Adam
I walked around the house aimlessly, I’ve just swept the floor, and cleaned the counter for the second time today. Normally I would hate doing chores, but today it was a nice distraction. I wandered to my bedroom, I could see my own reflection from the mirror. I was wearing a white button up shirt, the top two buttons unbuttoned, revealing my hairy chests. Shirt was tucked in khaki pants, with a leather belt that I rarely wore. My hair was still a little damped from the shower I took a few hours ago, and my beard was neatly trimmed. I stared at my reflection, I could almost see my heart beating with how fast it was pounding,
Why the hell am I so anxious? It is just a normal Saturday, and as always, Josh and Peter are going to come over. We have done this for almost a year now, and never once did I care about how I look, or how messy my house is. I’m a single dad who barely has time for myself, my priority will always be my son Luke, and Josh understands that, so why do I suddenly want to look good? Is it because of what happened last week? We jerked off together and now I want to present myself for him? I know he likes men, am I trying to look sexy so I can entice him into doing it again? or maybe more, like what Mike almost did the other day, giving a blowjob. Am I this desperate for sex I’m seducing a man? I’m straight for fuck sacks…
“Dad, are we going out? Why are you dressing like that?”
I escaped my spiraling thoughts and turned around, Luke was standing at the doorway, looking at me curiously.
“No, buddy. It’s Saturday, Peter is coming to play, and we promised a sleepover like last week, remember?” I looked at the alarm clock on my bedside table, it’’s 11:02 am. “They are coming here in an hour.”
“Can we get pizza like last time?” Luke asked.
“Sure, you got it. Now, go to your room, and tidy it before they come.”
“Ughh…ok dad.” Luke shrugged and sauntered off.
I knew my son enough to know he’s just going to his room to play with his ipad, but I didn’t care, his room was going to be messy anyway at the end of the day, and I simply want some peace for myself. I looked at the mirror once again, and sighed. Maybe I should get some beers and calm my nerves.
The doorbell rang when I just finished my second beer, it was half an hour earlier than I expected. I jumped up from my chair, and rushed to the door, and here he was,standing at the doorway with Peter, and with a big smile on his face.
“Hey! You are early, come on in!” I said, as I gestured them in.
“Dad, can I go to Luke’s room now?” Peter asked, looking at Josh, his eyes glistening with excitement.
“Yes buddy, go.” Josh patted Peter’s head, and he ran off to Luke’s room. I smiled as I watched, until the boy disappeared upstairs, I turned back to Josh.
“You look good today, not that you didn't look good before…you get what I mean.” Josh smiled as he looked me up and down.
“Thanks, man, you too.” I smiled, and leaned in for a hug. I wrapped my arms around him, my hands resting on his muscular back. Josh was warmer than I expected, our chests pressed against each other, I could feel his heart beating, just as fast as mine.
Oh wow, I really miss hugging people, it feels so nice to have someone holding me, and it’s a plus that Josh smells so good, and so warm, it reminded me when we were touching each other last week, he was so warm as well, and his cock, I didn’t touch it last time, is it warm too? I want to feel it in my hands, I want to know how that feels…Shit, I’m getting hard, can he feel it? My crotch is so close to him, let’s hope my pants are holding it and it’s not too obvious.
“Is that beer I’m smelling? Did you start without me?” Josh asked.
We finally broke apart, and I nodded, “Just a couple of beers, I was waiting for you, what else was I supposed to do?”
“Fine, you owe me some beers.” Josh smirked, “Lead the way, I’m thirsty.”
Josh
Fuck…Adam looks so hot today, did he dress up for me? He usually just wears a tank top and sweatpants, it’s his home after all, but today he looks fancy, like he’s going on a date…is this a date? Oh dear god, I look so underdressed compared to him…stop it Josh, you are in way over your head, Adam is straight, he’s not going to date you, pull yourself together, just thank god he’s fine having some fun with you…and he’s ready, look at that dick print on his pants, he’s definitely hard, how am I supposed to last all day seeing him like this, I don’t think I can wait till tonight…
I sat at the counter, our usual spot, drinking beer, I couldn’t stop staring at Adam. My mind almost went blank when I first saw him today, and it took all my will to resist the urge to kiss him right there. Now sitting in front of him, all I could do is to try focusing on our chat, listening to Adam talking about his week.
