The worst thing about bondage is knowing how to start. Who with? What do you enjoy? When is the right time? These questions plagues my mind constantly and I never made any attempt to fix them. Countless of times I messaged guys on a fetish websites. A few times I promised them a meet only to cancel days before. I was a 24 year old virgin. Too shy to be intimate with another guy. Too scared to fully admit what my sexual desires. I was all talk and no action.
It's Friday night and I'm horny. Do I go to porn? Chat to more bondage lovers online? Hit Grindr? Grindr is quickest, who's online? It's almost 1 am and not many people are online. I'm not looking for dick tonight, I just want to talk. This is when I see him. This is GothamSex. His profile isn't his face, body or dick. It's not even him. It's a picture of a man covered in leather with belt straps keeping him on a bench. I can't see a face but it looks like a BDSM Edward Scissorhands. I message.
"Hey, nice pic"
What did I want from him?
He replied, "Thanks, yours too. Here's me". GothamSex replied with a picture of himself. A blonde man with blue eyes, large and slightly chubby but he had a handsome face.
"Handsome. How are you?" I responded.
"Horny. You?"
"YES!"
GothamSex replied with more pictures of guys he's tied.
"HOT!" I replied. "I love bondage".
"You do?"
"Yeah but I've never actually been tied up"
"What you doing tomorrow?"
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"I mean, do you want to come over?"
"Yes".
"Here's my recon profile, GothamSex"
It was him. I knew this guy. I had admired his work before but never found his profile. I spoke to another local guy "Freddy" who had been tied up by him. GothamSex's profile photo was similar to Freddy's, the one I always masturbated over. I search GothamSex's friends and found Freddy's profile. I messaged Freddy.
"Hey, how are you? Sorry to be random but did you meet GothamSex? We are chatting and I might meet him tomorrow!!" I sent it to Freddy. He replied confirming he had been tied by him. "How was he?" I asked.
"He's okay, got a good selection of gear. Wanted me to tie him up after a few visits though" Freddy responded.
I didn't mind, I wasn't even thinking about the 3rd visit just yet.
I continued talking to GothamSex for almost an hour. We had swapped phone numbers to talk about tomorrow. I was so horny at this point as we discussed what I wanted to try and what I didn't. We agreed that he would come pick me up opposite my local train station and drive me to his house. He'd show me around and what toys he had before I agreed either way. I went to sleep. At least I tried, my dick was so ready to explode that I found it difficult. Was I going to wake up and cancel in the morning or was I finally ready to make the first move into bondage?
I woke up the next morning with a text from GothamSex, "Still keen?".
I replied yes. This was it. I was finally going to go through with it. I got showered and changed. I started to pack a bag of things I should take. Adidas Chile tracksuit, leather pants, a jock and my Lycra Spider-Man outfit. I walked to the station and GothamSex confirmed he was already there. I saw a tall man waiting outside a car. It was him. I went up to him and said Hello before getting into the car. I strapped on the seat belt and we drove off.
This was either going to be the start of a new adventure or the biggest mistake of my life...
