Nick Fully Submits
Sunday came and it felt like a month had gone by. So much had happened. Avyan had literally changed my life. I lay attached to the bed and Avyan had his arms wrapped around me and his cock was hard against my ass. I wanted to move, I wanted to suck him, I wanted him to fuck me, but I knew I had to just lie there.
When I woke up again, he wasn't in the bed. I got up and walked into the living room where I saw Lars and Avyan sitting, talking. Avyan looked at me and said, “Make us some breakfast after you have prepared yourself.”
“Yes, sir.”
I went to the bathroom and cleaned myself and showered. I still felt sore, and I still was not sure I believed that I wasn't dreaming and that I wouldn't wake up in my house with Cheryl. But I didn't want that. I didn't want her. I wanted Avyan.
I went to the kitchen and made breakfast the best I could. I had never been good in the kitchen, but I managed. I made coffee and when it was all ready I took it to the dining table that was on one side of the big main room. I said, “Here is your breakfast, sir.”
“Thank you, Nick. You may join us.”
I was hoping he would say this and I got my plate from the kitchen and brought it in.
The three of us had a normal conversation except for the fact that I cleaned up afterward and brought more coffee for everyone and that, obviously, I was nude. Lars was a really cool dude and worked in finance. He had known Avyan for a few years and I got the sense they were good friends, not just fellow doms.
When we finished and I had cleared up and filled the dishwasher, Avyan said to me, “Go clean yourself up again and lube yourself and replace the butt plug.”
I knew something was coming, but I did what he said and lubed my ass once it was perfectly clean. I slid the butt plug in and was surprised at how much I was beginning to enjoy it. I came out and Avyan was standing by the main door with a robe. He handed it to me. I put it on and he said, “We're going downstairs again.”
It was all he said and so I followed them. We stood in the elevator and I half expected one of both of them to order me to my knees but they were silent.
We got to Avyan's private dungeon and as we walked in, Avyan said, “This is my dungeon, Nick. You've been here before and you will be here again. Many times.
Lars chuckled and I felt a rush of embarrassment and the usual stab of excitement. I pulled off my robe and entered the room. I remembered all that had happened here the day before and my cock began to grow hard. I was standing looking around when Lars came up to me and took my arms and he led me to the ropes hanging from the ceiling, where he attached leather manacles to my wrists. He looked at me in the eyes and said, “This is your next training session, Nick. Pay fucking attention, cocksucker.”
Avyan walked over to me and he put a leather blindfold on me. I was blind and bound. I could hear them moving around for a while until I felt something cold on one of my nipples, then the cold was replaced by a sharp pain as something was clamped to it. It felt like metal and it was icy and the pain was intense. I heard Avyan's voice. “Enjoy the pain, cocksucker. Get used to it. Fucking love the pain.”
And my other nippled was clamped. Then came the crop again. I knew it was Lars. He slashed my back and my ass, a few times in rapid succession. I felt a hand on my cock then Avyan's voice said, “You pathetic cock is hard again, Nick.” He stroked it a few times which felt amazing amidst all the pain of the clamps.
He let go of my cock then I felt something really hot dripping onto it. I gasped and almost cried out as searing pain went from my cock to my whole body. It was wax. I could tell by how it started to congeal on my skin. Then more was dribbled on my balls, then back to my cock. I was still half hard and the wax was trickled from the base to the tip very slowly. Then onto my chest. I kept moaning and occasionally crying out.
Lars snarled, “Fucking take it, cocksucker. You were born for it.”
And I felt the truth of it. I was born for it. This was my pain. No one else's. More wax dripped on my cock and my whole body flexed each time as if I could move away from it but knowing that I couldn't.
The clamps were taken from my nipples and then I felt one of them attached to the skin of my balls and left to hang. I could feel my ball sac stretching and a strange nauseating ache filled my belly. I felt the other clamp on my cock, as if a mouth were biting it, which I knew was coming, but when it came the pain was exquisite. I cried out and then I felt a hand over my mouth and Lars's voice said, “Just take it, cocksucker. This is yours.”
I somehow found his words comforting and I was able to take it. I could hear them walk away and I was left for a while, blind with clamps on my balls and cock and wax drying on my body. The room was silent and I was alone with this pain that filled me. It felt like a presence. It felt like it was my identity.
After a while, they walked toward me again and I felt the clamps being removed from my balls and cock. Then something was slid onto my cock that felt metallic, like a ring, and pushed down to the base of my cock. It was cold and heavy and really tight. I heard Avyan's voice say, “You will wear this at all times, Nick. This cock ring is evidence that your life is mine. Understand?”
I managed to say through a dry throat, “Yes, sir.”
I heard Avyan say, “Let's move him.”
