A rather fortuitous set of circumstances provides a solution which had been long forgotten. Choices made early in our life, often influenced by others, are not always the best. Once married it is almost impossible to make the changes. Fear and denial are powerful factors working against you.
Years of self denial leads me into playing catchup. Problem is that every new experience leaves me thirsting for more in the search for the ultimate sex. This clouds my judgement and leads me into taking unnecessary risks which I am unable to control.
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Some things are just not enough and get you to push your boundaries. An offer of a mystery weekend left me incapable to resist, especially when it seemed to offer much of what I like. The balance between pleasure and risk is sometimes very difficult and frightening.
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Disappointed at not finding a gay club in Brussels, a bisexual married newbie pops in a late night video store to watch gay videos. There he is trapped by two men who have their own ideas on how he would like to spend his night.
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My initial dislike did not change but he was able to exploit my weakness and use me for his own pleasure. Every story is a window to my soul, if you like this or are critical, I would still appreciate your comments. Please please I would love to hear from you and please leave your score
The path to finding yourself is sometimes not easy or obvious. Some of us hide the truth and find ways of what may seem to be protection but is more likely to be denial. Others need help getting there.
A trivial disagreement with my wife leads me to drive out and drown my sorrows in a country pub. There the initially unwelcome attention of a lone customer leads to some comfort and a new realisation.