After the steamy fuck session, we fell asleep naked, he was on his back, and I was on my left side, resting my head on his chest, with one of my right leg on top of his leg, and my thigh was touching his limp cock. His right arm was around me, and my right arm rested on his stomach.
I woke up, and as I regained consciousness, I realized what had happened. I didn’t move; my head was again full of remorseful thoughts, condemnation, and regret… I was disgusted with what just happened; I wanted to jump off and storm out, but when I was about to do it, at the corner of my eye, I saw his phone and realized something… If I could get it, maybe I could delete the picture he has and all the evidence any of this happened, and I could perhaps return to my normal life…
He was still asleep; I don’t know how heavy a sleeper he is, so I started to move my right hand away from his chest very slowly. As I did this, he didn’t react, so I continued my mission. I stretched as much as I could to reach the nightstand on his left, where the phone was, but I couldn’t without jeopardizing getting caught; I needed to change my position and improve my reach.
I had to move my leg and position my hip differently to reach further; as I was thinking about my next move, I started taking inventory of my body, naked, skin to skin with a guy that just fucked me… I start realizing the feeling and begin to feel warm from inside; flashbacks of what happened come to my mind, uninvited thoughts and sensations betraying me and putting my mission at risk. I take a deep breath and regain control; I say to myself, “Get your act together.”
I move my leg, so it is no longer resting near his crotch, very slowly; as I do this, I feel his cock; while still limp, it had a good size and an appealing look. As I separate my inner thigh from him, I feel emptiness and detachment; my desire starts to race up, and my skin starts to feel warmer. I lick my lips and bite my lower lip, “keep it cool,” I repeat in my head. As I am doing this, I pull my body slightly up, like doing a plank with my left arm, my leg is suspended above him, and my dick is hanging. I try to balance my body by putting my right leg on his left side. He is still asleep, and I think I can reach the cell phone now.
As I look down, I see him asleep, naked… I started to feel this detachment that made me feel empty and even sad. My freedom is at reach, I can put an end to this… I venture to reach my phone, I am still an inch short, I need to stretch a bit more… I’m focused on the phone and my hand reaching, and I don’t realize my dick is hanging and it touches his cock, this minimal thing, sends an electric impulse to all my body, the warmth I felt before becomes heat, my senses start registering the sensations that were already there, I start to register my ass being sore and creamy, my lips swollen due to all the kissing, my skin is having a regression of all the sensations… he moves, I panic and improvise, I set my right leg down to his side, he is waking up and finally opens his eyes, I am on top of him but already lowering my head and my hand is not reaching towards the phone, the mission failed.
I improvise and I start kissing and licking his chest and nipples, I lower my hips, my dick is already semi-erect, I start rubbing my dick against his cock, then his deep voice “oh yeah, I like to wake up like this, you are learning fast” as he’s telling me that, he softly pushes my head down, I understand the instruction I go down to his cock and started licking it.
At this point, not only my mission failed… it is completely forgotten, I am in auto-pilot, my senses are in hyperdrive, I am trying to recognize every sensation, a drop of his cum comes out of my ass and I feel how rolls down my inner thigh, Miguel’s body temperature is rising, I know what he wants, he want’s me to suck his cock and without him saying anything, I put his cock in my mouth and started sucking like there is no tomorrow, he begins to moan and so am I.
His hands are over my head softly, he doesn’t need to push as I am going all the way, I’m giving him a passionate sloppy blowjob, I try not to gag, I realize I am getting better at this to the point I am enjoying it, I can taste his fluids from our previous fuck, his meat is warm and big and now he is hard as a rock, and he says “oh yea baby, that’s it… embrace your new nature. You are mine”
His words send me in high alert, raise a red flag, they bring common sense back and I slow down and stopped sucking and pulled his cock out of my mouth. Reality hits me like cold water, he stretches and softly grabs my face by my chin and say “Come here”, I follow the instruction reluctantly, more out of fear than excitement.
