So Cold the Night
We continued like this for a month. Every day we had tender sex with each other and brotherly fucks were frequent. But also after the first night consciously sleeping naked together and having sex, Ferdinand was increasingly sweeter with me, let’s say he really enjoyed brotherly sex and at least I was sure about it, but hoped this situation could be prolonged for my feelings for my brother were deeper and deeper.
He'd had the habit for years of having a nap in the afternoons, soon after coming from the post office and after having had lunch, and as I knew that fact, and really desiring to watch Ferdinand even in those moments he was not beside me, I entered our room a minute or two before he entered, as he was pissing in the close bathroom, and then got in a big closet we had in our bedroom and spied him. Don’t know whether formerly he used to do that, but now he slept buck naked, and as I saw him strip, I jacked off looking through a peephole in that closet and always remembered that song from The Communards in the 80s and sang to myself.
-I shake so scared
Spying from my room
With nervous unrest.
As he stripped, I masturbated and once he was totally nude, I kept on jacking off till I came. I got out of the room once I was sure he was asleep. Later those days, when he was having a shower for instance, I entered the closet to clean my semen.
Even so, I never had the guts to tell him what I was feeling, believing that he wouldn’t like to know. But in bed every night, prior to fucking, I gave him a blowjob, but before that, we had a long foreplay. And…
-Night after night your fingers caressing
The skin that is so fair you slowly undress.
I wanted to become the best cock sucker he’d ever found, the best he could ever find, for I wanted Ferdinand to have sex mainly with me. He kept on having sex with other boys and later told me. The truth is I was not jealous even with the deep love I felt for him. I could only feel jealous if after now, we stopped having sex with each other or stopped sleeping together.
But so far that never happened for I perceived Ferdinand really kept his desire of sleeping with me and have sex with his dear brother. And he showed me in every night blowjob, always telling me no dick he’d ever savoured could taste like mine.
But the finale was always me fucking him first and my dick was more eloquent in my love for him than my words could be. What did I fear? I should speak with Ferdinand in earnest and whenever he fucked my ass, I felt his semen was somehow planting me his love.
So I really got used to spy him, but every day now I played The Communards and ended up listening to So cold the night.
One of the times I was quietly listening to this song, I suddenly heard Ferdinand singing.
-Soon we will be together…
And he seemed to be looking at me with a meaningful look. His voice didn’t resemble that of Jimmy Sommerville, but he also had a good voice. When he started singing, I had to go on with.
-Until then, so cold the night…
And we kept on singing for a while till he sat next to me and kissed me and soon we were again masturbating each other.
That night once we had removed our clothes and were in bed, he started again.
-Soon we will be together
And again I answered.
-Until then, so cold the night.
I looked intently into his eyes as I was touching him and continued.
-Watching and praying the time is now right
For me to undress and caress you.
He stopped singing then and the well of his eyes pierced me more strongly than ever and finally he did ask me.
-You love me, isn’t it, Neil?
-Oh, forgive me, Ferdinand.
-No apologies, brother -and he met my lips then and gave me such an intense kiss that I soon believed it was a love kiss.
-Soon we will be together, Neil, and no more cold nights, cause you’re not gay or at least you weren’t…
-But I am now -I interrupted him.
-But I’m gay and have always lusted for you, as you know. So I only need to fuck with you tonight, but we won’t only fuck with our dicks, our hearts will be fucking each other too till they meet. I’m so close, Neil, cause I know you’re the one I’ve been waiting for my whole life. Fuck me, my darling.
He turned then and I again did what I’d so often done so far: fucking that sweet brother I was in love with. But as I did a lot of tears escaped my eyes and were bathing his back till I certainly was flooding him. But I couldn’t know then that my tears were causing him a big impression.
-Your eyes are raining now, Neil, and my heart is also becoming the Universal Flood. Yes, Neil, this downpour of your tears and my blood is all I needed to be in love with you. So don’t cry anymore, my love. We’re one at last. No more cold nights.
I came just then and now flooded my love with a five-minute love kiss. We had become one and now I told him.
-Fuck me, Ferdinand Bosley, my love.
And it was his heart that entered now my ass, that ass he’d been fucking for a year not knowing that I knew. Now the security that we really loved made his dick inside me a tide of bliss, watering our tearful eyes, his and mine. We had to cry due to so much happiness. We would always be together after now, we still are five years later. As he was cumming, I came too, telling him I was now the happiest boy on Earth, thus I was informing my brother.
Freedom can move your life and it can be seen even in the hardest conditions, together with love and friendship, happiness and beauty. Have a look at the life of eight beggars who live together at: https://luces-delatierra.blogspot.com/ or in English at: https://lightsoftheearth.blogspot.com/
