Becoming a sex sub
Id spent a lot of time in my youth trying on my older sister’s underwear and even sometimes my mother’s when i had the chance. This followed on late into my 20’s and although i portrayed myself as a straight and handsome, strong willed womaniser i was hiding a huge secret. I was a total sub sissy whore who every chance she got would dress into my girlfriend’s panties and clothes and seek the pleasure of any man that would be willing to use and degrade me in anyway they saw fit.
It all began when i found my stepfathers secret porn stash in the back of his wardrobe he shared with my mom. He had 2 VHS tapes one titled “Analholics” the other “Strictly amateur vol 8”. I used to masturbate often to these films especially the Analholics but it wasn’t until a few years later when I found the DVD’s and a purple 8” vibrating dildo that is truly explored my sub side.
The DVD’s contained a lot of hardcore scenes and one in particular a woman fucking her ass with a dildo and this really got me going, Before long i was using my newly found mothers dildo and practicing sucking it and then moved onto fucking it. It took a lot of practicing to manage to get this thick dildo inside me but when i could manage it enough to finally fuck myself deep and fast i never came so hard in my life.
Fast forward a few years and i was now living with my girlfriend of 4 years and every chance i got when alone id be trying on her knickers, tights, bras even skirts and pyjamas and fucking my hole with my secretly kept toys. My biggest being a 9” white suction dildo id purchased from a seedy little adult bookshop located a few miles away from my house.
I was now very much into sharing my sexual experiences with my toys and aromas online, In randomised gay chatrooms with other men all over the world on live video chats. Id usually dress in my girlfriend’s mostly used panties and fuck myself raw with my ever growing repertoire of dildos and watch as men of all ethnicities and cock sizes jerked to my willingness to please.
It wasnt long before id made so many trips to the adult bookstore that the owner had recognised me and asked me on my latest visit if id ever fancied seeing the back room of the store. Intrigued but also nervous i asked him what they had back there. He smirked, locked the front door of the shop and told me to follow him through the back door and down some stairs into a dark and almost ancient darkroom where he instructed me to go into a booth. To which I hesitated but ultimately agreed to.
Inside this dark and dismal box room only slightly bigger than a toilet cubicle i was surrounded by the musky smell of body odour mixed with a faint whiff of air freshener. I placed my self onto the small leather seat in front of me and before long began to gain my bearings, As my eyes adjusted to the space i was secluded too, I noticed two small holes either side of me and realised exactly what situation i was being apart of.
It wasnt long before a flaccid but thick and veiny cock entered the hole on the left of me and without hesitation I grabbed hold of it and began to pull the foreskin back and forth, Feeling this anonymous dick grow bigger and wider with each gentle stroke i started to hear a slight moan from behind the wall and couldnt resist placing my lips around the shaft. My mouth traveled down towards the now erect 6” member as my forehead reached the wall of the cubicle and my nose was engulfed with a thick layer of pubic hair and the back of my tongue was adorned with a meaty bell end.
As I increased my pace and fought through the smell of unwashed cock and a slight taste of pre cum i heard a loud shriek of pleasure and the cock delivered a hot lava like load of man seed down my eager throat which nearly made me throw up but i worked past the gag reflex and then swallowed his warm batch of sperm.
Before i had chance to wipe the cum off my chin i felt the presence of another cock entering the glory hole on my right, This cock though was bigger, thicker and harder than the previous and I was soon placing my moist lips around the head which I struggled to fit but after several deep huffs of my aromas the girthy long cock began to work its way down my gullet. Inch by inch this ginormous piece of man meat sank its way into my widening mouth as tears began to roll down my cheeks.
I pushed my face deep down into what was easily a 9” cock and rocked my saliva covered lips slow and deep down the fat rod and began to feel the pulsating veins quickly increasing in flow and before i had chance to grab my breath i was choked by a steaming hot spurt of super glue like man cream filling my throat, I couldn't swallow the first load fast enough before it was followed by another 4-5 shots of heavy burning cum that i quickly and painfully guzzled down as he slowly retreated his penis out of my throat and left the remaining 2-3 spurts all over my face.
As i sat in the dark, my chin dripping with random man juice and my cock now fully erect i began to slowly pull on my sissy dick before the door to which i had entered opened and the store owner revealed himself as dick number 2. He told me that he had organised a set of lingerie for me and asked if id wanted to dive deeper into his dungeon of deprivation and become his new house sub.
Overcome with pure ecstasy and excitement i nodded my head and eagerly draped my now broken and twisted mind and body in the lingerie as he lead me down through the cellar. Past the point of thought and pride he lead me through another secret door down into the basement of the shop and told me that i was now his play pig. Forever to be used and degraded by his perverse clientele. To which i openly accepted.
