Porn Actually
2024…
“Hi, my name is Beau.” Beau said to the crowd. “And I’m three years sober today.”
“Hi Beau.” The crowd said in unison as they clapped to congratulate him.
“Thank you, thank you.” He nodded his head in appreciation. “And I couldn’t have done this without you guys and my sponsor Calvin.” More clapping and appreciation. “It took me a lot to get here. Took me a lot to understand how I got here.” Beau explained. “I used drugs and alcohol to numb a lot. These voices that used to be in my head. They’re still there, but they’re quieter now. I numbed a lot of feelings. Those feelings are still there, but I feel them now. Learned to do that in therapy.” Beau chuckled and the crowd laughed with him. “And I’m here now. And I’ve found a great person to be here with,” Beau looks over to his boyfriend Joseph sitting by Calvin in the front row. “and I like the person I am now…and…and I think that’s it really.” Beau finishes his share. “So, thank you.” There is more clapping and Haley gets up to ask if anyone else wants to share.
Beau reaches over and takes Josephs hand, giving it a squeeze. They listen to the next persons share, and the next. Then Haley dismisses the meeting and everyone starts to clean up.
“Congrats Beau.” One of the members says. He nods.
“Yeah, congrats.” Says another and Beau thanks them.
“You’re getting a lot of those today.” Joe says as he gives Beau a squeeze and a peck on the lips.
“Mm, yeah. I am.” Beau kisses back. “And you’re giving me a lot of these.”
“And I’ve got a little surprise for you too.” Joe takes out two tickets to a show at The Cave. “Tyler Harris is doing a surprise drop in set or something too. He’s one of my favorite stand ups.”
“Oh,” Beau hadn’t told Joe about he and Tylers past. That Tyler was the wake-up call, both for him to accept himself and to get sober. “uhm…”
“We don’t have to go if you don’t want to, I just thought you liked stand up comedy.” He gave Beau an unsure look.
“No, I do. I like stand up. I just thought tonight we’d maybe do a night in. We’ve got an early call time tomorrow for that shoot with Eros so…” He tried to pivot.
“Yeah, but it’s only seven, this show is at eight and our call time is at nine a.m. so I was thinking we get some laughs in before you fuck me on camera tomorrow for hours.” Joe gave Beau another kiss while chuckling, trying to seduce Beau into going. While Beau only topped on camera, Joe had brought out his submissive bottoms side in their personal lives. He loved it. He loved him.
“Uh, sure then. Sounds fun.” They kissed again and finished clean up, saying goodbye to Calvin as they went out to Joes car.
*****
“It’s absolutely mortifying when you become sentient, self-aware, that you’re a person.” The crowd laughed lightly at Tylers opener. “It’s even worse when that happens at the same time you realize that you and your family are White Trash.” Tyler tells the joke with a bit of physical comedy and Beau and the crowd cackle at the set. Tyler continues his jokes and the crowd continues to laugh. Beau had actually missed this. Tyler was funny.
Tyler finished his set and left the stage. This was Beaus chance, he owed Tyler something.
“Hey, I gotta go to the restroom. I’ll be right back.” Beau reached over and gave Joe a peck on the cheek.
“Okay, but hurry back the next comic is coming up.”
Beau got up and followed Tyler out the back door to the patio where people often congregated when not listening to the stand ups. Tyler stood in a crowd of people, other comics maybe, and they chatted and laughed. He was facing away from Beau.
This is it. Beau thought to himself.
“Excuse me, Tyler.” Beau interjected and he turned around, his eyes brightening with realization.
“Oh, my god Beau. Hi.” He smiled and pulled him into a hug. “What are you doing here, how have you been?” Lifting one hand up to make sure he didn’t spill his drink.
“Yeah, I’m great. I’m here with my boyfriend he’s a big fan.” Beau pulled back from the hug and smiled back.
“Boyfriend?’ Tyler asked. The two stepped away from the small group around Tyler so they could catch up.
“Yeah, bout a year and a half now.” He answered.
“That’s great. Amazing.” Tylers smile softened, he kept it up to guise the uncomfortable feeling that Beau knew he had because he himself had it. “I – uh, I reached out after-”
“I know, but I just wasn’t ready.” Beau cut him off.
“I’m-”
“Oh, please don’t apologize. That’s actually what I’m here to do.”
“But you didn’t do anything.” Tyler looked puzzled.
“Actually I did.” Beau took a deep breath. “I put a lot of weight on you, unloaded a bombshell. You didn’t deserve that, but I – it’s just – I was uhm…” Beau took another breath. “I wasn’t really ready to admit to myself what we were. Well, what I was. That you helped me more than you really know.” Beau explained. “After the fight with Clark, I got sober.”
“Sober?”
“I was really good at hiding it. I have been since I was nineteen years old.” Beau nodded. “I was good at hiding a lot actually.” He chuckled. “I came out to my family, to myself. It’s what has helped me stay sober. I’m good now.”
“That’s great.” Tyler reached out and squeezed Beaus arm. “I’m happy for you.”
“And I’m happy for you too. I’ve peeked at your career from time to time. A real shooting star.” Beau commented.
“Thanks.” Tyler took a sip of his drink. “So, what are you doing now?” Tyler played catch up.
“Porn actually.”
