It was the weekend before Christmas, and it was our turn to host Darren and his family for dinner. Usually we were the ones heading to their place, swimming in their pool in the summer, but Allie insisted on hosting just before Christmas at last. She wanted to get us all together as close to Christmas as we could to celebrate the fact that we met only a year ago in the Dominican during our Christmas vacation and had all become such good friends. Really good friends in fact. Even more for Darren and I.
I of course was also thinking about the one year mark.
I was a nervous mess that Sunday afternoon, as I prepared myself to see Darren in my home. More nervous in fact because I was already thinking about our “anniversary.”
Our house was decorated to the nines, with string lights and garland and our Christmas tree up fully sparkling, colour coordinated and all. I couldn’t wait for Darren to see the place. Actually, I couldn’t wait to see Darren period.
We had managed a few more quick sex hook ups in the car since my conference at the hotel. It had been about 7 weeks since the conference, Darren sneaking into my room the first night and falling asleep with me after fucking me. He panicked at first, waking up an hour later and freaking out that Amy would be suspicious. But after a quick text that he was just leaving the dinner, all was good. So good in fact, that Darren returned the final morning and crawled into my bed first thing just like he had done when my family was away in Florida.
In between then and now, we still couldn’t get enough of each other, blowing one another in the train station parking lot, or driving off to some deserted park to fuck in his vehicle. Neither one of us could get a house free during these past weeks, and we were trying to avoid cheesy motels. For now anyway.
But it had been a week since I had been with Darren with the hustle and bustle of Christmas and work wrapping up before the Christmas shutdown. We did meet up only once this past week in the morning, but we both had meetings to get to, so we could only sit and talk briefly, make out a bit and hold hands. So, I was already bulging with desire by the time they arrived.
I had a pair of slim fitting jeans with a form fitting sweater that showed off my broad shoulders and solid chest. I had slipped on a silver Greek-style ring on my left hand that I wore on occasion and played with the silver watch I had on my left wrist that I still wore all these Christmases later. I suddenly remembered getting it the year I was 21, from the first man I truly loved. I’ve worn it every year since, treating it as my most treasured piece. Even though there was an engraving on the back, Allie never noticed. Or at least, she never once asked me about it. Or even who “Joe” was. I had a flash to that first Christmas some fifteen years ago with Joe, and a smile washed over me as I remembered those amazing three years.
And as the doorbell rang, I realized Darren was becoming the second man I truly loved. Just when I thought I would never fall in love with another man ever again.
The kids barreled in first, followed by a coiffed Amy looking positively gorgeous and lastly, my big man carrying bags and a tray of desserts, looking absolutely handsome. A wide grin appeared on his face as he peered over his family down at me. My heart literally skipped a beat as I took in his 6’2” winter geared figure as the “Merry Christmases” started flying from everyone.
He waited patiently as the kids disrobed their outwear and were pulled inside by my children. He waited as Amy and Allie gabbed at the door as Amy hung her coat up. He waited as they took things from his hands and he got to slip out of his boots and I took his coat. And he waited at the door with me as everyone else moved inside to the kitchen and we finally were alone.
And then quietly he whispered to me, “Merry Christmas buddy. And happy almost anniversary.”
I couldn’t help but smile as I stood next to him. He gave me a grin that spoke volumes, and I could see in his jeans his cock was hard. “Merry Christmas big guy, and happy anniversary. And I’m happy to see you too.” I murmured, glancing to the back of my house before quickly groping his crotch.
He grunted lowly. “I guess a quick fuck right here is out of the question?” He leaned down to ask quietly.
I punched him in the gut, making him recoil mockingly as he followed me into my house. “Better behave.” I said back to him. I heard him growl and caught him staring at my ass as we walked towards the sounds in the kitchen. I could already feel my cock growing as Darren moved behind me. From the moment I saw him, I wanted to kiss him, touch him, feel him. This was going to be a difficult evening trying to hide my bulging cock and conceal my lust for this huge man.
Our house was not as big as the McNab’s, so finding little corners or rooms wasn’t as easy as I thought it would be as I tried desperately to get Darren alone. Watching him just move around and hang out at my house was enough though, and I could feel myself wanting to be beside him more and more. Especially with only five days till Christmas. Five days till the year that marked when we first met.
We found ourselves alone in the living room at last, sitting across from each other on my sectional sofa as the women went into the kitchen for more wine and to fiddle with dinner prep. I offered to help, but my wife told me to relax with Darren. Gladly, I thought as I looked at him sitting with one big leg up on the couch facing me.