Lars took the blindfold off and he untied my hands. He pulled me over to the same device I had been put in the previous day, the one where my legs were spread at one end leaving my ass exposed and my head resting on something.
I felt my butt plug being removed and I knew that Lars was behind me and soon his cock was pushing into me. Avyan was standing near my head. I looked into his eyes as Lars' cock went deep. I could feel the cold of his Prince Albert against the walls of my ass. I also felt the flog slap against my buttocks, alternating back and forth. Avyan said, “You are only good to take cock, Nick. So take his cock.”
Lars began to fuck me hard. There was no preamble, no slow increase. He fucked me brutally and his PA dug into the walls of my ass, dragged against my sphincter as he pulled out all the way and pushed in. He flogged my back each time he fucked forward, then flogged my buttocks, alternating back and forth. I shut my eyes, letting the intensity of it all wash over me.
Then Avyan said, “Open your eyes, cocksucker.”
As soon as I did I saw he was taking a picture of me with his phone. I wanted to hide, I wanted to crawl into a hole, but at the same time, I imagined other people seeing me in this state with Lars fucking me with his big dick and I wanted to cum right there. The excitement grew in my body and I moaned.
“You fucking like people seeing you degraded, don't you. You want people to see you take that big cock.”
“Yes sir, I do.”
“Do you want it harder?”
“Yes, I do.”
“Tell him.”
“Lars, fuck me harder.”
Lars laughed and increased the speed of his thrusts.
Avyan said, “Do you want him to flog you more?”
“Lars...flog me harder...sir.”
He complied and the flog lashed a bit more intensely.
“What if Lars flogs your pathetic balls?”
Lars didn't wait for an answer and he pulled out of me, the PA raking the sides of my asshole, and he lashed down onto me, catching my balls and my cock. Then again. And again. The pain was intense and sharp, but I said, “Hit me harder, sir.”
Lars complied and so hard I almost blacked out. I yelled and just as I did, he thrust his cock in me again, the PA catching on the edge of my asshole and a sharp pain added to the other pain. I gasped and as I did, Avyan must have pulled out his big prick because he pushed it in my mouth deep, so deep that I felt his pubic hair against my nose.
I heard his voice – because all I could see was skin and hair – say, “Get over here, Lars.”
Avyan pulled his cock out of my mouth and Lars came over and Avyan spun him around and started to run his cock up and down between Lars ass cheeks. He said to Lars, “I'm going to fuck you, Lars. You're not the only one under my control.”
Lars said, quite solemnly, “Yes, sir!”
And Avyan slid his cock deep into Lars' ass, who groaned and started to fist his cock. Avyan fucked him a few times, then pulled out and turned and stuffed his dick in my throat, face-fucking me hard. I could taste Lars and precum and sweat. I swallowed gratefully. Then he pulled out of my face and jammed himself into Lars again, fucking him even harder. He repeated this several times, getting faster and harder each time. He said to Lars, “We're going to cum in his face, Lars. Get yourself ready.”
Lars was pumping his cock and said, “Almost there.”
Avyan fucked him really fast then slid his cock out and turned to me, stuffing it my mouth, then Lars turned around and he tried to jam his cock in beside Avyan's. They both pushed and my mouth was stretched. They only managed to get the top third of their cocks in me, but it was almost overwhelming. They pulled out a little so that they could get some traction with their hands as they continued to jack themselves and without warning, both cocks started to spew cum into my throat. I choked and gagged as the cum spurted, blocking my throat. I gagged again, and cum came out of my mouth and ran down my chin. Avyan nudged Lars' cock out of the way and pushed his dick down my throat, the last pulse of cum dripping down, making me cough again.
“Take that fucking cum, cocksucker. Swallow!”
I swallowed and Avyan pulled out and Lars pushed in. The PA banged my teeth, then choked me and I felt more of his cum on my tongue, dribbling into my throat. He held my head and pushed really deep, and I couldn't breath and my body was rigid.
Finally, Lars pulled out of my mouth and I could breath again. I lay there bound, gasping. Lars walked back and pushed his still hard cock back into my asshole a few times. I was beyond anything I could even comprehend. I just took it. Lars pulled out and Avyan's dick replaced it, fucking deep and hard a few times. I was dazed but part of the daze was a desperate need. I wanted to cum so badly I was on fire. But I knew I had to wait.
Lars began to undo the straps on my arms and Avyan undid my legs. They helped me up and Avyan wiped my face and neck off since there was cum and spit all over me. Avyan said, “Thanks, Lars. That was perfect.” He leaned over and gave Lars an affectionate kiss. For some reason I felt jealous.
