Pamela stormed out for the second time that night only this time I knew she wouldn't be coming back. I shut the door with her words still ringing in my ears. Was I really a faggot, I was so confused. I reached around and touched my bottom. It was as wet and sloppy like a woman's cunt.
I took off the stockings and suspenders and threw them in the bin. I had a shower and promised myself I would stick to girls from now on. I just hoped it wasn't too late. I went to bed and had a very restless sleep. In the morning I showered put on my uniform and went over to the garage. I started up the Jaguar, warmed up the engine and switched on the heater.
I tried to push what happened last night to the back of my mind but my ass wasn't going to let me forget.
Every time I sat down or bent over it felt weird like the insides were going to fall out. I also had a dull ache on the inside of both thighs. Is this what happens when you get fucked I wondered.
I let myself into the house via the door in the garage and waited for Mr Brown in the study. He came walking in with his briefcase. I tried not to look at his bulge but it was difficult to miss. Whatever he wore his cock and balls were so big they were difficult to hide.
Perhaps if I was well endowed I would be more of a stud. Was it just a confidence thing with Pam? The trouble was she wasn't a virgin when I met her. I made the mistake of asking how big the other men were that she went with. If she was kind she would have lied but she said both were bigger than me.
I think Mr Brown knew not to say anything about the night before. We hardly spoke apart from when he told me where to go.
The next day was my day off so I thought I best get it over and done with and go and see my parents. I was hoping Pam hadn't told anyone but when mum opened the door I could tell she knew. I started to cry and she gave me a big hug. She told me not to worry, it was probably just a phase I was going through and I agreed. I didn't ask how much Pam had told her, I didn't dare, but she obviously knew.
Mum was quite hostile towards Pam and called her a Trollope. She said that her skirts were too short and quite often you could see her suspenders and stocking tops. I told mum that I wasn't her first and she wasn't surprised. Mum said I could do better than her, she suggested I find a good catholic girl who wasn't so much of a tramp. I didn't realise how much mum disliked Pam.
I asked how dad took it and she said not good. He was more worried about how his mates would tease him, about having a nancy boy for a son than anything else. Mum could see that phrase hurt my feeling so she gave me another hug and apologised telling me it was my dads words not hers. Even so it hurt my feelings but I guess dad was right.
I had a lot of friends at school but since I left we had drifted apart and gone our separate ways. There was only really Dean and Gregg.
Gregg and I did have a bit of a fumble when he came on holiday with my parents and I. It was nothing serious, I guess it was just my fascination with big cocks and Gregg did have a big one. If Pam told Gregg I'm sure he would understand and keep quiet. Dean on the other hand would be different.
I'd known Dean all my life but we only became mates in our teens. Pam and I had been out a few times with Dean and his girlfriend Rebecca. Rebecca was quite posh and high faluting, I don't think Pam liked her. I felt sure that Pam wouldn't tell Dean for that reason.
After analysing everything I came to the conclusion that the damage wasn't that bad. Mum thought it was just a phase. Dad wouldn't say anything as he didn't want his mates at work to know. I convinced myself it would all be alright and I felt happier.
The next day I was more chipper and and Mr Brown had good news too. He handed me the keys to the Sunbeam and said I could use the car. I thanked him, it would certainly save me the embarrassment of asking to borrow my dads car.
He mentioned that he'd got a movie that I might like to watch and wondered if I would like to watch it with him that evening. His wife Laura was away at her mums for a few days and we would have the house to ourselves.
I asked what film it was and he said it was by Cardinot, a French film called 'Pension Complete'. I didn't know it but he said I would enjoy it.
Work was fairly uneventful but we did call on a business acquaintance of Mr Brown's and unusually I was introduced to the gentleman. Normally I would make myself scarce or cadge a cuppa off someone but apparently this guy wanted to meet me.
He was a little older than Mr Brown, probably in his 60's again stocky with a big belly. His hand shake was very firm and I couldn't help but blush. I have to admit even though I was confused about my sexuality he certainly caused a stirring in my loins. What was it about daddies that aroused me so much? I had no interest in guys of my own age but there was something about a stocky older man with grey hair and a belly that really turned me on.
Mr Brown had suggested I call around about 8pm to watch the film. It was on 8 mm movie film and I helped him set up the projector and the screen. He got me a beer and we settled down on the sofa together. We dimmed the lights and the film started.
It was all in French but I got the gist of the story. Two French guys had failed their exams because of a language issue and they decided to broaden their horizons by going on a a trip to Bavaria in Germany.
You see them get on a train and head off on their holiday. I love train travel so this was an interesting film for me. They are sitting in one of those old style carriages, a compartment for six people when an older man in army uniform joins them.
He's reading a magazine and starts to rub his groin. At this point I begin to realise that this is no normal film but some sort of sex film. One of the younger lads moves to another compartment but the other lad stays put. The army guy draws the blinds on the gangway side and gets out his cock and starts to play with it. Eventually the lad gets his cock out and they are both now wanking.
