Cable Technician

My internet modem failed. Having the IP send a technician was the best thing that ever happened to me and changed my boring life forever.

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The morning started like any other weekday—frantic and full of demands. My alarm blared at 7 a.m., pulling me from a restless sleep. I stumbled out of bed and headed straight for the kitchen, hoping a strong cup of coffee would jolt me awake. My inbox was already overflowing with emails that had arrived overnight, each one marked urgent. The clock ticked ominously as I hurried to catch up before my first video conference.

As I logged onto my laptop, the digital tide of notifications swarmed the screen—Slack messages, calendar reminders, and pings from my manager, each requiring immediate attention. I juggled my coffee mug and tried to respond to as many as possible, feeling the pressure of the day's agenda closing in on me.

Just as I was settling into the rhythm of the morning, my screen flickered and went dark. The Wi-Fi icon vanished. I stared at the router, willing it to reconnect, but nothing happened. Panic set in. I had meetings lined up and deadlines looming like storm clouds. I grabbed my phone and dialed the internet company, navigating through the labyrinth of automated menus until I finally reached a real person.

“Please, I need someone to come out as soon as possible,” I implored, explaining the urgency of my situation. They assured me a technician would arrive within a few hours. With no other option, I shifted my focus to offline tasks, trying to suppress the growing anxiety gnawing at the edges of my mind.

A couple of hours later, just as I was attempting to draft a report without access to any online resources, the doorbell rang. I opened the door and was met with a sight that momentarily stole my breath away. Standing there was the technician, a man whose beauty was arresting. His skin was the color of warm honey, glistening slightly from the August heat. His dark hair was tousled, and his eyes held a depth that seemed to draw me in, pulling me out of the chaos of my day.

“Hi there,” he said with a friendly smile, extending his hand. “I’m here to fix your internet. Name’s Carlos.”

“Hi,” I replied, shaking his hand, my voice barely audible over the pounding of my heart. “Thanks for coming.”

As he stepped inside, I noticed the way he moved with a quiet confidence, his presence filling the space with an unexpected energy. It had been years since I’d wrestled with feelings like these. In college, I’d attributed my attraction to men as a phase—just a part of exploring who I was. But seeing Carlos, the manliness in his stance, the seductive curve of his smile, stirred something inside me. My knees felt weak as I tried to regain my composure, aware of how disheveled my office looked, papers scattered and notes pinned haphazardly on the walls.

“Nice place,” Carlos commented, glancing around appreciatively. “Looks like you’ve got a lot going on here.”

“Yeah, it’s been a busy day,” I admitted, scratching the back of my neck. The undercurrent of emotions made it hard to focus. “The internet going down didn’t help.”

He nodded sympathetically as he crouched down to inspect the router. “Happens more often than people realize. Sometimes it’s just a quick fix, other times I need to replace a part or two.”

“Can I get you something to drink?” I offered, hoping to be a gracious host despite the chaos. My voice sounded steady, but inside I felt anything but.

“Water would be great, thanks,” Carlos replied, his attention focused on the mess of cables before him.

I retrieved a bottle of water from the kitchen and handed it to him. As I watched him take a sip, I noticed the way his throat moved, and my mind drifted back to those invasive thoughts, flooding in like an unexpected tide.

“How’s your day been so far? Must be hectic, especially in this heat,” I asked, trying to shift the focus and ease the tension I felt.

He took another sip of water, wiping his brow with the back of his hand. “It’s been busy, but I’m getting used to it. Just moved here a few weeks ago.”

“Oh, really? Welcome to the area,” I said, genuinely curious. “What brought you here?”

“My wife’s family is from Colorado Springs, so we decided to settle down here after the wedding. It’s been a big change, but we’re really excited to start this new chapter.”

“Congratulations on the wedding,” I replied, trying to ignore the unexpected twist of emotions his words elicited. It was silly, really, but I couldn’t help the rush of feelings I hadn’t felt in years.

“Thank you,” he said, flashing that easy smile again as he turned back to the task at hand. “Let me see if I can get this sorted out, but I might need to grab some parts from the van.”

As he bent over the router, testing connections, I couldn’t help but notice the way his shirt clung to his back, highlighting the firm muscles beneath. When he stood up and announced that he needed to replace the router, my heart did a little flip.

“I’ll be right back,” he said, heading toward the door. My eyes involuntarily followed him, tracing the contours of his firm backside as he walked away. A flood of emotions hit me, leaving me slightly breathless. My mind raced, torn between a desire to act on these feelings and the realization that he was married and off-limits.

