Confession time: Growing up, I have always seen myself as a straight dude. Thanx to the internet,I have been exposed to all kinds of porn. In the last few years, I keep finding myself drawn to gay porn though. The sight of men sucking cock and fucking each other is such a turn on. I feel like my whole sexual universe has shifted! Although I have never been with a guy, I wanted to experience what it was like to have a man's cock in my mouth and my ass, so as a first step, I started buying sex toys; especially dildos.
I loved the feeling of sucking a huge dildo while I rode another one deep inside my hole. I would cum over and over. Masturbating had never been this erotic nor this naughty before. I wanted to take things even further,so I started videoing and taking pics of myself while I sucked and fucked myself with my toys.In a strange and twisted narcissistic way, I would jerk off watching myself in the videos! It was like watching another person; not me! I knew I had to take things to the next level; being with a real guy!
I started posting my erotic pics on various dating sites and forums. I got so many responses for hook ups; it was such a big ego boost ! I had no idea what I wanted though. As a first timer,I knew I needed someone who was assertive.
I found the perfect top who was smooth skinned and had a nice bubble butt and a fairly large cock. Our first meet up was the Friday! I was too excited!!!
Part 2 coming soon
