My best friend and I have been friends since freshman year high school. My name is Alex, I'm 26 years old, 5'7", 150 lbs., black hair, and hazel eyes. We attended college together and had a great time, fucked the girls, drank and partied like crazy. Even though I fucked girls I also liked looking at guys, and when we showered together I couldn't take my eyes off of Kayden's perfect cock. Kayden would always stare at me and say dude that's a nice dick you've got and then laugh.
We graduated from college, somewhat settled down and got into the work force. We still got together once a week and every weekend. Kayden hooked up with a girl and it didn't take long before it got serious. I came to the realization that I was bi and maybe even gay. Even though I never had any sex with a man, I loved looking at them, checking out their baskets and I wanted more. I wanted to have man on man sex.
I started visiting gay bars and even though I was nervous, I wanted it. I hooked up with a guy and he took me in the men's room and we sucked each others cocks. For the first time in my life sex felt right. I had been with girls and fucked them and I got an occasional blowjob, but this quick blowjob in a toilet cubicle felt right and I new at this point I wasn't bi that I was gay.
Kayden and I got together that weekend, and even though I always loved him he was my best friend, but now I looked at him differently. He was handsome and sexy and I found a desire for him that had been buried deep inside me.
We went to a bar, had a few brews and I looked at him starring into his blue eyes and his locked with mine for a few brief seconds, and then he said: "what the fuck dude, are you okay, your out in left field tonight". I snapped out of my starring and said: "fuck yeah, I'm fine just a little tired". Kayden is 5'11" 185 lbs., brown hair, and blue eyes and is extremely hot.
Kayden got really serious with his girl and one night when we were together he told me he was going to propose. For some reason I felt crushed, and even though I knew Kayden was straight, I somehow thought there could be something between us.
I secretly went to the bars and I did hook up with some hot guys and the sex was incredible, yet there was this deep desire that I felt for Kayden that I couldn't shake. It was starting to consume me and Kayden started to notice that I had become distant.
"Well the reason why I asked you out tonight was to ask you if you would be my best man, Sarah and I are getting married". I looked at Kayden shocked and said: "wow I thought the engagement would be a little longer, oh and sure I'd be happy to be your best man. We talked for a while and then left.
On the way home tears started to fill my eyes. What the fuck is wrong with me, why did I create something in my head that was never to be. I got home, stripped to my boxers and poured myself and bourbon, flopped down on the sofa and tried to rationalize my feelings. Fuck Kayden and I have been through so much shit together, good and bad. I feel like he's my soulmate. Fuck I don't really even know what soulmate really means. I went on my PC and researched the definition: A soulmate is someone that just gets you. Its a connection of minds, a mutual respect, and unconditional love and a total understanding. Its about being yourself and knowing not only that person is following and understanding your thoughts, but is right there with you side by side.
I sat there going over the definition, and said this is Kayden and I, what am I going to do if I talk to him about it I may loose his friendship. We were so close that I knew his every thought and he knew mine. All I had to do was see the expression on his face and I knew what he was thinking. I went to bed but sleep didn't come quickly as so many thoughts were going through my mind.
The wedding was quickly approaching, and I told Kayden that I was planning a bachelor party for him. He said: "Look I really appreciate it but I was never a fan of bachelor parties, the strippers and all the other shit that goes along with it." "Alex there is something I would love to do with you, there is a concert I would love to go to its a "Sam Smith Concert" about 100 miles from here, but I figured we could get a hotel and spend the night". I said: "sure that sounds great but are you sure you don't want a bachelor party? "I'm definitely sure Alex this will be a lot of fun".
We left for the concert on a Saturday morning, got to the hotel and checked in. The receptionist at the desk said they were sorry but there was a mistake with the booking and the room we have has a king size bed. I was so pissed and said we wanted another room. The receptionist apologized and said there were no other rooms available. I told her we were leaving and Kayden said: "Take the room its no big deal, its a king bed we'll be fine.
We walked into the room and the bellhop brought in our bags. The room was really beautiful and I had booked the best room. The room was large with a great king bed, and a sitting area, it also had a fully stocked bar. I went into the bathroom and it had a huge walkin shower.
