The Decision!
My eyes roll into the back of my head. I am breathing fast. My body is spasming and I let out a super sexy howling orgasmic breath of air as I feel my cum load squirt out coating our bellies.
Gary thrust’s hard driving his 8 inch cut cock balls deep inside my boy hole letting out his own orgasmic moaning breath of air as he ejaculates inside me. Gary pumps a few more times completely finishing inside me then, lifts his head that was pressed against the side of my head and kisses me then, rolls off pulling his spent dick out of my boy pussy and flopping down onto his back beside me.
Gary immediately, reaches over and picks up an envelope on my nightstand, takes out the letter and starts reading aloud.
Thoughts of my high school years flashed through my mind as I listened to Gary read the letter. You are cordially invited to the Class of 2015’s class reunion on Saturday January 25, 2025. A celebration will be held in the school’s gymnasium at 8 pm. Please RSVP your intentions to attend the celebration.
Gary the boy I am presently dating looks over at me and says; “It’s been ten years. Do you think he will be at the reunion? Ya know that fucking high school crush you can’t get out of your head? Do you wish to see him again? Are you going to the reunion?”
I glanced at Gary then, looked away before looking back at him and saying; “I don’t know. The last time we talked was over 5 years ago. I don’t know what he has been doing for 5 years. Things will definitely not be the same. You know what they say “You can’t go home again!” so, I don’t know if I will attend the celebration or not. No damn it, I am sure. I’m not going. He doesn’t care about me. If he did then, why the fuck hasn’t he stayed in touch?”
Gary said; “You haven’t been able to get him off your mind. I think you should go to the reunion and see him. You need to find out for yourself if he still feels something for you. I’m fucking sick and tired of catching you looking at pictures of him in that God damn fucking yearbook of yours. So, you’re going to the reunion. Conversation closed! I don’t want to continue to fight for your love with a past high school crush of yours and the memories you have of him. Please go home and see him!”
Gary gets out of bed, dresses and as he is leaving the bedroom looks back and says; “Oh hell no! Go to the God damn fucking reunion. You will never truly love me or anyone else until you settle things with that fucking Danny Holster. So, get your ass out of bed, get cleaned up, buy your plane ticket and go to the God damn fucking reunion and for Christ’s sake get the answer to your question of does Danny loves you like you love him. I’ll see you when you get back then, maybe you’ll be able to tell me you love me or hell for that matter anyone at all that you love them and mean it!”
I lay looking up at my bedroom ceiling thinking to myself; “Fuck, I’m 28 years old. I have a degree in Mechanical Engineering. I have a well-paying job, a very nice house on the beach and I live in Southern California. Damn it, I have been very successful in life with the exception of love. What the fuck is wrong with me? I have been in and out of relationships and had many onetime hook-ups and thought a couple of times I was in love only for the relationship to fall apart. Damn it! I have to stop lying to myself. I know exactly, why I am unable to fall in love and fully give myself to someone else!”
I got out of bed and walked naked to the bathroom. I got into the shower and pushed out Gary’s cum load cleaned my boy hole and as I washed the rest of my body I thought about what Gary said and Danny. I knew the reason I was unsuccessful in love and it was because I was madly in love with Danny and he was the only boy for me. It’s like he is a part of my soul. Every night when I close my eyes to go to sleep I think back to the last time Danny and I were together in the music room storage closet. Every time I masturbate or am having sex with someone else I am thinking about Danny. I knew Gary was right. I would never fall in love unless I went back home attended the class reunion and stood face to face with Danny and asked him if he loved me and if there was any chance we could be together. I had to know the answer to my question once and for all before I would ever be able to move on and find love. I had to have closure!
I finished my shower, put on briefs, basketball shorts, a t-shirt and slippers. I walked into my home office and sat down at the desk. I started turning my roll-O-decks until I got to my travel agent’s number. I looked at her number and stopped, stalling I got up and went into the kitchen and made a cup of coffee then, ate a bowl of cereal. As I sat eating the cereal Gary’s words rang out in my ears; “Go to the fucking reunion. Buy your damn plane ticket and go to the fucking reunion. You got to get the answer to your question once and for all!”
I finished my bowl of cereal poured a second cup of coffee and returned to the office. I sat down then, reached out and picked up the handset of the telephone and began to feel uneasy. I was breathing faster. My heart was pounding in my chest and felt like it was going to jump into my throat. I was nervous. My hands were sweating and I felt light headed.
Thoughts started to flash through my mind. Oh my God, oh my God, oh my God, what if when I saw Danny he told me to fuck off. What if he told me that he fucked me in high school only because I was an easy piece of ass? I thought; “Oh my God, what if Danny tells me he doesn’t love me?”
I put my hand over my face holding back tears and a full blown panic attack. I took several deep breaths. I suddenly, jumped up and walked out of my office. I yelled out saying; “God damn it! What the fuck should I do?”
Readers, please in the comment section below tell me what you think Kevin should do. Should he go to the reunion or say the hell with it and forget about it since it has been ten years since he has seen Danny? Should he focus on Gary a man who loves him and make a life with him letting go of Danny? What do you think is going to happen when Kevin and Danny see each other again if he goes to the reunion?
There are several directions the story could go. I would like to know your thoughts before posting the final chapter in a couple of days. Help me out and let me know your thoughts! Thanks in advance!!!
