Feeling Jealous

We sat at a table and talked while eating. Manu put his hand on Ravi’s shoulder while he was making a joke and they both laughed. I felt this urge to remove his hand from Ravi’s shoulder. I love Ravi but don’t know why I got angry at him. I guess I was feeling jealous. And my face turned red with anger. Manu was still laughing. Ravi looked at me and he understood what I was feeling. He made a gap between them and it made Manu remove his hand. I guess, it calmed me down a little and I smiled before Manu could see me angry. They got to know each other in just 20 minutes and now were talking to each other like they had been friends forever. Manu moved closer to Ravi again but Ravi tried to keep his distance. They were sitting in front of me on the other side of the table. I was sitting alone on this side. I endured the torture. I was trying not to show it on my face but it was too much. I did not finish my lunch and stood. They stopped talking and looked at me. I tried to smile and said,

“Guys, I think I am full. I will wait for you outside.”

I did not wait for their reply and put the plate on the rack to be washed, washed my hands, and headed out without looking back. I was furious and did not want them to see me like this. I know it's not Ravi’s fault. He was doing what I asked him to do, keep Manu company. But he did not need to get so chubby with him. He knows I like him. I just paced fast outside the mess. And I would have been if I had not run into a girl. I was looking down and just bumped into her. She almost fell, I held her hand to keep her from falling. She stood up with my help.

“I am really sorry for bumping into you. Are you okay?”

I asked apologizing. I think she was angry at first but when she looked at me, she smiled and said,

“It's okay. You saved me from falling. We are even now, I guess. You look sad, are you okay?” She asked.

“Oh, Do I? Naah, I am not sad, just thinking about something,” I said trying to hide my embarrassment with a smile.

“Hey, it's okay. You do not have to tell me. I am Reet by the way.” She extended her hand and said smiling. I shook her hand and introduced myself,

“I am Rahul.”

“Well, it's nice to meet you cute Rahul.”

And before I could react to her words she left almost running. She went up the stairs into the girl's mess. My cheek turned red; she just called me cute. I was blushing looking at the stairs. That is when I saw them coming outside. Manu was holding Ravi’s hand and all the jealousy and anger came flooding back. I just did not have the strength to watch them anymore. Before Ravi could say anything, I stormed off. I walked to my room and closed the door. I lay on my bed and tears came pouring out of my eyes. I cried the whole afternoon and just lay there on my bed and fell asleep.

I woke up with a loud noise. It came again and I realized someone was knocking at the gate. I rubbed my eyes and walked to the door and opened it. Ravi walked inside without saying anything. He was looking sad. He sat on his bed after placing his bag on the table. I closed the door and went and sat in front of him. I saw his eyes filling with tears.

“I am really sorry Rahul. I did not mean to make you feel bad.” He said.

“Hey, I am the one who should be sorry man. I asked you to keep him company and seeing you so friendly and him touching you just made me feel angry. I know you did not do anything wrong.” I said softly. I had a lot of time to think about it and I knew I had to make it right with him. He looked at me.

“So, you are not angry with me?” He asked not believing me.

“Of course not, I am not angry with you,” I said and hugged him. He wiped his tears and smiled and then suddenly started laughing.

“Why are you laughing?” I asked. I was very confused by this sudden mood change. Was he faking it? Was he making fun of me?

“No, you are hard man and naked?” He said pointing at my dick. I looked down and realized I was naked as the day I was born. I felt embarrassed. It's not like Ravi has not seen me naked before but we only took off our pants when we both wanted to jerk off. The rest of the time we kept clothes on.

“Ooops….sorry man, let me put on some clothes,” I said smiling. I had taken my clothes out after I came into the room. In anger, I must have felt hot and took off even my underwear. I put on a boxer and it was showing a tent as I was still hard.

“Do you need to take care of that?” Ravi asked pointing at my crotch.

“Naah, I just jerked off in the afternoon. It will go down on its own.” I said although I doubted it.

“Why are you so hard today?” He asked taking off his clothes and putting on only a boxer like me. We were both naked except for a short boxer.