The roller coaster of excitement, regret, enjoyment and remorse are driving me crazy… I go from a total lusty whore to a real victim of blackmail and abuse.
He kisses me and grabs my ass firmly with both hands, he pulls me close to him, rolls over and now I am laying on my back and he’s on top.
He said, almost romantically “you’re doing a good job babe, and we have all night to ourselves… when we’re done, I’ll tell you my plans for you” he kisses me deepening his tongue in my mouth, my instincts decide to correspond the kiss, I’m losing control over my actions again, I am giving into desire, he’s rubbing his body and his cock against mine, he’s super hard and so am I… I can’t hold back any longer, I’m loving it!
I put my hands on around his neck softly, I want to keep him there, kissing me… I feel good when he kisses me, I feel loved when he’s nice to me… I recognize the feeling and I wrap my legs around this waist and my arms around this neck and torso, I can’t take my arms off him, he’s sweating and I love it, he starts to kiss my neck and he pushes me to my left side, my hips rotate and are facing the bed, he’s behind me kissing my neck and I feel his chest against my back, I arch my back to reach out and kiss him, it has only been a few seconds without kissing him and my lips already miss his.
I grab him and intertwine my fingers with his; for a moment, I have a strange feeling; I feel like he’s my boyfriend; I moan, take his hand to my mouth, and start sucking his middle finger. His other arm is under and around me, pushing me closer to him, my other hand keeps his arm there, I am trapped and I love it, I keep moaning unconsciously, and every time I moan he gets a bit aggressive, but in a good way, in a manly way and that turns me on, I am totally under his spell…
I leave his hand with his finger in my mouth, I lower my hand and try to find his cock… it is hard and warm and wet with my saliva, I jerk it a little bit while I arch my back and push my ass back, I am able to make the connection quickly, I start rubbing his cock on my asshole…
At that time, all my sense of righteousness is gone. I am totally into him, I am actually happy that I am here and I am glad I couldn’t get to the phone…
He pushes in as I perk my ass for him… he’s inside me, again, slowly he makes all the way in, but the position we’re in doesn’t allow for him to be balls deep and I really need his meat, I really need to feel full of him, full of his cock…
I take his finger out of my mouth and put it on my cock, he takes this move graciously and starts stroking my cock slowly, almost tenderly… I push my ass out even more to feel more of his cock as I arch my back and stretch my arm to reach his face, I want to kiss him… he follows the lead and kisses me.
Unconsciously, with a moaning and almost feminine voice I let out, “oh Miguel, oh please fuck me baby, fuck me, ah ah”
Hearing that, turns him more and starts thrusting more aggressively, I enjoy and moan to the rithm of this thrusts…. I want him deeper and I send my left leg back, he understands my move, leaves my cock and grabs my leg and his cock goes all the way inside.
He’s growling like a beast, he’s fucking me as hard as he can and I am moaning with a feminine pitch I don’t recognize about me, but turns him on and comes out natural.
I feel my body full, every inch of me is enjoying, he stops kissing me and grabs me like in a choke hold, he’s not applying force but he’s being firm and manly, it hurts and it hurts a lot, but I am also ejoying, the pleasure and feeling is indescriptible…
He starts telling to my ear, “oh baby, you are completely mine! You’re my slut, my bitch”… between moans I responded “oh babe, yes, I am yours… I just want to make you happy”… he responded, “oh yes baby, you’ll be making me happy as long as you submit to me with mind and body”
With my free hand I reach back, I grab his ass and push it towards me, I want to feel him even deeper… suddenly, I start feeling something new, he’s very deep in me and all those violent thrusts are not painful anymore, I start feeling something is pulsating inside me, I ask “are you coming inside me babe?” he said, “not yet”…
I am puzzled with his answer, I don’t know what I am feeling and out of the sudden I start feeling my thighs trembling, my balls swelling, and I start cumming without even touching myself.
I knew that was possible from porn movies, but never thought I could experience it… I start cumming nonstop, 5-6 big squirts I moan loudly “ahhh mmmm ahhh”, immediately after, he starts growling and being rough, his roughness is a bit painful, but I am loving it… I know what’s coming next and I want it more than anything right now.
