The day after our meet up I couldn’t get him off my mind. I kept replaying the whole scenario around in my head. Every time I thought about it I got instantly hard. I couldn’t believe how things had turned out how the tables had turned.
I started off as the dom, he was willing to do whatever I wanted. He even pissed on himself and walked to my house covered in piss. Yet. I couldn’t dominate him. Not only could I not dominate him but I ended up being the one on my knees sucking his dick.
I tried to resist texting him. I didn’t want to give away anymore ground in our battle for power. Maybe I could dominate him if we met again. But I knew I wanted to be dominated by him. I swallowed what little pride I had left and text him and waited for his response.
Hours passed and all I could think of was submitting to him. I wished he had locked me up before leaving. I wanted to be his sub, to submit to him. To see how good a dom he could be. I fell asleep horny checking my phone every 5 minutes.
The next morning, I went onto Grindr and looked at his profile. He was online only an hour ago. I guess he was ignoring me. I had to accept it, what little choice did I have. I was long past thinking I had and power over him. Then a text came through.
You visited my profile. What do you want.
No hello or how are you. My dick instantly became hard at being spoken to in such a manner. I knew I had to be honest and I told him I couldn’t get the evening off my mind. I expected him to block me or just ignore me but he didn’t.
He said he thinks he is a dom now and has thought about the evening too. Probably not as much as me. He wanted to broaden his horizons and couldn’t believe he ever though he could submit to me. That I was pathetic. This also made me hard.
In that moment all I knew is I wanted to submit to him. I wanted to be on my knees following his orders again. I confessed I wish he locked me up before leave. He replied that he thought about it and that maybe he should have.
You still can. You can have me locked up right now.
He seemed confused by my statement. He said he didn’t have time to meet. I told him that I can lock up with the combo lock and turn the dials without looking at the code and send a picture. He asked me more about how it worked and then made his decision.
Ok, lock up, I will see how much I like being a dom, we will start with a trial period. I will probably release you in a week’s time.
I wanted longer but a week would do. I got my cage from my bag of toys and got prepared to put it on. I wasn’t really thinking with my brain just with my dick. I put the cage on and sent him the picture. I asked if the picture was clear.
Yes, lock my dick up.
I closed the lock and spun the wheels of the combo lock. I looked at the screen on snapchat and realised that I had now no way to take the cage off with his agreement. My dick started to grow in the cage. I felt excited and nervous all at the same time.
We chatted some more about how things were going to work but it was starting to get late. My new master said goodnight and that he was going to come. He was rubbing it in that I was caged and he was free. I went to bed for the second night in a row completely horny.
The next day I was in the office. The busy day made the time go quickly and I didn’t think much of the situation I had gotten myself in to. I arrived home and cooked. It was Friday night and I was looking forward to a night in front of the TV when my phone buzzed.
Time for a little revenge for everything you said you would make me do if you were my Master.
Any of thoughts of relaxing was immediately gone. I tried to remember all the stuff I had said I was going to make him do. It was a lot. I was slightly worried about some of the ideas I came up with. I just hoped he would forget them.
The thing you were most persistent about your doing first. I want you to shave everything from the neck down. I don’t want to see a hair on your body.
I have shaved my body before. It’s something I like to see in others but not on my won body. I like my body hair and at this point I Had a full bush of public hair. My electric needed charging and I explained this to my new master.
Charge it and get it done and text me when it’s all gone.
I said yes sir but he did not respond. It was clear until I sent him a picture of my shaved body he would not respond. I waited impatiently for my charger to be ready to use. I wanted to come so badly but knew it wasn’t an option so I sat and wated for the red light to turn green.
I let out a long sigh as I realised, I would be watching my hair fall to the ground very soon. I went to the bathroom, stripped naked and brought the razor to my legs. I forgot how long it took but an hour later all the hair on my body was gone. I took a picture and sent it my Master.
Good, stay naked put on a collar and find a ribbon. Tie the ribbon tight to your balls and connected it to your collar. Then walk around naked.
