The Heart of Darkness
Nothing could have prepared Jason for what he sees on the other side of the door. Since the exterior of the building is so bland, grey and uninviting, he expects to see the same kind of design in the interior. Instead, he is met with probably the best looking reception area he’s ever been in. It looks like a reception area from a professional and expensive plastic surgery clinic. The walls and ceiling are all pristinely white. The floor is tiled with beautiful, clean, white tiles that reflect the light coming from strategically placed LEDs above. There are a couple of black leather couches in the waiting area accompanied by a set of black, wooden coffee tables with some Chinese magazines on them. It’s a nice improvement from the outside, even though the almost sterile look the room has makes Jason feel a tiny bit intimidated. Jason looks over at the reception area. There is a large, white desk and a single black leather chair behind it. The desk is quite empty - the only things on it are a big computer screen, a mouse and a keyboard. The small, green plant sitting next to the computer looks like an unwanted intruder, clashing with the perfectly balanced black and white space.
„Hello? Is anybody here?” Jason asks. The room is quite spacious, with not a lot of furniture in, so his voice carries with a slight echo.
„Ah yes, my apologies. I wasn’t expecting a new client today.” Jason suddenly hears. He turns around and sees an asian man enter the room through a door next to the couch area. The door frame is built-in in such a way that it blends completely with the wall, making it almost invisible. Th man is quite tall, with short, well cut, black hair and intelligent looking eyes. His skin is slightly tanned, giving him a healthy glow. He is wearing the most expensive looking black suit Jason has ever seen in his life. It’s so black that it almost absorbs completely the light around it, making the receptionist look more like a shadow, than a human person. Everything about him, from his looks to the soft and polite voice scream professionalism.
„Good morning! My name is Victor, welcome to our clinic. How may I help you?”
„Umm well I’m not sure…” Jason says timidly, feeling a bit self conscious. „I was referred to your clinic by one of your previous clients, Shun?
„Ah yes, of course, he did notify us you might be coming. Jason, I presume?”
„Yeah, that’s me.”
„Excellent!” Victor said. „Before your meeting with Dr Chen, we’ll need to fill out some paperwork. It’s quite lengthy, so maybe I could interest you in something to drink? Tea, coffee, water?”
„Water is just fine.” Jason replies.
He sits down on one of the couches and waits for Victor to bring him a glass of water and what looks like a huge stack of paper.
„Now, please fill these forms, do not leave any space empty. If you have any questions I’ll be over at the desk.” Victor says with a smile.
Jason starts filling the different forms and questionnaires. The questions are so detailed, it starts to make his head hurt. The medical history form alone was 10 pages long. He has to list almost every sickness he’s ever had since he was a child. He had to describe his flexibility, any joint, ligament or muscle problems in his past. He was expecting questions about his sex life and prior experience, sure, but nothing prepared him for the level of intrusiveness these ones had.
Jason comes up to Victor with the forms in hand and asks „Do I really need to answer all of these? I mean, some of these questions seem incredibly invasive…”
„I understand the concern. However, all of those questions are there for a reason. Dr Chen needs to assess your experience so he can tailor the program to your specific needs. I know it’s a bit embarrassing to list out your sexual practices in an open form, but trust me, we are bound by the same patient confidentiality laws any doctor on this planet is. Also, if it makes you feel better, all of the men who come here do it for the same reason. There’s no reason to be ashamed, we’ve all been in this position.” Victor replies.
„We?” Jason asks surprised.
„Well yes, I was once a client as well, but since I didn’t have the money needed to sign in for the program I made a deal with Dr Chen that I will work for him to pay him off. I liked working here so I stayed, even though my debt was cleared.” Victor responds.
„Oh okay, well, I guess I should go back to filling out the questionnaire then.” Jason says with a hint of resignation in his voice and goes back to the couch.
He is still feeling a bit ashamed while describing the sizes of his current anal toys, how many repeated insertions of each one he could take, how many fists he took at once, how deep could he take a fist, how many fist punches he could withstand, depending on wether the hand was closed into a fist or a duck beak position. After almost an hour he is finally finished. The NDAs, declarations of no ill intent and no corporate espionage practices truly give him a head ache. He has to sign a form saying that he accepts the risk of experiencing bodily harm as a result of the treatment and that he is not going to sue the clinic for it - this one however was definitely expected by him.
„Okay, I’ll fill your computer file with these.” said Victor while taking the stack of documents from Jason’s hands. „Please sit down and wait a bit, Dr Chen will see you as soon as I’m finished.”
