It couldn't have been that loud, but the sound of my door locking behind me roared my ears.
After three months of chatting with Master Saul on the Domination App, He gave me an ultimatum. I was to tell my friends and family I would be out of town for a few days, but to keep it vague as to where I was going. I was to leave my phone, wallet, and keys inside my desk drawer. And I was to be outside my apartment at exactly 6:00 PM where I would find a black SUV waiting at the curb.
I had often fantasized about being dominated by alpha guys and had done some fun role-play. Over the past few years, growing bored with vanilla sex, my fantasies had turned to Master/slave dynamics. I'd spent entire weekends at home watching Master/slave porn, leaving me consumed with my desire to submit the entire next week. When I discovered the Domination App, a whole new world opened up to me. There were plenty of flakes to be sure, but I had some intense chats with Men who at least claimed to be Masters although they would sometimes come on so strong that I could easily spot them as fellow fantasists like myself.
But, the initial contact from Master Saul had started without all of that....."Hello boy. Great profile."
I'd responded with a simple "thanks" and He didn't push me to immediately address Him as Sir or Master which was always a giveaway that the chat was going to last as long as it took the other guy to stroke out a load.
"Tell me about yourself...."
After telling him my age, stats, etc. He said "No, I want to hear about you and what is inside you that brought you to this app."
I stayed up late that night with porn, as usual, playing on my computer screen, but the more we chatted I lost interest in the porn and really opened up to Him. Telling this stranger about how I had always felt inferior around other men. How I could feel my neck turning red any time an Alpha paid attention to me. That I sometimes worried that the more I indulged my Master/slave fantasies the harder it would be to ever have any traditional relationship with another man.
After several hours of chat, He had said it was time for bed. I said I understood if He was tired. He said, "No, I'm telling you it is time for you to go to bed. Log off of the app, shower, and get 7 hours sleep tonight. Think about our chat tomorrow and whether or not you'd like to continue. If you do, log on to the app at exactly 8:00 pm and message me and no one else."
He was definitely pulling a power play on me, but it wasn't like the others with their overly aggressive language and demands to see pics or for my phone number. Perhaps I was reading into the chat, but it seemed to be completely natural for Him to decide it was my bed time - and to expect me to comply.
"Good night, boy."
"Good night......Master?"