Middle aged inexperienced bitch here. I've always dreamed of being taken, kidnapped, assaulted and forced to be a cum slut for a strong, hairy man. I guess it's because I have always had a passion for being with another guy, but I'm too much of a pussy to actually follow my dreams and do it. I need a pretty good push. Like a dom/sub situation. Being discovered somehow, caught in girl's panties or cornered in a sketchy bar. If someone would look me in the eyes and roughly order me to drop and suck, I would. Otherwise, I'm just another pussy want-to-be.
Being dominated has always been my dream. I use different long, fat bumpy dongs with big purple veins to practice my cock sucking and throating skills. Dreaming that a dom man is ordering me to suck harder, and take it deeper. Being tied or bound somehow while I'm sucking his big cock adds to the excitement. A butt plug or vibrator in my ass makes me feel even more helpless and used. I like it!
Sometime I'll put on some leather straps or a harness to raise the bar. Being a chained up or strapped down submissive, helpless, and only useful for being a fuck object makes me really hard and horny.
I started wearing girls underwear. The thought of a man catching me playing like that and taking advantage of my situation is very erotic to me. That's why I put the tight lace and silky stuff on. It would make me so vulnerable and helpless if caught. Mmmmm...
Well, back to my title. Being bound is one thing. But when you are gagged and can't speak, cry for help, say 'no', or 'help me!' is another level. Maybe it's my oral fixation? I've sucked so many rubber cocks, and a few real ones. But I've never been with a guy or a gal who would dominate me. I'm missing that part of my life so much.
Tape gags. Wide sticky rubber tape. Oh, yes! I buy Gorilla tape, or that black FlexSeal Flex tape. It's the best. It stretches a little and pulls tight against my cheeks and lips. I'm completely silenced and helpless. I just love the way it manipulates my mouth where I can't mumble a thing. After I suck and throat a big dildo till I'm crying, I'll gag myself and have a wonderful jerk off. A big wiggling rubber cock in my ass helps a bit too. LOL
Ball gags. By far the most iconic and naughty of the gags. The first ones I bought were just hard plastic balls. Not much fun. I found some that were big soft foam balls that filled up my mouth and looked amazing strapped tightly in. I kept finding bigger and bigger ones. With he strap wrapped around your head and ball stuffed so well in your mouth, you can't say no. You just have to go with the flow. : )
A guy took me up on my offer to help me find the best fit for me. He gaged me both ways and fucked the shit out of me. He recorded the acts. The sound was very loud. I was moaning and trying to scream and blowing snot out of my nose with every hard, pounding thrust as he spread me wide, bottoming out in my sore, tight little ass hole.
Just the audio was amazing. I'd like to meet with him again, but I think he was just one timing me.
So, tape or ball?
Bill
