I have previously written stories about a time I was blackmailed. If interested feel free to read them. They are linked on my profile here. It has been close to year since I decided stop my life as a sub. I have thought about that of my life many times.
I decided to reinstall Grindr after deleting it a few weeks ago and did my usual browsing. The same profiles appeared and I went into the usual routine. That was until a sub interested in chastity tapped me.
I remember the times I have dommed in the past. I enjoyed it and felt I was good at it. I wanted to pursue it. Go from sub to dom. The following is a recount of the events that played out from that tap. This is all a true story.
Day One
Looking through Grindr I noticed I received a tap. I clicked on the profile no picture but he was interested in chastity which piqued my interest so I decided to text him. I received an immediate response and we started to talk about our chastity experiences.
12 hours is his record, wow what a wimp I thought. I’m going to push him to stay locked longer. Make it a week, then two. I’m going to have him on his knees begging to be unlocked if I can. And I know the more desperate he becomes the easier he is to control.
The conversation flowed with me him teaching the ways of online keyholders. We wouldn’t have to meet well at least not at first. This seemed to calm his nerves. I still didn’t know what he looked like. I didn’t really care I just wanted to deny someone the right to come.
At this point I didn’t think anything would come from this. He is inexperienced and only 19 and doesn’t seem to know what he wants. But talking about chastity is fun and it’s making me horny. Then he said something that changed everything.
I’d like to be a sub.
This was music to my ears. I want to dominate this guy. We have similar kinks and he will be a pushover. I have dominated people online before and it was easy. I’m going to humiliate him in ways that I have been in the past. I asked him more about what he would want to happen.
He wants to be treated like a pup, made to eat out of a dog bowl. I will happily help him achieve that goal. I sent him a picture of my toys and he seemed to like them that’s a good start. I told him about my likes and limits and they seemed to align.
He said he would like to me to be his key holder. I explained that I would only let him out early if it was an actual emergency. He agreed but said it would be hard. I thought you have no idea little sub. He then enquired as to how I would dominate him.
I thought of all I have been through over the years. Every humiliating act I was ordered to do. I didn’t want to scare him off so I tried to think of humiliating tasks that aligned with his kinks. So I gave him some ideas on what may happen.
Make you kiss my feet, force you to be naked while I am clothed, put you in a leg spreader. I’ll make you eat a banana out of a dog bowl.
He replied he would be down for it but wanted more humiliation. I can certainly supply that. I also want to push him at some point into doing more. But I needed to know more. I want to know how he wants to be humiliated. So, I asked.
I want to be recorded and forced to eat come out of a condom. I want to eat lots of food out of a dog bowl. Be edged and then the cage put back on because I don’t deserve to come.
This is amazing. I wonder what he would eat out of a dog bowl. Imagine if I could make him drink piss out of a dog bowl or eat dog food. No. I won’t make him do that even though it would be humiliating for him.
I said I would put yogurt in the dog bowl, dip my barefoot in it and make him lick it off me feet. He seemed to like that idea. Ok, now its time to make him do the most humiliating tasks I have ever done. I’m not a sub anymore. I am the dom. He asked what other ideas I had.
You will be tied spread eagle, edged and then locked again. You will be desperate to come. Then pissed on and walk home covered in it. I’ll piss in a sock and then gag you with it. Then you will suck my cock.
I don’t know why I said I’ll make him suck my cock. I’ve never overly being into it but I’m so horny. He seemed nervous about an STD, if only I had enough experience for that to be a possibility. Most of my experiences are me getting dominated.
He said he wanted me to piss in his mouth. I have never done that. I have never pissed on anyone. I have been pissed on but never my mouth but he wants it. Now I want it. I need to know what he looks like. I ordered him to send me a picture.
He did. Fucking hell, he is hot. He is a twink I did not expect that. He is a bit hairy though. That has to change something which I told him. I wanted to see a picture of his feet. I asked regretting it. I could lose some of my power, but he sent it and they again are very hot.
He said he would like to meet and could the following evening I was down for that but was getting tired and I was in the office the next day. I looked at the time. Its after 3 I told him I need to sleep and went to bed horny as fuck.