Jason goes to the sofa again and starts looking through the magazines. He knows he needs to wait patiently for Victor to finish his job. After 30 minutes Victor finally says „All done, the doctor is ready to see you now. Please come after me.”
Both men rise up from their seats, Jason quickly catching up to Victor. Victor opens yet another pair of invisible doors that blend with the walls and leads Jason into a narrow corridor. They take a couple of turns until they reach the end of the corridor. Victors opens a black pair of doors that guard Dr Chen’s office.
„Dr Chen, Jason is here.” he says.
„Let him in.” can be heard in response.
Jason walks into a small consultation room. There is a big, black desk in the middle with two simple, black leather chairs on both sides. The white walls behind the desk are covered with shelves containing an enormous amount of books. On the opposite wall, there are several extremely detailed anatomy posters illustrating the anus, rectum, and different sections of the colon.
Jason immediately notices two things about the room - first, that the sterile, black and white esthetic continued from the reception area and second, the overwhelming lack of windows. He doesn’t have a lot of time to wonder about it, though, because his focus immediately shifts back to Dr Chen, after having heard his quiet cough - a polite, yet effective reminder of his presence. Dr Chen is a 35-years old, handsome, asian gentleman with very sharp, focused eyes and a pretty, full smile. His dark, thick hair is styled slightly upwards and to the side. He has a pair of glasses on his face that further accentuate his smart look. He is wearing a white coat with a nice, black shirt and a black tie underneath. There is a stethoscope around his neck, although it looks almost comical, like he is trying too hard to look like a stereotypical doctor you see in tv dramas.
„Victor, you can leave us. Jason, welcome, please, sit down.” His voice has a warm, inviting timbre to it. It is devoid of any signs of an accent, his words spoken with practiced ease and perfection. Victor leaves without a word and closes the doors behind him.
„Once again Jason, welcome! My name is Dr Chen, I’m the chief of this entire facility and I’ll be taking care of you through your entire stay here. I’m sure you have a lot of questions about this whole thing and I’d be happy to answer them all.”
Jason has in fact so many questions that he stumbles a bit trying to respond.
„I’m sorry Doctor, it’s a pleasure to finally meet you, but I’m not even sure where to start. I have so many different things I want to ask you about...”
„How about this - I’ll tell you a little about the program first. That way at least some of the things you weren’t sure about should get cleared up. Then, you’ll be able to ask me about anything else I haven’t mentioned before. How does that sound?” Dr Chen proposes. Jason curtly nods in agreement.
„Well, I started this program five years after I had finished my residency program in proctology at Beijing University Hospital. You see, even as a student, I had a deep passion for gastroenterology and proctology. The physiology, anatomy, different diseases of the guts and the cutting edge treatment options for them. Human gastrointestinal track is truly a remarkable piece of engineering, you wouldn’t believe how many day to day things your guts control. So, right from the start I knew that was something I wanted to study in depth and devote my life to. After residency I opened a small clinic in Beijing. As you can imagine, the day to day business of a proctologist might be a bit boring, if not slightly unpleasant. The majority of my patients were older, had either hemorrhoids, anal fissures or colorectal cancer.
After two years there was a bit of a shift. One of my patients was a gay guy, quite a well known person in the community, which I hadn’t known at the time. He must have been quite pleased with his treatment results, because after a short while my clinic was flooded with his gay friends. I became a „go to person” in the Beijing gay community for all rectal problems. Tears, burns, fissures, infections - I’m sure I don’t have to explain further. Almost every week I was being called for an emergency house visit after one of the sex parties had gotten out of hand and somebody had ended up with some ridiculous object stuck in their rectum.
That went on for a while. Everything changed when the gays from the Chinese fisting scene started to come. The topic of fisting and fisting-related accidents was mentioned here and there during residency, so I wasn’t completely oblivious to it. It never really occurred to me that anal fisting might be a pleasurable act, but after many conversations with my patients I got convinced. Soon enough, I started gathering more and more patients who were extremely interested in fisting but were unable to do so on their own. It was quite a difficult situation for a while. You see, medical professionals are taught a lot in medical school about incontinence and ways to tighten the rectum and anal sphincters to help treat it. To do something exactly opposite and almost compromise the function of your anus seemed medically wrong. I had to think about my patients though. It was heart breaking to send each and every one of them away, just because modern medicine didn’t recognize their needs.
I decided to step up to the challenge.
