Hugo took out the cigar from his mouth and settled it on the ash tray on the table beside him. Through his right hand which still firmly kept John’s ass cheeks spread apart, he increased the force again, this time making sure to test how far John’s hole could naturally expand.
He knew that if he added too much force his hole would expand to whichever degree he deemed pleasurable to him, but he wanted a more natural response from John’s hole; as tight as it clearly was, how far could it open on its own?
As more of John’s hole’s inner lining became more pronounced and exposed, Hugo extended his left hand and landed his middle finger slowly on the exposed lining of John’s hole. Hugo did not apply any pressure as his middle finger finally made contact with the exposed inner linings of John’s hole, feeling it very clearly.
Hugo noticed how John’s opening is still tight, the tip of his finger completely covering it. Hugo then started to slowly, in very unnoticeable degree massage John’s ass hole. He moved his finger up and down very slowly and slightly, just rubbing John’s hole. Hugo felt the pronounced inner linings of the hole, being as dry as they were, sticking to his finger and accommodating his slow move, moving around with his finger.
At that moment, the reality of the situation started to finally sink into John’s head. Hugo was sending several messages by forcing this very subtle interaction with John’s ass hole, and John very effectively received them, which in turn demanded John’s attention, waking him up from the state of psychological passiveness he has been in up to this point. The messages were loud and clear, as if Hugo was directly speaking them to John.
The first message was introducing John to the transition phase he’s being forced to endure. John’s identity is about to change, and he’s about to come in terms with a new reality. John was not going to be the same again; too many things are about to change in his world.
John understood very clearly what things are about to change, forcing John to reflect on why he understood exactly the power dynamic currently at play. Almost every day for the past year of John’s life, he spent hours at night watching visual content of various scenes featuring BDSM acts being done by dominant men to submissive men before he’d then go to bed.
Whenever John would watch such pornographic videos, he would imagine himself in the positions of those submissive men. Though, he was never able to come in terms with how any of this pleasured him. In his mind, he always managed to find the right excuses to still dissociate himself from affiliating with roles of submissive males.
Sometimes he’d tell himself that he’s just curious about different aspects of sexual encounters, other times he’d convince himself he just enjoys watching these power plays done in front of him, but does not see himself enjoying them himself.
In the back of John’s mind, there was the truth that he never shed light on, that John’s wildest sexual fantasies would be him experiencing what he watches. No matter how degrading, extreme, violating, forced, gruesome the scenes he watched were, he would have loved to experience them all. But John’s personality always stood in the way.
John, being as shy as he was, had so many characteristics that made it impossible for him to ever experience these things. The shame of being a homosexual on its own barely scratched the surface. John somehow exhibited an extremely elevated sense of shyness and casual embarrassment in every second of his living life.
It was just who he was, and he already came in terms with it. To John, holding a conversation with any person was too overwhelming for him, let alone making eye contact, which John could never do in any conversation ever. John was naturally an introvert, very reserved, always keeping to himself. He didn’t have many – if any – friends, which John enjoyed and preferred.
From a sexual oriented point of view, John’s natural shyness and reserved nature was so extreme that the simple sight of the private parts of the men he watched in the videos would make him blush. He’d have a hard time simply coming in terms with what he’s looking at, let alone how invasive and extreme the things being done in the videos were.
John somehow managed to find a sense of pleasure in this feeling of shyness as he watched these videos, unaware of – or rather consciously dismissing – any correlation between what he watches and what he’d enjoy, having never given himself the chance to even consider attempting to engage in any sexual activity with any other man, vanilla sex or not.
Even with all of this knowledge of acts of domination John has from the extensive library of porn he has watched online, John never managed to realize how special the make up of all of these characters in him is. John’s personality traits collectively made up a genius tailored combination of complementary aligned attributes.
The degree of John’s natural shyness and reluctancy, combined with the extreme nature of what turns him on (even if he won’t admit that to himself), forged him into the ultimate submissive male. John never aligned with submissive men that showed any signs of pleasure, cooperation or accommodation to the disciplinary acts they were engaging in.
Instead, John enjoyed it more when the submissive males didn’t show that side of them - even if it was a fact that they were enjoying what was happening – and instead preferred when the porn focused more on the forced nature of the acts, showing reluctancy and futile resistance from the submissive men.
People like John, exhibiting such bashful and withdrawn personalities are few, and they never manage to build enough will power to simply watch such videos because of that. John pushed himself as far as he believed he could by indulging in this secret appetite to gay BDSM videos. He got so adventurous, that he watched several at his new job where he was working as an intern, thinking nobody is around. To him, he was able to get away with that every single time, completely unaware that his boss, Hugo, secretly caught him several times before.