Avyan must have noticed because he said, “I can kiss whoever I want, cocksucker. But that doesn't mean you aren't mine.” And that reassured me. He slid the butt plug back in me and said, “Why don't you take a nap?” He led me down the hall into the interior of the suite and into a room. The only thing in it was a big cage. He said, “Get in.”
I hesitated, but knew there was no choice to be made. I crouched down and crawled in. He closed the door of the cage and walked out, shutting the door behind him. It wasn't night, but the lights were off and there was no window. So I lay down in the dark and after a few minutes, I began to relax. I curled up on my side and dozed. I felt safe. I felt protected.
I woke up when the door to my cage was opened. It was Lars. He said, “Come with me.”
I crawled out of the cage and managed to stretch, then quickly followed Lars down the hall and back into the main room. It must only have been a few hours later, and the sun coming into the suite hurt my eyes. Lars turned to me, pointing to a big dildo attached to the wall said, “Fuck yourself on the dildo.”
I got down on my hands and knees and backed my ass up to the dildo and managed to slide it in. It wasn't as big as the one that had been used on me already, so it stung, but wasn't too painful. Lars walked over to the middle of the room where a mattress lay on the floor. He got onto his knees. At that moment, Avyan come into the room. He was wearing nothing but a pair of bikini briefs. He came over to the mattress and got down on his knees and faced Lars. They looked at each other for a moment.
He looked at me. “So cocksucker, you get to watch while I fuck Lars. You are not to move. You are not to interfere in any way. Understand?”
I was surprised at how jealous I became, at how worthless I felt that Avyan was going to fuck this beautiful god of a stud in front of me and there was nothing I could do about it. I felt myself sinking into shame and hopelessness and that seemed to increase the need I had to fuck myself onto the dildo. Of all the things that I had done in the last two days, this was the hardest, which amazed me. I managed to say, unsteadily, “Yes, sir.”
I knew my voice was low and sad. Lars looked at me coldly. “Poor thing. He's all alone.”
The words were like whips on my back. I wanted to crawl on my belly and beg Avyan to fuck me instead. And that thought amazed me. Shaking me out of my fantasy, Avyan said, “Just watch, cocksucker.”
He began to kiss Lars who kissed him back. They soon had their arms around each other and I could tell they had done this before. There was an ease to them sucking each other's tongues, to the way they explored their torsos with their hands, to the way they started to rub each other's cocks. Avyan pushed Lars down and got on top of him, grinding his cock into Lars' groin. Lars cupped Avyan's ass in his hands and seemed to push each other closer.
Avyan, with a grin, looked at me as Lars kissed his chest and neck, then moving down, sucked his cock, and he said, “This feels really nice, cocksucker.”
I wanted to scream. I said, “Yes, sir. I'm sure it does.”
Lars looked at me and laughed. He flipped Avyan over and started to really feast on his cock, sucking it deep, sucking it eagerly as if to prove to me how worthless I was. Avyan put his hands on Lars' head and fucked his face for a while, caressing his jaw and his neck. Lars got up at one point and straddled Avyan's body and I could see Avyan's cock sliding into him. Lars started to work his huge cock. I saw light glint off the PA as he jerked himself.
Avyan fucked upward a while bunch of times. I felt desperate. I started to lunge backward, the dildo fucking me, I hoped, as hard as Avyan was fucking Lars. But I could't take my eyes off them. All of a sudden, Avyan pushed Lars backward and, his cock still deep in his ass, he was able to start fucking him from above. He turned to me. “See you well I fuck Lars? See how much he likes it? I can fuck Lars whenever I want. Right, Lars?”
Lars looked startled and I realized he hadn't expected this, but he said, “Yeah. Any time.”
He fucked Lars even harder, really drilling his ass. Lars was still jacking himself and I watched as his eyes closed as if he was hypnotized by the movements of Avyan's body. Lars opened his eyes and said, “I'm there, Avyan...”
Avyan pulled out and stood up, letting Lars get up and he almost ran over to me and he knelt down and pushed his dick into my mouth so I was choking on it and the PA and then I was choking on his cum at the same time. His dick poured cum into my mouth and he held my head almost painfully, giving me little fucks as the last of the cum slid down my throat. He withdrew his cock and to my amazement, he leaned down and whispered in my ear, “Nice work, cocksucker.”
Lars got up and went and sat in a chair in the corner of the room. His cock was still half-hard. Avyan came over to me and he had the riding crop again. He slashed it across my ass, then pulled me up and then hit me again with it. “This has been a good lesson for you, cocksucker. I can fuck whoever I want.”