He did seem desperate to meet and so was I but he wanted to come to mine. I was a bit afraid. I recently read a news report about a guy who met three people on Grindr and beat them up. I don’t want to give him my address I want to meet in public somewhere safe.
I suggested meeting at a pub or park and then having a chat and then return to mine if things went ok. Seemed safer, he is a twink and hot and sending me a picture that could or could not be him. He agreed and I said goodnight.
Day Two
We text briefly in the morning and he said he felt nervous and wasn’t sure if he would like to meet. But wants me to lock him up remotely. I felt relieved, as horny as I was, I didn’t know if I felt safe with him yet, this seemed too good to be true. I need to be safe.
Later that evening we start chatting again and he said he doesn’t want to meet. I didn’t push it he seemed nervous and so was I for different reasons. I thought do the online thing and if in a week if we are still chatting then invite him over.
I needed to make sure I wasn’t going to meet him and have 5 of his buddies jump me. I knew I was being paranoid but he was also a twink that seemed to like exactly what I liked so a bit too good to be true. So, I decided to dominate him online.
I really wanted to see him hairless as slaves should be so I suggested it. He said he couldn’t until he got some razors and an electric shaver. This started to make me feel relaxed. He isn’t just doing it immediately. I put thoughts of the Grindr guy arrested out of my head.
I ordered him to send me pictures of his legs, arms, chest and feet so I could see how hairy he was. Furthermore, I made a rule he must be naked at all times while texting me. He agreed. This is hot. I have a twink naked on his knees texting me. We decided to switch over to snapchat.
This is my chance. Start the proper online domination. I told him to drink two pints of water which he did. He asked permission to wear clothes if it got cold while I prepared dinner. I agreed, I told him in 30 minutes I’d text again.
Ten seconds to the end of the thirty minutes he texts begging to be allowed to pee. I requested a picture of him now and in the picture, he was wearing a T-shirt. I will punish him for that. I ordered him to crawl naked to the bathroom and do jumping jacks. Which he did.
Now it was time for him to piss himself but he needed to be punished for wearing the T-shirt. So, I ordered him to piss on himself wearing the T-shirt. I was going to make him walk to the shop afterwards wearing the piss-soaked T-shirt.
He did as he was ordered and it was hot as fuck, I felt so powerful so in control getting this twink to piss himself wearing clothes. Why did I wait so long to dom? I ordered him to walk to shop and to buy something. His reply was entirely unexpected.
After what I’ve just done. I might as well just meet you lets meet.
I went from feeling comfortable watching TV, about to eat my dinner and considering opening a bottle of wine to nervous as fuck. I said OK, let’s meet. I became so nervous. He asked if he could take the shirt off because he was cold, I agreed. Was this my first mistake in the power exchange.
The Meeting
We text on snapchat and he said he would arrive in 30 minutes. I asked him to pick up some yogurt and bananas and I would give him the money for it. We agreed to meet outside of the park. I ate my dinner and thought of ways to humiliate him. He seemed like such a push over.
I felt so nervous at this point a part of me still thought I might get jumped. If he was genuine then this was going to be fun and I was going to humiliate him. Thoughts of what I would make him do ran through my mind as I went to meet him.
We met and he looked more nervous than I felt. This cute little twink about to be humiliated. But it also made me more nervous. We walked to my house and made small talk. When we arrived, I got the vibe that I should make him feel comfortable before we begin.
I suggested he strip as he entered my room but it was clear he didn’t want it so we started to chat. As we chatted, he told me he wasn’t sure he was into this anymore. But he didn’t leave so I thought let’s chat get rid of the nerves for both of us.
We chatted and I did really like the conversation. All that was going through my head was how will I make my move to dominate the twink. He seemed nervous but also confident, I thought it won’t be long until he is gagged with a sock soaked in my piss and on his knees.
As the night went on and he started to relax I felt it was my time to dominate him. I made attempts to do it but he just said no. He was quite forceful. I said I can’t dominate you and you can’t dominate me, he smirked and then stared at me in a very serious way.
He then said if I tried to dominate him, he feels like he will just push me over. I looked at him and thought he probably could. I have this twink, covered in his own piss basically laughing at my ability to do anything to him.