Feeling flustered, I took a moment to freshen up, splashing cold water on my face and adjusting my hair, hoping to send subtle signals without being too obvious. When he returned, carrying a new router, I couldn’t help but watch him again, my eyes lingering longer than necessary. He caught my gaze and smiled, a hint of amusement in his eyes.

“Got everything I need now,” he said, setting the equipment down and getting to work. His tone was casual, but there was an unspoken understanding that hung in the air between us.

As Carlos connected the new router, he paused to call dispatch and inform them of the delay and the part replacement. “I’m just letting them know what’s going on so they can update your account,” he explained, his voice smooth and professional.

While he spoke on the phone, I tried to engage him in small talk, hoping to extend our conversation. “So, how are you finding Colorado Springs? There’s a lot to do around here.”

“It’s a nice town,” Carlos replied, hanging up the call. “Still getting used to everything, but it seems like there’s plenty to explore.”

“If you ever want someone to show you around, I’d be happy to help,” I offered, my heart racing at the thought of spending more time with him. “There are some great spots I could introduce you to.”

Carlos smiled, a hint of warmth in his eyes. “That sounds great. I’d love to take you up on that sometime.”

As he finished installing the new router, I felt a mix of excitement and nerves. He gathered his tools and headed for the door, but before leaving, he turned back to me. “Here, let me give you my number,” he said, pulling out his phone. “In case you want to hang out or if there’s anything else you need help with.”

I took his number, a spark of anticipation fluttering in my chest. “Thanks, Carlos. I’ll definitely reach out.”

He gave me one last smile before stepping out into the summer sun, leaving me standing in the doorway, a flurry of emotions swirling inside. As the door closed behind him, I was left with a renewed sense of possibility, wondering where this unexpected connection might lead.

For days after Carlos’s visit, my mind was a tumultuous whirlpool of emotions and conflicting thoughts. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw his smile, the confident way he moved, and the warmth in his eyes when he spoke to me. I couldn’t shake the feeling that our connection was more than just a fleeting moment.

Yet, a nagging voice in the back of my mind reminded me of all the reasons I should let this go. My faith had always guided me, teaching me to follow a path that honored my beliefs. The idea of acting on these feelings conflicted with everything I had been taught, everything I had believed in. Moreover, Carlos was married, and pursuing anything further felt like a betrayal—not just to his vows but to the moral code I had lived by.

Despite this, the memory of him stirred something inside me, something I hadn’t felt in years. The part of me that I had pushed down, ignored, and labeled as a phase was clawing its way to the surface, demanding attention. The internal struggle was relentless, pulling me in different directions.

In quiet moments, I found my thoughts drifting back to the way his shirt had hugged his muscled body, the firm ass that had caught my eye as he walked to his van, the easy grace with which he moved. Those images lingered, filling my mind with desire that I struggled to suppress. Sometimes, late at night, when the world was quiet and I was alone with my thoughts, I would find myself thinking about him, my imagination fueled by the memory of his smile and the warmth of his presence. In those moments, I gave in to the yearning, letting my thoughts wander as I reached for release, Carlos’s image vivid in my mind.

Should I text him? I found myself staring at my phone, Carlos’s number glowing on the screen, tempting me. My mind was a battlefield, waging war between desire and restraint, my flesh wanting to reach out and my faith warning against it.

I thought about how he had given me his number, the way he had said he’d love to hang out sometime. There was no denying the allure of seeing him again, of exploring this connection further. Yet, I couldn’t ignore the reality that he was married, starting a new chapter of his life with his wife in a new town.

Despite the rational arguments swirling in my head, my fingers hovered over the keyboard on the screen, the urge to text him growing stronger with each passing moment. My heart raced as I considered the possibilities, the thrill of stepping into the unknown battling against the guilt that threatened to consume me.

Finally, I took a deep breath, letting the wave of emotions crash over me. Maybe sending a text didn’t have to mean anything more than friendship. Maybe it was possible to be a part of each other’s lives without crossing any lines. With that thought in mind, I typed out a simple message:

“Hey Carlos, it’s Jay. Just wanted to check in and see how you’re settling in. Let me know if you’d like to grab a coffee or explore the town sometime!”

I hesitated, my finger hovering over the send button. Then, with a mixture of anticipation and uncertainty, I pressed it, watching as the message flew off into the digital ether. I set my phone down, the weight of the decision still lingering in the air.

A couple of days went by without a response. Each passing hour only intensified my conflicting thoughts, the silence feeling like a looming rejection. Had I overstepped? Was he uncomfortable? I replayed our conversation in my mind, scrutinizing every word and gesture, convinced that I had misunderstood his friendliness.

