It was horrific at first. I locked myself in the house and stayed there for days. What happened? A guy I was chatting with turned out to be running a fake profile on Gaydar. And it wasn't just a guy, it turned out to be a guy I hooked up with two years earlier. His anger towards me had turned to hate.
We met and had sex, once, in one of the filthy cabins at a sauna in town. The sex was bad. He had a big dick and I was horny. That's the only reason why it happened. He didn't want to be sucked, he didn't want to fuck, he wanted no physical contact at all. He was literally a wanker. And while he was doing it he was just staring at my caged cock before he ended with shooting his cum all over it.
Days later I found out the hard way he somehow found me on Facebook. Constant messaging, stalking me when I went out till at one stage he was picking a fight with my date in a local bar. He wanted me but I didn't want him. He was extremely possessive and jealous. When they removed him from the bar he was calling me a dirty slut and a fucking whore. There are situations wherein I like being called that, but not then. It generally involves good sex.
On social media I kept a low profile. Of course I blocked him on Facebook and updated my privacy settings. Not on Gaydar though since my profile there is not only very kinky, but also very discreet. He must have been chatting with many people before the day I fell for the 'Lets share face pics.' Before that we shared many so-called private photos. Mine were obviously real and his definitely not.
Anyway, his tremendous efforts paid off and he had collected enough ammunition to make my life miserable. I refused to give in to the blackmail and in time his threats to share photos of me with others were realized. I found out when I started receiving message requests from strangers. Very strange people indeed.
He has been advertising me as being a male prostitute. The ads came with a link to my Facebook profile. Even with the updated privacy settings people can still send you message requests and so they did. Apparently I preferred the elderly, the obese and the hairy. It looked like I did blowjobs for £10, with CIM & swallow for £15 and you could fuck me hard for £25, including foreplay blowjob.
Now what to do? After giving it some thought I decided to play along with this a bit. Till this day I would not be afraid of anybody familiar seeing this ad. I'll explain the situation to them after they told me why they are looking for a gay male prostitute. I did meet a couple of 'clients' but always gave them their money back afterwards. In a way the submissive, feminine and kinky me liked the idea of the older, obese and hairy men putting money down so they could use me for their sexual gratification.
Paul had a nice big cock. He fell in both elderly and hairy categories. I asked him how he thought about smoothly shaven cocks. He told me he used to shave down there when he was younger but he now felt it wasn't necessary anymore. I offered to shave it again for him if he went for the popular 'CIM & swallow' or the 'fuck me hard.'
He laid on his bed while I shaved his cock and balls. His big cock hard from me holding it the entire time and the attention it got. With a wet cloth I cleaned his cock and made sure I pulled his skin down all the way, fully exposing the precum built up. "Let me clean that up for you," I said. The tip of my tongue playfully moved around the head slowly before I let his cock disappear in my mouth.
I let it slide straight through into my throat and keep it there while I move my head around. After ten seconds or so I slowly let it slide all the way out. I lick and suck his shaft while I massage his balls. I let it slide a second time down my throat. I feel his balls tightening up in my hand. This time I don't let it slide all the way out but keep his head in my mouth with my lips tightly sealed around the shaft.
Massaging his cock and balls I let him fill my mouth with his cum. I swallow it all up and gently keep sucking his cock deep to make sure I got it all. When his cock goes flaccid I let it go. I give Paul a kiss on the lips, he was a sweet old man after all. I reach in my pocket and put his money down on his chest. He asks me why. I said, "Let me know when you need a shave again." I gave him another kiss and left.
Horny as hell I left his apartment and went hunting for more. On my way to the sauna I left my jealous guy a message on Gaydar, thanking him. At the sauna I didn't waste time. I had a shower and then walked straight into the steam room. I looked around and went to sit opposite the guy with the biggest cock.
Watching me as I played with my cage his legs spread invitingly. He started playing with his cock. I got up and touched his cock as I passed him walking out in the hope he would follow. He did and I made my way to the filthy cabins. Inside the cabin I went straight on my knees and was ready to suck his cock.
He understood and rubbed his cock in my face. I grabbed it and without hesitation started sucking. The door was still open and soon we had two spectators. I didn't mind and my 'victim' was unaware with his eyes closed. I worked his cock hard and only when he pumped his load down my throat he opened his eyes. By then the two men moved into the cabin.
As you might understand by now this turned into a rollercoaster. And on the one hand it was fueled by frustration and revenge, things I generally disapprove of. On the other hand I was horny as hell and really enjoyed things I otherwise probably wouldn't have done.
My 'victim' left the cabin and one of the men closed the door. Both sat down on the floor looking at me. I sat down against the wall opposite them. They were sharing some poppers and offered me as well. I probably shouldn't have but I accepted anyway. We just sat there and I watched them playing with their own cocks. Both in their forties, average bodies and average size cocks. Nothing special really.