Apart from the magazines Mr Brown had lent me I'd never seen anything like this in my life. Of course I'm rock hard and I could feel my pants getting wet with pre-cum.
The army guy gets up and stands next to the lad. The lad leans forwards and starts sucking his cock. I can't quite believe what I'm seeing. Mr Brown takes me hand and places it between his legs. He is rock hard and I begin rubbing his cock through his trousers.
The two guys cum just before being interrupted by a gendarme. They have nothing to declare so the gendarme moves on to the next carriage with the other lad inside.
The gendarme asks to look in the lads luggage and then insists on searching him. He strips the lad and tells him to get on all fours. He massages the lads bottom and inspects his ass and finds nothing. Then he gets his cock out and starts fucking the lad.
We are only fifteen minutes into the 90 minute film and already I'm about to explode. The guy then pulls his cock from the young man's ass swings him around and makes him suck it. It's the dirtiest horniest thing I've ever seen and I so want to try it for myself. Of course back then I didn't know that it was called 'Ass to mouth'.
I'm so fucking horny I need some of daddies cock. I turn to Mr Brown and whisper in his ear, "Can I suck daddies cock". Mr Brown smiles undoes his zip and pulls out his fat cock. I go down on him like a man possessed, sucking and licking at his beautiful cock.
We are both so horned up and almost tear each others clothes off. I climb on top of Mr Brown and he pulls my briefs to one side. I tease my bottom up and down his cock. I'm so eager to feel it inside me again. He manoeuvrers me around and tells me to sit back on his face. He eats my ass as I watch the gendarme with his strong hairy legs cum over the cute young lads body.
I pinch my nipples as Mr Brown eats out my ass. The two young guys have now arrived in Bavaria where they are met by two strapping guys wearing Lederhosen and white knee length socks. They put there cases on bikes and ride over to a secluded guest house where they are greeted by their other two hosts and a guest. The three young men share a room and retire early to bed.
I reach around my ass is wet and beginning to gape. I straddle Mr Browns cock and slowly lower myself down on it. I can't believe how good it feels as he starts to fill my ass. He takes my hands and places them on his broad hairy chest. His nipples are hard and plump. I start to play with them he moans gently and I can feel his cock harden inside me. I can hear the sound of the lads in the film enjoying each other. I turn around momentarily and see one of the French lads with his cute bum in the air, his heavy balls hanging down. It reminded me of Pam's cute little backside, it was just a pity she didn't have cock and balls like him as we might still be together.
Mr Brown's cocks is now balls deep up my tight ass, I slowly rock and gyrate on it. He looks up at me and starts pinching my nipples as I pinch his. "Do you want to give your daddy a kiss?", he asks. I've never kissed a man before apart from my dad and that was on the cheek. I wasn't sure but I leaned in and he gently pecked me on the lips. His lips were surprisingly soft and I went in for a longer kiss. Mr Brown teased me with his tongue brushing it against my lips. I opened my mouth and we kissed more passionately. I could feel Mr Browns rough stubble and there was no doubt I was kissing a man but it felt so fucking naughty.
The first reel of the film came to an end with just the light from the projector illuminating the room. I hadn't forgotten the ass to mouth section in the film and was desperate to do the same with Mr Brown.
I looked at Mr Brown with a twinkle in my eye, he smiled and said, "What are you up to boy?" I lifted off his cock slowly letting it slip from my wet ass. I slid down his body trailing my tongue along it. I nestled under his big belly and looked down at his sticky wet cock. I was nervous to say the least but it looked clean just sticky. I licked it running my tongue from his balls to the tip of his cock. It tasted musty but quite pleasant, the fact I knew it had been up my ass made it even more naughty and exciting. I licked and kissed it finally taking him into my warm mouth. He called me a naughty boy and I said "Thank you daddy, I like being naughty".
I worked on his cock sucking and licking it rubbing it all over my face. I wanted him to give me his cum but this time I wanted it all over my face and in my hair. I could feel him getting close and swirled my tongue under his fleshy foreskin until finally I received my reward. He was such a heavy cummer with lovely thick globs of cum shooting all over my face and in my hair. With his fingers he guided the cum into my mouth and like a good boy I licked it off his fingers.
I was glad I didn't cum, I didn't need it to enjoy myself with a man, in fact I enjoyed not cumming. I didn't feel any guilt and that was good.
Mr Brown asked if I wanted to spend the night with him. To be honest I wasn't sure. I couldn't see myself having an emotional relationship with a man it was just sexual. I still thought of myself as straight and that one day I would get married. I was about to say no but then he took my hand, I felt like a boy with his daddy being taken to bed and I meekly followed him to his bedroom.
He said there was not need for a shower as he liked me all sticky and smelling of his cum. I got into bed with him he put his arms around me and I rested my head on his hairy chest and fell asleep.
