I woke up an hour or so later to an empty bed. I slid some boxer briefs up my legs and wandered out of the bedroom.
I found Cam in the kitchen, eating some leftover chicken. He wiped his lips with a napkin and came over and kissed me. I felt his warm body and cock against mine.
He broke the kiss and got me some water. We looked at each other and I said that we probably had some things to talk about.
I grabbed a protein bar as he put his dish into the dishwasher. We went into the living room and sat down.
We both started asking the same question at the same time. Cam put his hand up to ask me to stop talking.
“Let’s understand how this is going to work,” he started. “I’m going to grad school in the Fall. Let’s see how it goes until then.”
I started to say something but he asked me to let him finish.
“We can continue or not, that’s up to you. I wanted you from when I saw you in the café but I also realized that, when I was Cami, I came on too strong.”
I nodded.
“I also realized,” he continued, “that I liked fucking more than being fucked.”
I’m sure I had a confused look on my face.
“I was out with a man even older than you,” he smirked. “And he couldn’t get it up to fuck me. Cami was a power bottom,” he said as an aside.
“So he flipped onto his back and I fucked him. It was incredible, having that control and taking that pleasure. After he dropped me back at my place, I realized that I wasn’t a power bottom any longer.
“Later I realized that Cami wasn’t a top; I tried to make being a top work with being Cami, but it just didn't fit. So I got my hair cut and changed my gym routine, and had some older men buy me new clothes.”
He made a motion with his head to indicate ‘and here we are’ before he started again.
“I didn’t expect I’d ever see you again. School got busy and you stopped coming to the cafe. I didn’t blame you, but I am sorry I pushed you like I did.
“Then, there you were, with that client, and I was happy when you sat there after the meeting. But I was surprised when you asked me to share the Lyft. I wondered why you did that as you had a boyfriend.”
I help up my hand.
“We didn’t get much chance to talk that day; I was surprised and still getting over him leaving. I wanted to talk with you more, but I offered in good faith.”
Cam nodded.
“I know you did, but I was surprised and I had my final on Friday to focus on.”
“Okay,” I said, “But here we are. You’re here. You’ve changed.”
“Maybe,” he said. “But I like being a top. And I know your ex never topped you, judging from how eager you were to get on your knees.”
“What does that mean?”
“It means, Daddy, that you’ll have an amazing summer, if you’ll let yourself.”
He moved towards me and kissed me.
“I have an ‘end of the semester’ party tonite. This gives you some time to think about what you want.
“I’d like to come back, but you have to want me to come back,” he pouted.
“I also need someplace to live until school starts,” he said smiling. “I can’t pay what your ex paid but I can pay something and ….” He left the rest unsaid.
He got up and walked to the bedroom, picking up his wallet and phone. He scrolled on his screen and in a moment I heard my phone ding.
He looked at me.
“If you want to continue, meet me at that address tomorrow at 9 am,” he indicated my phone and the message he’d sent.
“Yes, it’s a gym,” he said. “You’ve neglected yourself, got lazy, your ex lulled you to sleep and you didn’t push him.”
I started to object but he stopped me.
“Ask for Tim when you get there,” he said. “I’ll see you after your session with him.”
He kissed me and then said he needed to go to change before his party. I offered to take him to his place, but he said no thanks, he’d called a ride share already.
