CHAPTER 6: “AM I NOT ENOUGH?”
“You what,” Millie said as he slung her long brown hair back over her shoulders. She couldn’t believe what Peyton had just confessed to her.
“I know,” Peyton said as he took a sip of his drink. “I’m a horrible person, but I couldn’t help myself. There was just something about him.”
He looked around the bar. For the last three months, he had been doing that. He would go out for drinks, dinner, shopping, etc, and find himself looking around the room. He was always hoping he’d see Kai. He knew Kai was gone, but the heart wants what it wants. Peyton was still keeping hope alive that he’d run into him again someday.
“Okay, you cheated. You got it out of your system now.” Millie said, hoping her statement was true.
“No,” he whispered. “I want him again and again. All I think about is this guy. I don’t understand it. I was happy with Kendrick. We had a good life. It wasn’t perfect, but I…” he trailed off, unable to finish his sentence.
“You what, Peyton? Tell me.” Millie needed to understand. She was never going to judge Peyton, but in order for her to help, she needed to understand.
Peyton confessed, “I feel things for him. I miss him. I want to know if his day is going good or bad. It’s like someone or something has me under a spell that I can’t break, and I don’t want to break it. I just want to be where he’s at.”
“Oh my God! You have feelings for this guy. Okay, who is he, Peyton?”
“His name is Kai. He lived in my building, and we met on the elevator, and before I knew it, we were having sex.”
“How many times,” she asked.
“Two occasions, but it was some of the best sex of my life, and we shared secrets and feelings. Like I would have jumped on a flight and gone to South Korea to meet his family in an instant.”
“Hold on,” Millie threw her hands up. “He’s not black?”
“No!”
“So, you’re eating Chinese food now?”
“Korean food, and since when are you racist?”
“That’s not being racist. That’s understanding. Trust me, I’ve seen my fair share of Asian men that I would have happily done some nasty shit with.”
“And there’s that part,” Peyton added. “I want to be the nastiest, freakiest version of myself, but only with him.”
“What the fuck did he do to you,” she asked in awe and shock.
“More like what didn’t he do.”
“I thought you were a size queen,” she added.
“You should know better than anyone that not all stereotypes are true.”
“Get the fuck out of here,” she whispered with glee. “How big?” She winked her eye as she asked the question.
“Let’s just say I’d be satisfied for the rest of my fucking life sitting on his dick.”
Millie picked up her glass. The two friends made a toast to big dicks and took a sip. Millie was definitely not judging. She wanted to know more about Kai. She could see the sparkle in Peyton’s eyes as he spoke. There was no mistake about it: Peyton had fallen for Kai.
***
Kendrick moved into the bedroom. He had everything perfectly laid out and ready for Peyton. Lately, he had been feeling like his husband was slipping through his fingers. He had no proof, but there was a gut feeling. Something was transpiring, and his love for Peyton pushed him to fight for their love. Kendrick was ready to do whatever he needed to make sure Peyton felt his love always and forever.
Peyton entered the apartment to find the lights out. Candles were lit, and rose pedals led a trail through the apartment. Peyton followed them with growing knots in his stomach. He knew this was Kendrick’s attempt at seduction. He didn’t want to be seduced. He wanted Kai. It was driving him insane. It had now been five months since he last seen Kai. All he could think about and dream about was the man.
He stepped into the bedroom and found Kendrick resting on his side, facing the door. He had the stem of a rose between his teeth. Little chocolates were surrounding him on the bed. A bottle of champagne was close by, and more candles illuminated the room. Kendrick’s body glistened with oil, and his pretty light skin cock lay there, exposed and ready for action. “Pillowtalk” by Zayn played in the room.
“Kendrick, you didn’t have to do all of this,” Peyton said, trying to sound happy and fulfilled.
Kendrick removed the rose from his mouth, “I love you, Peyton. I’ll always go above for you. You’re my heart.”
Peyton’s heart sank into his stomach. He didn’t deserve Kendrick. Kendrick sure as hell didn’t deserve what was happening behind his back. Peyton forced himself to put on a brave face. He stripped out his clothing. He made his way over to the bed. Kendrick kissed him, and he kissed him back. Kendrick made love to his husband with all the passion he held in his heart for him.
The two men lay in bed side by side. Kendrick could tell something was wrong. He had been feeling Peyton slipping away for the last several months. He had been too scared to ask anything. He couldn’t continue living his life in fear.
“Peyton, what’s wrong? You don’t seem happy lately. I’m worried about you.”
“Don’t be. I’m happy, babe,” he lied out of fear of breaking Kendrick’s heart. That was the last thing he wanted to do.
Kendrick sighed deeply, “Don’t try to protect me. Just be honest. Are you not in love with me anymore?”
Peyton swallowed, “I just think about other guys sometimes. I guess I’m curious some.”
“Am I not enough for you, Pey?”
“Kendrick, you are. I just wonder sometimes.” The truth was harder to admit than Peyton thought it would be. “I want to have a threesome: you, me, and some Asian guy. Try something different once. I guess I've just been scared to say it. I was afraid you’d be upset.”