It was close to lunch and I said to Kayden: "Do you want to go somewhere for lunch or do you want me to order room service, this is for you so your wish is my command". Kayden said: "Lets order room service and we can eat in this gorgeous room and then just chill".
We ate a delicious lunch and then I made us a couple of cocktails and we went out on the balcony and relaxed. Kayden said: "This is really nice Alex, its much better than a bachelor party with a bunch of guys getting shit faced. " You know Kayden your really weird, most guys love a bachelor party." "I know its weird but I've been so stressed lately, this is exactly what I needed". I said: "why are you so stressed?" "I guess with the wedding and hoping that I'm doing the right thing." "Kayden are you questioning your decision for marriage, do you love Sarah, its a big step and you jumped into so quickly." "I don't know Alex, lets forget about it and enjoy ourselves.
Kayden looked at me and said: "Alex we have been through a lot together and I just want you to know how much I love you buddy."
We both got sleepy, and I said: "we have time lets take a nap". We laid on the bed and we both fell into a deep sleep. I awoke and looked at my watch and it was 5 O'clock. I woke Kayden and said: "Fuck its late we have to move." Kayden said: "Lets get in the shower together, its big enough and it will save time". I froze as I watched him start to remove his clothes. He looked at me and said: "Come on dude you don't want to miss the concert:. I started stripping and we walked into the shower.
He walked in front of me and his ass was pure perfection and my cock started to stir. We got in the shower and soaped up and out of the blue he asked me to wash his back and now I'm getting hard. I washed his back and he turns around and he has a massive hard on about 7" and thick. I'm right there with him with 7". He looks at me and our eyes lock together. He grabs my cock and strokes it and then approaches me and kisses me gently and then I open my mouth and all hell breaks loose as we passionately kiss. I grab his cock and the desire we feel sets us on fire. I pull away and say: "Kayden what the fuck are we doing, your getting married next week". "I couldn't resist your body, I've wanted to do that for a long time". "Lets just shower or we won't make the concert"
We hurried and made it to the concert, but there was a sudden quietness between us. We really enjoyed the concert but what had happened really upset me. On our drive back to the hotel I asked Kayden what the fuck was going on. He said: "I'm sorry Alex, but I've had these feelings for you, but I just ignored them and thought by finding Sarah and getting married I would somehow forget about it.
We got back to the hotel and I was feeling stressed at the thought of us sleeping in the same bed. I got undressed and comfortable in just a pair of boxers, and Kayden did the same. I poured us both a bourbon and I went out onto the balcony. Kayden followed and we just sat not saying much to each other. Finally Kayden said: "Alex I'm sorry, but I have had feelings for you for a long time." "Then why didn't you say something to me, and now your wedding is one week away." He just sat there and didn't respond which was pissing me off. I looked at him and saw the sadness in his eyes and said: " Kayden what are you going to do, if you have doubts you have to tell Sarah as soon as we return."
I told him I was going to turn in, and he said that he was going to sit for a while. I got in bed and my head was spinning but I finally fell asleep. Sometime during the night I felt Dillon's arms around me and I could feel his hard cock pushing into my ass. I was fully erect in seconds, and I felt his hand on my hip and then down to my balls and then my cock. I turned around and said: "are you sure you want to do this." He said: "I have never been so sure of anything in my life." I reached inside of his boxers and grabbed his very sizable cock and started stroking it. I said: "Kayden have you ever been with a man." "no" he said.
We removed our boxers and held our bodies close skin to skin and our breathing became heavy. I touched his lips with mine and he opened his mouth and our tongues clashed. We went wild exploring our mouths, tongues, and mouth juices. I started kissing his neck, down to his nipples biting and sucking them, down to his tight abs, and then straight to his balls. Kayden was panting and shaking his head.