“Yes, sir.” I still felt hopeless but my cock was rigid and the combination seemed to be saying that there is excitement in this degradation. He was looking down at me as I knelt there, the dildo still deep in my ass and then he spit on me, right in my face. Then again. Without a word, Avyan led me back to the cage and I crawled in. My dick was like steel and I could still taste Lars' cum in my mouth. But I had been taught a lesson in how pathetic I really was and I wallowed in the feeling, I wanted the feeling. It made sense of my whole life and I was so turned on I could hardly breathe.
I lay in the dark for a while, listening to the silence. Then I heard the door open and the light went on, It was Kiaan. He was wearing the chaps again. He didn't say a word but he opened the cage and hauled me out. He led me back into the main room and attached the restraints to my arms and then he fucked me really hard and came in my ass. He walked away.
I was left there, standing, with cum drizzling from my butthole. My own cock hardened and softened and hardened again, but I was getting tired. But I knew this was what I deserved. An hour or so later Rory came in. He was naked and he spat in my face a few times, then he undid the restraints and without any equipment or ropes, he pushed me down to my knees and fucked my face really hard, finally coming all over my body with a few jets of hot cum. He left.
I knew I was only good to kneel there, covered in cum that started to dry as Kiaan's cum still filled my insides. I wanted the butt plug, but I knew it was not what I deserved. This was the true training. This was what really told me what I was worth. And I fucking loved it.
Later still – and I had lost track of time – Avyan and Lars came in again and put me in the same restraint again with my spread legs and ass pointing toward Lars. They alternated fucking me and choking me with their dicks for what seemed like hours. Lars was especially brutal and he seemed to relish his PA hurting my throat or bruising my asshole. He slapped me in the face with it a few times, and the metal felt cold. I wanted more.
When they finally came they did it all over my face. My eyes stung and cum blocked my nose and I felt it was the final degradation when Avyan took my picture. The last of the self that I thought I knew was gone in that moment. Lars grinned at me and left the suite.
“You're been a good cum whore, Nick. You have proven that you're only worth is to take cum.”
I looked up into his eyes. They weren't unkind, they seemed clear, almost serene. “Yes, sir.” He produced the butt plug and put it back in me almost gently.
We went upstairs and he put me in the shower and I cleaned myself. I took out the butt plug and washed thoroughly, using the douche bulb. When I got out of the shower, he led me to the bed and tied one of my arms to the bed frame. He left the room and it was as if my mind and my body came back to earth. The restraint on my hand felt good. I felt it grounded me, I felt somehow safe and anchored. I dozed for a while and when I woke, Avyan was removing the plug in my ass, and he slid his cock into me. I wondered where he got the stamina to fuck me after what we had done downstairs, but I didn't think about it for long because he fucked me harder. He said into my ear, “You are fucking mine, cocksucker. I like to fuck Lars but I don't tie him to the bed. I don't make him prepare my food, I don't buy him clothes, he doesn't swallow my cum. You are mine. Lars is just Lars. You are in this bed. You are tied to this bed and that means your life is mine.”
His words were lulling me into something as he continued to fuck me. “Yes, sir. I'm yours.”
He flipped me on my stomach and started to fuck me from behind, pushing me into the mattress each time he thrust. He said, “Maybe we'll have Lars over now and then and he can join. But when we're done, he will go home and you will submit to me. Only me.”
“Yes sir.” His words were making me crazy, I realized. I started to hump the bed.
“You little slut. You're turned on.”
“Yes sir,” I gasped.
He pulled out and flipped me over again. He took hold of my cock and starting to jerk me off. He went slowly, then fast, then stopped just before I came. He played with the head and ran his thumb over the notch below my piss slit. And he edged me over and over. I was almost crying with need. He got me closer and closer and each time he stopped. I was almost sobbing and finally, without warning, he let me go over the edge and my whole body convulsed as my dick poured cum in a rush that covered his hand and onto my belly, a big lake of cum pooling in my belly button and on my stomach.
He let go of my cock and made me clean his hand. Then he fed me my cum with his fingers. When most of it was gone, he took the rest and slid it into my ass and fucked me harder than he had ever before. The bed was banging the wall and he pushed my legs so far apart it hurt. But only in the way that pain is supposed to hurt. That submission, that surrender is only pain insofar as it is an excess of self. Pain was draining me away so that I was just a vessel for Avyan, for his cock, for his cum, for his life.
He came without a sound, his eyes locked onto mine. But I could feel his cock twitching in me, giving me, for a moment, his essence.
He took me to the shower and made me wash him, made me stick my tongue in his asshole, made me soap his body and rinse him. He got out and watched me do the same. I took extra care with my sore ass and washed my cock carefully. When I got out, he lubed my ass and replaced the butt plug.
He took me to bed and attached an arm to one of the restraints and I lay down with him behind me. He held me close. The last thing I remember him saying was, "You are mine."
And I slept really well.