Kendrick grabbed hold of Peyton’s hand, “Babe, I’d never be upset with you for wanting to try something with me. Together, we can do anything.”
***
Lee was hungry for the both of them. He stroked both Peyton's and Kendrick’s dicks side by side on the bed. He was a hungry bottom waiting to be served by two incredible black cocks. Kendricks’s pretty light skin dick was standing at full attention. Peyton’s dark chocolate dick was leaking precum. Peyton glanced over at his husband. The two men leaned into one another and kissed.
Kendrick moaned in Peyton’s mouth as Lee swallowed the tip of his cock. Lee worked the head of Kendrick’s dick in his mouth, and then he moved over and took Peyton’s dick into his mouth. He swallowed it whole. Peyton pulled it out and slapped Lee across the face with it. The sound effects were spectacular to everyone involved.
Lee opened his mouth wide and took both cocks. The two dicks rubbed against one another as they fed the bottom their prime sausage. Lee moaned around the two cocks. Saliva ran from the corners of his hungry mouth. Those pink perfect lips tried to stretch and form the perfect “O” around those cocks.
Kendrick removed his cock from Lee’s mouth and watched in awe as the twink went to work on Peyton’s cock. He stood there stroking his magic stick, watching the magic unfold. He loved Peyton with all his heart, and he would have done anything for him. Those seductive moans coming from Peyton were like music to his ears and heart. Lee let Peyton’s cock fall from his mouth. He took the two monsters and slapped them together.
“On your back,” Lee instructed Peyton.
Peyton laid on his back and spread his legs. Lee climbed in between his legs and took that massive pole back into his mouth. He ran his tongue up and down the length of it and all around. Kendrick wasted no time in familiarizing himself with Lee’s talented, tight little hole. With perfect ease, he eased his dick inside of Lee and began to fuck him. He pushed all the way in until his balls rested on the man’s ass. Lee cried out in pleasure as he took Kendrick’s dick.
He pounded him for a few moments and then withdrew. Peyton then took his spot. Peyton looked at that perfect ass and imagined him being Kai. He slid his cock in, and those warm tight walls wrapped around his member. He felt himself be sucked in, and he never wanted to pull out. Peyton started to rock his hips and fuck the stud. He pounded into him. Lee began to rock his body back and forth on Peyton’s erection. His little hole was stretched and filled by Peyton’s long dick.
“Take all my dick,” Peyton moaned as he gave Lee stroke after stroke.
Lee cried out as he made his booty jiggle, “It’s so deep in me.”
Lee looked back over his shoulder and smiled at Peyton. His creamy pussy was being broken open. Peyton took hold of each cheek in his hand and massaged them perfectly. Kendrick stood on the side, running his hands over Lee’s body and admiring the way his husband fucked that sweet ass. Lee’s moans grew louder, and he bounced his body back and forth like a man on a mission from the heavens.
Kendrick kissed his husband. Peyton knew what the kiss meant. It meant Kendrick wanted another turn. The two men swapped places as Lee rolled on his back. He lifted his legs and presented his gapping hole to them. Kendrick slid back inside of him. His long thickness moved in and out of Lee, making his hole spasm around the thick member. Peyton watched them with lust.
Lee begged to be fucked. Kendrick picked up his pace fucking him harder and deeper. Lee’s inside turned into mush, and slowly, that gushy exotic sound of some boy pussy being fucked right filled the room. Lee moaned louder. His hole clenched Kendrick’s dick and covered it in cream. Kendrick flipped him on his knees and drilled his pussy. He slapped his toned ass cheeks and pounded him harder and faster. Each thrust made Lee cry out in absolute deep pleasure.
Lee shouted, “Oh my fucking GOD!”
Kendrick pulled out and gave Lee a slap on the ass. Peyton flipped him back onto his back. He took his hard cock and slapped it across Lee’s full balls. Just as Lee opened his mouth to moan, Kendrick pushed his dick down his throat. Lee quickly closed his lips around the thick member. Peyton began to thrust in and out of that gushy tight ass.
He moved in and out of him with a delicate balance of passion and power. Peyton’s mouth hung open as he stared at the man, imagining him to be Kai. He moved in and out of him, pulling everything inside out with each movement. Lee dug his nails into Peyton’s thighs as he moaned and sucked Kendrick’s dick.
“Fuck him, bae,” Kendrick said. “Show him how good your dick is.”
Peyton nodded his head with his glossy eyes. He fucked Lee harder and faster. Kendrick took hold of the twink’s legs and spread them further. He wanted Peyton to get deeper and truly enjoy being a top. Peyton long dicked Lee, giving him some of the most beautiful and intense strokes ever given to another human being.
“Pussy so fuckin’ good,” Peyton moaned as he slowly stroked Lee. “Ride me!”
Peyton flipped over and brought Lee with him. Lee bounced up and down on Peyton’s dick. He moved up and down and rolled his hips. His dick flipped and flopped as he put his ass to excellent use. His hole was completely wrapped around Peyton’s member. He closed his eyes and allowed himself to just be drunk off that spectacular chocolate-long cock.
