MATTER: I have a 19 year old gay son who is currently on a nursing school. He came out to me when he was 17. When he went to college, he moved to my house since I reside near the college he's attending to. I've been so supportive of him and every time he's practicing for his practical exams, he'll always ask me to be his sample patient and I would always agree. He started from changing the bed sheets without me having to get out of bed to injecting a kind of medical water to my upper arm and tummy. Lately, he has been asking if he could go examine my testicles and my prostate. He told me that I'm going to make a good sample patient since I'm on my 50's and he told me that men my age have normally larger prostates. He told me they're not required to demonstrate it at school but his professor has mentioned and explained it to them and he is curious to try it on someone and so he asked me.
REDDIT POST: On my post from my Reddit account that got permanently banned, I asked advice if it is okay for me to let my son examine my testicles and prostate.
First matter is I've never been naked in front of my son. I kinda married late in life and divorced early. Years after his mother gave birth to his little sister, we divorced and I moved out of the house. On those few years that I stayed with him as a child, there were moments when he would spy on me whille I shower and I'd call him out and so he had really never seen me naked.
Second matter is that he'll be 'practicing' so I was apprehensive that something might go wrong or he might need more time, or he might touch the wrong organ.
Third matter is that I'm apprehensive of my body's reaction. I've heard stories of men getting digital exam and all I hear is how they could get easily stimulated by being touched at the prostate.
Before it was suspended, I was able to talk with people who responded immediately. I was convinced to let my son do it to me the next time he'll ask. There were more replies and dm's but unfortunately, I could not open them because of the ban. Here's the update about how I shifted from fearing it to liking it.
UPDATE: So during the quarantine, I have started cleaning some spaces in my house that I wasn't able to clean and organize because I was busy. Sometimes, my son would get out of his room and help me out. There was this time when I was only wearing boxers and he and me are trying to remove the gout from the bathroom floor tiles. He was behind me and my butt was near his face. It should have reminded him of what he's been asking me for a long time already.
After we're done, I asked how's his school so far and if he has online classes. We then had a conversation about his nursing school to the point when he tried to joke about the couple of times he asked me to examine my testicles and prostate. He was like "well, it's not gonna happen anyways" and I immediately pacified him by saying that of course I'll let him. I told him to just tell me whenever he's free and I'll do it. I was surprised with his answer telling me that he wasn't doing anything actually that's why he helped me clean the bathroom. My heart was pounding before I ask the next question, but I said it anyways. I asked him "So, let's do it?" and he agreed.
He asked me to take my boxers off and proceed to his room. I shortly went to my room, wiped my sweat off, take my boxers off and decided to wear a white shirt. I pulled down the shirt to cover my privates and went to his room. I was shy as I entered his room but he laughed at me for hiding my privates under my shirt like a shy kid. He has this sweet voice and that made me comfortable right away.
I went near to his bed and rest my bum at the edge of the bed. He kneeled in front of me and his face was at the level of my privates. I inhaled deeply, spread my legs and revealed my balls while still trying to hide my dick under my shirt.
He touched it lightly and he is vigorously shaking. I think he's touching another man's balls for the first time. I told him to relax and do what he needs to do and to take his time. His tremors gradually disappear as he made small presses trying to feel the parts inside my ball sac. He has very soft hands and his touch is very light that it made me feel a little ticklish. His soft touches on my balls, groin, and the spot between my balls and butthole kinda made me hard so I pulled my shirt down more tightly so he wouldn't notice it. I can't imagine I'm having an erection that early for I thought I'll have it once he started touching my prostate. He was trying to explain something to me about my balls but I cannot understand it, maybe because I'm focused on trying to hide my erection.
He soon stopped and put a glove on one of his hands. He asked me to rest my hips on a pile of pillows near the edge of the bed while I lay on my stomach. I think it was 3 or 4 pillows high. When I turned around and about to position as he said, I realized that I've been carried away too much that I forgot to wash my butt. I was soaked on sweat from cleaning and I know that it's gonna smell bad. I asked him to let me wash first but he insisted that I do not have to since he has a glove on. When I insisted, he suddenly spread my buttcheeks. I was caught off guard and felt so conscious about the smell of my butt. He was like "It doesn't smell that bad". I told him to wear his mask and all he said is that he needs to get used with the natural odor of body parts. He assured me again that it doesn't smell bad but I'm pretty sure it was sweaty, moist and is giving off a strong odor.