The shy former sub was starting to grow into his role. I knew this as going to hurt but I didn’t want to disappoint him. I fished out my collar and attached it around my neck. I then went in search of a ribbon barely even noticing I was walking around naked.
The ribbon I found was short and there was very little slack between my collar and tied balls. This is going to hurt I thought. I started to walk around my room. Each step sent sharp pain to my balls. I could only imagine what I looked like as I stepped in pain.
I sent the video. He seemed thrilled by it enjoying the look of pain on may face. He conceded he may be a sadist. The enjoyment he took from seeing me in pain was high. It made him happy and horny hearing me squeal. He told he would text me in a few days.
I lay there in pain looking at my naked body. I wanted to chat more but it isn’t about what I want anymore. Two days would give me time to relax, even though I would find it hard no to text him. I must respect his wishes.
After what felt like weeks. I finally got a text. He wanted me to drink two pints of water. I had a feeling I would be pissing myself like I made him do. Serves me right I though and he did say he wanted revenge I did make him do it.
Don’t piss till I say so and when you do legs up in the air and aim for face do not close your mouth. You can shower tomorrow morning not tonight.
I expected to be pissing on myself but keeping my mouth open was not something I wanted to do. I hoped none would go in my mouth. I asked a few times if I could pee but he kept saying no. He wanted me to suffer eventually when I thought I couldn’t take any more he told it was time.
I stripped naked again and went quickly to the bathroom. I was bursting to go and afraid I would piss myself on the way. I got into the shower and tried to set up my phone so I could record. This took a while to find the right position that was even more frustrating but eventually, I found the sweet spot.
The original idea was to position the cage in a way that the piss landed on my chest and avoided my face but I didn’t have time. I needed to pee so raised my legs and started to piss. The position I was in sent the straight into my mouth.
I tried to spit it out but more and more kept going in. I swallowed some without wanting to and more that I ever expected it seemed like the aim was pure precision. Some went on my face but most into my mouth I kept spitting it out trying not to swallow but it was useless.
When finished I lay there covered in piss and feeling humiliated. The taste of piss was strong in my mouth. I sent the video to my master and waited naked in my own piss to see his response. I don’t know why I didn’t get up. Then the response came in.
You are fucking pathetic, honestly you seriously are.
He said it in a way that he 100% meant it. As if it was a fact, which made me feel even more degraded. I got up walked to my room in just my boxer shorts and covered in piss. I couldn’t believe he spoke to me like that. I text him but once again there was no response.
A few days passed before he texts me again. I was starting to worry I would never hear from him again. I did give him the benefit of the doubt that he was just busy, which was partly true. When I read the message, I was not surprised.
Find another dom.
I almost immediately accepted it mainly because I was half expecting it. I said yes sure. I was very disappointed but as I said was expecting it. I said Well at least I get to come now. Getting the cage off would be a good consolation.
No, find another dom and do what he orders you to.
I was so confused as to what was happening. I thought he said he was done with me but I don’t get to come. How will this work. I sent a few messages clearly confused. I needed to know what was going on. So, I just asked.
I’m too busy to Dom you at the moment so somebody else will. I have been acting like sleepy Joe. Basically, I’m passing you around like a whore. I am still your owner now find a Dom. You have until the 28th of December.
I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. I was terrified by his attitude. I didn’t feel like this was role play I felt completely owned and powerless like I have never done before. 10 days. What will happen after 10 days what happens on the 28th. And as if reading my mind he sent another message.
If you don’t find somebody by then I will block you and cut off contact.
This is when things became all too real. I just stared for a few moments trying to comprehend how things had gone this way. I felt hot with so much fear running through my body. He then said he had a confession to make. Could this moment get any worse.
I always planned on dominating you when I came over. When I asked you for what stuff you were going to do to me it was just to get ideas for how to fully humiliate you. It all happened the way I planned it.
Was he serious. Was he in control from the very beginning how could I have fallen for this. So many thoughts were running through my head. It was so much to take in. I asked a few more questions but he gave short answer. Then sent the final message of the night.