As the night went on, I decided it was time to dominate. I stood up and walked over to him. He said if I took another step, he would hit me this terrified me and I stepped back. I realised I couldn’t dominate him. I sat down and expected him to leave,
He didn’t leave and we went on chatting just about our lives, The odd time I brought up domination he just looked and me smirked and stared at me. My dick started to grow at the thought of him dominating me. But I had to stay as the dom. Then he said.
I’m horny.
I stood up to try and take my chance he said no and told me to sit down the thought of me dominating him made him go soft. I felt humiliated and degraded by that comment. I sat down I can’t even dominate a guy covered in his own piss.
Again, he didn’t leave and we continued talking. It was clear I was bad at being a dom. He started to say things like I was ugly making it even more humiliating. I then stood up and he told me to sit down I did it without thinking.
This made me horny. I didn’t think about sitting down I just did it automatically. It wasn’t role play. He ordered me and my body did it automatically. To an extent the tables had turned and my dick was rock hard. I could barely make eye contact with the piss covered twink.
To be honest it was the smirk and the look. That made feel like I couldn’t dominate him. It was piercing and completely knocked my confidence. It didn’t help when I showed him pictures of me 10 years ago and he said I used to look ok.
I felt completely emasculated and humiliated. How had I lost the power. He is in my own home here to submit and now he is laughing at me insulting me. I have no words to say back to him. He is saying it so matter of fact.
After a while I admitted I feel like he is dominating me. He laughed again and stared at me again. I realised there is no way I will ever be able to do anything to him. He then opened his jeans and pulled them down. I didn’t even try and dominate him I just sat there and stared.
Get on your knees and suck my dick. Crawl over to me.
I couldn’t believe it I was now the sub, again. I did as he said automatically crawled over and started to suck his dick. It was hard and looked hot and I did it without even thinking. This isn’t role play anymore. I literally feel inferior to him and will do whatever he says.
He then pushed me off and told me to sit and then put his jacket on and looked at me and spoke.
I’m going to leave. You want my dick and you’re not getting it. I want you to know that I have power over you. You’re a shit dom.
I started to beg him to stay I wasn’t even roleplaying. I was literally begging this guy who is covered in piss at my orders to stay and dominate me. He seemed so natural at it. I didn’t even realise how pathetic I had become,
He sat down and smirked again. I looked down at my feet wondering if he knows how hard I am. He then ordered me to crawl over to him and suck his dick. I did, after a while he started to thrust into me. I couldn’t believe I had lost the power so easily.
He was getting hard at the switch in authority and I felt powerless, pathetic in ways I couldn’t explain. I wanted so much to dominate him and know I had lost all the power. A year after deciding not to be a sub anymore he had turned me into one in a few hours.
was completely dominating me I would have done whatever he ordered me to do. I was his sub at least for the next hour and I didn’t feel like it was role play. I felt beneath him and would just automatically do what he ordered.
He ordered me to remove his shirt and jumper. He refused to let me remove his shoes. I felt so powerless he won’t do anything I want and seems to get off on it. He seems to want to dominate and humiliate and deny me. He then ordered me to put the nipple clamps on him.
If this was earlier in the night, I would have thought this is my chance to dominate him. But now I felt so dominated It didn’t even occur to me. I just did what he ordered. It was humiliating and I felt pathetic.
I now had an almost naked twink, covered in piss, with nipple clamps on in front of me. That would seem like I was the dom, but I was the one on my knees sucking his dick with him grabbing my hair and thrusting.
This continued a few more times and then he said enough sit on your bed. Again, I did so as order without even thinking. He just said it and I did it. We chatted a bit more and I knew he was going to leave but I knew what I now wanted and needed,
I wanted him to lock me up, to spank me, to spit on me, to piss on me. If he wanted, I would let him spank me or whip me with a belt just to keep him happy. Even though I don’t like pain I’ll do it just to please him. He is above me but I didn’t say it and hoped he would do it.
He then left and asked if he could use my bathroom I of course said yes. It felt weird him asking permission from me, as if I could say no., I imagined him telling me to get in the bathtub and he would pee on me but he didn’t and then he left.
He left me there horny. A sub once again.