“Well, I am really embarrassed to admit it but being near Manu makes me hard immediately. I can even smell him, now” I said taking a deep breath. He smiled looking at me.

“So, you have a crush on him?” He asked looking very serious.

“I think it's more than that. I think I am falling in love with him.” I said thinking about him.

“Don’t you think it’s too soon for that? You just met him today.” He asked.

“How can I explain this? I just know it in my heart. He makes me feel something that I have never felt before. You know it's like in movies, “Love at First Sight”. I can’t stop thinking about him. I close my eyes and I see him smiling and remember how he smells. It's intoxicating…making me crazy. You saw how I got angry without any reason.” I confessed my feelings to him. He listened very attentively and thought before answering.

“I understand now. So, you are going to ask him out?” He asked.

“I don’t know man; I don’t know if he likes me or not. Or if he even likes boys?” I said sounding a bit sad.

“Oh, he definitely is gay and he likes you.” He said smiling.

“How are you so sure?” I asked him.

“Well, the entire time we talked we were talking about you. Even in the mess, I was telling him about you.” He said.

“So, what did he say? What did you tell him? How did he react?..” I asked so many questions and he answered them one by one. He told me everything they had talked about.

“Hey if you don’t like seeing me with him. I won’t talk to him again.” He said with a serious tone after he was done telling me about everything.

“No, don’t do that. I think you guys are becoming friends. I don’t think I have a problem with that. I guess I just wished he was touching me, not anyone else.” I said looking down. I was embarrassed to admit my possessiveness.

“If you don’t like him touching anyone else, then ask him out and tell him how you feel about him before anyone else does. He is really cute; someone will ask him out sooner than later.” He said with a smirk on his face.

“You…..no one can look at the one I love. And you are going to help me with that. I was going to ask him out today but…I will ask tomorrow.” I said and hit him with my pillow. He grabbed his pillow and we started hitting each other and laughing.

We threw everything we got at each other and now our room was a mess. We were now tired of acting childish and laughing. I sat on his bed and he just laid down. We looked at each other.

“Man, you are still hard.” He said looking at my bulge which was clearly visible through my boxer.

“Let’s jerk off together. It’s been a while since we did that.”

I said looking into his eyes and he watched me as I stood up, slipped my boxer down to my ankle, and tossed it away. He kept looking at my hard cock as I started stroking it. I could see lust in his eyes. I looked at his boxer and I clearly saw a tent building in there. I smiled and looked at his face. His expression started changing and only lust was there. He slipped his hand into his boxer and started his stroking his dick.

“Take it out,” I said with a lusty voice.

He did not reply just slipped his boxer down, raised his ass upward and slipped it through his feet, and threw it on the ground near mine. I got a view of his pink hole. I had not seen it before. Most of the time we would sit in front of each other or beside each other and stroke our dicks talking and watching porn.

“You have got a nice hole,” I said jokingly and winked at him. He laughed and just laid there stroking his hard dick. He was full hard now and I was always surprised how identical our dicks were.

“You have got a nice big cock too.” I teased him again.

“So, do you mister” He said playing along.

“Do you want to see it side by side?” He asked in a playful voice.

“Oh yes, I would,” I replied and jumped on the bed and went between his legs. He spread it wide and made space for me. I was now kneeling right near his balls and dick. I placed mine on top of him and kept it parallel to each other. I always liked how it felt touching my cock to his. Both of our cock were the same length and same girth. Even the mushroom shape big cockhead had grooves at the same length. I grabbed our ball sack and compared them. We had our balls even of the same size. Although I had dark skin and Ravi was Caucasian but our cock was the same brown color. On my body, it looked whiter and on his, it looked darker. It was weird but I loved it.

“Why are we identical Ravi? I mean if one was looking at our cock only, they would not know the difference.” I asked him as I stroked both of our cocks with my both hands. It was fistful now. I was barely able to grab it with both my hands.

“What will happen if we double penetrated someone?” I thought to myself and giggled at the thought.

“Why are you giggling?” he asked enjoying the hand job he was getting. “Keep doing that, it feels nice.”