He looked up at me from his glass of beer and gave a quick wink and a knowing smile and scooted his ass over a bit closer to me. I turned to face him and caught myself smiling a little too widely as we casually talked.
That was the best part about Darren: I could talk to him easily. We talked about everything and nothing. We laughed loudly at each other’s jokes. We were silly. We could be serious. We could just sit together and hang out. And knowing how much we were into each other and knowing how much we craved each other’s bodies and cocks just added to the complete picture.
Darren finished his beer and set his glass down on the table and moved his bent leg further up on the couch next to mine, so that his knee was ever so slightly touching my leg. Sparks automatically shot through me. He draped his arm on the back of the couch and let his hand dangle down near my shoulder. Our wives couldn’t see us from their position in the kitchen nearby, despite the open concept. So Darren leg his fingers teasingly brush against my shoulder as we continued talking. This didn’t go unnoticed by me.
When I looked down at his fingers and then up at his handsome face, he just smiled at me with that grin of his.
“You know it’ll be a year on Christmas since we met.” Darren said to me rather suddenly. I let my right hand move to his knee and touch him, leaving it resting on his leg hidden by the couch from the women in the kitchen.
“Yes. One year.” I breathed in, knowing how much I felt for this hunk of a man beside me.
“Can you get out this week? One day after work?” Darren raised an eyebrow, then added quietly. “I just want to see you before Christmas. To celebrate.”
I squeezed his leg and sat back before anyone came into view. “Sure. What about Wednesday? It’s our last day and I’m leaving work early, but Allie doesn’t that know yet. Can you get off early?”
He giggled. “I can get off anytime.” I rolled my eyes at his sex joke, and set my empty wine glass down with my left hand and Darren looked at my ring. “Where’d you get that?” He nodded at it.
“I got it in Greece when I was travelling through Europe.” I pulled it off and showed it to him. “I only wear it every now and then.”
He studied the square design on it, very Greek looking and handed it back to me. “It’s cool. I wear my high school ring every now and then too on the same hand.” He leaned back and looked at me for a moment, before turning his head to see where the women were in the kitchen. “Fuck I wish I could kiss you right now.” He murmured quietly.
I let out a sigh, and then slapped his knee. “Follow my lead.”
I grabbed his empty glass and headed to the kitchen, with him following close behind. I could hear the kids down in the basement playing, and I made my way to the door leading to the garage off the mud room. Darren padded along behind me, simply following like a puppy. I turned to him and raised a finger to my mouth as I opened the garage door quietly, and stepped into the coldness, holding the door open for him to follow in his sock feet.
He stepped into the garage by me and I quietly closed the door, staying on the top of the three wooden stairs so I was at his height. He stopped at the bottom step and pulled me into him, kissing me hard as I held the door closed, opening my mouth to feel his tongue invade me. I kissed him like I hadn’t seen him in years, or as if he was going away on leave. Every time we kissed, I felt more and more for him.
“Fuck,” he moaned, “I want to be inside you so bad.”
He wrapped his arms around me and pressed his massive hard body against me. I loved the feeling. “Trust me I know how you feel.” I said, pushing him back so I could bend down to grab a beer from the case I had stashed in the garage to keep it cold.
“Smart.” He said, taking it from me before kissing me intensely once again. He grabbed my ass and squeezed my cheeks hard. “You sure I can’t just fuck you right now?”
I hesitated for a moment, wishing he could, but then chuckled and pushed him off me again, opening the door and stepping backwards into my house. “No.” I said as he followed me in with the beer in his hand.
We behaved for most of the evening, except at the dinner table as he sat across from me. We both had our wives sitting beside us, and we were facing each other as we sat in our dining room. So when Darren’s big leg extended underneath the table and I felt his foot touch mine, I tried not to react. His face didn’t register a thing as he talked to my wife. He didn’t even look over at me as he rubbed my foot under the table with his own. I let my foot rub up against his, resting on top of it and slightly sliding up his pant leg where it remained for the remainder of the conversation. Only when he caught my eye a few minutes later and registered a smile just for me with a quick wink did I know how much he loved the connection just as much as I did.
