“So where did you go this morning? I heard you talking on the phone, Alex.”
“I told you, I went to the gym, Logan.”
“Alex, one thing I won’t live with is a liar. I know you’re lying to me. I can hear it in your voice.”
“Fine, ok, I went to see Lance. I told you I wasn’t done with him yet and you said you didn’t want to know so I didn’t tell you.”
“What did you do to him, Alex?”
“I’m not talking to you about this now, I have to get to work.”
I drove to work feeling uneasy. Logan and I had disagreements before but my sense was this wasn’t going to be easily fixed. When I parked the car before clocking in for my shift I sent Logan a text.
“I’m sorry, babe. I should have told you.”
I saw bubbles appear on my phone as if he was going to reply. I waited anxiously, but no response came.
“Shit!”, I screamed and banged my hand on the steering wheel.
I stepped out of the car and slammed the door shut.
An hour or so into my shift I checked my phone. Nothing.
“Please Logan, I’m sorry. Just text me back so I know you’re ok.”
Nothing.
An hour later I made one more futile attempt.
Nada. Logan was pissed. I guess I didn’t blame him. I did have my dick up Lance’s ass that morning. Fuck! My need for getting even was going to end my relationship. Maybe it wasn’t realistic to think I could have both things at the same time?
An older man, probably a good 15 years older than me, good looking, professional looking, was trying on some shorts and shirts. I was so completely lost in my woes, I didn’t hear him asking me for assistance.
“Hey buddy, can I get some help over here?”
“Ummm, I’m sorry, what?”
“I asked if you could help me.”
“Oh yeah, sure.”
“You look troubled, girlfriend problems?”
“No, boyfriend problems”, I replied.
“Ahh, I see. Well, I get it. My husband can be a real pain in the ass sometimes.”
That took me by surprise. He didn’t strike me as a homo.
“No, that’s not it. Anyway, how can I help you?”
“I just wanted your opinion on how these look on me. Do you mind?”
“No, not at all. That’s my job.”
The hot man walked into the fitting room with three shorts and three short sleeve button down shirts.
“We’e both guys here, I’ve got nothing you haven’t seen before. You can just come back here, I don’t mind.”
“Yeah, sure ok.”
It was slow anyway, so I wasn’t worried about leaving the floor for a couple of minutes.
I watched as this stranger left the changing room door opened and pulled off his shirt. His chest was chiseled and his chest hair was trimmed short. He was hot as fuck. then he pulled off his tennis shoes and pulled down his jeans. He rocked those black CK boxer briefs. His thighs thick like mine, hairy like mine. Nice package, too, like mine. If my head wasn’t so fucked up, I probably would have been hard, but sex was the last thing on my mind.
The man pulled on the first pair of khaki shorts and the printed button down shirt.
“Well, what do you think, Alex?”
I realized I had my name tag on after a few seconds of wondering how he knew my name.
“Very nice. The color of the shirt brings out the green in your eyes.”
“You think so?”
“I do.”
“Cool”
We played this game for the next two outfits as I charmed him into buying everything he tried on.
At the register, he finally introduced himself.
“By the way, I’m Hudson. I don’t think I introduced myself.”
“Nice to meet you, Hudson.”
“Thanks for your help, buddy. You’re very charming. I’m sure whatever is going on with your boyfriend will all work out.”, he offered.
“Thank you.”
“Hey, you ever bring your boyfriend to The Eagle downtown?”
“Nah, we haven’t been there before.”
Hudson pulled out his wallet and gave me his card. He was a lawyer. Cool.
“If you guys ever want to come hang out, just text me.”
Hudson winked at me on his way out.
That was a nice distraction, but I had a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach at the end of my shift. It was time to pay the piper. I couldn’t avoid Logan forever, and even though he never did respond to my texts, there was no escaping me, either.
I pulled up to our townhouse and Lance’s car was already there. I was cautious as I opened the front door not knowing what waited for me on the other side.
Well, nothing was waiting for me but eerie silence. The lights were out and likely Marie and Valerie were either out or already in bed. That meant Lance was already in our shared bedroom.
I crept up the stairs and the door was half opened. Lance was in bed, shirtless, reading. Shit. I’d seen that look before. Last time I was able to charm my way out of his wrath with romance. I didn’t think it would go that way for me tonight.
“Hi”, I said rather timidly.”
“Hmmmph”, was Logan’s response.
