Jaxon and I had been friends since we were six years old but as we grew older we became best friends doing just about everything together. It was as if we were joined at the hip so to speak. Through high school we played sports also dated all the pretty girls. Jaxon was a good looking guy, tall, strong, as I was smaller but I still had a great athletic body.
We graduated from high school with there being a lot of celebratory parties....one in particular where we both got wasted. After the party Jaxon came to my house so his parents wouldn't know he was drunk. Jaxon said he was going to take a shower to sober up so I got in the shower with him. We didn't make a big deal of it as we had showered together many times. We went right to bed laughing and talking, mostly about going to college.
"Hey Luke, I'm horny as hell"
Playfully he grabbed my cock.
"You fucker Luke your hard"
"Your not the only one that's horny"
He grabbed my cock beginning to jerk me off thru my briefs.
"What the fuck are you doing Jaxon?"
"Does it feel good?"
"Yeah but its gay"
"Fuck the gay shit. I'm horny now grab my dick....jerk me off too."
I did what he said, pulling our briefs down, because I was also extremely horny. We both blew our loads in no time, we cleaned up then went to sleep. The next morning Jaxon was smiling with a stupid grin on his face.
"What the fuck are you smiling about first thing in the morning, don't you have a headache?"
"No I'm good....don't you remember what we did last night?"
"Yeah I remember Jaxon, but it won't happen again, the only reason it did happen was because I was hammered."
"Well I don't care, I thought it felt great"
We went to the same college, but we couldn't room together which really pissed me off. I got my stuff all put away, settling into a routine. My roommate Michael seemed to be a real great guy. I decided to go see if Jaxon wanted to get something to eat. I walked into his room without knocking but what I saw totally had me stunned. Jaxon was kissing his roommate but when he saw me he freaked out.
"Don't you know how to knock?" he shouted.
"I turned around, leaving as I couldn't believe what I saw. God, I couldn't believe he was kissing his roommate. I was shaking....Jaxon never talked to me like that. I went back to my room just laying on the bed putting my hands to my face. My roommate looked at me knowing there was something wrong.
"Luke, what is it, are you okay?"
"Yeah, I'm fine Michael, I just had an argument with my best friend."
That night I couldn't sleep thinking of what I saw, it was like a bad dream. Was Jaxon gay I thought, no he couldn't be he always had all the popular girls. Why would he be kissing another guy? It bothered me as if I was jealous. All these thoughts were racing through my head. I figured I would go talk to him the next day as I had to know what was going on. The next day after classes I went to his room. I knocked on the door with him answering.
"Can we talk Jaxon?"
I walked in but his roommate was there. He was real jittery also nervous, but he did ask he roommate if we could have a few minutes alone. His roommate wasn't very happy but he did leave.
"Jaxon, what the fuck is going on, I walk into your room with you kissing your roommate.?"
"First of all Luke, its none of your business because there are a lot of things you don't know about me."
"Jaxon we have been best friends forever....is this the way your going to treat me. If the roles were reversed wouldn't you want to know what's going on." "Are you gay?
"I don't owe you anything Luke, my personal life belongs to me not you, just because were friends I'm not obliqated to tell you anything."
"Okay I'm sorry your right it is none of my business, I guess I was wrong thinking best friends shared everything."
I left heading back to my room being really glad that my roommate wasn't there because I broke down. The more I thought about what Jaxon said the more the tears flowed. Just then my roommate walked in, when he saw me he came right over to me putting his arm around my shoulder.
"What's going on Luke, are you okay?
"No I'm not Michael"
"Do you want to talk about it, you can trust me?"
I felt that I could trust Michael so I told him the whole story, also telling him about Jaxon and I jerking off together after graduation.
"It's not uncommon for two friends to jerk off together, I've done it with some of my friends, but for a guy to be kissing another guy, that crosses the line."
"I know Michael....I really don't care if he's gay, but to treat me the way he has is just crushing me. We always shared everything together.
"Luke maybe this is the only way he knows how to handle this, you walking in on him kissing his roommate must have devastated him."
"Thank you Michael, I'm glad your my roommate, I'll give him some time then try to talk to him again."
A week went by, I decided to go see Jaxon. I was really nervous not knowing what to expect. I walked down the hallway just as Jaxon and his roommate were leaving. They were laughing but when he saw me his face changed.
"Jaxon I was coming to ask you if you wanted to go have something to eat."
"Well, Josh and I were going to eat but your welcome to join us if you would like."
"No, its okay maybe another time."
I couldn't believe that we talked as if we were perfect strangers. Maybe I just need to keep out of his life because as he said its none of my business.
