“Your secret love”
The two fixed their clothing in silence. The entire time, they kept stealing glances at one another. Despite their lack of words, both men were happy. Neither knew how to say that life hadn’t been the same without the other. Kai checked himself in the mirror. His eyes met Peyton’s sexy stare. They couldn’t escape one another. Peyton smiled at him and then turned his back to open the door. Just as Peyton unlocked and opened the door, he was met by Millie. She looked past him and saw Kai. Kai turned around and faced her. She took in the sight of the man who had stolen her best friend’s logic.
She shook her head, “We have a problem, friend.”
“What kind of problem?” Peyton asked as he tried to keep his cool.
“The kind where you explain to your mother why the man in your painting is locked in the bathroom with you while your husband is running around looking for you,” his mother said as she stepped into his line of sight.
Peyton gasped, “Mother?”
His mother raised her eyebrow at him. She quickly looked past him and glared at Kai. She saw Kai as a problem that needed to be dealt with quickly. Everything her family had worked for and built over the years was not going to be ruined by the likes of Kai. In her mind, Kai was the enemy. Kendrick was the one she approved of for her son.
“You do know, son, he’ll never be like you,” she said with all the disdain one could muster.
“What?” Peyton asked in confusion. “What does that even…besides the point. Mother, I’d like you to meet Kai Jang. Kai, this is my mother, Lillian Black.”
Kai nervously extended his hand, “It’s really nice to meet you, Miss Black.”
“Mrs..,” she corrected him. She looked down at his hand. “Charming, I’m sure, despite what’s missing.”
“Mother! What is that supposed to mean?”
“Give me and my son the room,” she said as she stared at her son. Her face gave an unbothered woman, but inside, she was bothered.
“Are you going to be okay?” Kai turned and asked Peyton.
Peyton nodded his head, “Yes. Don’t leave me.”
Peyton’s eyes twinkled as he looked at Kai. That twinkle wasn’t lost on Millie. She knew then that her friend had more than just feelings for Kai. There was something deeper between the two men, even if they hadn’t realized it yet.
“I’m not going anywhere,” he answered. He looked at Mrs. Black. “It was very nice meeting you.”
Mrs. Black gave Kai a harsh stare. It was the most disapproving and crushing look you could give an individual. She looked at Kai as if he were a snake in her garden and needed to be dealt with. Kai felt part of himself sink in her domineering presence.
“Come on, Kai,” Millie called out.
Kai stepped out into the hall with Millie. Lillian stepped in and closed the door. Millie took a second to truly admire Kai. She finally had her eyes on the guy her best friend was risking everything for. She could see the appeal.
“What,” Kai asked as he felt her staring a hole in him.
“I’ve known Peyton a long time. For most of that time, he was on and off again with Kendrick until finally, Kendrick got his shit together and married him. In all that, I’ve never seen him look at anyone, not even Kendrick, the way he looks at you.”
Kai tried to contain his glee. “You think he really likes me?”
Millie smiled, “Try to hide your excitement. I can see the sparkle in your eyes just thinking about him.”
“I think about him a lot. It’s hard to explain. I have a boyfriend, but I...” he took a breath. “I find myself wondering about him randomly. For the last year, I wished he’d walk into a restaurant I was in. I don’t understand it. We barely know one another.”
“Sometimes it’s the one we barely know that gives us the world we deserve,” she said.
Peyton and his mother were staring each other down. He knew she was disappointed in his actions. Usually, he never wanted to disappoint his family, but he didn’t care what anyone had to say about his relationship, or lack thereof, with Kai.
Peyton sighed, “You want to tell me what you meant by your statement?”
“I meant,” she began with a stern voice, “that your father and I didn’t make all the sacrifices and fight all the battles we fought for you to throw your life away on someone who isn’t black!”
The words came out of her mouth with such brute force. Peyton couldn’t believe his ears. In all his life, he’d never heard his mother speak like that. Here she was a woman who had marched for freedom with Dr. King and had spent her years being a champion of equality and diversity.