Darren and I giggled in the kitchen afterwards as we cleaned up, leaving the wives to finish their coffee in the dining room, and the kids stormed back down to the basement. We moved around the kitchen easily together, playfully grabbing each other’s asses and brushing up against each other on purpose. Darren’s cock was constantly hard, and he kept pressing up against me as he moved behind me or put stuff in the garbage under the sink as I stood there, even announcing “Oops sorry about that” every now and then.
We found ourselves down in the basement with our own coffees while the four kids played around us, talking about nothing. Until the moment when my kids announced they were going up to their rooms and they raced upstairs, slamming the basement door behind them.
We were finally alone. In the basement. Far from everyone.
I listened for the thumping of the children moving upstairs and then the sounds of their little feet ascending the stairs to the top level of the house. I could faintly hear the women talking from the living room as I noticed Darren setting his cup down on the coffee table and taking mine from my hands to put it down as well.
And then he was on me, kissing me hard and passionately, letting out a slight groan as our mouths locked. “Jesus I want you.”
I pushed him back and grabbed the front of his pants to undo them quickly. He groaned and leaned back, helping me pull open his pants and fish out his already erect cock. The smell of him drove me downward, onto his cock to taste him, hearing a soft moan escape his lips. I went all the way down, savoring every inch as I started to suck his dick furiously.
And then I was up, grabbing his cock in my hand and leading him off the couch to follow me. I moved to the back storage room behind the stairs where our large freezer was and opened the door quietly. “You need to fuck me quick.” I moaned, turning around to kiss him.
Darren sucked in air as we kissed, reaching down to undo my pants and open them up. He spun me around quickly and pushed me to the freezer, where I leaned over as he pulled my jeans and underwear down over my ass. “I need to be inside you…” he mumbled, licking his hand and rubbing his thick fingers along my ass. “…so badly.”
I turned sideways to see him lick his hand again and step up behind me, a determined look on his face as he pointed his cock towards my ass. I felt the heaviness of his 9 inches of meat on the top of my ass as he pulled my pants down more to reach around and pull on my cock with his left hand. His mouth was at my ear, and his breath was hot on my neck. “This is gonna be fast and it’s gonna hurt cause I am so fucking thick right now.” He moaned, moving his cock between my ass desperate to find my opening.
I grabbed the edge of the freezer as my ears listened for any sounds above me. My heart was racing as I felt the pressure behind me as Darren found my hole and started pushing forward. I grimaced as he tried to dig into me, feeling a moment of relief as he backed off and added more spit to the huge mushroom head of his prick. With a little more wetness, he tried again. I let out a big breath and felt him pop inside me.
I let out a gasp and his hand quickly covered my mouth. “Shhhh.” He said at my ear. “Quietly.” He purred as he held himself just inside my walls, letting me adjust to the sudden opening. “Just relax and let me in.” He moaned, holding his hand on my mouth still. I felt a wave of pain, followed by that sense of pressure inside that made you just hold very still for a moment.
“Give me a minute!” I whispered.
He stood behind me, running his hand down my back lightly to help me relax. Then he moved forward more, and I felt his left hand cover mine on top of the freezer and laced his fingers into mine. I closed my eyes as I held his hand, and his other hand released my mouth to find my right one on the freezer. Holding both my hands, he slowly sunk into me, kissing my neck lightly. I was pinned against the freezer with nowhere to move as Darren pushed all nine inches of himself into me.
I looked down to see my cock sticking straight up, pointing up at me against the white freezer, a steady stream of cum oozing out of me as Darren slid his dick all the way into me. Just the sensation of him entering me caused me to leak cum in a slow release of white juice. “Fuck look what you did to me.” I whispered, looking down at the white stuff pouring out of me as Darren started to slowly hump me.
Darren looked down and squeezed my hands in his. “I could cum right now too. Jesus Brian, you feel so good.” He muttered, starting to fuck me harder. “I’ve wanted to be inside you all night.” He pulled my hands off the freezer and wrapped them around my own body with his as he fucked me. His arms were holding me tightly against him now and he now felt unbelievable in my ass.
It was a quick fuck, and the feeling of him completely surrounding my body was enough. “Just cum in me.” I moaned. “As fast as you can. I want to feel it.”
Darren grunted and squeezed me tighter, pumping my ass like a jackhammer now until his breath filled my ear. “You sure? Cause I’m ready to cum!” he moaned in me as he gave a hard thrust and then stopped, pushing himself up in me and lifting me slightly off the ground as he let out a low groan. He moved his ass slightly and grinded his cock into me further, milking out his entire load in me, holding me tight against him. I was off the ground completely on the third thrust, Darren holding me to his body, our hands still together as he kissed my neck. We stayed still for a moment, letting the feeling of his cum fill me. Then he backed up, keeping his dick inside me and told me to cum.