That's the way it played out, we became just strangers saying hi if we saw each other. Michael and I did become good friends as he was really a great guy. He knew that Jaxon was always on my mind.
"Luke, I need to ask you something....do you have feelings for Jaxon more than just friends.?"
"Michael, your scaring me, I don't think I have those kind of feelings for Jaxon."
"You think Luke!!!! just by saying that it proves to me that your conflicted with your feelings for Jaxon."
"You have got to go to him to tell him how you feel, you have to be open also honest."
"Have you ever thought about Jaxon sexually?"
"When we jerked off, I told him the next day that it would never happen again, but I did think about it, thinking that feeling his big cock in my hand was a real turn on."
"Go to him Luke, you really need to tell him how you feel....you can start by telling him how much you miss him."
I did as Michael said....I went to his room knocking on the door. Jaxon answered with me asking him if I could come in. He told me to come in, I was glad his roommate wasn't there.
"Jaxon, the first thing I want to say is that I miss you." "I know things have become strained between us and I would like to see if we can fix us."
"Luke, I've missed you too, but there are things going on in my life that I just couldn't share with you."
"Don't you realize that you could share anything with me that I would never judge you."
Jaxon just looked at me as tears filled his eyes. I went sit on the bed putting my arms around him. As I did a sensation hit my body that I wasn't expecting. I took his face in my hands looking into his eyes as our lips met. The kiss was rocking my whole body. He opened his mouth as the kiss became erotic with pleasure like I had never felt with any girl.
"I want you Jaxon"
"Luke, you told me when we jerked off that it would never happen again."
"I know I said that but every time I jerked off all I could think about was the feeling I got holding your cock."
"Luke, I miss you more than you can even imagine, I'm so sorry for the way I treated you."
"What about your roommate?"
"He means nothing to me, but I have to say he gave me one hell of a blowjob."
"What are you saying....I have to out do him?" It broke the ice as we both started laughing.
We started making out, I unbuttoned his shirt started to lick his nipples making him moan. I knew at this point that I wanted him more than anyone I had every wanted before.
"Jaxon, we can't do anything here because of your roommate."
"How about in your room, can you get rid of your roommate."
I will go talk to Michael, I will text you if he leaves. I went back to my room explaining to Michael the situation. He was happy that Jaxon and I were going to get together.
"Luke is two hours enough time?"
"Yes that will be fine Michael, just to let you know you are one super guy."
With that Michael left as I hurried to text Jaxon. It didn't take but five minutes before Jaxon was knocking on the door. I let him in as he grabbed me kissing me telling me how much he wanted me. Within three minutes we were both naked climbing on the bed. Jaxon started kissing me starting with my ears, my neck, my nipples, down my stomach licking my abs, then looking up at me with that grin of his. He then went down taking my balls in his mouth as I shuttered with incredible feelings of lust. He then took my 7" cock in his mouth licking just the head slowly as pre-cum started oozing out. He ate my pre-cum moaning with pleasure. I was really getting off just listening to his moaning sounds. I then turned around getting in a 69 position taking Jaxon's cock in my mouth, it was an incredible feeling so I went to work sucking his very large cock. I swirled my tongue around his corona licking up the spilling pre-cum as he kept going mmmm as I began down his length hitting his pubes. I didn't have much a gag reflex so in no time he was buried deep in my throat.
"So Jaxon was I as good as Josh?"
"Better, better oh yeah, Josh couldn't deep throat me."
What he did next took me to heaven as he raised my legs, beginning to eat my ass. The feeling was like nothing I had ever experienced before.
"Oh fuck Jaxon, that feeling is so incredible, just keep eating me baby."
He must of ate my pussy for a good twenty minutes. I wanted him in me that was all I could think about so I told him to fuck me. He lubed his cock also my wanting ass. He pressed in through my sphincter as I yelled in pain.
"Fuck Jaxon that hurts."
He just stopped, starting to kiss me telling me to just relax that the best was yet to come. I began taking deep breaths, then he looked into my eyes as he began pushing into my soul. I felt his pubes hit my balls knowing that he was buried in me. He then started to slowly rise and fall in his journey to take my virginity. Suddenly he hit a spot that sent a magnetic jolt through my body joining us together in a powerful bond leaving us with no inhibitions.
"Jaxon, fuck me, give me that cock, I want it, please just fuck me."
"Do you like it baby, am I making you feel hot, sexy, wild with lust for me.?"
"Yes baby, breed me, make me yours."
"I love this feeling Jaxon, your cock feels so good in me."
Jaxon looked at me with dreamy eyes, just starring at me as he slowly kept fucking me.
"Luke baby, I need you in me."
"I have no experience Jaxon, but your ass is so fucking hot."