“I just thought if anyone could take both our cocks at once…I mean if we dp’d someone” I said laughing and he joined in. We both laughed. Now he rose up and looked in my eyes.

“Would you like me to suck your dick?” he asked directly. Well, it was not the first time. He had given me head several times over the years but still, it was surprising.

“No, let me do you this time,” I said looking into him while our dicks were wrestling with each other. I had given him a blowjob a few times but not nearly enough as him.

“Are you sure?” He asked making sure I knew what I was saying.

“Yeah, I am sure man, I don’t do you nearly enough,” I said smiling and leaning into his crotch. And licked his cockhead.

“Ohhhhh….yaahhhhh…”

He moaned in pleasure feeling my tongue on his dick. He again laid back and started enjoying the blowjob. He is the only guy I have given a blowjob. I have gotten it from a few others and it includes girls too but I did not reciprocate with anyone else. I grabbed his shaft in my hand and started licking it like an ice cream. I knew how I liked to be touched and sucked and I applied my knowledge here hoping having identical dicks will give him the same pleasure. I licked his dickhead for a while and then started swallowing it in my mouth. It was after a long time taking in a dick, so it felt hard to swallow but I did it. I finally took his cockhead in my mouth and started sucking it.

“Yaahhh….suckkkk…ittt….feels …reallllyy..good…” He moaned and encouraged me.

I did not remove my mouth and started sucking on his cock. He was now leaking some precum which I could taste. I started moving faster and taking more of his shaft in me. I sucked his dick continuously and when I started to run out of air, then I finally removed it from my mouth. I took a deep breath and looked at him. His eyes were closed and smiling. He was moaning and letting me do my job. He did not open his eyes so I leaned in and again took his dick in. This time I started going down until I felt it touching my throat. I had taken almost 4 inches of him. I had not ever taken his entire length inside. I did not stop and pushed my mouth further down trying to guide it down my throat. At first, I thought it would not go any further but then suddenly it started going in my throat and soon he was ball-deep in me. His small brown pubic hair was touching my nose and I could smell his crotch. As soon I took him in completely I heard him moan loudly,

“Yahhh….that feels amazing buddy…you took me completely in…ohhh…gooodddd..”

He moaned and grabbed the back of my head and held me down on his cock. I started choking on it as I was not getting air through my mouth or nose. I tried saying something but nothing came out and suddenly I felt the pressure on my head lifting and I quickly removed my mouth from his cock. I was drooling and out of breath. It took a few minutes to grasp some air.

“Dude, you choked me. I felt like I was dying.” I complained looking at him.

“I’m really sorry man. It felt really great feeling your mouth on my cock. It was the first time so I got excited. I did not want to hurt you.” He said apologizing. He was really sorry I could see it in his eyes.

“It was my first time too..” I said smiling and again took his entire cock in my mouth making him moan. I started taking in and out. I started picking up my speed and soon I was going as fast as I could going up and down from every angle, I felt possible. I loved the taste and smell of his dick. I was in another world just kept sucking him. I even did not hear how crazy he was moaning. Soon I felt his dick pulsate in my mouth. It was already halfway through my throat and I felt it grow wide and soon I felt hot liquid filling my throat. I slid up a little and he kept filling my throat and soon it was feeling my mouth making me taste his cum. I think I have not seen him cum this much. He filled my throat and my mouth. I swallowed it trying not to spill any. This was the first time he had cum into me. Other times he would take it out and either cum on my face or on his chest. But this time he just filled me up with his cum. I have tasted cum before with scooping from a finger but never like this. It felt amazing and tasted so ..tasty…I wanted more. I just kept his dick inside me. He started to go soft and slipped out. I looked up at him and he was already looking at me with a big smile. I smiled back and laid beside me.

“You already came.” He sounded surprised. I saw my dick and it was softening with some drop of cum dripping off it. I looked where I was and there was a cumpool on the bedsheet.

“Oh shit…I came on your bedsheet and even without touching or realizing.” I yelled. This was my first time cumming without touching myself. I was so lost in oral pleasure and feeling his taste I did not realize when I cum. We kept lying side by side and just smiled at each other.