I began studying all the available literature on the matter, researching online forums, asking my patients, their friends, their friends’ friends about their experiences with anal stretching and fisting. I developed different stretching strategies, involving dildos, plugs, fingers, multiple sets of chopsticks even, all in the pursuit of the fastest and safest technique. I gathered a group of volunteers and tested these techniques on them, one by one, trying to find the perfect one. After a while I finally developed the ideal method. I had quite a lot of success with it, gay guys from all over the country would visit me to learn about my special training program. If you look at X for example, well, back then it was still Twitter, there was a surge of Chinese men posting fisting videos around two years ago. That is all thanks to me. An entire generation of young gays got introduced and initiated into the fisting community by me.
I made a crazy amount of money, too. But I’ve never been in this for the profit. I wanted to help people and make a true difference.
Unfortunately, the joy was quite short lived. You know how we, men, are. It’s never enough for us, we love to push and take and reach for more and more. It shouldn’t come as a surprise that patients started coming back to me asking for help in pushing their bodies into the realm of the extreme. One fist turned into two, two soon into three. What once was a simple fisting wrist-deep soon transformed into an elbow or even a shoulder. When you stretch your guts to that point it’s inevitable for some people to develop an anal prolapse. Again, I was always taught as a doctor, that it’s a disease that needs urgent treatment. I was in deep shock that there were people asking me for help in reaching that kind of anal destruction. I struggled mentally a lot at that time. I closed my clinic for a few months while desperately trying to come to some sort of agreement with myself on what was medically and ethically right…”
Dr Chen suddenly stops talking, his office soon gets enveloped in a blanket of comfortable silence. Jason can see that he is deep in thought, relieving those past moments. He gives him a while to gain back his focus and continue the story.
„I’m sorry, Jason, for this pause. It’s just a lot of memories coming back at once.” he says. „Well, I knew then I had to make an important decision. And I wasn’t going to make it without taking the proper time to analyze the situation in great detail. I knew already what were the cons of agreeing to help train and stretch those guys to the extreme levels they desired. I had to know about possible pros. I tried to gather as much information as possible from gay guys with an anal prolapse about their thoughts and feelings on the matter. Not just the sexual part of it, but a day to day management as well. What truly surprised me is that not one of them, and I talked to almost 200, had regretted having one. They were all ecstatic about developing them, maintaining and growing them further. I knew 200 different people with different ages, different backgrounds, education and profession can’t be wrong at the same time. I was willing to discover the secret of the popularity of anal wrecking. So I went back to the source, so to speak. I spent an insane amount of time watching pictures and videos of gay guys pushing out their prolapses, playing with them and stretching them further. I studied them, frame by frame, pixel by pixel. I’m not sure when but over time I noticed that my own fascination with them grew. There was so much going on at the same time in my brain while seeing a guy push out his prolapse. Firstly, the primal sexual arousal of seeing somebody naked. Feelings of slight shame and deep thrill of seeing something that’s so taboo, so socially unacceptable. Then the understanding that the person seen on the video is so depraved, so filthy and so desperate at the same time that they are willing to wreck their body to the fullest extent. Realizing how all of the muscle fibers, collagen bundles, nerve endings are being stretched at the same time, to their breaking point, giving the person nothing but the deepest for of pleasure. Finally, the appreciation of the beauty of the contrast between the color of the skin and the deep, crimson red of the flowering guts.
It didn’t take me long to become completely obsessed with this topic. I was determined to become an expert on the matter. I knew I needed to figure out a new method of anal stretching. My previous experiences taught me that simple width or depth stretching won’t produce anal prolapse in everybody. And that’s what I needed - a foolproof method that works on every single person interested in reaching that kind of extreme. I did what any mad scientist would do in my position - I decided to first experiment and try out different things on myself. I will spare you the details - the process was quite exhausting and there were some mistakes made here and there, fortunately with no long-term repercussions. After having some sort of basis I came back to my clinic with new resolve and motivation. The method was pretty much fully developed at the time, I just needed to tweak and perfect certain aspects of it. I did so while trying it out on a couple of my most trusted patients. It worked like a charm every time - any guy, no matter how narrow, tight and rigid their anuses were, ended up with a beautiful prolapse after only two weeks of my training. That’s how I started this facility. I used all of my saved up money to build this place - a medical centre devoted to fulfilling the deepest and dirtiest desires a man can have. The knowledge I gathered here allowed me to extend the training program for additional two weeks of hardcore anal destruction for the most motivated of my clients.
I’m sure you’d want to hear all about it right now, but I’ve found that it’s best not to disclose everything at once - your mind and your body won’t be able to comprehend it at this stage of the process and it’s going to give you just too much of unnecessary stress.
I can, however, let you know about the main principles of the program. Just so you understand how we’re going to achieve your goal.
First principle - your guts and your brain are connected by an incredible amount of nerves. One can influence the other. Your brain, when used effectively, can have real effect on your guts metabolism, anatomy and function.
