How it started…
I am a straight married man with a family. On the surface, I look like a completely straight guy, but for years, I fantasized about older men.
My fantasies started a while back, when I was traveling for work… I would cap a rough work day and jerk off with some porn. One day, I came across a transexual video and I was really turned on by it, then I was obsessed with trannies and they will turn me on even more than women; watching their beautiful bodies with cocks was amazing… then I came across sissy porn, or femboys and I became obsessed with femboys that were young that were fucked by older men.
Soon, I didn’t need porn… I started to jerk off to the thought of a bigger and older man dominating me and me submitting to his desire, until today, that thought drives me crazy.
With this new obsession, I didn’t know what to do, I wanted to take my pleasure beyond porn and masturbation, So I opened a Grndr Account and posted some pictures there, soon after I started receiving messages and pictures or other men. Watching the pictures and reading the messages raised my pulse, but it was really hard to set up a meet up and honestly it felt dangerous.
I started to do some research and I discovered the existence of gay spas, glory holes, video booths, etc. But I was too scared to take the initiative and actually go to one of these places, until…
I was driving back home after an work related appointment where I was stood up, so I had some time to spare and I was in the area of an adult theater, which had mixed reviews online.
The place looked like any other sex shop on the outside, I parked and nervously went inside, I didn't know what to expect.
I am 6ft tall and about 190lb, I am not fat but I have a bit of a dad bod… I was dressed with slacks and a dress shirt.
When I came into the store, I was looking around trying to not look lost (which I kinda was), the staff at the store was a feminine looking emo guy, he greeted me by saying "welcome, let me know if you have any questions or need help"… After a couple of minutes I found the DVD section, and I started strolling through the aisle, I felt foreign and awkward, I didn’t know the 'mechanics' of the place and after 5 minutes of lurking around I decided to leave, but…
On my way out, I asked the emo guy, "are there any video booths or something?" to which he answered, "we have some empty cabins and an old-school porn theater at the back, it's $10 and you can go in and out all day", I said trying to sound cool and knowledgeable: "Oh ok… well I am going to check it out".
In a matter of seconds, after I paid, I walked over there without knowing what to expect… I saw a door that led to a dark tunnel. There are signs on the walls that say, "No drugs, no cellphones, and other rules… I kept walking. My heart rate was rising, my adrenaline was doing its job, my hands were shaking, and I felt my knees weak. Finally, I was in, and the place was not even half full. Probably a dozen guys were there watching….
Some were sitting close by, but no one was sitting together. When I came in, literally EVERYONE was watching me. My heart was pounding, my head felt hot, and I kept shaking a bit. Then, I picked a seat in the third row. No one was in front of me, and the row was completely empty. The closest person was two rows back, and most of the people were in the back.
I sat down and took a deep breath. I said to myself, "Let's see what's what." I wanted to see what happened as I didn't know any etiquette or unspoken messages, so I was there to learn.
After a few minutes, nothing happened, so I started to watch the porn movie, which was a bi-sexual MFM from the '90s… So I said, well, I am here, might as well enjoy myself. I started rubbing my cock, trying to get it hard, and I was not very successful; between the nerves and the fact that it wasn’t my kind of porn, I wasn’t getting very far. I then unbuttoned my pants and reached out and started playing with my cock while still inside my underwear.
Several minutes went by. Some guys stood up and left, but I could hear people moving, and I was too nervous to turn around and see. I turned a bit and saw that older guy sitting a couple of rows back. I could see he was doing the same thing I was. We kind of locked eyes for a second, and then I went back to my thing.
Then I turned again to see him, and I stared at him for a bit more, like 3 - 5 seconds…, and then went back to my thing. About a minute later, he changed places and sat right behind me. I exchanged looks with him once more, and he made a gesture with his face, kind of pointing to the seat next to him with his nose. I took that as an invitation…
He was exactly the kind of man that turns me on, 60+ taller than me, and with a belly. I pulled up my pants and changed my seat; now I was sitting next to him, he didn't even look at me, but he took his cock out and started stroking it; I didn’t know what to do, so I did the same thing…
The second I took my cock out, 5 or 6 guys moved places, sitting close to us, one of them was standing in the aisle staring at us… I didn't know what this meant, but I was there and I went with the flow.
