All I heard was the words "I Do" from Kayden and my eyes started to fill with tears, I couldn't control it. It was over they were married. The bride and groom turned to face the guests and Kayden looked at me and saw my tears. I went over to him and hugged him and said: "Kayden I wish you all the best." and then I hugged Sarah and wished her the best in her new life with Kayden.
Everyone was outside the church with well wishes for the newlyweds. I felt sick and left heading home as the reception wasn't until the evening. I got home and broke down, telling myself I have to move on. How was I going to give the toast as best man this evening without breaking down. I got up and stripped out of my tux and laid on the sofa and fell asleep.
I awoke at five and poured myself a bourbon and looked at myself in the mirror and said what a fool you are. I then got in the shower, remembering Kayden and I in the shower at the hotel. I had to be strong and move on, but there was this ache in my heart that I couldn't dismiss. I finished showering and got dressed in my tux and headed to the reception.
I was early so I headed to the bar for some courage.Everyone started arriving and finally Kayden and Sarah walked in. She really was beautiful, and they made a perfect couple. I went to the men's room and Kayden walked in and he just stared at me. Finally he said: Alex you know you are my best friend and I could see by the look in your eyes how much this must hurt you, but I'm not gay. I never looked at another guy except you and I think that was because we were so close. I love Sarah and I know we are going to be happy. I looked at him and I could see the joy in his eyes and I said: "Kayden I will be fine and I am so happy for you." He hugged me and said: "are you okay, I'm so sorry if I hurt you." I hugged him back and said: "Kayden we have been best friends for a long time no worries." We left the restroom and Kayden went back to his bride.
It was just before dinner was served and I had to give my toast to the bride and groom. I was shaking, and I was trying to control myself. I got up and lifted my shaking glass and started the toast: " As I was preparing this toast what came to me was when Kayden and I shared an apartment in college when he said he was going to cook us dinner, I would go around all the rooms removing all the batteries from the smoke detectors lol. Anyway on a more serious note, Kayden and Sarah this is the beginning of your life together. Be good to each other, love each other deeply, never go to bed angry and share everything. I love you both and wishing you all the joys of a happy and joyful marriage and name your first child after me.
After dinner I felt better that the toast was over. I went to the bar and as I was drinking my cocktail I was in deep thought as tears filled my eyes. I looked up and at the end of the bar was this incredibly hot guy. He stared at me and smiled. I smiled back and he came around the bar and approached me. He looked at me and said: "Hi, I'm Scott" I shook his hand and said: "I'm Alex have a seat." Scott looked and me and said: "Please tell me if I'm being forward but why the tears." I looked at him and said: "weddings make we weepy." "Your in love with Kayden aren't you?" "Scott why would you say that you don't even know me." "Look I'm gay Alex and my gaydar told me you were in love with Kayden." "I guess you got me, but it doesn't matter now so I have to move on." "Scott how do you know Kayden?" " We work together, we're not really close just co-workers."
We talked for a while and I couldn't believe how easy he was to talk to. Scott said: "Look I don't mean to be pushy but right now you need a friend and someone to talk to so how about having dinner with me tomorrow night." "You know Scott I would really like that and yes I could use a friend right now." We said our goodbyes and planned to meet at the restaurant at seven.
The reception came to and end and everyone was saying their goodbyes to the bride and groom, so I went over and hugged Kayden and just held him tight, then I kissed Sarah and wished her well.
I was really happy that I had meet Scott, he was about 6' tall, 185 to 190 lbs. light bleached blond hair and the bluest eyes I had ever seen. His body was breathtaking. I took a shower and got dressed in a pair of tight jeans and a white henley shirt, poured myself a drink for courage and left for the restaurant.
I arrived and Scott was already there and got up and came over to me and grabbed me into a sweet hug. He said: "I'm really glad you came." We sat down and Scott ordered drinks for us and I said: "Scott before we go any further I don't want you to get the wrong impression, I am not going to jump into bed with you." "Shit Alex that was the furthest thing from my mind, and I would be very cold if that's what I expected from you right now, even though you have an incredible body if I must say." "Thank you Scott, I'm just happy to have someone to talk to."