Lee’s breathing grew shallow as Peyton’s dick brushed against his walls and tapped his magical spot over and over. He wrapped his hand around the back of Lee’s head and brought their lips together—the two kissed. The kiss sent Lee into orbit. He started bouncing up and down harder and faster. The mush inside him began to drip out and coat every inch of Peyton’s balls and dick.
“Fuck me,” Lee begged. “Please fuck me, Peyton! Fuck me good.”
Peyton cuffed Lee’s cheeks and helped him bounce up and down on his pole. He grabbed hold of his hips and slammed him up and down on his dick. Lee’s walls clung to Peyton’s dick. Peyton had Lee wrap his arms around his neck. Then he slid off the bed and stood up with his dick still lodged in Lee’s hot ass.
“Holy shit,” Lee said, utterly shocked by the change of things.
Peyton smiled as he started to fuck Lee standing up. He bounced the man up and down, slamming him on his dick and getting deeper and deeper into his perfect pussy. Lee screamed and moaned like the most stunning bitch in all the world. It was like they were the only two people in the room. Over and over, he fucked the twink. Bouncing him up and down like he was some sort of rag doll.
“IT’S SO FUCKING GOOD,” Lee screamed in the most euphoric way.
Peyton slid his dick out of Lee. Fluids flowed from that freshly fucked ass and splattered across the floor. Peyton tossed Lee back on the bed. Kendrick quickly slid his cock inside of the man and put him on his side. He moved in and out of Lee fucking his hole with speed and a certain type of recklessness. As he fucked him, Peyton presented his ass-juice-covered cock to Lee.
Lee quickly took Peyton’s cock into his mouth. He sucked him as Kendrick pounded his backside. Lee stroked and sucked Peyton’s cock, cleaning it and making love to it with his mouth. Kendrick pushed deeper inside of him, making his body clench and tighten. Kendrick rolled on his back, and Lee began to ride his cock. He bounced up and down on it.
Kendrick fucked up into that warm pussy, making it feel extra good. He delivered intense strokes to Lee. Kendrick pounded into him. His dick swelled, and just as he was about to blow his load, Peyton snatched Lee away. He tossed the twink on his back and slid back inside of him. He planted his lips against Lee. His hips began to rise and fall as he fucked Lee’s brains out.
“FUCK ME,” Lee screamed.
He pounded into him. Each stroke was better than the last one. Lee strained to control himself. Peyton lost all control as he tried to make Lee feel what he wanted Kai to feel. That powerful dick was reaching places and spaces Lee had only ever dreamed of. Peyton pounded him like a fucking god. Sweat was pouring off Peyton’s dark and smooth skin. He spit directly into Lee’s mouth.
“I’m gonna cum,” Lee cried.
His hole convulsed, and his cock released a torrent of hot cum. Peyton continued to fuck him. Kendrick slid behind Peyton and pushed his cock inside his husband’s ass. He pushed balls deep and flooded Peyton with his load. Lee’s tight hole suddenly felt like a million hands were tugging on Peyton’s cock. The feeling was like a sensory overload!
Peyton screamed, “FUCK!!!”
He cock exploded inside of Lee. He creamed that pussy marking every inch of Lee’s walls with his DNA. There would never be any doubt that Peyton had been inside of him, and for Peyton, sleeping with Lee helped him get Kai off his mind for a bit.
Kendrick saw Lee out. When he entered the bedroom, he found Peyton smiling. He hadn’t seen that smile in months. It warmed his heart and made him feel like an amazing and loving husband.
“From the smile on your face, I take it you enjoyed tonight's activities,” Kendrick said as he climbed into bed.
“I did. It was fantastic. Thank you.”
“You didn’t let me bred him. You got a little territorial.”
“I’m sorry about that. I don’t know what came over me.”
“It was kind of hot, though. You turned into a true alpha top.”
“How would you feel about us bringing Lee into the bedroom once a week?”
Kendrick sat up in the bed, “I have to ask, are you sure I’m not enough for you? Once a week is a bit much.”
“You are. You’re fucking me six days a week. I’m just asking you to let me use my dick once a week, and you’re there with me.”
“Twice a month, Peyton. That’s all I can wrap my mind around right now.”
Peyton relented, “Fine! Twice a month.”
Kendrick pulled him in for a hug. Peyton hugged him, but it wasn't with the same kind of love and energy Kendrick was used to. Peyton got a notification on his phone. He quickly broke from the hug and checked his device. The news he had just gotten excited him to his core.
“Oh my God,” Peyton said excitedly.
“What,” Kendrick asked. “What is it?”
“I entered a contest. I submitted a painting of mine to be part of the Art Institute of Chicago’s Love Diversity and Inclusion Summit. I didn’t think my piece would be picked, but it was. I’m going to be a featured artist.”
Kendrick jumped up and down in the bed, “Babe, that’s fucking incredible! I’m so proud of you. What aren’t you jumping for joy?’
“I think I’m in shock.”
That was partly true. Peyton was in shock. There was also the fact that the piece of art he submitted was inspired by Kai.
TO BE CONTINUED
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