“So yeah…they keep telling me to fuck off…”
God…look at his arms flailing, I can see his biceps bulging under his rolled up sleeves…
“And then I said…”
It seems like his cock subsided a little, it’s not as obvious as before, but I can still make out its shape…is he wearing any underwear?
“And I swear…kids these days…”
He is so sexy, I can see his chest hair from the opened shirt…I just want to tear it apart, I want to touch his body…
I kept trying to focus on Adam’s words, but I was distracted. I could feel my body warming up, my heart beating fast, my cock was at full mast. I downed the remaining beer, trying to cool myself off, but it was no use.
“Is it just me or it’s very hot in here?” I said, as I kept pulling my shirt, trying to let some air in to cool myself.
“Yeah, it’s Luke, he keeps telling me to turn the air con off, something about saving the environment…”
“Ughh…fuck this shirt…” I groaned, as I peeled my shirt off, revealing my hairy torso.
“Oh…um…I…” Adam stuttered, I could tell he was flustered, his face was flushed, and he stared at my naked body, his eyes filled with lust. I looked down, and I could see his dick grow in real time. I was entranced, he was so cute being all flustered, all I wanted was to hold him closer, and kiss him…
And that’s what I did, I leaned in and kissed Adam. I wasn’t thinking much, I let my body take control, and when I realized, our lips touched, my tongue was invading Adam’s mouth, sliding in and exploring his inside. Adam didn’t resist, but he didn’t do anything either, he sat still as I unbuttoned his shirt, my hands slipping under to feel up his huge pecs, roaming across his hairy body. I tore his shirt open, and kissed down his neck, until I reached his nipples.
“Ughh…no…Josh…” Adam finally spoke, when I sucked on his nipple, my tongue flicked and played with it. I didn’t stop, my hands reached down, and unbuckled his belt, I pulled it off and unzipped his pants, and as I was reaching in to grab his cock, Adam pushed me away.
“I said stop…we can’t…” Adam was panting, and he looked up, “the kids.”
Right. The kids. We were in the kitchen, out in the open, our kids could walk in any moment. I looked at Adam, who was leaning on the counter, his shirt wide open, exposing his hairy body. His pants unzipped and unbuttoned, I could see his ginger bush, and his tip poking out. It was like a piece of delicious meat dangling in front of me, but I knew I couldn’t lay my hands on him, not now.
“Would you excuse me, I…I should go to the bathroom.” Adam stood up, his hand was holding his pants to stop it from falling down. As I sat there, breathing heavily, I watched Adam walk away.
Fuck, fuck, fuck, you horny fuck, you just couldn’t control yourself didn’t you, and now you blew it, you blew your chance with Adam.
I sat in silence, my mind filled with regrets.
Adam
I closed the door to the bathroom, leaning on it. I was panting, my heart was still pounding, and I looked at myself in the mirror, I could barely recognise myself. My face was flushed, my shirt was hanging on one shoulder, my pants were already down on the floor, and on top of that, my cock was as hard as it could be, standing tall begging for attention.
Did that just happen? I was so shocked I barely reacted. This is what I wanted, right? This is why I dressed up, why I went commando, it’s because I wanted to jerk off again with Josh, I wanted Josh to feel my body…but why did I stop him? I know I used my son as an excuse, but I know my son enough to know he’s not going to come down when he’s playing with his ipad, or we can easily hide when we hear footsteps…this is not the first time I chicken out, Mike was so close to sucking me off the other day, and I stopped him…am I scared? I don’t know what to think anymore, I really want to experiment with a man, with Josh, but… I don’t think I’m ready…
Subconsciously, my hand found my nipple and started pinching it, it was still wet from Josh sucking it. I closed my eyes, I was back in the kitchen, with Josh teasing my nipple. My other hand reached down, and grabbed my hard cock. That’s what Josh would’ve done. I slowly stroked my thick cock, my thumb was rubbing on the tip, it was already sticky and wet from the precum leaking. I was trying to suppress the moan, and as I stroked faster and faster, I was getting closer to shoot my load, when a voice interrupted me.
“Are you alright? ” Josh’s voice came from outside the bathroom, “I…I’m sorry, I…”
“No, I’m sorry…” I interrupted him, “Can we not talk about it? Just forget it, none of this ever happened.”