“Porn?” Tylers brows rose. “Well you’ve definitely got the skill for it. And the cock.” Tyler made a joke and the men laughed.
“Yeah, I do some professional work with Eros but Joe and I have our own sites. He worked in web development. He helped me set mine up so.” Beau explained to Tyler and the two caught up like old friends. Beau felt another weight lift as he made an amends to yet another person.
Not Tyler. He hadn’t hurt Tyler in any way that deserved an amends. The amends he made was actually to himself. Tyler was just a piece of it.
“Well it was good to catch up.” Beau finished their chat.
“Of course. Hey,” Tyler said. “I have a few tickets for my show tomorrow at the Paramount. Bring Joe, I’ll leave your names at the front.” He offered.
“Thanks, he’d like that.” The two hugged once more and parted ways.
*****
Joes tongue wriggled around in Beaus canal. Beau arched in response. “Oh fuck babe.” He groaned.
“That’s it, open up for me.” Joseph stuck himself in further, spreading Beaus rim open. He jerked Beau off in rhythm with his tongues dance.
“Fuck, I’m ready. I’m ready.” Beau repeated as he felt his hole loosen enough to take Joes thick cock.
“Okay then.” Joe said in a deep, sultry tone. He sat up and angled himself to line up with Beaus hole, he put a finger in. Massaging his boyfriends prostate. “You sure you’re ready for this baby?”
“Fuck, oh, fuck yes.” Beau begged, his eyes rolling in pleasure.
“Here it comes then.” Joe pressed his cockhead against Beaus pulsing hole and it slipped in slowly. While Beau was seven inches and of average girth, Joseph was only six inches but was as thick as soda can – maybe thicker.
“Ah!” Beau moaned as Joe pushed in slowly, keeping one finger inside to massage him as his thickness spread Beau open even more.
“That’s it, let me in.” Joseph leaned down and kissed Beau. “Let me in.” He whispered.
Beau surrendered. His hole loosened as Joe sunk in to the base. He bucked his hips to push in even further causing a moan of ecstasy from the man below him. Joe pulled out an inch or two then slammed back in. He repeated this move, building a faster and harder pace until the slaps coming from his hips hitting Beaus ass caused the echoes to sound like one long clap.
“Oh fuck! Fuck me Joe!” Beau begged him as he reached down to jerk himself off while Joseph went to town on Beaus sweet little ass.
“Oh, god baby. I love when you beg for me! I love when you jerk off while fuck you!” Joe drummed into him harder, leaning back to give himself a deeper angle. “Oh shit!” Joe slowed himself and started to fuck in and up into Beau.
“Ah!” Beau moaned as Joe hit his sweet spot, rubbing against it with his cock head then his length. “Oh my god…” He whimpered.
“That’s right, just like that.” Joe said, smiling at Beaus pleasure. Beau started to feel himself get close and tightened around Joe’s cock. “Fuck.” Joe laid his head back, enjoying the tightness.
“I’m close.” Beau started to jerk himself faster. “I’m close.” He repeated.
“Cum for me baby boy.” Joe told him, sticking his finger back in Beaus ass. He pressed against his prostate and like waving a magick wand, Beau exploded.
“Oh my god!” Beau took in a deep breath as his cock shot like a volcano, his spunk flying up and arcing over the sheets, landing on his stomach, on Joes shoulder. “Holy shit!” Beau kept going, his balls emptying themselves everywhere. He clenched up, muscles contracting and Joe started fucking harder. Holding on, biting his lip to prevent ejaculation.
“Fucking beautiful baby.” He told him as he kept fucking and with every thrust more cum leaked out of Beaus cock head. Beaus arms fell to his side, his head rolling. He was spent. “You ready for my cum Beau? You ready for daddies load?” He asked.
“Yes sir.” Beau nodded, opening his mouth. Joe loved to cum in a hole, mouth or ass. It didn’t matter to him, and he knew when Beau opened his mouth that meant he wanted to swallow his man’s load.
“Here it comes baby. Here it comes.” He bucked in faster, getting himself closer. Then pulling out and positioning over Beaus mouth, he came hands free. Beau lifted his head and shoved Joe down his throat balls deep. “Ahh!” Joe shuddered as he came down Beaus throat. He humped into Beaus face a few more times. “Fuck.” He groaned as Beau kept swallowing the ropes of pearly semen coming from deep inside Joes balls. Beau cleaned off the cock of ass juices and cum and playfully popped one of Joes balls into his mouth to give them a good polishing too.
“Fuck you taste so good daddy.” Beau kept sucking.
“Shit I’m spent.” Joe pulled back and collapsed next to Beau in the bed.
“I am too, my cum is everywhere.”
“We just washed these sheets too.” They laughed together. “We’ve got to film you bottoming one night, we’d make so much money in your bottoming debut.” Joe said.
“I’ll think about it.” Beau chuckled, getting up and stretching. “I’m gonna go shower. Wanna join?” He looked over his shoulder.
“Fuck, I just said I was spent. I need to save up my cum and energy for tomorrows shoot. We can’t all produce gallons each time like you.” Joe rolled onto his side.
“Suit yourself.” Beau stood up and Joe reached out and smacked his ass. A resounding clap noise echoed through the room. Beau yipped in glee as he walked to the bathroom.