All of this made it hard for John to ignore the first message being communicated to him through Hugo’s firm display of John’s body, and how he’s currently choosing to interact with it. John was being forced to become the submissive male he watched in all of his videos.
John never aligned with this role, so why is he not revolting in chaos, whys is he not frantic? Of course, John remembered he’s too shy to resist in any way. He was bound, true, but he could still exert the simplest forms of resistance, or at least attempt, but he wasn’t. At that point, John made a faint realization that he should be feeling differently if he really did not align himself with the submissive men he watched in the videos.
Cutting through this train of thought arrived the second message from Hugo’s continuous massaging of John’s forced-gaping hole. In this message, Hugo was formally introducing himself as one of the most assertive, dominant, intellectual on psychological manipulation dominant male he is. This message forced John to see Hugo in a completely new light. From his boss, to a BDSM sex expert, John suddenly realized in full effect the sheer pressure of Hugo’s presence, as if exhibiting an aura of supremacy and superiority which put John’s shy demeanor more in effect.
The third message, which was the hardest message for John to receive, was Hugo letting John know that he completely sees him for who he deep down truly is. Sure, John already felt violated by the level of exposure Hugo asserted over his body, but at that moment, Hugo was letting him now, through this very specific act, choosing to go about it the way he did even though most dominant males would be more forceful or violating in how they go about treating a submissive male’s body, that Hugo understands exactly every single act of power play John’s body and mind align with.
Hugo was always pleasantly surprised and genuinely impressed every time he caught John watching porn on his video, unaware of his presence behind him as he safely hides in his cubicle, which was easy to do as John always did this on his lunch breaks.
This these lunch breaks, John always indulged in pornographic material that involved a dominant black man and a younger submissive white male. John’s choice of videos always highlighted a psychological dynamic power play, showing submissive males being forced to strip naked, standing in attention putting their nude body on display.
He noticed that the submissive males were always smooth and had their privates shaved, that there were always an air of humiliation and degradation surrounding every act being done to or forced upon the submissives. It was also easier for Hugo to put together what kind of videos John liked to watch because he himself recognized so much of them himself, having already watched them on his own free time before.
John would always specifically start rubbing his jeans where his cock was whenever the dominant male would exert any impact play on the submissive: ball grabbing, firm spanking, even dominants striking the submissive males’ cocks. From these videos Hugo had a very clear read on John’s sexual desires and fantasies, which was made easier by the fact that they also are the exact same sexual attributes Hugo exhibited, but from a dominant male’s perspective.
According to this, Hugo knew exactly how to communicate this to John in the physical realm, which in turn – being so on point – immediately translated to the psychological realm in John’s head. In this moment, an intense shock wave rushed through John’s head and body, and a sudden sense of fear dwelled on him.
Could it be that Hugo has such a clear read of John’s mind and body? What consequences will come out of this? At this moment, John suddenly felt even more naked than before. John’s definitions of nudity up to this point were the simple act of clothes being absent from one’s body, laying it bare, but at that point, John’s body was somehow experiencing a new level of nudity even though he has already been naked for a while.
A figure of John’s whole body suddenly emerged in John’s head. He saw this figure clearly in his head, where John is standing straight, every part of his body exposed, John looking at himself from a side way perspective. John then saw several parts of his body light up, not literally but psychologically in his head. On his back side, his butt cheeks, his butt crack, his ass hole all lit up. His taint also did.
From his front side, John’s ball sack lit up in a dissected manner that separated his sack from his balls as two different parts. Each ball also lit up, each separately, followed by his shaft, his cock head, and his piss slit. John freaked out at the idea that if Hugo had such a clear a read on who John was, he saw the degree of sensitivity exhibited on John’s self by all of these distinctions, and suddenly felt very vulnerable to how all of these areas were currently completely exposed, giving a new sensation to how naked he felt.
All of this happened in a manner of very few minutes. Suddenly, Hugo heard a tapping sound, as if something viscous landed on the ground, followed by two other tapping sounds, this time the intervals between them faster.
Hugo immediately realized what was happening, adjusting every definition he had of John to greater accuracy. Hugo understands that elevated levels of psychological dominance can cause a submissive slave to ejaculate, even without their cocks being touched, having caused this hundreds of times before himself, but could it be that John is that submissive, that he had already reached that point?
Hugo realizes that he may have misjudged the submissive nature of John, having never met a male as sensitive as him. In fact, Hugo’s wildest dreams was for there to exist a submissive male as sensitive as who John appears to me, but he already let go of this fantasy after meeting so many submissive males; that person simply does not exist in real life, only in Hugo’s head.
“You were born for this, weren’t you, John?”