“Kai doesn’t have to be black for me to-”
“For you to what?” She cut him off. “For you to like him? For you to fuck him?”
“Jesus Christ,” Peyton cringed. “Can you not talk like that?”
“Oh, grow up, Peyton. You’re not gonna give me piss and tell me it’s champagne. I know what happened here. You can see it in his eyes, and I can smell him on you,” she threw her hands up in frustration. “You're not the first man in the history of the world to not be able to control his anatomy and wandering eyes. I have to say, though, you aren’t the brightest with your entanglements. You couldn’t just paint your foreign guilty pleasure. You had to fuck him in the bathroom of a public place where your husband is.”
“What business is it of yours?” Peyton yelled. “I’m a grown man, and if I want to sleep with Kai, I can, and I will, mother. Kendrick wasn’t even supposed to be here!”
“You had better watch your tone when you speak to me,” she warned him. “You are grown, but you’re acting like an adolescent fool. If you want to explore your fetishes, then go ahead, but you will not ruin your marriage over fried rice!”
Her statement left Peyton baffled, “Fried rice? How racist of you. You lived during Jim Crow, so I get that you have a certain stance when viewing the world. But I need to remind you, Kai can’t help that he wasn’t born black, just like I can’t help that I was. We are who we are. I’m not gonna let anyone tell me who I can and can’t date just because they don’t have melanin in their skin.”
“I’m not racist. Prejudice? Yes, but not racist. I want what’s best for you. We have to stick together. We are all we have in this world. There is no room for outsiders, Peyton.”
“I like men, mother. I don’t care about the race of a person. I care about the character. You would make me learn Dr. King’s speeches, and right now, there's one line in particular that stands out, and I quote, “I have a dream that my four little children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character.”
“End it with that boy, or I will cut you off financially, and Kendrick will win in the divorce because you cheated. He will take everything, and you will have given it up for someone who will understand what it is like to be us. He will never understand your fears, experiences, pain, trauma, or your purpose.”
“Maybe not! It doesn’t mean he lacks empathy or the capacity to understand. But make no mistake about it. If you try to ruin things for me, I’ll cut you out of my life. You can go home and forget I ever existed.” The pain in Peyton’s words and voice was almost surreal.
“So, that’s it? Just like that, you’ve thrown your entire life away and family for a secret lover.”
“Correction,” Peyton yelled. “You threw me away because of your hypocrisy and racist ways. I’ve heard of Negros being racist but I have to say never thought my own mother could be one.”
She squinted her eyes in disapproval and said, “You know Luther Vandross said it best: your secret love will never be your true love.”
Peyton raised his eyebrow and said, “Yeah, well, Luther was a closeted homo, and I’m out and proud. My secret love can run laps around his. Maybe it’s from all that Korean fried chicken that Kai’s been feeding me.”
"Peyton," she called out. "You are just another nigga to the world at the end of the day."
He heard her words, but he refused to allow them any space in his heart and mind. Peyton opened the door. Kai was still standing there with Millie. Seeing him made him smile. He knew he was risking it all for something that was totally uncertain, but he couldn’t help what he was feeling.
Kai could see the hurt in Peyton’s eyes. He wasn’t sure what had happened, but he knew he wanted to console him. He opened his arms, and Peyton fell into Kai’s chest just as the little beauty wrapped his arms around him. Lillian walked out of the restroom. She frowned at the sight of her son in Kai’s embrace and walked away.
“It’s okay, Peyton. I got you,” Kai comforted him.
Peyton apologized, “I’m sorry she made you feel uncomfortable.”
“It’s okay. I only care about how we make each other feel.” The words shocked Kai. He couldn’t believe he had just said that.
Peyton pulled away, “My husband is here.”
“Oh,” Kai stepped back. “I should probably leave then.”
“I don’t want you to go. I want to spend more time with you.”
“I might regret this,” Millie said. “I can cover for you. If you really want to spend some more alone time with him.”
“Am I horrible for wanting to be with you instead of him?” Peyton asked.
“If you are, then so am I. I’m not ready to go home and be with Thomas. I want to give you the other part of me that I haven’t given you in a while.”