“are you ready babe?” he says… “yes my love, please breed me, please I beg you to breed me”… then he says “that’s my girl” and right after that he stops pumping and goes deeper and with a loud growl “oohhhaaahhh”… after a couple of seconds, he starts thrusting again but this time slowly. I feel my ass warm and creamy, I love the feeling, I’m ennamored of being in this situation.
He finally stops and rests over me, I’m spent too, the inertia has me now facing down and he’s half on top of me and still inside me. I feel how his cock is getting softer and I feel my inside less full.
He finally takes his cock out and once again I feel a sense of emptiness, but also accomplishment. I say “thank you baby, you gave me the fuck of my life”… he smiled and said “we’re only getting started” I smile and we cuddle right after.
“you were amazing, I was planning to share you with my buddies at the theater, but I think I am going to change my plans, I am going to keep you for myself a little longer”.
I hear this and I don’t know what to make out of it… red flags come up, but this time I ignore them and I am actually curious and excited for the plans that he keeps mentioning.
Upon his instruction, we go to the shower… and there we start making out in the shower, I cannot take my hands and lips off him, I have a weird feeling… I think I am falling in love.
We finish our shower, I take a towel and pat dry his body… I go on my knees to pat dry his legs and feet and I just felt magnetism towards him and put his cock in my mouth, he takes a deep breath, I think he wasn’t expecting it and puts his hands on my head… it feels nice, I can feel his superiority over me when I’m on my knees and he’s pushing me down with this hands while sucking his cock.
Stand up he says after a few minutes of me sucking his now hard cock… I stand and he turns me around, there’s a mirror infront of us and he says in a menacing whisper close to my ear: “you see the bitch in the mirror?” I nod “well, she (he makes emphasis on the word ‘she’) needs to look pretty for me, you need to work out and get on a diet, you’re going to focus on toning your legs and your ass, you’re going to remove all your body hair, I want you to be smooth everywhere and all the time”
While he’s telling me this I feel his hard cock pressing my ass, I take my hand towards it and put it in my asshole and start rubbing the tip against it. I keep doing this while paying undivided attention to his instructions and nodding my head after each instruction.
“you are going to buy sissy clothes, a corset to shape your body, learn how to use make up, I want you to look pretty for me, and I want you here with me several nights of the week, you are mine now, this will be your life, pleasing me is your only objective”
I keep ignoring all the red flags that those instruction come with, and I say… “yes Miguel, I am yours… I’ll find a way no matter what to please you” I was already horny as hell and I wanted him inside me again, I needed to be full of him again.
I understand you have a family, so you have a month to solve that, after that month, you’re moving here and you’re going to pay for the rent and the expenses here. I mumbled between moans: “mmm humm, yes… mmm”
“Your name is now Cindy…” and as he is saying that, he pushes his cock inside me… I let out a loud moan and say “yes babe! Yes!” he keeps going “and remember, you are mine, my slut, my bitch, my whore, my wife, my girlfriend, whatever I want you to be, you are” as he is saying that he increases the pace on his thrusts and I moan non stop… “yes babe yes… please fuck me! Fuck me! Don’t stop, I need your cock, please I beg you”. He Smiles and makes me look at the mirror, he looks in my eyes, the person in the mirror is someone I no longer recognize, the man I was, is gone… I look back to him I bite my lip and smile as I push my butt towards him and continue moaning…
He grabs my hips and fucks me for several minutes, he then comes inside me once again and I love it, every time I feel his semen spreading inside me, I feel a deeper connection to him…
He finishes and quickly pulls out, slaps my ass hard and say… Clean up and come to bed, is time to sleep.
And just like that, I followed his instructions, got into the bed with him… I once again rested my leg on top of him while resting my head on his chest. This time, I want to be here… and I think to myself… I love him.
To be continued…. On the next chapter, the remorse feeling comes back… and try to get back to normal once again, will I succeed?