The man next to me, let's call him Brett, had a limp cock that looked inviting; I felt magnetism to it. A strange force inside me wanted that cock, and I had to touch it, so I did… the first time I touched another man's cock, it felt warm and quickly began to get hard, and I started to jerk it… suddenly, we heard a loud noise, maybe a violently shut door? - I still don't know what it was, but it startled him, and he quickly put his cock in his pants, that sudden action startled me as well, and I did the same. He then softly told me in my ear, "Come, follow me,"…. Which I obeyed.
I follow this older guy toward the theater exit and into a video booth. It had a door, but he left it open for me to come in. When I came in, I was going to close it. I might be new, but not nave. Something was about to happen…
He told me to leave the door open, as closing it is against the rules…. And so I did. I was alone with Brett.
He said, "I don't like to put up a show for others, I rather have fun here that is more private", I said, "yes, I think is better"… Once again I was driven to his cock and I reached out to his crotch, and he did the same…
He asked me "Do you suck?", "I don’t have a lot of experience but, yes" I couldn’t believe what I just said!
He said "let me see your cock" , we were very similar in size, about 7inch and thick, he wasn’t circumcised and I am.
When I pulled down my pants my cock was still limp, I told him "Im sorry, Im too nervous" he said, it's ok, I like it, and he started touching me, my cock gradually started to get hard, then I did the same with his cock as he sat more comfortably … when his cock was a bit harder, I felt that impulse again, and I went and pull down his underwear to later put that piece of beautiful hot meat in my mouth, within seconds, it was fully erect and I was bobbling up and down, then I took it out of my mouth and started licking the head with the tip of my tongue… He said, "Wow, I thought you weren't experienced?" to which I responded, "I've watched a lot of porn" he said, "You're doing a good job". I felt accomplished when he said that.
I carried on, and I was enjoying his beautiful cock like nothing else… he reached out and pulled my shirt off as I cooperated with the movements… he instructed, "Get your pants off too," and I didn’t even hesitate in a matter of minutes, I was naked sucking a stranger… the feeling of surrendering to this stranger was liberating in an odd way.
I continued doing the best blow job I could, I tried to go all the way down to the point I gagged a bit, then, I would focus on licking the head, then using my lips throughout the length and using my hand to caress his balls while doing it…
I was on a sofa and he was sitting on it; he then slapped my ass saying "you have a nice ass"… and out of nowhere, I said with a soft voice between moans, "you like my ass, daddy?", he didn’t answer, but in a way I could barely believe what was happening. I continued, and he started moaning and I did too, I was enjoying way too much, his moans turned into groans and the he said, "I am about to come"… I said "yes daddy, please cum"… then he groaned in pleasure and started to shoot his load inside my mouth.. The taste of it was something new, but I liked it… it was bitter but with a bit of sweetness, and that sticky-jelly feeling was amazing… I sucked him out and left his cock clean… He sighed and said "oh that was good!", then I heard a noise, I turned around and 2 guys were watching us, stroking their cocks… I don't know for how long they were there.
I could see the lust in their eyes, and that nervousness was gone, I smiled and invited them in. As they came close to me, I decided to put one of their cocks in my mouth and stroke the other one. One of them was a 40-45 year old latino and the other one a big chubby black dude, the latino had an average cock and the black guy had a thick 8 inch cock, the biggest I've seen in real life.
I started to stoke the black guy while sucking the latino, then switching then I felt Brett caressing my back and I saw he was jerking off, trying to get his cock hard again.
I could tell no one knew each other, we were all strangers and they were all taking pleasure from my mouth. Then the black dude said, "oh you suck like a good bitch" for which I just mumbled "uuuh--huhm". The latino guy had a devilish look and he was smiling and I had a feeling he had a plan or at least expectations beyond what was happening. While all this is happening, Brett (the first guy) grabs me by the hips and say "come and sit on my lap", I just followed his instructions diligently and that's when I started feeling his finger trying to get in my ass, he noticed I was tight and I was feeling a bit weird and a bit of pain, I started to tense up and he said: "Are you a virgin? Why so tense?" - I felt his cock getting hard and rubbing my ass while he caressed my body, I stopped sucking and started to jerk them off while I arched my back towards him, instinctively I wanted a kiss, to which he obliged, after a deep french kiss, we stopped kissing and I said "yes Daddy, I am a virgin", the black man said "well, this is your lucky day bitch!".
