Dreams of being gay come true

Yes, my stories follow a similar theme. But there is a reason. For years I dreamed of being with another guy. I never knew where these dreams came from. I'd never been with a guy. I did like to wear mommy's and my sister's underwear sometimes. Well, all the time. But that doesn't make me gay, does it? I guess I do think of being a dominant man's cock slut when I'm in the pretty pink panties and training bra. Isn't that just normal? What else could you possibly be thinking about when you are playing a girl in some sexy undies?

Suddenly in the past couple of years the dreams became more frequent and more complex. I'd be in a bed with another guy. My head in his lap sucking on a big fat cock. That would go on and on. Sometimes for what seemed like hours. When I finally sucked my first cock, the guy asked if it was really my first. Had I really never sucked one before? I just murmured, "Only in my dreams, Sir."

When I was alone, I'd wear all the girly underwear I could find and sleep late into the morning. Somehow wearing the tight, smooth, lacey clothes made my dreams even more real. One morning I woke up with a huge hard on, drooling out of my mouth like I'd just been sucking and taking it's cum for hours. 

I bought an inflatable cock gag. A wide leather strap covering my mouth with a rubber dildo inside of it. The dildo is inserted into my mouth and then I strap the gag on with a strap behind my head. I pull it tight. The dildo I've chosen just barely touches the back of my throat. Almost choking me, but not quite. It's the fattest one I could find too. My mouth is spread wide open. Then with a small hose and ball in the front of it, I pump the gag up until it pushes my cheeks all the way out. The tip of the dildo moves slightly closer to my gag reflex. I pump the inflatable dildo up until I'm just at that point. It's very difficult to take. I close my eyes pretending I'm being force face fucked by a mean older and hairy Dom man. I hear myself moaning as the ball inflates, adding some uncomfortable pain to the scenario. I get so hard. I move my tongue and my mouth at it gets bigger. It's like I'm trying to suck the dildo. I'm also trying to push it out. I just touch my dick and I cum. It's pretty amazing.

As time goes by my dreams include me being bound and gagged. I'm being seduced then captured by rough gay men. They mouth fuck me and violate my ass all night long. I wake up in a pool of sweat. I get up, dress in lingerie and gag myself. Then i jerk off of the best orgasms ever. But these are just dreams.

As some of my stories go, I surf the internet looking for inspiration and someone to tease me. I did find that first guy. He was open to my fantasies. He was a gay man who entertained several guys from time to time. So, he was experienced with all sorts of different fantasies and desires. He told me if I would be a good bitch, he would tie me up and fuck my mouth and throat like I wanted. We met at his nice home. He interviewed me for a few minutes. We set some ground rules, and I explained again what I wanted. He was happy to help out. After I showered, he told me to dress in the pink baby outfit he had for me. I'd never thought of wearing a baby outfit before. He said we needed to play both our games. I didn't know exactly what that meant, but I followed his instructions anyway. He was large, hairy and dominant. Just what I wanted. 

There was a TUTU of sorts. A one-piece body suit, pink with white lace. It covered my body from neck to butt. There was a lace skirt and more lace around my chest area. He buckled a pink dog collar around my neck and some pink leather wrist cuffs in me too. He locked the cuffs together, wrist to wrist and up to the collar, under my chin. The places where my nipples and junk were, were open. He put a clamp on one of my nipples, when I let out a little squeal, he told me to shut up. I obeyed. He clamped my other nipple then moved to strapping up my dick and balls. Big thick rubber straps wrapped around and around. He told me to get on my knees. I obeyed.

"You're going to suck my cock until It's good and hard, and then I'm going to fuck your brains out."

I just looked up at him, wondering what the fuck I was doing here.

"Yes, Sir."

I sucked like I'd never sucked before. Because I hadn't. I remembered my dreams. I remembered all the porn I'd watched. I sucked really hard. 

"You sure you've never sucked one of these before?"

"No, Sir. Only in my dreams."