I was so close to shooting, but I stopped. I quickly dressed myself, and opened the door. Josh was standing in front of me, his shirt was already back on, his head was down, like a kid who got caught being naughty. I sighed, and patted his shoulder.
“Come on, let me get you another beer.”
The day passed slower than I expected. Ever since the incident in the kitchen, the dynamic between Josh and I changed subtly. We still talked, we ordered pizza for dinner, we watched movies with the kids, we even played some board games together, but Josh barely looked into my eyes the entire time. I could tell he was embarrassed, he was building a wall around me, but there was nothing I could do. I couldn’t shake the feeling that I’m losing a friend, and my heart sank when he refused to sleep in my room.
“Are you sure you don’t want to share the bedroom with me tonight?” I asked, as I picked up the random boxes of junks in the guest bedroom.
“Yeah, I don’t want to bother you…” Josh said, with hesitation, “like last time.”
I pushed the last box to the corner, and said, “You didn’t bother me last time, we…I had a good time, I don't know, I just…”
“It’s fine if you don’t want to talk about it, I understand.”
“Thanks man, you are a good friend, you know that, right?” I said, and I gave Josh a big hug.
“Yeah of course, a good friend.” Josh smiled.
“Well, if you change your mind, you can always come upstairs.”
“I think I’m good here…this is for the best.”
“Anyway, I’m all sweaty now, I’m gonna hit the shower. ” I said, as I peeled the sweaty shirt off and walked off, “you can join me if you want.”
I turned on the shower, water ran down my naked body, rinsing off all the sweat from my bare skin. I was both disappointed and relieved that Josh didn’t follow me to the bathroom, and I couldn’t stop revisiting our exchange earlier.
You are an idiot Adam, join me if you want, who says that? Josh is clearly trying to keep his distance, you basically rejected him, and now you want to shower with him? What is wrong with you? Just man up and admit it, you want to jerk off with Josh, you want a blowjob from Josh, does it matter if it’s gay or not? You enjoyed it last time, so who cares, we both want it, so what are you afraid of…
*Knock, Knock* The knocking on the door broke my stream of thoughts, my heart jumped from excitement, and perhaps fear. It must be Josh, it has to be. Is he going to join me?
“Come in, it’s not locked.” I yelled.
The door opened, standing there was Josh. He only had his underwear on, his hair was damped, drops of water sliding down his muscular chests and arms. Seeing his chiseled body, my cock started to grow, nodding and slowly stiffening. I quickly covered it with my hands, although it was obvious what I was doing.
“Why are you all wet?” I asked.
“I just took a shower downstairs, I’m looking for a clean towel, I forgot to bring one.” Josh replied, looking at the floor, trying to avoid looking at me.
Damn it! He’s not joining me…
“I have a spare, on the shelf over there.” I pointed to the shelf and said, disappointed. I turned around, and continued my shower, letting water run over my head. I could hear the door closed. Josh was gone. I cursed at myself, once again, I let Josh go. Why didn’t I invite him in, I could have asked him to scrub my back, or even, just ask him to stroke your cock, you are a coward, Adam…
Just as I was about to turn the shower off, a hand wrapped around me, grabbing my pecs. A body pressed against my back, I could feel something hard and warm nudging my ass.
“Mine if I join you?” Josh whispered, “Sorry, I can’t help myself, you are one sexy beast…”
I simply nodded, my cock was rock hard. This reminded me of the hug we had earlier, except we were both naked. Our bare skin rubbed against each other. I didn’t realize how much I missed skin to skin contact until now. I could feel the warmth from Josh, even under the hot water running down both of us.
Josh’s hands started exploring my body, squeezing my hairy pecs, his head rested on my shoulder, I could hear his heavy breathing, blowing in my neck. His hard cock was poking at my thighs, as he rocked his body back and forth, it was a reminder of its presence. I wanted to see his hard cock, and to study his muscular body, I slowly turned around, facing Josh, and I leaned forward, pressing our lips together.
Our hands were all over each other, our tongues intertwined, we couldn’t let go, as our leaking cock rubbed along their shafts, we moaned into each other’s mouth. I had never been more aroused, my hardened cock pulsed with pleasure, as Josh grabbed both of our cock, stroking them together, I could feel his hand running along my veiny shaft, his soft tip nudging mine, I was getting closer and closer to erupting. But I don’t want this to end, I want more.
