Over the next several weeks I searched for answers to what had transpired between Jaxon, Josh, Michael and myself. With the kindness and understanding from Michael who was there for me to listen, support and advise me, he was really a smart, considerate human being. I was deep into a journey of self discovery realizing that I was not straight, but I still hadn't come to the conclusion that I was gay either.
Jaxon and I were civil to one another but the connection we had as best friends had disappeared making me filled with a deep sadness. We would stop then chat passing in the hallway, but it was just small talk, feeling uncomfortable with each other. I did speak with Josh one day with him apologizing for the way he acted towards me. I told him it wasn't his fault that Jaxon and I weren't in a relationship. It was nice to see a different side of Josh. I can't blame Jaxon for hitting on Josh because he was really hot.
I was laying on my bed feeling down when Michael walked in happy as always.
"Luke, get dressed I'm taking you out for dinner."
"I'm really not in the mood Michael."
Michael jumped on top of me beginning to tickle me, I started wrestling with him, finding the touch of his body very arousing.
We did go for a nice dinner....as I looked at Michael, his dreamy eyes, I began getting hard. We talked for hours about everything, our hopes and dreams.
"Michael I'm going to ask you something point blank." "Are you gay?"
He looked at me, quiet for a moment, then said: "Yes Luke I am"
"How did you decide you were gay?"
"It wasn't a choice, I always new I was gay....I've never been with a girl, never wanted to."
"Well Michael, I've been with girls, but I have to say the sex with Jaxon was like nothing I ever felt before."
"That should say it all for you Luke....I think you need to experiment then make a decision." "You may be bi-sexual."
We headed back to the dorm, I crashed on the bed while Michael went take a shower. Michael came out of the bathroom with a skimpy pair of shorts on leaving not much to the imagination. I could see the whole outline of his cock. I instantly began getting hard as Michael bent over his bed to straighten the covers. His ass was so perfect as all kinds of nasty thoughts were going through my head.
He turned around noticing that I was hard....licking his lips. I couldn't hold myself back as I grabbed him pulling him down on the bed. Our lips met as the kiss became explosive, our tongues began to battle each other. I stripped, so did Michael, in a flash we were both naked. There was something about him that was so sensuous, plus his cock was the most perfect cock I had ever seen. It wasn't huge maybe 7" but it had so much girth also being perfectly straight with a huge mushroom head, not to mention his very large balls.
I never was kissed the way Michael kissed me, his lips were so soft....he really knew how to use his tongue in the most sensual way. His kiss got me so hot that my cock was like a steel pole. He immediately went down on me, taking my cock down his throat in one movement with saliva spilling out of his mouth which turned me on even more. He kept moaning as he was blowing me taking my balls massaging them.
Michael got up, got the lube, lubed his ass also my cock, told me to sit up, then straddled me, sliding down my pole in one push as he started pumping up and down sighing with pleasure. He put his arms around my neck then began kissing me as he rode my cock. We embraced holding each other feeling the incredible sensations throughout our bodies. The intimacy we were sharing had me burning with desire for him. We were both sweating, feeling our body heat as he licked my neck then my ears, then kissing me as saliva dripped out of our mouths.
"Michael, oh baby I love your body, you fill me with so much passion like I have never felt before."
I tried to hold off but I couldn't and started filling Michael's ass with my cum.
"Luke, oh my God, fill me with your love juice, oh fuck I'm cumming."
"Did I make you feel good baby?"
You know it Luke, but I want more of this."
Michael slept with me that night with me feeling a sense of overwhelming comfort as my arms wrapped around him as we drifted off to a peaceful sleep.
A few days later I figured I would go say hi to Jaxon, trying to make amends. I knocked on his door, the door opened slowly, I walked in to both Jaxon and Josh naked.
"I'm sorry, I'll come back another time."
"Don't leave, why don't you join us."
I didn't know what to do, both Jaxon and Josh started stripping me as I tried to stop them.
"We're going to have a little three-way here and your number three Luke."
I was shocked by the sudden proposal, but at the same time my cock began to respond as the thought of a three way began to excite me.
As soon as I was naked, Josh went down on me as Jaxon was spreading my cheeks beginning to eat my ass as I gasped with sexual awakenings.
"Oh fuck you guys, do me, use me, take me."
Jaxon told me to get on the bed on my stomach, he lubed up then placed his cock at my entrance, then pushed in passed my sphincter. I really didn't have a lot of pain, it really felt amazing. Next Josh took his big cock, shoving it in my mouth as I was now in heaven. After some time, Josh got behind Jaxon, beginning to fuck him as Jaxon fucked me.
"Oh fuck Luke you have to see what this feels like, now get up, let me lay on my stomach, you fuck me then Josh will fuck you."
I did as Jaxon said, he layed on his stomach as I impaled him.. It felt so good, but the ultimate was when Josh shoved his cock in my ass.
"Oh fuck, yes this is awesome, my cock in you Jaxon while Josh hammers me fuck yeah."