They were playing with fire, but for some reason, they didn’t care. Logic escaped them and their desires. Peyton stared into Kai’s eyes, and all he saw was this other part of a life he wanted. Kai looked into Peyton’s eyes, and he saw a world where he wanted to live. How does one fight against that? How can you ignore all the possibilities of living your best life for the life you’ve already made? Maybe you don’t. Maybe you be selfish and hurt other people just so that you can have what you want in life. Maybe it's better to hurt someone else than to hurt yourself.
“If you two are going, now is the time,” Millie said as she walked past them.
For the first time, Kai took the lead. He extended his hand out to Peyton. Peyton looked at his hand and then at his face. He smiled and took Kai’s hand. The two ran off. Their hearts were beating fast, and their lungs expanded to take in the fresh air. They were beginning to see that they were more than just two people sexually attracted to one another.
Peyton instantly started kissing Kai the second he got him in the hotel room. Peyton quickly undressed Kai. The perfect beauty stood in the middle of the room naked, and Peyton carefully circled his body. Each time he completed a circle around Kai, he removed an article of clothing. He kept going until they were both naked. The only thing Peyton wanted was to devour Kai. There was no denying that Kai was, in fact, his secret lover.
Peyton said softly, “On your knees. Please me.”
Kai got on his knees and took Peyton's big beautiful dark heavy dick into his hungry mouth. He wrapped his soft lips around the shaft and moved his head up and down on it. Peyton smiled and began to fuck Kai's mouth. Peyton pushed his cock deep into the back of Kai’s throat. Kai felt like his insides were on fire. He wanted to be feasted on by Peyton more than anything.
The young man’s lips felt incredible around his throbbing member. Peyton’s dick was harder and longer than it had ever been. So many changes had occurred in his life, but regardless, Kai’s mouth felt like a warm furnace. Peyton’s nipples tingled with a burning sensation. He placed Kai’s hands on them. Kai pinched and pulled on his nipples as he swallowed that dick.
“Yes, suck me. Suck every inch of it,” Peyton moaned.
Peyton fell back on the bed. Kai never let that hefty cock out of his mouth. He worked his jaws and his tongue. Kai was thoroughly aroused. It turned him on hearing Peyton’s moans. It made his tight hole pulse and throb. It filled him with anticipation.
Peyton lifted Kai in the air with both hands. In a matter of seconds, Kai went from fearful to impressed. The way he was being manhandled was impressive. Peyton shocked himself. He had no idea he could do such a thing. He placed Kai on the bed. Kai admired the black god that stood before him in all his rich chocolateness, and his heart skipped a beat or two.
“I’m sorry. I don’t know what came over me,” Peyton said.
Kai smiled, “No, it’s fine. It shocked me. A little warning next time,” he said.
“You’re so beautiful, and your body is so perfect. I hate that I’m sharing you with someone else.”
“I know. Let’s pretend for right now that you’re not,” Kai whispered.
Peyton rolled his tongue all over Kai’s body. Kai was sculpted well, and Peyton loved it. He was slim, but his glutes were round and thick. His waist was tiny, but his abs were cut. Peyton rolled him onto his knees. He spat on his throbbing penis and pushed it inside of Kai’s tight, pretty little tight hole. Something shifted inside of Kai. He felt like he was sitting where he was meant to be.
Kai’s walls gripped Peyton’s cock like a vacuum and refused to let it go. The feeling of being full, stretched, and glorified vibrated through Kai’s body and soul. They both rolled their eyes into the back of their head. It felt good for them both. Peyton started to fuck Kai. Those round glutes bounced and rocked like waves with each stroke. Each stroke sent Kai’s eyes rolling into the sky.
Peyton went deep inside of Kai. Kai was instantly in love with the dick. It was the dick he had missed for the last year. He moaned and bounced back on Peyton’s long dick like a gymnast. Peyton slapped those fat cheeks after every other thrust. It was such a tiny and tight hole. It was warm and wet. The gushy sounds were so revealing to Peyton.