“Uhmm…stop…” I said, panting, as I held Josh’s hand in place, “I don’t want to cum yet…”
“What? But I was so close…” Josh reluctantly released our cocks, “you are torturing me…”
“I just…I want you to suck my cock.” I said, “I’ve been thinking about it since last week.”
Josh gulped, without saying a word, he kneeled down in front of me, and grabbed my thick cock. He looked up and stared into my eyes, looking for approval, before sticking his tongue out and licked my cock from the base to the tip.
“Does this feel good?” Josh asked.
“Mhm…fuck…lick it one more time.” I moaned, I could feel the precum spilling out of the tip. Josh must be tasting my precum.
Josh licked it again, but this time he didn’t let go. His tongue stayed at the tip, and started circling it. I whimpered with the sudden pleasure, my hand held onto Josh’s head.
“Oh fuck…Ughh…this feels so good…” I yelled, and I pushed Josh’s head down, forcing my cock in. Josh didn’t resist, instead he opened his mouth wider, letting my cock slide in. Inch by inch, my cock sank into Josh’s mouth, until it reached the end, and Josh started gagging.
“Are you ok? I’m so sorry!” I pulled out in a panic, while Josh was coughing and gagging.
“I’m fine, this is my first time doing it…” Josh said, as he engulfed my thick cock again. This time, he was taking it slow, his lips wrapped around my tip, I could feel his soft tongue sliding across my shaft, slowly taking it deeper into his mouth. He couldn’t take it all the way in, but that was enough for me to groan in pleasure. I looked down to take in the sight of my cock going in and out of Josh’s mouth, as he grabbed the base of my cock and my balls, fondling them.
“Fuck…I’m so close…I’m cumming” I grunted, as I tried to pull away from Josh, he didn’t let go, he kept bobbing his head on my cock, until it finally erupted in his mouth, loads and loads of cum shooting out from the tip, and Josh tried swallowing it all. I eventually pulled my spent cock back, cum was spilling out of Josh’s mouth.
“That was…you are amazing…” I said, panting heavily. Before I could speak another word, Josh stood up, and kissed me. I was surprised, but I welcomed the kiss, our tongues met, twirling with each other, I could taste my own cum, and I was amused by how much I enjoyed it. I could feel something nudging my abs, I instinctively knew Josh was jerking his cock.
Did I just cum in Josh’s mouth? That was amazing, I missed having my cock in someone’s wet, hot mouth so much, and I’m glad it’s Josh. And we are kissing now, I can taste my own cum, I can’t believe he swallowed my load, nobody has done that for me before, not even my ex wife. This is so hot. I was inside him, I marked him with my cum… I can’t believe he never sucked a cock before, when he told me he likes men, I thought he had everything figured out, maybe I was wrong? Maybe he’s just in the same boat as me…should I return the flavor, he just sucked me off for the first time in his life, if he can do it, then maybe I can do the same…
As I decided to return the flavor, before I could kneel down, Josh moaned loudly, pumping his cock rapidly.
“Ahhh…I’m cumming…” Josh groaned, his hips thrusting forward, strings of cum sprayed out of his throbbing cock, and landed on my hairy chest and abs.
“You almost shot all over my face.” I laughed, if I kneel down a second earlier, my face would become the target.
“That’s a shame, I’d have loved to see that.” Josh smirked.
“You still cum on me, I’m all sticky now.”
“Good thing we are in the shower.” Josh said, as he smeared his cum on my body.
“Fuck, do you know how hard it is to clean any cum on my hair? I’m too tired for this, I want to go to bed.” I complained, and paused, remembering that Josh was going to stay in the guest room.
“Can you stay in my room with me tonight?” I asked, “I…I want to be closer to you...”
“You got it.” Josh smiled, and said, “Just promise me, we will keep whatever this is going, I thought I was going to lose you today.”
“I…Sorry, I was scared, I don’t know if I’m gay or bi or whatever, but I really, really like you.” I confessed, “I’m not letting you go.”
We looked into each other’s eyes, and for the first time I was not confused. I like Josh, and for whatever path we are going to take, I’m willing to try, no matter how hard it is.