The waiting turned into a gnawing anxiety, my imagination running wild with scenarios where I had misread everything. Just as I began to resign myself to the idea that I had made a mistake, my phone buzzed, jolting me out of my thoughts.

“Hey Jay, sorry for the late reply! I thought I’d sent a message, but it must have slipped my mind. Would love to grab drinks after work sometime. How about Friday?”

Relief washed over me, a tension I hadn’t realized I was holding easing from my shoulders. The misunderstanding was just that—a simple oversight. We quickly arranged to meet for drinks after work on Friday, and as the day approached, anticipation buzzed under my skin.

When Friday finally arrived, I found myself nervously adjusting my clothes in the mirror, my heart racing with a mixture of excitement and anxiety. Meeting Carlos outside of his work uniform felt like a step into the unknown, a chance to see him in a different light.

As I arrived at the bar, I spotted him immediately. Out of his technician’s uniform, he looked even hotter, the casual attire highlighting his athletic build and easy confidence. His smile was as warm as I remembered, and it sent a flutter through my chest.

“Hey, Jay!” he greeted, waving me over. “Glad we could do this.”

“Me too,” I replied, trying to keep my voice steady as I joined him. “Thanks for meeting up.”

As we settled into conversation, the atmosphere felt relaxed and friendly, the earlier tension melting away. Carlos was easy to talk to, and as the evening unfolded, I found myself genuinely enjoying his company, grateful for the chance to connect beyond the boundaries of our first encounter.

The bar was buzzing with life, the murmur of conversations and clinking of glasses creating a lively backdrop as Carlos and I settled into our seats. The warm glow of the lighting made everything feel intimate, and as we sipped our drinks, the earlier awkwardness between us faded into the comfortable ease of two people enjoying each other’s company.

“So, how are you finding Colorado Springs so far?” I asked, curious about his experiences.

“It’s been good,” Carlos replied, a thoughtful look in his eyes. “A lot quieter than what I’m used to, but in a nice way. I was in the military for a few years, so I’ve been all over.”

“Really?” I said, intrigued. “What branch?”

“Army,” he answered, taking a sip of his drink. “I did a couple of tours overseas. It was intense, but I learned a lot and met some amazing people.”

I nodded, impressed by the quiet strength behind his words. “That must have been an incredible experience. Did you meet your wife while you were in the service?”

Carlos smiled, a fondness in his eyes as he spoke. “Actually, we met right after I got out. She was a nurse at the VA hospital where I went for some check-ups. We hit it off pretty quickly.”

“She sounds amazing,” I said, feeling a pang of envy that I quickly pushed aside. “You’re lucky to have found someone like that.”

“Yeah, she’s pretty great,” he agreed, then paused for a moment, a curious look crossing his face. “But enough about me. I’ve been meaning to ask—what about you, Jay? What do you do for fun around here?”

I chuckled, caught off guard by his interest. “Honestly, work keeps me pretty busy. But I like hiking and exploring the outdoors when I get the chance. This place has some amazing trails.”

We continued to talk, the conversation flowing easily between us. Carlos seemed genuinely interested in my life, asking questions and sharing stories from his own experiences. As we drank, I noticed his demeanor becoming more relaxed, the alcohol loosening his usual reserved nature.

With each drink, I wondered if there was something more behind his willingness to meet up, the thought teasing at the edge of my mind. Maybe he was drinking to muster the courage to be intimate with me, or perhaps he was just enjoying the evening and letting loose.

The drinks kept coming, and soon Carlos was looking a bit too tipsy to drive. I watched him carefully, noting the way his eyelids drooped slightly and how his words started to slur.

“Hey, maybe you should slow down a bit,” I suggested gently, concerned for his safety.

He waved a hand dismissively, though there was a slight wobble in his gesture. “I’m fine, just having a good time. It’s been a while since I could just relax like this.”

As the night wore on, I couldn’t shake the feeling that I should take him home, that maybe this was my chance to see where our connection might lead. Yet, there was a part of me that hesitated, unsure if he was innocently drinking or if there was more to it.

Ultimately, I decided it was best to err on the side of caution. I pulled out my phone and ordered an Uber, determined to make sure he got home safely.

“I got you an Uber,” I told him as I helped him to his feet. “I don’t think you should drive.”

“Thanks, Jay,” he said, his voice a mix of gratitude and regret. “I didn’t mean to drink so much.”

“It’s all good,” I reassured him, feeling a warmth spread through me at the thought of looking out for him. “I’ll cover the fare, so don’t worry about it.”