You have until the 28th find a dom or get blocked. I might unblock you February if I’m feeling nice or maybe not at all.
I was in shock. To my surprise I was horny despite that fact that I was terrified. I had such mixed feelings as to what was happening. I opened a bottle of wine to try and settle my nerves and think of what my strategy would be.
The next day I was in work searching through Grindr for somebody to agree to this situation. I needed to find a dom that agreed to be secondary dom with me locked up. Most Masters don’t like this idea. I even contacted some of my old masters but got no response.
My master would text me over the nest few days and I told him I’m searching. I did find one potential Master who made me do a video call but I didn’t like him. My master said he will allow one skip for now on anyone who will agree is my new Dom.
I kept looking and chatting to my master but he seemed to be losing patience with how long I was taking. He said I have the ultimate motivation so I better get a move on only 7 days left. I thought after he came, he would change his mind. I realised how wrong I was in thinking he was a push over.
The next day he texts me to see if I have found anyone yet. I had not Christmas is so busy and I honestly didn’t have time to look. He sceptical at this and said he was going to punish me each day until I found a dom with each task getting more humiliating. He gave his first order.
Punch your balls 10 times hard, be naked in the video.
I don’t like pain and hate when I have to slap my balls but punch them. I don’t want to do it but I don’t want to question him. I don’t want to piss him off any further. I went to my room and stripped naked and punched my balls 10 times hard. It hurt so much.
He had definitely grown into been a dom in my mind. Or was he always like this had he just tricked me lured me in so he could mess with me. I had a night out with friends which meant I would go another day without finding a dom.
My next motivational punishment was more pain. My balls where still sore and I really didn’t want to feel more pain. I knew I didn’t have much of a say in it so I waited and wondered what it would be.
I have read your stories. The stuff previous masters have done to you. The chapter with filth I want to get some revenge for him.
It has been a few years since I humiliated a slave, I nicknamed filth. I could barely remember what I did but I knew it was probably humiliating. I looked through my phone to find the chapter from the blackmailed slave when my master text.
Strip naked, get toothpaste and put on your balls. Stay that way for 20 minutes video it all and send me it.
Toothpastes on balls burns like hell and I took a deep breath accepting I would be in a lot of pain for the next hour. I got the toothpaste and set up the video and applied it my balls. It was ok for the first minute but then it started to burn like hell. I thought my balls were on fire.
My master said it made him laugh and he enjoyed seeing me in pain he reminded me the clock was ticking and that I needed to find a dom very quickly. I said I knew and am trying very hard its just hard around Christmas as everyone is busy. He ignored me and didn’t respond.
The next day I woke up too a message from my master. He doesn’t usually text this early so I was surprised. He said he was in a bad mood and wanted to humiliate his property to take his frustrations out. That didn’t sound good.
Drink 4 pints of water. Then when you are bursting to pee go for a walk. I want you to piss yourself outdoor.
He didn’t even ask if I found a dom. Not that I had. He was just having a bad day and I was his property so why not use me, humiliate me. I am truly his bitch locked. I felt completely owned as I drank the 4 pints of water and set off to walk to the canal where I’d get a bit of privacy.
The walk there too a while. I walked fast think I would need to pee before I arrived. It didn’t turn out to be the case and when I arrived, I still didn’t need to go. I went into a pub and ordered a pint. I felt bloated but didn’t need to go.
The pint helped me to not only need to pee but also relax my nerves by the time I finished I was bursting to go and set off to a point where I knew nobody would see. As I was walking, I looked down at my trousers. I was wearing light brown chinos.
I didn’t think it through. He ordered me to drink water and I did and set off in what I was wearing. I could have worn black trousers. What was I thinking he probably would have let em wear black trousers. I felt stupid but also, I had come this far and really needed to go.
I set up the camera against a tree and within a second, I felt pee running down my leg it felt so good. I looked down at the wet stain on my trousers it was very noticeable I had just pissed my self and now I had 30-minute walk to complete.