In a short while I blew my load in Jaxon while Josh shoot his load in me. It was the hottest sexual experience I ever had. Sex with a girl was nothing as hot and arousing as this.
We got dressed with me feeling very awkward but both Jaxon and Josh were happy like it should be a regular occurrence. I told Jaxon that it was hot but it wouldn't happen again.
I walked into our room as Michael said:
"How did it go with Jaxon?"
"Well, we ended up having a three way."
"You what, I'm sorry Luke its none of my business."
"It just happened Michael, but I'll tell you it won't happen again."
"Why not if you enjoyed it."
"It's just not who I am, yes it was hot, but right now I feel like shit."
I sat on the bed with my hands on my face as Michael sat down next to me. He told me that maybe this is what I need to experience, all the different facets of being gay.
"I have reached a conclusion Michael, I know I'm gay because I have realized that I love cock." "Its all I've been thinking about, its also what I want." "I also want to tell you that you are never out of my thoughts."
"Well I'm glad you have reached a decision because it has been consuming you, I'm also glad that you think of me."
"Michael would you consider being my boyfriend?"
"Luke I have strong feelings for you but I don't think your ready for any kind of a commitment."
A few days later Jaxon text me asking if I would like to get together with him and Josh. I texted him back telling him that I wasn't interested, that I had asked Michael to be my boyfriend.
I showed Michael the text....he just looked at me, seemingly satisfied with my answer to Jaxon.
"Michael, I want you, I want us to be together."
"As I have said, I have deep feelings for you, but I'm not ready to commit to you because I don't want to get hurt." "I think this is all new to you so I will not commit to you until I feel your ready to handle a relationship.
Michael and I decided to just be friends with benefits for now because he felt that I needed to explore my new found sexuality before making any kind of commitments. So with that I did start to fuck different guys as we went through college. In our second year Michael and I did not room together, but we kept in close contact. Jaxon and I became closer sharing our sexcapades, but it was never to be the relationship we originally had.
I found that with all the sex I got, somehow it always left me feeling empty after. I talked to Michael telling him how much I missed him.
"Michael how would you feel about getting an apartment together next year?"
"Luke, do you think your ready for us to be together?"
"Yes Michael, I miss you so much."
"Okay, now you have me really excited, let's do it."
We began our third year having our own apartment. I loved having a space that was all our own, we spent all our free time together, sometimes just cuddling watching TV. The first night we stayed at the apartment, we showered together. I began washing Michael's sexy body....I took his thick dick in my hands washing it as it began to grow, then I washed his balls, turning him around getting on my knees washing his puckered pink rosebud as he moaned with pleasure. I rinsed his body off then took his cock in my mouth looking up at him smiling as I knew the awesome blowjob I was giving him. I caressed his balls as he grabbed my hair, his balls became hard as I knew he was close.
"Give me your load Michael, I want all of it."
"I'm cumming baby, open wide and stick out your tongue."
He began shooting rope after rope of cum as it began dripping out of the side of my mouth. I got up kissing him sharing his cum which was delicious. One thing I found out about being gay is that I love the taste of cum.
We got out of the shower toweling off, then headed to bed. We talked for a long while as I told Michael that this is what I wanted, to share my life with him. He didn't say anything, he just cuddled up close to me.
"I love your Michael"
"I love you too Luke"
Michael and I were happy, I realized at this point that he was all I wanted. Graduation was quickly approaching with Michael and I ready to began our lives. I decided I would surprise him with a friendship ring that would eventually be his wedding band. I purchased a matching set, then put my plan into motion on how I would surprise him with it.
After graduation, we went to a nice restaurant to celebrate. Michael's parents, my Mom, also Jaxon and Josh, we were all together. Both Michael's parents also my Mom had come to terms with our being gay.
After dinner I had ordered champagne as I began to make a toast.
"Well, this is the next chapter in our lives so Jaxon, Josh I wish you both much happiness." "Jaxon we have been friends for so long but we have had our good times also some bad, but you are my friend....you always will be." "Michael, you have brought so much happiness into my life, always there for me when my head was filled with the unknown, so I want to tell you here in front of our parents and friends how much I love you, knowing that we are going to have an incredible life together."
I pulled the velvet box our of my pocket, taking one of the bands out, looking at Michael who was seated next to me.
"Michael, you are the love of my life, this band will serve as a friendship ring or maybe you could call it an engagement ring, but at some point it will also serve as a wedding band. Will you accept it, as I commit my love to you."
Tears began running don't Michael's face as I could see how embarrassed he was, but all he could say was:
"Yes Luke, yes I love you too, you have made all my dreams come true."
Needless to say, Michael and I were married two years later, but what was ironic was that I received a call from Jaxon to let me know that he and Josh were getting married. You just never know what life has in store for you!!!
Quote for Thought
"Love is composed of a single soul inhibiting two bodies"
Aristotle