“You’re not speaking to me, I get it.”
Logan put his book down, turned off the light and looked the other way.
Fuck! I was in real trouble.
“Maybe I’ll go sleep on the couch tonight.”, I said.
Logan didn’t stop me. I stripped off my shirt, put on a pair of shorts, grabbed my pillow and a blanket out of my closet and resigned myself to the couch. I didn’t have a great sleep.
The next morning Marie and Valerie were up early for their yoga class.
I heard them whispering.
“Uh oh, looks like trouble in paradise”, Valerie said.
“I saw this coming, Alex hasn’t been acting right for months. Ever since seeing Lance it’s like living with a stranger.”
“Well, I wonder what happened? I like Logan, I hope Alex doesn’t fuck it up. He better fix it.”, Valerie said.
“Let’s go”, Marie said. “I have a feeling I know what happened. I’ll tell you on the way.”
God, I wasn’t feeling good about myself. My back was killing me from sleeping on that sofa, my boyfriend wasn’t talking to me, and now Marie was gonna tell Valerie everything. Shit! I was allowing my anger with Lance to ruin my life!
You’d think I would move past it and fix it all up, but that would be too easy. No, my fingers balled up into fists and I wanted to go and ring that fucker’s neck!
I tiptoed up the stairs and saw Logan still sleeping. I went to brush my teeth and get my running shoes. I didn’t even bother with a shirt. I didn’t want to open a drawer and risk Logan waking up.
In fact, I didn’t even start up my car. The dorm was less than a mile away. I could just say I went for a morning jog to clear my head, right? It wasn’t completely a lie.
I jogged over to the dorm full of rage. I was sweating my balls off after sprinting over there. Fuck the elevator, I took the stairs and banged on Lance’s door in earnest.
“Open up, Lance!”
With sleep still in his eyes at this ungodly hour, Lance opened the door.
“What?”
I punched him square in the face.
I aggressively stepped in to his dorm room and closed the door behind me. Lance held his hand to his face.
“Do you know what you’ve done to me, Lance? I can’t even live my life normally. You fucked me up so bad now I’m here to fuck you up!”
I wrapped my hands around his neck and stopped myself from choking him. Instead I gave him a swift uppercut to the jaw with my left hand followed by a tight hook to the cheek.
I’d knocked Lance to the carpet and he tried to crawl away from me.
“No way you’re running away from me, you piece of shit!”
I pounced on him. He was now flat on his stomach and I sat on his butt. My full weight held him in place. I pulled his arms behind his back.
“Fuck you, Lance! You ruined my fucking life! You think you were gonna get away with all those years of terrorizing me? Look at you now, you twat! Who’s the faggot now?”
“I’m sorry, Alex! Please, you’re hurting me.”
“Too little too late, motherfucker! I told you, you messed with the wrong guy.”
Fuck, my brutality was making my dick hard. I held Lance’s wrists in my one large hand while I made my signature move of tearing a hole in his briefs. There it was, that hairy ditch just waiting for my cock to turn it out.
“How’s that hole, Lance? Does it still hurt from my seeding it yesterday?”
“No don’t!”, Lance protested and pleaded.
“I don’t think you get a say in this, Lance? Did I have a say when it was you breaking my nose? When it was you humiliating me in front of all your friends every fucking day? I don’t think so!”
I managed to hold Lance down while releasing my boner through the side of my loose shorts. I slid into that furry hole and once again plunged my dick inside.
“Owwwwww fuuuccckk!”, Lance yelped.
“Next time I’m gonna duct tape that fucking mouth of yours shut, bitch!”
I was so full of animosity and it fueled me to fuck Lance’s ass with reckless abandon. I tuned out Lance’s begging me to stop. There was no way that was gonna happen. I was only gonna stop when I’d flooded that hole with my seed. I fucked into that hole and tore it up good. I emptied my balls in a wild climax that left Lance motionless on the floor.
I quietly pulled my dick out of his ass and saw my seed pouring down Lance’s taint and dripping on the back of his balls. I was tempted to kick them, but that would wait for next time.
I put my dick back in my shorts and just left him there. Fuck him!
Once I left his building I jogged home. I was there and back within the span of 30 minutes. I snuck back into the house and laid back on the sofa like I never left.
I felt a little better after releasing all that pent up stress and anger. Better I take it out on Lance and not Logan or the girls. I knew I stank from my sweat, but I was always sweaty, so Logan would be none the wiser.
