he stopped gyrating and held his cock in me.
He rolled over to the side a bit, letting his dick slide out, and letting me breathe easier. I moved my leg over on him, to keep us close as he shifted his weight off me to lay on his side. “My God, I fuckin’ love you.” He moaned out. He pulled me into his chest, where I snuggled in, and smiled.
“I love you too.” I whispered quietly. And I meant it.
I closed my eyes and listened to the sound of his heart beating in his solid smooth chest. The rhythm of his heartbeat matched my own. I felt like I connected with someone again.
At last.