Jaxon laid on his stomach spreading his legs as I just looked at his awesome ass. I spread his cheeks as his puckering rosebud winked at me....if it could speak it would say Come on Luke taste me. I took the plunge diving in licking all around his wonderous crack. I then began licking his rosebud as Jaxon moaned. His hot ass tasted manly with a musky scent that was really exciting me. Once I started I couldn't get enough.
"Oh fuck Luke yes keep going don't stop your tongue knows exactly what to do."
I stuck my finger in my mouth getting some saliva then stuck it in Jaxon's hole. He brought his ass up meeting my finger as his breathing intensified.
"Fuck me Luke, put your cock in me."
Jaxon laid on his back with me taking he legs placing them on my shoulders. I placed my cock at his entrance after I had buttered up, sliding in passing his tight muscle as he gasped. Once I was in he told me to continue as he relaxed. The feeling was taking my breathe away as his ass was warm but also so tight nothing like a sloppy pussy. I had fucked quite a few girls but nothing compared to this. I began my thrusts back and forth feeling the ecstasy as I fucked him.
"Jaxon, I'm cumming baby, oh fuck, mmmmmmm."
"Yes baby give it to me, fill me with your sweet jizz."
Jaxon came shooting ropes of cum hitting his face, his chin then down from his belly button to his neck. I looked at him beginning to eat his sweet nectar. I ate the cum on his chin also his lips then shared it with him.
"Wow Jaxon our cum really tastes good, I love it but the hottest part was sharing our cum mixed together."
We both relaxed feeling so happy as we held each other. I knew then my life was in for major changes because the way I felt about Jaxon was so much more than best friends. We made love, sharing our souls together. Jaxon looked at me:
"What are you thinking about Luke?"
"I was just thinking how our making love is going to change our lives." " I never felt anything like what we just shared." "I never believed a cock in my ass could feel the way it felt, also being buried in your awesome ass was mesmerizing."
Several days went by with thoughts swirling around in my head. Jaxon and I hadn't had sex since that first experience. I was feeling horny so I went to Jaxon's room....as I was about to knock on the door I heard moaning. I stood there listening.... I could hear Jaxon's voice as he was telling someone to fuck him hard. Frozen, I said to myself is Jaxon having sex with his roommate? I didn't know what to do, so I knocked on the door, after some time the door opened, I looked at Jaxon, instantly I knew he was having sex with his roommate. Guilt was written all over his face.
"I thought there was something special between us Jaxon."
"It's not what you think Luke."
I walked in, Josh was on the bed with just his briefs on. He looked at me with a smirk on his face.
"Josh, were you two having sex.?"
"What do you think Luke?"
I stormed out of the room with Jaxon telling me to wait. I walked into my room bursting into tears, feeling both hurt but also angry.
"Luke what is it?
"That fucker was having sex with his roommate, I'm done....I don't want to be around him, I can't do this."
Michael put his arms around me, holding me tight, telling me it was going to be okay.
I pulled away from Michael looking into his eyes....our lips met, fireworks went off, but I managed to pull away from him. I looked at him, I never realized how handsome he was. I just sat there starring, he wanted me as much as I wanted him.
"Fuck, what the hell am I doing."
"I'm sorry Luke, I shouldn't have let that happen."
"What a fucking mess, I'm here pouring my heart out to you from what Jaxon just did to me and I'm sitting here with you doing the same thing."
"What am I going to do Michael, I have to admit it I wanted to kiss you.?" "Where do I go from here?"
"I think you need time to sort out your feelings, also to take a good hard look into your sexuality."
A few days later I ran into Jaxon....the tension was without a doubt making us both uncomfortable.
"Luke, please its not what you think between Josh and I."
"Jaxon, answer me one question, did you have sex with Josh?"
"Yes, but"
"There are no buts Jaxon, I'm done, you can have sex with Josh anytime you want." "Lets just take a break from each other because I need to take a good look at myself also my sexuality to see where the hell my head is."
With that said, I walked away knowing that there was a deep wound in our friendship, but I felt we both needed space to figure out what had happened between us between the friendship then the sex.
Weeks went by with Jaxon and I barely speaking. He was with Josh most of the time, but I was also spending a lot of time with Michael.
Michael and I talked often about my situation. Michael felt that the sex between Jaxon and I somehow damaged our friendship. Jaxon was carrying a lot of guilt facing the fact that he was gay, but I also had my demons because the sex between us was the most awesome experience I had ever had. I was now questioning my sexuality.
Jaxon and Luke are at crossroads in regards to their relationship, would they become lovers or remain friends. What about Josh and Michael, will they come into play as Jaxon and Luke try to get some balance in their life. Chapter two will tell all.