As the Uber arrived, Carlos turned to me, a sincerity in his eyes that made my heart skip a beat. “I really appreciate it, Jay. Let’s do this again sometime, yeah?”

“Definitely,” I replied, watching as he climbed into the car, a mix of emotions swirling inside me.

As the Uber drove away, I stood there for a moment, reflecting on the evening. Despite the temptation, I felt good about my decision. I had no idea what the future held for Carlos and me, but I was content knowing I’d done the right thing, leaving the door open for whatever might come next.

The next morning, as I tidied up my apartment, I noticed a glint of metal on the coffee table. Carlos’s car keys lay there, forgotten in the haze of last night’s drinks that I took them with me so he wouldn't try to drive himself home. I picked them up, realizing this gave me the perfect excuse to see him again.

I texted him, my fingers dancing over the screen: “Hey, Carlos. I just found your car keys at my place. Want me to drop them off?”

His reply came swiftly, tinged with humor: “I was wondering why I couldn’t find them this morning! Sure, I’d appreciate it. I’m at the café down the street if you want to swing by.”

I quickly got ready and headed out, my heart thrumming with a mix of anticipation and nervous energy. As I walked into the café, I spotted Carlos sitting at a table by the window, nursing a cup of coffee. He looked adorable, a bit hungover, with his hair slightly tousled and a tired but genuine smile on his face.

“Hey, Jay,” he greeted, waving me over. “Thanks for bringing these. I owe you one.”

“No problem,” I replied, handing him the keys. “Rough morning?”

He chuckled, rubbing the back of his neck sheepishly. “Yeah, a bit. But it was worth it. I had a great time last night.”

“Me too,” I said, meeting his gaze. There was something in the way he looked at me, an unspoken understanding that sent a flutter through my chest.

“Sit down for a bit?” Carlos offered, gesturing to the seat across from him. “I could use some company to help wake me up.”

I accepted, ordering a coffee for myself as we settled into an easy conversation. Despite the hangover, he was as charming and engaging as ever, and I found myself enjoying his presence even more than I had the night before.

We talked about everything and nothing, the conversation flowing effortlessly between us. As the minutes turned into hours, I realized how much I valued this newfound connection, grateful for the chance to explore it further.

The days went by as usual, the routine of work and daily responsibilities filling my time. But amid the usual hustle, there was a new rhythm to my days, marked by the steady stream of texts exchanged with Carlos. 

Nothing significant, just casual conversation and friendly banter. We’d send each other memes and random thoughts, sharing snippets of our lives in a way that felt natural and comfortable. It was becoming a routine, and I started to believe that maybe this was nothing more than a friendship—a bromance at best. Our connection was strong, but I reminded myself that Carlos was married and that anything more was off the table.

Still, there was a part of me that longed to explore the side of myself I’d kept hidden for so long. The attraction I felt for Carlos had awakened a desire I couldn’t ignore, and I knew I needed to scratch that itch somehow. So, I created an account on that famous gay app, curiosity and anticipation guiding my fingers as I set up my profile.

It felt strange at first, putting myself out there in such a vulnerable way, but also liberating. I scrolled through countless profiles, glancing at faces and reading snippets of text that hinted at personalities and interests. The app buzzed with possibilities, and I found myself drawn into the world of digital connection, intrigued by the people I saw.

Eventually, I stumbled upon someone nearby who piqued my interest. His profile was interesting, not just sexy. His name was Matt, and he had a mischievous grin that caught my attention. His bio was clever and witty, hinting at a sense of humor that resonated with me. He mentioned a love for hiking and trying new food, both of which matched my own interests.

I hesitated for a moment, my thumb hovering over the message button as I considered what to say. Then, taking a deep breath, I typed out a simple introduction:

“Hey Matt, I’m Jay. Your profile caught my eye, and I’d love to chat and maybe get to know you better.”

I hit send, feeling a mix of excitement and nervousness as I waited for a response. It didn’t take long. My phone buzzed with a reply, and a smile spread across my face as I read his words.

“Hey Jay! Nice to meet you. I’d love to chat. Your profile’s pretty intriguing too. How’s your day going?”

As we exchanged messages, the conversation flowed effortlessly. We talked about our favorite hiking spots, shared recommendations for local restaurants, and laughed over shared interests and random anecdotes. It was easy and fun, a refreshing change of pace that left me feeling hopeful about what might come next. 

Though I still felt the pull of my connection with Carlos, I knew I had to explore this new path, open to whatever possibilities might unfold.

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