"So tell me Alex how did you and Kayden meet." "Well we meet in our freshman year of high school and we became inseparable as we did everything together, then we went to college and got an apartment together." "After college we were together all the time and then Kayden meet Sarah, but we still got together often." "I wanted to give him a bachelor party and he didn't want any part of a bachelor party, so he asked if I would take him to a concert he wanted to go to and we got a hotel for the night." "We ended up having sex and I knew I was in love with him and I thought that maybe he felt the same way about me, but he told me he wasn't gay that he never ever looked at another guy and that he loved Sarah, and the sex that we had was because we were so close." Scott said: "You do realize that you don't have sex with another guy if your straight just because your close." I said: "He made his choice Scott and there is nothing I can do."
exWe enjoyed our dinner and the conversation was really nice. Scott told me he had been in a relationship that ended in bitterness. He went on to say that at this point he had no interest in another relationship. I told Scott that I wasn't interested either. "I have to get my life back on tract so I been thinking of going on an all male gay cruise.""Wow that sounds like just the thing you need, when do you plan on going?" "I don't know Scott I will have to check with the cruise lines for a departure date." "Hey Alex how would you like me to join you on the cruise?" "Fuck that would be awesome Scott, I'd love someone to go with." "I'll check on departure dates and let you know, you won't have a problem with your work schedule?" "No it won't be a problem at all Alex."
I checked with the cruise lines and scheduled our booking for an all gay male cruise leaving Miami in two weeks. The cruise was for seven days of pure heaven with two thousand gay men. I called Scott to let him know and he was ready and excited.
The day arrived and we arrived in Miami at the port and I couldn't believe the size of the ship. We boarded and stayed on deck as everyone was waving goodbye to the onlookers. I said to Scott: "Did you ever see so many hot guys?" Scott said: "its like a dream come true." We got to our cabins, Scott's cabin was two down from mine. The cabin was really nice and roomy which surprised me. I told Scott I was going to take a shower and then we would go to the bar and get a cocktail. He said: "sounds like a plan to me."
I knocked on Scott's door and he opened it and said: "Are you ready to party my friend?" "Oh yeah I'm ready." On the main area of the ship you couldn't move there were so many guys and the music was intoxicating. Scott and I got to the bar and got cocktails. We stood their watching all these beautiful men most in nothing but Speedos. I said: "Scott I think we're over dressed." "Lets go back to the room and change. We both started laughing and went dashing to our rooms. I put on white speedo which accentuated my bulge. I left my room and Scott was just coming out of his. He had on red speedos that hugged his package perfectly. One look at him and my cock started swelling. We headed back to the dancing and Scott said: "Come on Alex dance with me." We started dancing and it was so hot, all the hot bodies making all kinds of sexy moves. Scott could really dance and he came up behind me and started gyrating against my ass. I began moving my ass on his cock and I could feel his erection. I turned around and he was laughing. "What the fuck are you laughing at." "Alex I've got a wicked boner and it looks obscene in these speedos. I said: "Your right Scott you do look obscene, but if you look around I think a lot of these guys look the same. We laughed and headed over to the bar for another drink.
I looked at Scott and thanked him for coming with me. He said: "Alex its my pleasure, your a great guy and I know we are going to have a fantastic time, and maybe this is just what you needed to keep your mind off Kayden. I told Scott that I was a runner and that in the morning I was going for a run around the ship. Scott said: "Fuck Alex I'm a runner too, lets do it first thing in the AM lets say 8AM." "Sounds great to me."
I went back to my cabin after a night of partying and dancing and just having a great time. I stripped naked and layed on the bed and thought about Kayden, but at the same time I was having thoughts about Scott. I drifted off the a peaceful sleep.
The next morning Scott and I went for a run and it was so beautiful out. After our run I told Scott I was going to shower and then we can go to breakfast. Scott asked me how I was going to dress and I said: "I'm wearing a bikini swimsuit as I have not see one guy dressed in clothes. Scott agreed said he was doing the same.
That night was the Grand Ball and I decided to wear a pair of black silk form fitting slacks, no shirt and just a black bow tie that tied around my neck. I looked in the mirror and said: "Fuck you look pretty hot." I put on my favorite cologne and I was ready. I left my cabin and knocked on Scott's door, when he opened the door he looked at me and said: "Holy fuck Alex, if you didn't want me to fuck you, you shouldn't have dressed like that." Scott had a shirt on and said: "Fuck I'm not wearing a shirt either." Scott took his shirt off and he looked so hot. He put his arm around me and said: "Lets go stud and man do you fucking smell good."
We sat with six other guys and the whole night was a blast. The other guys at the table were hot and so friendly. We had a great dinner and then went on deck for more partying and dancing. It was 1AM and Scott and I were tired. I said: "Lets call it a night." We got to Scott's cabin and I thanked him and he leaned in and kissed me with a gentle but sexy kiss. I pulled back and said: "thanks Scott your a great guy, but I'm not ready please understand. He said: "I'm the most patient guy you'll ever meet. I said goodnite and went to my cabin.