But by the third time the poppers went around I knew that if I wanted action I needed to do something soon. I crawled towards the guy sitting in the corner and started sucking his cock. He moaned and just let me do my thing. Then the other guy pulled me over and moved my head down between his legs and I started sucking him.
I felt hands spreading my buttocks and a cock poking my asshole. I was ready for it. But just then the guy I was sucking pushed my head down and unleashed his load. He pulled me off and I sat up on my knees. He opened his mouth while looking me in the eyes. I guess that was what he wanted me to do. And so I did show him whatever cum was left on my lips and on my tongue.
Suddenly the other guy's cock appeared right in front of me. He was frantically masturbating and I could guess he was almost there. So I left my mouth open for him and showed him my tongue. I teased the tip of his cock till I felt his other hand on the back of my head. I opened wide and more sperm was received.
And yet I was not satisfied. I needed to be fucked soon otherwise I would go mad. I showered and went to the bar to buy my own bottle of poppers. The plan was to go lay down in a cabin and whoever wanted to stick his dick in was more than welcome. But on my way finding a relatively clean and available cabin I passed another cabin in which there was laying a rather chubby guy in his thirties.
He was laying on his back and was fully exposing his huge cock. I had a look and then walked on. I couldn't find an available cabin and went to sit in the movies lounge. Surprisingly nobody there. I opened up my poppers and sniffed some. This made me consider returning to the cabins and see if he was still there.
I stood outside his cabin watching him and teasing him for about five minutes. His cock was fully erect by then and just looked irresistible to me. Respectable length and with a nice girth. He wasn't the most attractive guy but his cock would feel nice inside my ass. The poppers didn't help much. And then I asked it. "Can I borrow your cock for a bit?"
He spread out his legs and I kneeled in between. His foot prevented the door from closing but I honestly didn't care. I sniffed some and he reached out his hand indicating he would like some too. Of course I had no issue sharing. I sucked away and he moaned. I really wanted that cock in my ass and I climbed on top of him.
I bent forward to kiss him and he let me. His arms embraced me and I felt his belly filling up the space between us. My hands moved over his chest and I felt his nipples being hard. I moved back a bit and teased them with my tongue before sucking them. He kept moaning so I assumed he enjoyed this. I sat up to grab some more poppers and we both took some. Our faces red and feeling lightheaded I moved forward a bit again and placed his hard cock upwards resting against my ass.
He pulled me closer again and we started making out again. This time his cock was rubbing against my ass. I was relaxed and ready. Thanks to our intense kissing enough saliva was available for me to lube my ass a bit and I hoped it was enough to accommodate his thick cock. While my hand was down there I placed the head against the entrance.
Our intense making out made it slip in slowly and when I felt the head was completely in I pushed my ass backwards. His cock filled up my ass while we continued kissing. Our making out got more intense and his cock moved up and down in my ass. Precum dripped from my cage making his belly slippery. This also contributed to the excitement.
I grabbed the poppers yet again and used the opportunity to get into my favourite position. Sitting down on his cock made it go in deep. Looking him in the eyes as he sniffed I waited till he closed the bottle before I moved into a squat and started riding his cock. Slowly first but it soon became more intense.
He moved at the same rhythm and I felt his cock thrusting deep inside. He held my hands to help me balance. I bent backwards and let my head fall back. I saw people were watching our intense fucking closely. I didn't care, let them watch.
My legs got tired and I put my knees back on the floor. Bending forward we started kissing again and I noticed how slippery his belly got from my precum. He kept thrusting hard and our moaning got louder. The idea people were watching how his fat cock fucked my ass hard turned me on more and more.
Then he pushed down my ass and rammed his cock in deep inside. His body almost went into a spasm as I felt his cock throbbing inside. I moved my hand back and grabbed his balls. We kept kissing while his cock slowly started moving out. I kept my position so our spectators could watch his cum dripping from my ass.
Then I moved backwards towards the doorway. On my way down I licked precum from his belly and gave his cock a passionate kiss goodbye. When I got out and turned I found myself in between the wanking spectators. I went on my knees and opened my mouth for them to use it. One guy put his cock in while the two others were keeping theirs ready to fire.
Very soon I felt my mouth being filled with cum. I opened my mouth but let his cock rest on my tongue till the throbbing stopped. He moved out and I left my mouth wide open with my tongue out for the other two to empty their load. I did not swallow all this time, it was just too much. I got up to shower and rinse out my mouth.
On my way back home I had very much mixed feelings. On the one hand I liked this being used as a whore. On the other hand though I felt weak as all of this started because of my stalker. I allowed him to influence my actions and somehow I wanted to provoke him. To be honest I probably would let him fuck me insanely hard and then afterwards ignore him again. That would teach his jealous ass a lesson.
In the following days these thoughts continued. I read the messages potential 'clients' sent me and kept playing them till one day I would likely dive down the rabbit hole again into a frenzy.
To be continued.
