Only now I have found out
What I missed in my youth
It were these little things
At twenty I only knew
Who I wanted to screw
Because the lessons of life were too few
These little things
That I’ve never felt before
The moments the heart sings
Body to body, in a tight embrace
Tenderly kissing my boyfriend
Extinguishing the desires without end
The two of us lying in the meadow
Under the summer sun light
Only cuddling and kissing
The hearts as down feathers so lite
Sniffing his body scent
Believing beyond doubt he is heaven sent
Far away from women, forging our ties
Women were not our concern
Reconnoiter unknown land
That we were for each other
Smiling coy, hand in hand
Reading the love in his enchanting eyes
These little, oh so beautiful things
I miss them now
Things that can’t happen again
With the same youthful open mind
It hurts me to know it is all lost
Why were they all so blind?
They all felt it was Satan’s doing
It was dirty and low
But what I never understood
What can be dirty about love?
What is wrong when our
Innocent love had grown?