I pressed my ass backwards, ensuring his cock stayed buried in me and started jerking my cock. Darren’s mouth found my neck and he kissed and teased me as I stroked my load out. He moaned as my ass clenched around his still throbbing cock as I started shooting my cum onto the freezer.
“Fuck I love you.” He mumbled in my neck. “I wish we could be together all the time.”
I heard him say it but couldn’t register a response as he slowly relinquished his vice grip on me. He backed away quickly and pulled his underwear back up and over his cock along with his pants as I pulled my own up, listening for any movement upstairs. I turned to see Darren zipping up his fly, and rebuttoning his pants before his eyes looked at mine. He had that look of lust still, as if he wasn’t done with me yet. But there was a new look, one of desperation and hunger. He stared at me, and for a moment we just stood there looking at each other. No smiles. Then he lunged for me, grabbed my head in his hands and brought my mouth to his in a deep moaning kiss. His tongue was in my mouth far, wrestling with mine, wanting to swallow me down.
When he pulled away, he held my head still in his hands and looked at me. That look was still there, a serious one, as his eyes studied mine. “I only want you.” He said, breaking the silence.
I grabbed his big hands against my face. “I know.” I heard myself saying. “I’m all yours.”
He grinned slowly, and lightly kissed me again before releasing my head and stepping backwards to the doorway and out into the rec room again. I grabbed a tissue and wiped up my cum from the freezer and returned to the couch where Darren had resumed his position, grabbing his coffee cup. I sat down beside him as I heard the pounding of feet clomping down the stairs to the main level only a few minutes later.
“Do me a favour?” Darren asked, resting his hand on my leg as I heard running upstairs. He reached up to my right hand and moved his thumb along the Greek ring on my third finger. “Keep this on for me?”
I looked up at his face and smiled at him. “Sure.”
“And I’ll see you on Wednesday afternoon? Just us somewhere.” He said as I heard the basement door open and loud voices of our children grew louder.
The kids thumped down the stairs as I nodded, taking a sip of my coffee as we released hands and moved slightly apart. “We’ll figure that out.”
Darren and I stayed in the basement with the kids for the rest of the evening, enjoying each other’s company. We did venture up eventually and joined the women in the living room before calling it a night.
After they had all gone, and the rest of the dishes were in the dishwasher, I found myself alone in the kitchen as Allie remained upstairs after putting the kids to bed. The house was quiet, and as I sipped on my water, I thought about Darren’s words he had said earlier, about wanting to be together all the time. I hated seeing him leaving tonight, even more so leaving with his wife. I could see the last look in his eye as he turned from me, and I knew he felt the same way. So when my phone vibrated, I knew it was a text from him even before I looked at the screen.
I meant it. All the time. The text said. I saw the three dots as he was typing more, but my mind was already spinning. I was feeling it too. I only wanted him.
I want you was the next text. Followed by Thanks for tonight. Dinner. Drinks. Laughter. And for showing me your freezer :)
I giggled and typed back. Glad u could cum over. Was happy to have you.
You’re always very accommodating.
I smiled, unable to help the double meanings. You know me, I’ll always welcome you in.
He sent a smiley face and I waited. There was a brief pause and then the three dots appeared again, and I waited some more. And when the three words appeared on my phone my heart stopped.
I love you.
We had agreed not to text like this, and an immediate message came next. Now delete that and go to bed with your hand down your pants. Followed by another smiley face.
I typed in my reply quickly. I love you too. And I wish it was your hand.
Without a pause, he replied Me too. Maybe someday. And then Good night.
I looked around the kitchen and realized I had left my watch on the counter from when I was washing up the extra dishes. I grabbed it and turned it over, rubbing my finger over the engraving. “It’s about time, Love Joe.” I read once again.
Maybe it was time. Time to be who I truly was. Time to live my life the way I wanted. Joe wanted me to do just that. And I had promised him I would be happy.
As I looked around my house, full of things that showed off our family. I had put up so many walls early on in life, and then threw up a huge wall when Joe was gone. Allie saved me. I owed her that.
But here was Darren, saying what I was trying not to admit.
I only wanted to be with Darren. It was time.