My head was spinning, I wanted to carry on but at the same time I have a lot of hesitance of keep going. While sitting on top of Brett's lap I sat up straight and went back to suck the black guy and Brett kept working his finger inside my asshole while he was whispering "relax babe, we are going to take care of you", after a few minutes of sucking the latino and the black guy intermittently, I felt my ass comfortable with his finger inside, I was less tense and I was enjoying it, he pulled his finger out and said to me, "oh baby, you are so tight and clean", after he said that he introduced two fingers and I instantly moaned so loud that it inspired the latino guy (whose cock was in my mouth) to grab my head and push it hard, then he skull fucked me for a bit to the point I was gagging and almost passing out… during this, I must've let the black guy's cock go, that he started slapping my face with it.
All was happening too fast, to a point that it felt like I had no options. I didn't want what was happening, yet there I was… moaning, with a cock in my mouth, a man kissing my neck and fingering my ass and another one slapping me with his cock, every step, every progression, was natural to me… and then, something happened, something I deep inside knew it was coming but, didn't know how it will happen let alone, how it felt….
Brett stopped kissing me and took his hand down to my fully erect cock, he started stroking me for a few seconds while he accelerated the pace of his hand inside my ass, slowly he left my cock alone and took it to his and started to put it between my ass cheeks… I stopped sucking, my eyes where wide open, I turned around to find his gaze but the black guy took my face and put it in his cock again, at the same time I was sucking his beautiful BBC, Brett inserted his dick inside me, I felt an excruciating pain and I moan with pain escaped my chest, and he said, "easy, it is just the tip"… Just the tip! I thought to myself, this is going to hurt, but then, he started to kiss my neck again and with both of his hands he caressed my body, and he said to the other 2 guys, "give him a break", they smiled in a devilish way but they obliged and took a step back… Brett pulled my hips closer to him and then shoved his entire cock at the same time he was saying "easy - easy - relax - It's all good" and somehow, his words calmed me and I was able to open up a bit more and after a few seconds I found myself moving my hips with his cock deep inside me and moaning loudly…
"the bitch is ready" said the black guy, and I stretched my arms to reach his cock again and back on my mouth… he started moaning and I resumed jerking off the latino guy while doing circles with my hips with Brett's cock inside me…
Time went by; it felt like an eternity; I was enjoying this way too much, moaning non-stop until Brett made a growling sound, and immediately after, I felt his warm cum inside me… I smiled and moaned, and an instant later, the black guy came in my mouth where I swallowed most of it, but some drips came out and with my finger I pushed them back into my mouth…
I felt accomplished, Brett's cock came off and I felt my ass dripping cum… I was still sitting on his lap with my legs spread to the sides of his legs, the black guy pulled his pants up and left, saying, "See you around bitch; next time, you'll be mine, and I ain't sharing you with these losers." -- I was exhausted and put my hands on Brett's legs… then, the latino guy was a bit annoyed that I got distracted and he pushed me away from brett, he succeeded as I was feeble from being ass and face fucked…
He energetically almost aggressively, pulled my legs up and inserted himself in me in one try… I wasn’t expecting that, and it hurt like hell; I saw Brett dressing up, and this Latino guy was fucking me hard and vigorously… I said "stop, you're hurting me!" but also moaning, Brett left the place and closed the door behind him, leaving me with the latino guy that was fucking me, I thought to myself… is he raping me?
He stopped and I thought he was done, but no, he pulled my hair to his cock and made me suck it, it tasted like cum… and then he said, "good, that's it, learn your place putita (little whore in spanish)".
He pushed me away and turned me around; my chest was on the sitting part of the couch when I felt that pain again; without any hesitation or consideration he started fucking me hard and violently… he pulled my hands in his direction so his dick could go deeper, I was crying in pain but also moaning in ecstasy, I don't know what this feeling is like, he's raping me, but I like it… I keep saying, "No, stop!" in a feminine voice, and he laughs and fucks me harder… Then, he finally stopped and turned me around and said to me "jack me off"… I followed his directions, I liked this, the pain was gone, and I was just looking at this savage taking me, using me; he would put his cock back in my mouth and then out, until he started cumming all over my face and I opened my mouth to catch as much cum as possible.
As he finished, I was on the floor catching my breath and making sense of what was going on, he took my pants and he took my phone out of the pocket, he said to me "unlock it", and I did… he took a picture of me naked on the floor with cum all over me, he sent it to himself and said, now you have my number, I want to see you again , you are going to be my personal "putita".
-- thanks for reading, if you want to see a sequel, let me know and I'll come up with part 2 --