I heard footsteps upstairs so now Logan was awake. I heard him pissing in the toilet and then brushing his teeth. I thought maybe he’d come down and talk to me before starting the shower, but that didn’t happen.
After a few more minutes, I heard Logan’s fast footsteps running down the stairs. I faked like I was sleeping.
“I know you’re awake Alex.”
“You’re talking to me now?”
“I don’t want to talk to you really, but I know I can’t avoid it forever. Alex, I’m so pissed off at you! You were lying to me!”
“Babe, I…”
“Don’t call me that! I’m mad at you! I’m not your babe!”
“Ok, I’m sorry. Alex, listen to me. I know I fucked up ok. I know I’m fucked up. I know I’m obsessed with getting back at Lance. You just don’t know what he put me through every single day. I just can’t forget it. I tried, I really did, but I just can’t. He has to pay for all of it. I need to make him sorry for all he did to me. I know you can’t understand, but I hope you don’t break up with me because of it.”
“Alex, you’re right, I don’t understand. I could never understand because I was popular in high school. I wasn’t terrorized like you were. I want to support you, I really do, but you can’t lie to me anymore. I just can’t have you lying to me!”
“Fine, no more lies, I promise.”
“Really? So tell me then. Where did you go this morning?”
“Huh?”
“Oh come on Alex. You never get up this early for a run. Just tell me.”
“Something tells me you already know.”
“Alright, you’re right. I do know. Lance sent me a picture of his bruised jaw, Alex. What the fuck?”
“Logan, I can explain.”
“You can explain? Oh, I can’t wait to hear this explanation.”
“Logan, what do you want me to say? I’m sleeping on this fucking couch, you weren’t talking to me, and I had so much rage building inside of me. All I thought about was that bastard busting my face in high school. So yeah, I did go there and I busted his fucking face, and yes, I fucked him, too! There, now you know everything!”
“Alex! This is not ok! I’m sorry, but I can’t live with this. You’re a fucking brute! You’re going to have to make a choice. It’s either me or getting back at Lance. What’s more important to you?”
“Logan! No! Don’t do this to me!”
“What am I doing to you, Alex? I think it’s the other way around. You’re the one with this sick need to get back at Lance. Don’t you dare turn this back on me!”
“Logan, just calm down, ok? We can talk about this.”
“You’re gaslighting me, Alex! I’m not going to calm down until you tell me, what’s it gonna be, me or Lance?”
“Ok ok, oh fuck! Logan, man, ok. Umm, you, ok. I choose you.”
“You hesitated Alex”
“No I didn’t.”
“Yes, you did. You had to think about it. I don’t want to be your consolation prize, Alex. You shouldn’t have hesitated. Don’t you worry, I’ll have my things packed and I’ll find a place to crash tonight. You made your choice.”
“Logan, please don’t go. I love you so much. You’re gonna break my heart.”
“I thought you did love me, Alex, but I think you love your anger with Lance more than me. That’s ok, now I know. Go ahead, go feed your anger. I won’t be in your way anymore.”
Logan retreated up the stairs.
“Logan, please come back!”
A few minutes later Logan came back down the stairs with two gym bags.
“I’ll come back later for the rest of my stuff and I’ll leave you the key. Sorry Alex. Good luck.”
Holy fuck! What just happened? I was numb. I just sat there with my head in my hands. I couldn’t move. I couldn’t cry. I was paralyzed.
A few minutes later the girls came home.
“Alex, what’s wrong? Where’s Logan?”, Marie asked.
“He’s gone. He left me.”
“I’m not surprised”, Marie said.
“Marie, come on. Not now.”, Valerie admonished Marie for saying that.
“No, Alex needs to hear this. You’ve been acting like a giant asshole ever since seeing Lance. I’m surprised you and Logan didn’t break up sooner. He was too nice for you anyway. Until you let go of all that hate in your heart, you can’t really love anyone else.”
“Marie, I told you, not now. Just let him be.”
“I said what I had to say.”
“She’s right, Valerie. I have been a giant asshole since September. I need to fix this. The best thing in my life just walked out the door. I need to get him back.
“How are you going to do that, Alex? He’s gone.”, Valerie said.
“I don’t know. I need time to think.”
I went upstairs and the bed still smelled like Logan. What have I done? Fuck!