The walk home was humiliating. I barely looked up and just walked with my head down. My relatively long jacket covered most of it but it was still obvious. When I got home, I sent the video to my Master and peeled off my pee-soaked clothes.
He laughed at me and said I deserved it he called me pure fucking filth. The insult sounded familiar. Filth the sub I had badly humiliated. Then he said he is telling me what tomorrows task will be if I don’t find a dom. I wasn’t ready for what came next.
Tomorrow at 9 A.M buy some dog food you will be eating it like you made filth do.
I put my hands to my head I couldn’t do it I just couldn’t’. I begged him not to make me do it. Not like my usual begging in role playing. It felt like I was begging for my life. I pleaded with him I felt like crying. It was no use and he told me to buy it.
I had to go out so I bought some dog food and some dog biscuits hoping I can convince him to allow me to eat that instead. I felt so dejected and humiliated. So powerless and so pathetic. This was my worst nightmare. I should have made this a limit from the start but I forgot I made filth do it.
When I got back from the night out my master had text me. He said he was in a sub mood and wanted me to order him around the next day. He wanted to go to the forest to be humiliated. I said if he wants me to, he must be naked and send me a picture of him naked.
He did so and I told him what I would make him do in the forest the next day. He said he was incredibly horny and wanted me to boss him about now. I relaxed a little and gave him a few orders which he did with proof. I forgot how hot he is. Then he sent me a picture I didn’t expect.
It was a container of dog food. He said he is so horny and wants to know if I will order him to do it. He will at it if I wish. My fear kicked in and I said no way. I won’t order you to eat that, he said he doesn’t mind and he likes pup play. I thought for a second and then responded.
No, I don’t want you to eat it throw it away.
He said OK and that he had to sleep. He said he won’t hear from me the next day but the day after I will. That day I received a text saying the dog food was a test. That I passed he said he would have crucified me if I asked him to do it. I would have eaten the dog food naked outside.
I felt relieved I made the right decision but really, I was too afraid to do make him do it. He did recognise I was terrified. I was thinking I might get a day off or at least an extension to finding a dom but was quickly given another order.
Strip naked, drink two pints of water and sit naked in your attic in the dark for 20 minutes. I will give you the next part of your task later.
I felt happy I didn’t have to eat dog food and so grateful to my master. I sat in the attic feeling a sense of happiness even though the boredom was insane. When I got out, I start texting him again awaiting my newest degradation.
You are going to plug the sink in your bathroom and pee in it. Take your toothpaste and toothbrush, wet the tooth brush with your piss and brush your teeth with it. You will spit the toothpaste out on your cage. You will then wash your moth out with the pee four times.
Each time you do you will spit the toothpaste down your naked body onto your cage. When finished wash your face for a few minutes with the piss. You are not permitted to wash again until tomorrow. Understood slave.
This was a new low brushing my teeth with piss but after avoiding the dog food I didn’t want to test him. I needed to pee so I went to the bathroom already naked. It didn’t take long to half fill the basin with my piss. I grabbed my toothpaste and brush and started.
The taste wasn’t too bad as I was brushing. I mostly tasted the toothpaste. I looked down at my cage when my mouth was full and spat down. The mess landing on my cage covering it and rolling down my balls.
Washing my mouth out with pee wasn’t so nice. Again, I spat on cage and another three times. My floor was getting messy with piss despite the towel I put down. The as I was washing my face with my own pee I felt it.
The toothpaste I had spat on my cage was burning my balls. A cruel twist I didn’t expect. I told my master it was very creative and he thanked me. Getting praise from him felt surprisingly good. We chatted some more before bed, before he dismissed me until the day after Christmas.
So here I sit naked writing this chapter with only three days left to find a new dom. Even when I find one, I won’t be unlocked. I feel humiliated and owned. I have no idea what I am going to do or how I am going to find a dom over Christmas.
If any one has any suggestions for my master on how to humiliate me, please leave a comment. He enjoys reading comments about this. Merry Christmas