Kai flipped on his back, and Peyton slid his cock in deeper than before. Kai placed one leg on Peyton’s shoulder, and he yelled as Peyton went a little further into his hole. Peyton couldn’t help but play with Kai’s bouncing balls as he fucked him. Those balls were aching to release another load for the fourth time of the night.
Deeper and harder, he drove his cock into Kai. Their moans grew louder. Peyton’s ass cheeks clapped while he clapped Kai’s ass cheeks. The squeaks from the bed grew as the pounding became more intense. Their souls were connecting in a way that they hadn’t expected. It was such a rich and rewarding experience.
Kai moaned, “Oh my fucking God. It’s so good.”
“You feel good. I want more,” Peyton groaned. “I don’t want this to end.”
“It won’t end,” Kai confessed. “I promise!”
Peyton twisted Kai’s legs. He folded him like a pretzel almost and drove his dick in and out. Kai moaned and screamed. It was so pleasurable for him. His insides were stretched and pounded. It made him leak all over the bed. Peyton was hitting places he had never had hit before. Kai’s dick and balls bounced with the wind as Peyton drove his dick in him with hurricane-force winds.
“Fuck! You’re so fuckin’ deep,” Kai cried out.
Peyton growled and flipped Kai back on his knees. His dick moved in and out freely. It sounded like a river flowing each time his dick slid into Kai’s warm oven. Peyton admired the way those cheeks bounced and moved against his pelvis. Peyton’s cock jumped with excitement as it plowed into the hot piece of ass it felt it was created for.
Peyton gripped his shoulders and pounded him harder. Kai’s screams filled the entire hallway. Everyone knew he was getting his back blown out. Kai began throwing his ass back on Peyton. His milky hole slid back and forth and coated Peyton’s cock with his sweet ass juices. A fire started to burn in Peyton. It sent tingles down his spine. He wanted to reach deep down in Kai.
Kai wanted to ride Peyton. Peyton pulled out of Kai and fell back on the bed. Kai quickly straddled him and eased down on the swollen cock. He bounced up and down on that big dick like it was his last meal. Peyton held Kai’s hips and helped him bounce. Kai worked it like a pole dancer. He made his ass twerk each time he slid down on the dick. Peyton’s dick was like a drug. Kai wanted the high to last all night long, hell, forever.
“I’m gonna fucking cum,” Kai groaned.
Kai let out four ropes of hot cum all over Peyton’s chest. The sound of skin clapping and the smell of freshly fucked ass sent Peyton over the edge. The fire inside him consumed him, and a dormant beast woke up. He pounded up into Kai hard and fast like a jackrabbit. Peyton shut his eyes tight. The pressure and pleasure rushed through his body. He opened his eyes and stared right up at Kai. Kai caught a glimpse of Peyton’s eyes. They were almost bloodshot red. Before he knew it, he let out a loud growl and plunged his nails into the flesh of Kai’s plump glutes. Peyton’s dick released hot cum into Kai.
“FUCK! Oh my God! SHIT,” Peyton exclaimed as his balls emptied deep inside of Kai.
He held on to Kai and continued to pump his seed inside of him. Each release of cum felt better than the last. They were both exhausted but still completely aroused. Kai leaned down and planted his lips against Peyton’s lips.
As Kai pulled away, he said, “I love you!”
Peyton’s eyes widened with shock. That was the last thing he expected to hear, but it was the thing that made the absolute happiest. He didn’t understand it, but he didn’t question it. Two perfect strangers in love. How could something so absurd feel so perfect?
“You don’t have to say it back. I know it’s crazy. We hardly know each other,” Kai tried to defend himself.
“Stop,” Peyton said as he pressed his index finger against Kai’s soft pink lips. “I love you. I wanted to tell you that night when I first looked into your eyes. It was like love at first sight. I didn’t believe in it.”
Kai smiled and responded, “Me neither.”
“Then I met you,” they both said.
Peyton pulled Kai into another kiss. He rolled him onto his back, and Kai spread his legs for him. The night belonged to them. Two beautiful secret lovers intertwined with their passion!
TO BE CONTINUED
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