I then went up to his cock so big and thick and just licked around the head. A large amount of pre-cum came out of his slit and I licked it with my tongue and went up and kissed Kayden letting him taste his essence. I went back down to his cock and started sucking and took his cock down into my throat making Kayden yell out: "Oh fuck Alex that feels so good, please don't stop." I continued devouring his cock for a while and he said: "Alex stop or I'm going to cum". I looked up at him and took his cock out of my mouth, and he came down to me and said: "I need to suck your cock Alex". He took my cock and started sliding his mouth up and down and for the first time he wasn't bad. He continued and started using his mouth juices and also started going down further almost hitting my pubes. I was now in heaven and the more he sucked the better he got.
I told him to stop so I wouldn't cum and he looked at me with desire and said: "Alex would you fuck me." I got up and got some lube out of my carryall and got back on the bed. I told him to get on the edge of the bed and raise his legs. I got down on my knees and started licking his cunt hole and I thought he was going to go nuts. He started moaning and making gestures "ugh, ugh, fuck, oh yeah, eat my ass baby." I continued my pursuit of his ass and then I inserted one finger and he loved it, then two and he was pushing his ass into my fingers.
I got up and lubed my cock and his rosebud and placed my cock at his entrance. I pushed in passing his sphincter and stopped as he gasped. I waited patiently and then began my journey into his hot smoldering ass. I came almost all the way out and then pushed all the way in and he moaned saying: "Oh fuck Alex your cock feels so good in me, please fuck me, yeah fuck me, fuck me." I fucked him hard for about ten or fifteen minutes and then I said: "I'm cumming baby take my cum oh fuck yeah." I stroked his cock and it didn't take long he came shooting a massive load all over him. I leaned down and licked up all his cum and then kissed him, I then went down to his ass and sucked out all of my cum and then shared it with him.
We cleaned up and got back in bed, and there was tension between us. I said: "Kayden are you sorry for what we did." I'm not sorry, but I wish I hadn't let it happen." "Then just forget it and focus on your wedding." He said: "did you like it?" "It doesn't matter Kayden if I liked it, I know what I like and what I want, you need to do the same." "If you have any reservations about this marriage, its only fair that you tell Sarah."
The next morning we left and the drive home was very unsettling as Kayden hardly spoke to me. I dropped him off at his home and he said he would call me and also thanked me for the concert. I didn't hear from Kayden Monday or Tuesday so on Wednesday I called him: " Kayden I haven't heard from you have you decided what you are going to do." "Alex I'm getting married, I want a normal life." "Whats that suppose to mean Kayden?" "It means we had sex and it was fine but I don't think I'm gay, just because it happened once between us." I dropped the subject and said: "Is there anything you need me to do before the wedding." "No I will see you at the rehearsal on Friday."
Friday night I walked into the church and as soon as I saw Kayden my heart started pounding. He looked at me and said: "Hey Alex, good to see you." He then went over to his bride to be and spoke with her. For the balance of the rehearsal he avoided me, until we were on the alter and I was standing beside him and he looked at me with a look as if to say what the fuck am I doing.
From the rehearsal we went to dinner, I went to the mens room and as I was peeing Kayden walked in and took the urinal next to me. He looked over and stared at my cock and I said: "Do you like what you see." He nervously turned away finished peeing and walked out. I felt awful, I should have never said that to him.
Saturday arrived and I was at the church early when Kayden walked in. I said: "Lets go and get you dressed." We went into the parlor of the church and Kayden started to strip and he had on very sexy briefs and my cock started to stir. He looked at me and without warning came over to me and kissed me, I pushed him away and said: "Kayden what the fuck are you doing, your getting married in forty five minutes. He looked at me with puppy dog eyes and said: "I'm sorry Alex, and I want to thank you for being my best friend and best man as tears filled his eyes." I had to get out of the room before I broke down and I just told him I'd meet him at the alter. I had this terrible feeling in the pit of my stomach that Kayden was making the biggest mistake of his life.
The wedding began and Kayden and I were standing side by side and his hand brushed mine and I just looked at him. He looked so handsome in his tux. The music began and the bride started down the isle. As she approached the alter Kayden took her hand as she went up the few steps to the alter and they turned to face the minister.
Will Kayden and Sarah be married? Chapter 2 will follow.