I just laid there crawled up and skipped my classes. Logan said he’d be back for his things which meant I had one last chance to get him back.
I had fallen asleep from mental exhaustion but woke up when I heard heavy footsteps coming up the stairs. This was it, my last chance to hold onto Logan.
Logan saw me in bed and stared right into my eyes. I knew that look, he still loved me. I had a chance.
“Logan, please, can we talk? I know you still have feelings for me. I can see it in your eyes. I love you. I love you so much I can’t bear the thought of living my life without you. Please, I made a mistake. Please just give me a chance to make it up to you.”
“Alex, I want to. I really do, but when you hesitated it hurt me to the core. I don’t know if I can move past it.”
“Can you please let me try? I promise I’ll never ask you for anything again. All I ask of you now is an opportunity to show you that you are and will always be my number one.”
I got up from the bed and walked towards him and placed his hands in mine and my eyes pleaded with him.
Logan didn’t pull away. I thought he would pull away.
“On one condition. This thing you have with Lance, it’s over starting right now. I don’t want to hear his name in your sentence ever again. Can you do that?”
“Yes, yes, I promise! Oh Logan, thank you, thank you. You won’t regret this. I promise you.”
I hugged Logan and after a few moments he finally hugged me back and kissed me on the lips.
“Ohh, Logan, I thought I’d never touch you again. I’m just so relieved you are here with me right now.”
“Alex, just don’t make me regret this, ok?”
“OK!, so where were you going to go anyway?”
“Alex, I don’t know, my bags are still in the car. I had no idea where I was going to go. I was just so mad at you I was willing to spend the night in the car if I had to.”
“I’d rather you spend the night right next to me. Every night for the rest of our lives. I look forward to seeing you every single night. I always have something to look forward to at the end of the day. You make my heart happy.”
“Alex, I make your dick happy, let’s be honest.”
“Fine, you make my heart and my dick happy. Both things can be true, can’t they?”
“They can, yes. Is your dick happy now? Is that what I feel rubbing up on my thigh?”
“Logan, I told you, every time I see you, or hear your voice, or think about you, my dick gets hard. I mean look at you. You’re the whole package, brains and braun. Good looks and a winning personality. I’m the luckiest guy on earth that I get to be with you.”
“You better remember that, Alex. I’m a catch, even my boyfriend says so.”
“I do say so. So is it too forward to ask for make-up sex now, or are you not ready for that now?”
“Alex, you really are a sex maniac! We can have make-up sex but I gotta shower first. I feel grimy and I haven’t eaten a thing all day.”
“So, what you’re saying is after you shower we can have make-up sex and then get something to eat?”
“Yeah, ok, not exactly what I said, but close enough. You do realize the sooner you let go of me the faster I can come back showered and ready, right?”
“I’m sorry, yes. It’s just I never want to let you go.”
“Well, you kind of have to, just for a few minutes. That’s how this works.”
“Ok funny man, I’m letting go. Hurry back, please.”
Logan rolled his eyes at me.
When he left to shower I finally let go of my emotions and I sobbed. I was bawling. It was a happy cry, a cry of relief. Logan and I would be alright. Thank God.
By the time Logan came back to the bedroom he was wrapped in a towel and I guess my eyes were still watery.
“Were you crying, Alex?”
“What? Me? No, I wasn’t crying.”
“You know it’s ok if you were. You don’t have to lie about it. Actually, it’s kind of sexy. You are always putting on such a macho man front. You can be vulnerable with me, Alex.”
“Ok, fine, yes, I was crying, ok, are you happy now?”
“Oh, yes I am. The big man can cry! You do have feelings. Who knew?”
Logan placed his hand on my furry chest, over my heart.
“Hmmm, it’s beating, it works. Good to know.”
“What? You think I’m heartless?”
“I didn’t say that, you did, but no, now I know you aren’t heartless, Alex.”
I leaned in to kiss my boyfriend tenderly and placed my hand behind his head to draw him in.
“Do you think I’m heartless now, babe?”
“Oh did I say you can call me babe again? I don’t remember that?”
“Do I need your permission to call you babe?”
“Yes, and now you have it big man.”
“I love it when you call me big man and I love it when I call you babe.”
“Hehe, you’re so sexy when you are trying to be romantic, Alex.”
“I love you, babe.”
