So me , Josh that is, I replied to an ad to go into a televised game show similar to ones I had seen before , where you are out in nature and have to fend for yourselves and play games to win food and tools etc.
I had been a bit of a gym bunny for years so had a good body and as well as the gym I swam and ran . I am 5´8 broard shoulders thick arms and legs sort of a six pack , but a firm belly anyway, short dirty blond hair and a trimmed beard , plus reasonably hairy . Ialso have been told I have a great arse , all the running and cycling I think , But one thing I am a bit shy about is my pecs well not really them , I have a very dark pigmentation ,areolar, around my nipples and my nipples are huge , think of half your thumb size , I gave up trying to hide them years ago but I am still consious of them .
So a few months have passed and I sort of forgot about the game show what with work and stuff .Then I get home and I have a letter saying I have been excepted .
So thirty six of us arrive by boat to this group of islands in the Pacific , the tv crew and a front man , some guy from a talk show I had not heard of , are all there as we land , we are all trying to talk to one another , it´s a bit mad . So the front man calls order and we in turn have to pick rocks from a bag the colour determining your tribe , my tribe was blue , so out of the twelve of us only four were female , but they were amazons , tall muscular and to be honest looked fitter than a couple of us guys .
So my team was boated off to another island , so each tribe had an island and the games would be played on this the bigger island . for the main part there would be no crew or cameras in the individual islands only once or twice a day to interview us about the tribe and how we planed to make it to the end . All we had was a flint and a knife and a machete , we had to build our camp ourselves , this was not going to be fun , as yet no food .
So the team I was in , the four biggest guys , a Jason Momoa look alike but far bigger called Ki , 30 years old ,a The Rock look alike called Joe 55 years old then PJ 35 slim , smooth and muscled and Frank 45 6 foot and built like a ape and hairy as one too .Now the four women soon paired up with these guys and the eight were a formidable team within our team , that left myself and the three other guys Tom , Dan and Paul , we were all similar in size and build and formed our own group but we all worked together , Ki I suppose was the lead in most things and on the whole we all got on well , Ki explained how to best build a shelter and one large frame to sleep on covered in palm leaves , He and Joe also caught fish with home made speares so we ate well .
So thats the back ground , and I will only be talking about your time on your island not the challanges , as what happened at camp was a eye opener for me as I discovered more about myself and my sexuality than I had in all my life .Ihad never considered myself gay or straight , just a guy who had never clicked with anyone for any length of time , but that was all about to change .