I then positioned as he said. I still covered my erect penis under my shirt as I rest my hips on the pile of pillows so it's only my butt and balls that are showing. He positioned my legs apart so my anus is exposed and open. He then grabbed his computer chair and place in infront of the bed where my butt is facing. He also grabbed some medical stuff he has in his room. My heart is pounding the moment he sat on the chair. He put some slippery liquid on his finger and lightly rub my anus with his finger in circular motion. I was really not comfortable. His face is leaning so close that I can feel his breath passing my butthole. I was also thinking of accidentally farting or worse, fecal matter.
He told me to relax because tightening my butthole would give me more discomfort. I breathed deeply, relaxed and told him I'm ready. He inserted his finger slowly and smoothly. It wasn't really bad. His finger bent a little bit inside and I felt a strong wierd sensation. I was like "okay okay. You are there. I can feel it". He was surprised that he found it that easily. He then moved his finger in a tiny circular motion around my prostate and it started to give me wierder sensation that I've never felt before. It feels like a continuous orgasm without me losing energy. It feels sensitive and arousing at the same time. I was biting my thumb because it feels so good, something I've never felt before. I reached maximum erection and I soon felt like I'm gonna wet myself.
My anus tightened again and I quickly told him that I feel like I'm about to pee. He asked me to lift my hips a little bit. As I do it, he suddenly grabbed my dick with his other hand that has no glove and pointed it towards him. He again asked me to rest my hips on the pile of pillows so now all my privates are right infront of his face. I was embarassed. I apologized and try to explain my erection and he cut me off saying that it's normal and it's more worrisome if it hasn't erected.
He showed me this plastic pitcher-like medical equipment with a green cover and this clear plastic cup with calibrated measurement and told me to release my pee if I have to since he has all these things to secure it. He held my erected penis and aim the tip at the opening of the pitcher-like thing. He asked me to relax but I hardly can because of the sensation of his warm hand around my penis. He gave me time to relax and when my anus stopped tightening, he rubbed his finger again around my prostate and the stimulating sensation kicked in again.
I notified him that I'm about to pee and he told me to release it so I just let it flow out of my penis and I know right away that it's not pee. It's scanty, it doesn't feel like a stream of pee and it feels like an incomplete orgasm. My son soon get the clear plastic medical cup instead and collect the liquid from my penis there. Awww, it's feels so good. I could still remember the feeling of the liquid continuously dripping off my penis. It feels like an orgasm that never ends.
I soon was overwhelmed with the feeling of this strong sensation from the rubbing of my prostate and the frustration to completely cum that my thighs and legs started to shake uncontrollably. He was just tightly holding my penis towards the cup and he was not stroking it. He soon STOPPED rubbing my prostate when he noticed that I'm shaking and has been really concerned. Because of that, my thighs and legs shook more.
He asked me if I'm okay. The words "Please continue rubbing my prostate while stroking my dick" almost spill from my lips, but I didn't say it because I don't want him to think that I'm taking advantage of the situation to get sexually pleasured. I wasn't able to answer. He tried to give me water but I refused. I don't want to show him my face and I'm covering it with my arms. I know I'm super red because I was so desperate to cum. I wished I did not shake so my son did not stop.
He thanked me and kissed me on my head. While still covering my face, I told him that I'll let him examine me again next time if he wants. He was so happy that he hugged me. He get some wipes and cleaned my anus and privates. I was not moving at all so he just left his room and told me he's gonna cook something for us. When he leaves, In finished myself quickly.
When I get up, I saw all the equipments he used lined up on his study table, including even the glove. I found the cup that he used to collect my secretion and I'm correct with my suspicion. It was semen that I released and not pee because it looks like and smells like semen. I went outside the room and get clothed. Til now, I have no idea what he did to my semen in the cup. I am also the one who seggregates the trash and I've never seen the glove he used in me and I wonder what he did to it. But I don't care. All I'm thinking of is the next time he'll invite me to do it again and hope that I'll finish that time. I even wish that he'll examine me many more times. It was the best sensation that I've ever felt. What I was scared of happening actually happened. I liked what he did to me and now I'm longing for him to do it to me again. I bet it would feel good to finish cumming while he is still rubbing my prostate.
Just to clear the air, I haven't touched my son. My son is completely clothed. It is me who he touched and I gave approval of it.