I pulled Logan close to me again. No more talking, just our mouths expressing our feelings for one another with our actions. Logan dropped the towel and sat on my pelvis. He leaned down and pinned my wrists over my head and kissed me over and over, his tongue reaching far into my mouth.
“Mmmm”, I moaned into his mouth.
“Alex, you’re so hard.”
“You make me hard, babe.”
“Yeah, I can feel that. I love that you get hard for me. It turns me on.”
“Are you turned on?”
“Oh fuck yeah, I am.”
“What should we do about it, babe?”
“Oh, I have some ideas.”
“Like what?”
“I’m not going to tell you. I’m going to show you. Just lay back and let me show you.”
“If you insist.”
“I do insist.”
Logan kissed me on the mouth again and planted kisses down my chest, down my treasure trail and then he kissed my hard cock with his lips, tracing it up and down with this beautiful pink puffy lips. I glanced downward watching my beautiful boyfriend pleasuring my cock and when he put my throbbing shaft in his mouth my toes curled.
“Oh my God, Logan. That’s so good.”
“Shhhh, just lie back and let me make you feel good big man.”
I clasped my hands back over my head and continued watching in absolute amazement as Logan deep throated my cock down to the balls. Fuck! His mouth is a national fucking treasure! Up and down Logan bobbed his blonde haired head over my dick, his eyes closed, really losing himself in sucking my cock. His chin was so damp and covered in clear liquid that was pouring out of his mouth. A nice wet, sloppy, long blow job. My cock was pulsating wanted so desperately to explode.
Logan had other ideas. Logan used some of the slime from his chin and rubbed it back on his hole. Logan was now blowing me and prepping his own ass for my big dick. Fucking hot as fuck! I could sense when Logan paused for a moment when his own finger broke through his hole. I thought I would lose my mind hearing him lightly moaning over my dick.
I wasn’t expecting Logan to just stop, but that’s what happened.
I wanted to yell out, “NOOOO!”, but I needn’t to do that.
You see, Logan turned around with his back to me and lowered his love hole over my cock. It slipped right on through and I was in heaven. My hands gripped Logan’s waist as he raised and lowered himself over my hardness. Again I looked in disbelief that this was even happening. I felt Logan’s cock bouncing on my fur covered pelvic bone as Lance squeezed his hole down and rode me like a cowboy.
I pulled Logan down so his back was on my chest and bear hugged him. I thrusted upward and twisted his nipples between my fingers. I was pounding out his hole and couldn’t contain myself. This angle was absolutely incredible and feeling Logan’s body weight on me was awesome. I continued to thump my cock and even felt my balls slapping against my boyfriend’s ass. They were tightening and rising. I knew I was getting so close.
Just before I blew my nut, I heard Logan cry out.
“Oh Alex! Fuck me! Fuck me! Don’t stop! I’m gonna fucking cum! Ohhhhh fuck! Ohhhhh fuck! Ohhh my God! Fuck!”
I loved it when my boyfriend came hands-free when I fucked him. His orgasms are incredibly powerful and that hole of his takes me into a tight vice grip. I can feel his ass squeezing and releasing, over and over for the duration of his climax.
It was my turn now, I bear hugged Logan so tightly, as I grunted and growled like an actual bear and my cock spewed all my cum right up into Logan’s belly. It was such a powerful climax I was completely out of breath.
I kissed Logan’s shoulder blade and hugged him close to me.
“Oh Logan, babe, that was just amazing. You are incredible. I love you so much.”
“You’re not so bad yourself big man. I love you, too. I didn’t realize how much I needed that.”
“You know I’m always here when you need it, babe.”
“Yeah, as you’ve mentioned many times before, haha.”
“Oh, Logan, my cock is still inside you, it feels so warm and wet in there.”
“I can feel it, it’s still hard, Alex.”
“Always for you.”
“How about if we go eat something and then continue this?”
“Oh man, ok, I guess I could eat.”
“I know you can eat ass, but I was talking about actual food.”
“Yeah, I know what you meant. My poor cock will just have to wait.”
“Yes, it will. Come on, let go of me. I want to get up.”
“Logan, do you think it’s bad that I get turned on knowing my load is up your ass when we go out? It’s such a rush for me.”
“Not bad at all. I feel the same way. It turns me on, too, knowing your seed is buried up my ass when we’re out together.”
“Fuck, that’s hot.”
“Ok, come on, let’s go!”