The next day we lounged around the pool and played volley ball. I was feeling very horny and I didn't know if I wanted to avoid Scott's advances. That night we went to dinner and it was very romantic, we ate by candlelite and Scott was so gentle with me, he knew what a difficult time I was having.
After dinner we went for a few cocktails and I was feeling very relaxed. Something about Scott's soft voice was so irresistible. We went to go back to our cabins and Scott said: "can I come in and we could talk for awhile." I said: "sure come on in." I made us a cocktail and we went out onto the balcony. The fresh air was intoxicating. He looked at me and said: "Alex can I kiss you." I put my arms around his neck and our lips meet and lightning struck as our mouths took over all of our senses. Our tongues were clashing and our juices were running down our chins. I said: "Scott I want you, please take me." Scott brought me inside and laid me on the bed, he pulled my speedos off and lifted my legs and started to rim me. "Oh fuck Scott, make me yours baby, eat my pussy." he continued his assault on my ass and reached up taking my balls and gently sucking them, he went up to my leaking cock and sucked all the pre-cum and I was writhing on the bed. He went back to my mancunt, sucking and licking like a crazed animal. He looked up at me and said: "are you ready for me to pound your ass." I said: yes, yes, yea fuck me with that huge cock of yours. He lubed my puckering ass and his cock and rubbed it up and down my crack. "Please fuck me Scott, please." He pushed into my anxious cunt and in one thrust he was home. "Oh fuck yeah that feels so good, please fuck me hard." Scott started a steady pounding of my ass hitting my prostate every time. "Fuck yeah, fuccccccccck OMG give it to me, kiss me suck on my tongue, pummel my ass." " Please cum in my mouth baby, just then I shot my cum all over me and Scott pulled out of me, got on my chest and shot his load right into my mouth and then reached down and kissed me.
We were both spent and collapsed in each others arms. He said: "Wow Alex your really something, and I'm not pushing you but I would like to spend time with you and really get to know you." "I would like that Scott, but I want you to know I love Kayden and that's not going to go away any time soon."
The cruise ended and we headed home. When I walked into my apartment I had ten messages from Kayden. I called him and he said: "Hey Alex how was the cruise?" "It was great and I was so glad Scott went with me." We went on with small talk and I had asked him how his honeymoon was and he said: "It was okay." "Can we get together Alex for lunch tomorrow?" I said: "Sure"
We met the next day and I was glad to see Kayden. We chatted for awhile and then we got up to leave and he hugged me and said: "Is there anything serious with you and Scott." I said: "I don't know I'm taking it one day at a time." "Alex, I have to say I'm a little jealous." "Fuck Kayden why would you say that, I'm trying to get over you and you go and say something like that." He hugged me and said: "I'm sorry Alex."
The months passed and Scott and I spent a lot of time together, but I just couldn't bring myself to take it to the next step. Scott sensed it but never pressured me.
I received a call from Kayden and he sounded like something was very wrong. He said: "Alex, I need you can you meet me please." We met at a coffee shop and he began. "Alex things are not good between Sarah and I, its like we really didn't take time to get to know each other, and we don't agree on much, we don't have the same interests, she always nagging me and the sex isn't great either."
"Wow Kayden this comes as no shock to me because if you remember I told you that you were moving too fast." "Your right, but I think I moved so fast because of my feelings for you and it scared the shit out of me." "So Kayden what are you going to do, maybe marriage counseling would help." "Sarah says she wants a divorce." "What do you want Kayden?" "I want to be happy, but I don't think its going to be with her." "I don't know what to say to you, maybe counseling will help, do you think she would agree to it?" "I really don't think so Alex."
We left the coffee shop and I was in complete shock. I told Kayden to call me anytime if he needed me. I couldn't believe his words to me that he moved so fast with the wedding because of his feelings for me.
A few days later Kayden called me and said things were really bad and asked if he could spend a few days with me until he got things sorted out. I said: "sure you know your always welcome." We finished the call and I said: "oh God I have a queen bed and no guest room."
Kayden arrived and I hugged him, and said: "you can stay with me for as long as you need to ." We sat and talked and he was really depressed. I made us dinner and he said: "this is like old times Alex when we had our apartment." We relaxed for the rest of the evening and I was getting nervous with the thought of us sleeping together. I said: "I'm going to bed Kayden you can stay up and watch tv if you like. He said: "no I'm hitting the sack too." We got in bed and he looked at me and our eyes met.
Will Kayden make his move for Alex, and where does Scott fit into the scenario. Chapter 3 will be the final.