Second principle - anal prolapse happens when your guts turn in on themselves and get pushed outside of your anus. For that to happen, you need a couple of things to occur simultaneously. Your rectum and colon need to be stretched and elongated, they need to be pushed outside by an increase in the internal pressure of your abdominal cavity and lastly the ligaments and fatty tissue holding your guts in place needs to be thin, stretchy or even broken to allow the „turning in on itself” process.
Third principle - your rectum and your colon are not just a tube. That’s a harmful simplification used widely in the media. If you look at a cross-section of them you’ll see they have plenty of ridges along the way. If you look even more closely you’ll see that the inner most layer, the epithelium, is not flat but has microscopic ridges as well. We use it to our advantage here, to develop the biggest and thickest anal prolapses anyone has ever seen. If you do it correctly, you can straighten all of the folds and ridges and get an insane amount of guts to play with.
Fourth principle - to get to the right amount of internal abdominal pressure you need strong core muscles. Training your abs and your back muscles is invaluable at the beginning of training. After a certain point you won’t need them as much, your prolapse will slide out with just a slight push.
Fifth principle - your guts are held in place by ligaments - packs of collagen fibers - as well as strings of fatty tissue. They attach at the surface of the rectum and sections of the colon and connect them to different internal organs and the walls of your abdominal cavity. To get them pliable enough for anal prolapse to occur you need to stretch the ligaments repeatedly as well as maintain a proper diet to minimize the visceral fat content in your body.
Do you have any questions at this point Jason?”
Jason feels incredibly excited and horny. The principles seem easy enough on their own, but when put together… The possibilities seem almost endless.
„I think I understand the theory Doctor. Thank you for explaining the history of this place. I can tell you’re someone with true passion for what you’re doing. I’m sorry if this question seems rude but I can’t stop thinking about it. Shun said that you were almost exiled by the medical community and there was quite a lot of controversy about your clinic. Could you explain to me what happened?” Jason asked.
Dr Chen furrowed his brows for a split second but soon relaxed his face back again.
„Well, you probably know that the gay community doesn’t have much support from the government. A clinic being called a top spot for the gays was going to be persecuted sooner or later. When it comes to the medical community turning its back on me that happened after I started helping people in developing prolapses. I mentioned it before - I’m doing something that the rest of proctologist and gastrointestinal surgeons are vehemently trying to prevent. Controversy, investigations and hate were bound to happen.”
„Oh okay, it does sound logical. I’m sorry either way, undeserved hate hurts the most.” Jason says. „Could you explain to me a bit how the program works? What will happen now that I signed up to it.”
„Thank you Jason.” Dr Chen replied. „The program will span over the next month. It’s split into 4 weeks, each week with a different name. There is Beginner, Intermediate, Expert and Master. Beginner and Intermediate are mandatory - you end Beginner week with a rosebud and Intermediate week with a full prolapse. If you choose to go further, into Expert and Master week, you’ll have additional 2 weeks of training to get to the more… extreme… side of things. The payment of 70 000 yuen will be collected at the end of week 2, 3 or 4 - I take my job and reputation seriously and you only pay if you’re satisfied with the reached results. Victor will take you to your room soon. We have an artificial intelligence system all over our clinic named K.A.I. - it will take care of your personal needs during your stay here, as well as oversee and help in your training. You can access it from anywhere using your voice. If you reach a problem that needs human assistance K.A.I. will immediately call Victor over to you. Your training will begin tomorrow at 8 am, so don’t stay too long up today. You’ll need every ounce of strength for it, trust me.”
„Okay thank you once again Doctor. I’m so incredibly excited, you have no idea!” Jason says.
Dr Chen presses a button underneath the desk and a couple of seconds later Victor is seen again opening the door to the office. Jason stands up from the chair and exits the office. He’s about to close the doors behind him when Dr Chen’s voice stops him midway.
„Right, I almost forgot. There are two important rules. Rule number one - you’ll need to wear a cock cage. Always. And I mean always. We’ll keep the keys to it and we’ll give them back to you at the end of the program, well, as long as that will be something that you want them the time. K.A.I. will help you with that once your reach your room. Second rule deals with a similar „problem” - sex, masturbation or other forms of self gratification are strictly prohibited in between training sessions. Orgasms are a powerful neurobiological boosters that are needed to help with wrecking your guts to the point of a huge anal prolapse. We can’t waste them on something so meaningless like a quick jerk-off session. Also, I can assure you, the only thing you’ll have energy for after we finish a training session is eating and sleeping…” Dr Chen says and reaches the handle on his side just to shut the doors right in Jason’s stunned face.
